Saturday, April 30, 2011, 10:13 PM
ALright, was watching the superhero movie on funshion with lingg last night. Hmm...till about 3 or so?
Dad got me supper too xD Movie was really hilarious on some parts and it got me laughing so much I had tears running down my cheek LOL! ;D
After that we just got down to er-hem play! Play with toys~~ arararara =p
Played and played, time flew and soon it was 5 :O 5 in the morning! Of course, next up we went to bed =p
So we slept! Then the next thing I knew was lingg waking me up and realising later that it's already 12. I just sat on the bed with lingg and crapped and stuff. Then.....for some reason, we started playing again! xD
Halfway through there were some noises outside and I thought my grandma came over, cause it sounded like her LOL! =x
In any way, we played till 2.30? Then done! And tell ya what, there was so much used tissues you can make a wanton jumps over the lingg meal delicacy worth 10 cents :O
I went to discard the tissues and then greeted my grandma. See? It's my grandma like I thought! I have sharp eyes and sharp hearing too xD
Then after that my grandma offered to give me money ~.~ I declined and she tried forcing it into my hands uh!!! sobs :(
I ran and hid behind lingo but my grandma chased me in and attacked me! I lost in the end D; Sigh...I don't want :(
Anyway, granny's so cute right? Playing catching with her grandson at 70 odd years xD She has a really good impression of lingo too! :O
After that lingg had to go so I saw her down to the bus stop. Didn't see her off to work. Had already been out for 3 days this week, mum hasn't said anything but I don't wanna push my luck =/
Ya know? Don't wanna risk making things worse =/
Before lingg left, sure of course, fullhouse! Muacks muacks!!
157 came soon and off she went back home to prepare for work.
I went to get lunch and then headed back. Lingg then told me she was to go to clementi again today :O She's kinda reluctant because of this imposter cheena dude who keeps hitting on her lol =x Oh well, hope things weren't too bad for her, or I'll santa maria the chicken cheena nuggets out of the imposter!
Lingg wanted to come over again later so here I am waiting for her!
I'm just sitting here, blogging so lingg can read it later after work. It ain't much, after all nothing much happened today. Now I'm just waiting waiting for my lingby to get off work!
I'm a little hungry :O And and and I feel like taking a walk :O
Wonder if it's windy tonight, cause that'll be a nice addition :) Don't wanna sweat walking ya know? xD
Dad got me supper too xD Movie was really hilarious on some parts and it got me laughing so much I had tears running down my cheek LOL! ;D
After that we just got down to er-hem play! Play with toys~~ arararara =p
Played and played, time flew and soon it was 5 :O 5 in the morning! Of course, next up we went to bed =p
So we slept! Then the next thing I knew was lingg waking me up and realising later that it's already 12. I just sat on the bed with lingg and crapped and stuff. Then.....for some reason, we started playing again! xD
Halfway through there were some noises outside and I thought my grandma came over, cause it sounded like her LOL! =x
In any way, we played till 2.30? Then done! And tell ya what, there was so much used tissues you can make a wanton jumps over the lingg meal delicacy worth 10 cents :O
I went to discard the tissues and then greeted my grandma. See? It's my grandma like I thought! I have sharp eyes and sharp hearing too xD
Then after that my grandma offered to give me money ~.~ I declined and she tried forcing it into my hands uh!!! sobs :(
I ran and hid behind lingo but my grandma chased me in and attacked me! I lost in the end D; Sigh...I don't want :(
Anyway, granny's so cute right? Playing catching with her grandson at 70 odd years xD She has a really good impression of lingo too! :O
After that lingg had to go so I saw her down to the bus stop. Didn't see her off to work. Had already been out for 3 days this week, mum hasn't said anything but I don't wanna push my luck =/
Ya know? Don't wanna risk making things worse =/
Before lingg left, sure of course, fullhouse! Muacks muacks!!
157 came soon and off she went back home to prepare for work.
I went to get lunch and then headed back. Lingg then told me she was to go to clementi again today :O She's kinda reluctant because of this imposter cheena dude who keeps hitting on her lol =x Oh well, hope things weren't too bad for her, or I'll santa maria the chicken cheena nuggets out of the imposter!
Lingg wanted to come over again later so here I am waiting for her!
I'm just sitting here, blogging so lingg can read it later after work. It ain't much, after all nothing much happened today. Now I'm just waiting waiting for my lingby to get off work!
I'm a little hungry :O And and and I feel like taking a walk :O
Wonder if it's windy tonight, cause that'll be a nice addition :) Don't wanna sweat walking ya know? xD
Friday, April 29, 2011, 11:21 PM
Wait~
Cute lil ringtone from my iphone roused me in the morning at around 9?
Yeah it was Thursday morning and guess what, lingg decided to ring me up cause I wasn't responding to her messages :O I was asleep LOL! So I picked up the call and practically spoke like I was on drug rehab. Guess she later realised I was still sleeping so she hung up to let me return to sleep xD
Thought I already told her my lesson on Thursday starts at 12? =/ STM IN EFFECT! Initialising...Please Wait...
Estimated Waiting Time...762 days...
System Error...
System Will Now Reboot...
All Existing Data Will Be Erazed...
Please Do Not Panick...
STM Will Resume Operations A.S.A.P...
We Apologise For Any Inconvenience Caused...
So after that, of course my alarm rang at 10 and I got up to prepare for school! Felt really lazy today...so didn't do my hair =/ Guess what? IT'S SO UGLY! But I can't be bothered...didn't feel like doing it...and I seriously dislike wax and hair spray :(
After I was done, I went off to lakeside to catch a train down to yio chu kang. Boring boring journey~~~ Got there soon though. Then went up my studios. Animation studio was occupied, so we all waited outside for the previous class to end.
Then then 12 came and in we went =p So lesson started with us being split into 2 groups lol =x A & B! So the thing was the 2 teams were tasked with using simple geometrical shapes to create as many characters as possible within a given time frame. So each team was supposed to send 2 representatives up for the job, and at any one time should the representative run out of ideas, he/she can tap another team member to continue the job.
Feeling powerful! I volunteered to take the lead xD Went up with another pal. We were up against 2 girls. So we were given 5 minutes for round 1!
3
2
1
START!
We drew and drew and drew :O
Then time flew and it was finally round over! Ms Pat then went to tabulate the scores :) Bla bla bla~~ count count~~
The girls got 46 characters, and we got 44! AHHHHH D;
Fret not! Still got round 2! xD
We sent another 2 up. Rules were the same cept this time, it's 10 minutes. So the round started~
10 minutes ran out pretty fast and it was time to tabulate scores again. In the end? OUR TEAM WON!! BY 3 POINTS!! ;D We got 96 while the other team got 93 hoho~~ Then then got prize~ CHOCO! HAIRY CHOCO!! hehe xD
So so we created 189 characters in total within a short 15 minutes xD Awesome eh? =p
Next it time for serious work. Supposed to use stylised drawing to portray ourselves. GG! LOL!! I'm not exactly good at such drawings =/ Oh well, guess it's about time to pick that up. Cartoons can be pretty fun no? LOL! =x
So I started drawing and ideas flowed like water and I decided to add lingg into it :) Why? Cause she's a big part of my life! She's part of me!
Before long, it was already 3 and time for us to set off!
Lingg was dismissed at 4, and since I can't possibly get to ngee ann within 1 hour, I suggested meeting her at her void deck instead. Since she wanted me to take a look at her computer which is having some kinda hiccups and see if I could repair it.
I got down and yeah, slow train! Lingg got there earlier than me xD I saw lingo sitting on the bench, so I went up around behind her and covered her eyes xD BOO!!
Next we went up to her house. Appears that her computer's problem fixed itself, so I took a look at her sis's lappy which was having the same problem. It fixed itself too O.O So basically, I didn't had to do anything =p
Then yeah I was a little hungry, didn't had lunch or breakfast. Lingg then bugged me to go get food LOL! No matter how I tell her I will, just later on, she wouldn't listen =x Hmm...guess eventually she did. Then for some reason she started growing horns and "attacked" me LOL!
30 minutes!! SO FAST! AHHH!!! D; Her mum came back :O
Then then I went on to teach lingo how to lock and open doors without creating a single sound =p Total silence! I'm the silent killer~~
Next, time to get some food. Went off to macs and guess what? SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES! YA KNOW WHAT? THAT DAMN AWESOME THING HAD BEEN MISSING FOR A COUPLE YEARS AND I MISSED IT! NOW IT'S BACK!!! HOORAH!! So so I ordered a meal and went back to lingg's house to eato eato!
Yum yum~~ Then I helped look at a trigo sum for her math class. Couldn't help though, I haven't touched math in a year and my math wasn't good to begin with =/ oh well....
Then went out to accompany lingg while she ate her dinner and had a pretty good laugh LOL! Her sis and mum were like throwing sarcastic funny remarks at each other and to top things off, her dad was looking at papers and fish with a magnifying glass LOL! xD
Soon soon it was 9.30 and I had to head back home. Had to finish up the remaining work dued tomorrow. So off I went, and lingg saw me downstairs. Bus came pretty fast again and we were giving each other final hugs and kisses hoho~~
After getting home I got down to work after a short shitting session =p
After that was nothing much and soon it was bedtime. Done with my work!
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Friday came and I got up at 7! Prepared as usual and off I went to school. Trained~~ AND IT WAS SO CROWDED AGAIN :( Had a real hard time trying to squeeze my way out...
So got to school and went up to the studio on 3rd floor. New module starting today since last friday was good friday and no lessons. Level design module and the lecturer? A HAGE'D frenchmen that speaks with an accent I can barely understand xD
Odd thing was, before class started we were asked to put our phones at the front so we wouldn't get distracted during class =/ Then I can't message lingg! Sobs D; Wond why is he so afraid of us tapping on our phones o.o He even locked facebook with the master computer lol =x
So yeah we proceeded with lecture. Nothing much, since I barely understood what he said...guess I'll have to read through the notes myself.
Next was a session where we will all play test the levels our friends created and give comments and stuff. While receiving comments on our own levels and modifying them to improve the game play. It was then a free and easy period. We all went around playing our friend's levels.
Kinda crazy, some made really insane levels we couldn't complete at all xD Some got frustrated and rage quitted while I almost died laughing LOL!
Then then there was this girl that walked pass the studio. Probably from interaction design next to our studio. I was still laughing like crazy till 2 of my friends nudged me and said "Look! Nice right? Want go!?" Then I was like you 2 go on ahead, I'm happy where I am, with my beloved girlfie lingo! So they went out haha~~ Hongsters =/
I went back to try and complete my friend's level. I eventually gave up too, wasn't possible =p Lesson soon ended, we submitted our levels and went for our 3 hour break.
I also then realised that my lighting assignment didn't look the way I wanted it to on the school's computer....
THAT MEANS...I'll have to re-adjust the lights! AHHHHH!!!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ~~~ See? Problems when RGB values are different on different computers....result end up so different.
So I spent the next 2 hours of my break editing the lights. Finally tested it again and yeah...works at long last lol =x Nice and pretty~~ SAVE FILE!!
Then went for the next lesson. 3 came soon and lesson started. Same guy from this morning again...so? Phone's up front =.=" I can't message lingo again! sigh....
But before that, me and lingg were like exchanging odd messages LOL! Full of jumble of words which I bet neither of us understood any of it =x
Hmm....though this lesson was interesting. I learnt alot of stuff that could be real useful for my next surprise...hoho~~~ =p Lecture, tutorial and exercises! Soon it was 6! DISMISSAL!!!!
I retrieved my phone and saw a message! Lingg was coming! I was excited! So I quickly left class and headed for the station! I was earlier than lingg =p
That lingo uh! She blamed the train too! Just like me xD
She came soon and we hugged hugged kissed kissed :) Boarded a train to realise that it terminates at yishun =.=
So we had to board the next. Not too long later this whole bunch of people squeezed in and this lump of big, stinky pile of black hairy chocolate fats wobbled in and squeezed! ARGH!! HE SMELLS D; And and...super hairy! You can see hair flowing outta his shirt from the back and front WTF!
Then he kept pushing...irritating dick...probably can't see his dick. Engulfed by the Amazon Choco forest.
Not too long later though, me and lingg managed to secure a seat :) Then we overheard the hairy monkey's conversation and I started twisting it LOL! Yeah it was real hilarious, and it cracked lingg up! xD Lingg said I was bad LOL! But I didn't think so, he deserved that for squeezing his lump of black charcoal fats around D; SMELLY YOU KNOW! LIKE CHAO DA!!
We alighted at bukit batok cause lingg wanted to head home to wash her face first before heading to my area.
Before that we got some sushi and lingg got 2 sushi for me. I didn't wanna spend her money :( But I was touched ;(
Anyway, got back to her house and I practically downed the 2 sushi she got me xD
Then she asked if I wanted some chicken wings since her mum cooked them. I was hungry so I agreed =p Lingg then went to wash her face while I had some wings! Lingg joined in soon :)
After that watched a little television and then off we went to my house!
Saw Ernest and lingg's sis at the void deck so we..."interfered" =p
Ernest was giving tuition to lingg's sis. Ernest seemed keen on teaching but it was kinda obvious she wasn't too keen on learning. Messaging while Ernest was guiding her =/ Oh well....
Then there was this cat, me and lingg kept observing and talking about it hoho~~~ so nice :O
Not too long later, her sis started to smoke and I suggested going off. Don't like smoke :( I feel bad for Ernest. He gave time and effort to guide lingg's sis and he probably got nonchalance and even had to be a passive smoker =/ Oh well...guess I can't really comment much on this since I'm just an onlooker.
So we took a bus back down to my area. Crowded bus :( People squeezing around again zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Got back home and searched for cup noodles since the market was already closed at 9 odd. FOUND NONE! So ended up going to SPC to get noodles. Got blueberry tea too.
Went back home, cooked and started eating. The blueberry tea tasted disgusting :( I added so much pepper the noodles was so damn spicy LOL! After finishing, I even ate the spicy seaweed and it almost killed me. I lied on the floor =x
Recovered soon though and back to my room we go.
Lingg wanted to read! hehe~~~ So I went down to blog =p
Alright, taking a pretty long time for this post, not too sure why :O Yeah so here I am blogging and almost done too!
MMmmmmmm lingg is staying overnight!! More time with her :) hoho~~
Sorry for making you wait so long. The wait's worth it, it's a pretty long post me thinks =p
OKAY! TA-TA I LOVE LINGOOOOOOO!!! ;D
Yeah it was Thursday morning and guess what, lingg decided to ring me up cause I wasn't responding to her messages :O I was asleep LOL! So I picked up the call and practically spoke like I was on drug rehab. Guess she later realised I was still sleeping so she hung up to let me return to sleep xD
Thought I already told her my lesson on Thursday starts at 12? =/ STM IN EFFECT! Initialising...Please Wait...
Estimated Waiting Time...762 days...
System Error...
System Will Now Reboot...
All Existing Data Will Be Erazed...
Please Do Not Panick...
STM Will Resume Operations A.S.A.P...
We Apologise For Any Inconvenience Caused...
So after that, of course my alarm rang at 10 and I got up to prepare for school! Felt really lazy today...so didn't do my hair =/ Guess what? IT'S SO UGLY! But I can't be bothered...didn't feel like doing it...and I seriously dislike wax and hair spray :(
After I was done, I went off to lakeside to catch a train down to yio chu kang. Boring boring journey~~~ Got there soon though. Then went up my studios. Animation studio was occupied, so we all waited outside for the previous class to end.
Then then 12 came and in we went =p So lesson started with us being split into 2 groups lol =x A & B! So the thing was the 2 teams were tasked with using simple geometrical shapes to create as many characters as possible within a given time frame. So each team was supposed to send 2 representatives up for the job, and at any one time should the representative run out of ideas, he/she can tap another team member to continue the job.
Feeling powerful! I volunteered to take the lead xD Went up with another pal. We were up against 2 girls. So we were given 5 minutes for round 1!
3
2
1
START!
We drew and drew and drew :O
Then time flew and it was finally round over! Ms Pat then went to tabulate the scores :) Bla bla bla~~ count count~~
The girls got 46 characters, and we got 44! AHHHHH D;
Fret not! Still got round 2! xD
We sent another 2 up. Rules were the same cept this time, it's 10 minutes. So the round started~
10 minutes ran out pretty fast and it was time to tabulate scores again. In the end? OUR TEAM WON!! BY 3 POINTS!! ;D We got 96 while the other team got 93 hoho~~ Then then got prize~ CHOCO! HAIRY CHOCO!! hehe xD
So so we created 189 characters in total within a short 15 minutes xD Awesome eh? =p
Next it time for serious work. Supposed to use stylised drawing to portray ourselves. GG! LOL!! I'm not exactly good at such drawings =/ Oh well, guess it's about time to pick that up. Cartoons can be pretty fun no? LOL! =x
So I started drawing and ideas flowed like water and I decided to add lingg into it :) Why? Cause she's a big part of my life! She's part of me!
Before long, it was already 3 and time for us to set off!
Lingg was dismissed at 4, and since I can't possibly get to ngee ann within 1 hour, I suggested meeting her at her void deck instead. Since she wanted me to take a look at her computer which is having some kinda hiccups and see if I could repair it.
I got down and yeah, slow train! Lingg got there earlier than me xD I saw lingo sitting on the bench, so I went up around behind her and covered her eyes xD BOO!!
Next we went up to her house. Appears that her computer's problem fixed itself, so I took a look at her sis's lappy which was having the same problem. It fixed itself too O.O So basically, I didn't had to do anything =p
Then yeah I was a little hungry, didn't had lunch or breakfast. Lingg then bugged me to go get food LOL! No matter how I tell her I will, just later on, she wouldn't listen =x Hmm...guess eventually she did. Then for some reason she started growing horns and "attacked" me LOL!
30 minutes!! SO FAST! AHHH!!! D; Her mum came back :O
Then then I went on to teach lingo how to lock and open doors without creating a single sound =p Total silence! I'm the silent killer~~
Next, time to get some food. Went off to macs and guess what? SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES! YA KNOW WHAT? THAT DAMN AWESOME THING HAD BEEN MISSING FOR A COUPLE YEARS AND I MISSED IT! NOW IT'S BACK!!! HOORAH!! So so I ordered a meal and went back to lingg's house to eato eato!
Yum yum~~ Then I helped look at a trigo sum for her math class. Couldn't help though, I haven't touched math in a year and my math wasn't good to begin with =/ oh well....
Then went out to accompany lingg while she ate her dinner and had a pretty good laugh LOL! Her sis and mum were like throwing sarcastic funny remarks at each other and to top things off, her dad was looking at papers and fish with a magnifying glass LOL! xD
Soon soon it was 9.30 and I had to head back home. Had to finish up the remaining work dued tomorrow. So off I went, and lingg saw me downstairs. Bus came pretty fast again and we were giving each other final hugs and kisses hoho~~
After getting home I got down to work after a short shitting session =p
After that was nothing much and soon it was bedtime. Done with my work!
____________________________________________________________________________________________
Friday came and I got up at 7! Prepared as usual and off I went to school. Trained~~ AND IT WAS SO CROWDED AGAIN :( Had a real hard time trying to squeeze my way out...
So got to school and went up to the studio on 3rd floor. New module starting today since last friday was good friday and no lessons. Level design module and the lecturer? A HAGE'D frenchmen that speaks with an accent I can barely understand xD
Odd thing was, before class started we were asked to put our phones at the front so we wouldn't get distracted during class =/ Then I can't message lingg! Sobs D; Wond why is he so afraid of us tapping on our phones o.o He even locked facebook with the master computer lol =x
So yeah we proceeded with lecture. Nothing much, since I barely understood what he said...guess I'll have to read through the notes myself.
Next was a session where we will all play test the levels our friends created and give comments and stuff. While receiving comments on our own levels and modifying them to improve the game play. It was then a free and easy period. We all went around playing our friend's levels.
Kinda crazy, some made really insane levels we couldn't complete at all xD Some got frustrated and rage quitted while I almost died laughing LOL!
Then then there was this girl that walked pass the studio. Probably from interaction design next to our studio. I was still laughing like crazy till 2 of my friends nudged me and said "Look! Nice right? Want go!?" Then I was like you 2 go on ahead, I'm happy where I am, with my beloved girlfie lingo! So they went out haha~~ Hongsters =/
I went back to try and complete my friend's level. I eventually gave up too, wasn't possible =p Lesson soon ended, we submitted our levels and went for our 3 hour break.
I also then realised that my lighting assignment didn't look the way I wanted it to on the school's computer....
THAT MEANS...I'll have to re-adjust the lights! AHHHHH!!!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ~~~ See? Problems when RGB values are different on different computers....result end up so different.
So I spent the next 2 hours of my break editing the lights. Finally tested it again and yeah...works at long last lol =x Nice and pretty~~ SAVE FILE!!
Then went for the next lesson. 3 came soon and lesson started. Same guy from this morning again...so? Phone's up front =.=" I can't message lingo again! sigh....
But before that, me and lingg were like exchanging odd messages LOL! Full of jumble of words which I bet neither of us understood any of it =x
Hmm....though this lesson was interesting. I learnt alot of stuff that could be real useful for my next surprise...hoho~~~ =p Lecture, tutorial and exercises! Soon it was 6! DISMISSAL!!!!
I retrieved my phone and saw a message! Lingg was coming! I was excited! So I quickly left class and headed for the station! I was earlier than lingg =p
That lingo uh! She blamed the train too! Just like me xD
She came soon and we hugged hugged kissed kissed :) Boarded a train to realise that it terminates at yishun =.=
So we had to board the next. Not too long later this whole bunch of people squeezed in and this lump of big, stinky pile of black hairy chocolate fats wobbled in and squeezed! ARGH!! HE SMELLS D; And and...super hairy! You can see hair flowing outta his shirt from the back and front WTF!
Then he kept pushing...irritating dick...probably can't see his dick. Engulfed by the Amazon Choco forest.
Not too long later though, me and lingg managed to secure a seat :) Then we overheard the hairy monkey's conversation and I started twisting it LOL! Yeah it was real hilarious, and it cracked lingg up! xD Lingg said I was bad LOL! But I didn't think so, he deserved that for squeezing his lump of black charcoal fats around D; SMELLY YOU KNOW! LIKE CHAO DA!!
We alighted at bukit batok cause lingg wanted to head home to wash her face first before heading to my area.
Before that we got some sushi and lingg got 2 sushi for me. I didn't wanna spend her money :( But I was touched ;(
Anyway, got back to her house and I practically downed the 2 sushi she got me xD
Then she asked if I wanted some chicken wings since her mum cooked them. I was hungry so I agreed =p Lingg then went to wash her face while I had some wings! Lingg joined in soon :)
After that watched a little television and then off we went to my house!
Saw Ernest and lingg's sis at the void deck so we..."interfered" =p
Ernest was giving tuition to lingg's sis. Ernest seemed keen on teaching but it was kinda obvious she wasn't too keen on learning. Messaging while Ernest was guiding her =/ Oh well....
Then there was this cat, me and lingg kept observing and talking about it hoho~~~ so nice :O
Not too long later, her sis started to smoke and I suggested going off. Don't like smoke :( I feel bad for Ernest. He gave time and effort to guide lingg's sis and he probably got nonchalance and even had to be a passive smoker =/ Oh well...guess I can't really comment much on this since I'm just an onlooker.
So we took a bus back down to my area. Crowded bus :( People squeezing around again zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Got back home and searched for cup noodles since the market was already closed at 9 odd. FOUND NONE! So ended up going to SPC to get noodles. Got blueberry tea too.
Went back home, cooked and started eating. The blueberry tea tasted disgusting :( I added so much pepper the noodles was so damn spicy LOL! After finishing, I even ate the spicy seaweed and it almost killed me. I lied on the floor =x
Recovered soon though and back to my room we go.
Lingg wanted to read! hehe~~~ So I went down to blog =p
Alright, taking a pretty long time for this post, not too sure why :O Yeah so here I am blogging and almost done too!
MMmmmmmm lingg is staying overnight!! More time with her :) hoho~~
Sorry for making you wait so long. The wait's worth it, it's a pretty long post me thinks =p
OKAY! TA-TA I LOVE LINGOOOOOOO!!! ;D
Wednesday, April 27, 2011, 10:55 PM
Hungry!
Gosh, I'm so tired :(
Bloody headache ain't making things any better. Yet here I am blogging, cause lingg will be going to bed early today. So, yeah blog down today's events so she can have a read before hitting the haystack.
Okie dokie, I woke at like 6 today? x(
Prepared and all, dammit today's hair was a huge fail D; I hate it man...I hate wax and hair spray...I wanna trim my hair!
Got changed and parents offered me a lift to lakeside station since they were going to work already. I declined cause I wasn't done preparing yet :O
So in the end, I walked down to lakeside instead. A little later than usual today, left at 6:40 instead of the usual 6:30 cause of the freaking failed hair zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....big damn waste of time sigh....
So I trained down to yio chu kang, train was as usual, disgustingly crowded :( Then there was this guy who sat beside me in JE station and hell I swear he stunk :( Lucky there was a seat on another carriage so I went over....he smelt like...a mixture of sweat, rotten stuff and fart rubbed together... =.=""
Reached yio chu kang soon after and headed for the lecture theatre. The lecturer was on time today, given he was half an hour late the last week lol =x So yeah...boring lecture till around 9? Then off we went.
I was hungry so went to grab a bite at the nearby canteen. Got U-noodles worth 2.20...sigh small serving again :(
After finishing my meal, still had like 2.5 hours of break time left to the next lesson. So...I went to the library to chill.
Rotted till 12 and headed for the next lesson. Presentation today :O
I didn't prepare myself on what to say for it but ah who cares...
So started, one group after another went and it was finally our turn...yeah like finally ;D So yeah, I just gave a brief introduction and started on the slides I was supposed to present. Things went pretty well so well...that's good haha~
By the time all the groups were done, it was like 2:20? Then the lecturer ran a game on ps3 and asked one of us to play it and comment on the user interface. So yeah, kinda hilarious lol, seeing people who doesn't really get into games play xD The actions they do are just...ingenious =p
Time flew and it was dismissal time. I headed off and took a train back down to bukit batok.
Then I bused on 61 to ngee ann to pick lingg up. Got there like half an hour early so went into the library. Yeah it was real hot outside :( I then ran into joshua LOL! Haven't seen that bastard in a long time ;D Still running all over as usual :O
He left not too long after a little catch up cause he had to go collect his new bag? lol
I was alone again then saw some posters and stuff behind me so I went to take a browse-look :) Mmmm good quality images but nothing special me thinks =/ Was just browsing on when I realised a girl went behind the board in a sneaky manner :O Guess what? IT WAS LINGG! She popped out with the words: AH LINGO, shining on her forehead =p
Next we went off. Walked down to the bus stop a distance away and took 157. I was sweating buckets it was crazy :(
We bused back down to bukit batok cause lingg wanted to eat sakae sushi.
Got there, sat and ordered our food. Damn a can of iced lemon tea costs 3 bucks? :( I can get 2 cans outside arararara =x We ordered beef ramen and took a few plates of sushi.
Gotta say the beef ramen was worth the price though, the noodles were really nice :) I like the squid on the sushi too =p
So after finishing my meal, I started having this headache pumping in my head :( I waited for lingg to finish her food. She was so cute uh...melted me :O Don't know why, she didn't do anything but I was totally melted =/
Anyway, after awhile, she was finally done and off we went. Bill was a whopping 44 bucks =/ Now I'm left with 10 for the remaining of the week LOL! Oh well~
Then bused back down to lingg's house. It was raining too!
After we were in, lingg asked me to get some sleep while she washed her face.
Soon after, I felt lotsa kisses showered on me LOL! I opened my eyes a little and saw lingg, but but I was so damn tired I couldn't get up :( After that, whatever happened I didn't really had any consciousness of =x
Then then the next thing I knew was my phone ringing =/ Yeah time to head back. Work again ahhhhh!!!
Lingg saw me down to the bus stop and we were just hugging and smooching each other. Sorry I didn't spend time with you there lingg, I was just so beat :(
157 came real fast today, so I quickly finished a fullhouse (luckily lingg didn't anyhow turn her head this time) and off I went. Almost tripped while boarding the bus, my mind's acting on me lol =x
So yeah, could barely keep my eyes open on the way home.
Finally got home and had a tummyache so went to take a shit. After that I went back to my room, got onto my com and started work. Realising later that lingg was to go to bed earlier today since she plans to wake at 6 the next day. With that, yeah here I am blogging for her :)
Alright, mmm guess that's that, back to slogging! gosh...I swear my body's gonna fall apart....I'm so hungry x(
Bloody headache ain't making things any better. Yet here I am blogging, cause lingg will be going to bed early today. So, yeah blog down today's events so she can have a read before hitting the haystack.
Okie dokie, I woke at like 6 today? x(
Prepared and all, dammit today's hair was a huge fail D; I hate it man...I hate wax and hair spray...I wanna trim my hair!
Got changed and parents offered me a lift to lakeside station since they were going to work already. I declined cause I wasn't done preparing yet :O
So in the end, I walked down to lakeside instead. A little later than usual today, left at 6:40 instead of the usual 6:30 cause of the freaking failed hair zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....big damn waste of time sigh....
So I trained down to yio chu kang, train was as usual, disgustingly crowded :( Then there was this guy who sat beside me in JE station and hell I swear he stunk :( Lucky there was a seat on another carriage so I went over....he smelt like...a mixture of sweat, rotten stuff and fart rubbed together... =.=""
Reached yio chu kang soon after and headed for the lecture theatre. The lecturer was on time today, given he was half an hour late the last week lol =x So yeah...boring lecture till around 9? Then off we went.
I was hungry so went to grab a bite at the nearby canteen. Got U-noodles worth 2.20...sigh small serving again :(
After finishing my meal, still had like 2.5 hours of break time left to the next lesson. So...I went to the library to chill.
Rotted till 12 and headed for the next lesson. Presentation today :O
I didn't prepare myself on what to say for it but ah who cares...
So started, one group after another went and it was finally our turn...yeah like finally ;D So yeah, I just gave a brief introduction and started on the slides I was supposed to present. Things went pretty well so well...that's good haha~
By the time all the groups were done, it was like 2:20? Then the lecturer ran a game on ps3 and asked one of us to play it and comment on the user interface. So yeah, kinda hilarious lol, seeing people who doesn't really get into games play xD The actions they do are just...ingenious =p
Time flew and it was dismissal time. I headed off and took a train back down to bukit batok.
Then I bused on 61 to ngee ann to pick lingg up. Got there like half an hour early so went into the library. Yeah it was real hot outside :( I then ran into joshua LOL! Haven't seen that bastard in a long time ;D Still running all over as usual :O
He left not too long after a little catch up cause he had to go collect his new bag? lol
I was alone again then saw some posters and stuff behind me so I went to take a browse-look :) Mmmm good quality images but nothing special me thinks =/ Was just browsing on when I realised a girl went behind the board in a sneaky manner :O Guess what? IT WAS LINGG! She popped out with the words: AH LINGO, shining on her forehead =p
Next we went off. Walked down to the bus stop a distance away and took 157. I was sweating buckets it was crazy :(
We bused back down to bukit batok cause lingg wanted to eat sakae sushi.
Got there, sat and ordered our food. Damn a can of iced lemon tea costs 3 bucks? :( I can get 2 cans outside arararara =x We ordered beef ramen and took a few plates of sushi.
Gotta say the beef ramen was worth the price though, the noodles were really nice :) I like the squid on the sushi too =p
So after finishing my meal, I started having this headache pumping in my head :( I waited for lingg to finish her food. She was so cute uh...melted me :O Don't know why, she didn't do anything but I was totally melted =/
Anyway, after awhile, she was finally done and off we went. Bill was a whopping 44 bucks =/ Now I'm left with 10 for the remaining of the week LOL! Oh well~
Then bused back down to lingg's house. It was raining too!
After we were in, lingg asked me to get some sleep while she washed her face.
Soon after, I felt lotsa kisses showered on me LOL! I opened my eyes a little and saw lingg, but but I was so damn tired I couldn't get up :( After that, whatever happened I didn't really had any consciousness of =x
Then then the next thing I knew was my phone ringing =/ Yeah time to head back. Work again ahhhhh!!!
Lingg saw me down to the bus stop and we were just hugging and smooching each other. Sorry I didn't spend time with you there lingg, I was just so beat :(
157 came real fast today, so I quickly finished a fullhouse (luckily lingg didn't anyhow turn her head this time) and off I went. Almost tripped while boarding the bus, my mind's acting on me lol =x
So yeah, could barely keep my eyes open on the way home.
Finally got home and had a tummyache so went to take a shit. After that I went back to my room, got onto my com and started work. Realising later that lingg was to go to bed earlier today since she plans to wake at 6 the next day. With that, yeah here I am blogging for her :)
Alright, mmm guess that's that, back to slogging! gosh...I swear my body's gonna fall apart....I'm so hungry x(
Tuesday, April 26, 2011, 5:47 PM
WELCOME TO HELL
Alright, I didn't blog yesterday :O
Cause cause I was caught up with work and finished it too late, leaving me with no time to blog...since I gotta wake early the next morning.
Shall make up for the missing post here then =p
Let's see, let's start with yesterday. Hmm....I woke up at around 11? No 10.54 to be exact =p
Saw a whole load of messages from lingg haha, of course, replied them first before going on to take a shower and prepare for my 1 hour lecture in school ONLY =.=
I got changed and stuff then walked on to lakeside. Trained down to yio chu kang! Afternoons kinda rock, there are always seats xD
So after that I went to the lecture theatre. As usual, like the previous week, it was occupied. So I went to get a bottle of green tea and sat under the blazing sun waiting for the damned lecture to end =/
It finally did and in we go for lecture!
Nothing much, just boring stuff and it ended soon enough =p
Next thing in line? Pick lingg up from school!
Alright, I was kinda hungry actually, but I felt like being in lingg's presence. Hence, I decided to leave the meal to later and head down to ngee ann first :)
Trained to bukit batok and took a bus down to ngee ann. I was real early of course, so I went to check out the library. It was freaking hot and the only viable place with aircondition was the library haha~~
I walked in and hell aircon! YEAH!! Then went to explore the library. Kinda awesome o.o It has like so many HD TVs for use on the first floor, like 16 sets I think?
Didn't had anything to do, so I went to check the TV out. I sat beside this couple and watched television. Okay, I know I'm kinda like a light bulb there but but the rest were taken and so happens the couple had an extra seating there so I took it =x
Watched watched waited and finally lingg was about to be out soon!
The next part was just plain annoying LOL! She kept giving me all sorts of instructions xD Ended up I went up and down the 2nd and 3rd floor of the library like 4-5 times? Bet those students sitting around were like O.o Has this guy nothing better to do? LOL! =x
Finally I gave up and decided to wait for her at the library entrance. She was a little late, not too sure why...some consultation think if I remember. Then she finally came! Wearing my jacket~~ hoho~~
Of course, I didn't had breakfast or lunch and practically starving.
The main ngee ann bus stop was flooded with peeps so lingg suggested walking down to another bus stop to catch a bus instead. Lucky for us, 157 came as we got there and we boarded it.
Off we went! The lingo uh~ Keep shaking all over =x Bully me x(
Of course, we PDA'ed as usual haha~
Bus'ed down to my market area and then we went to search for dinner. I got this fish burger and cheese fries from this western food store and then we walked down to buy lingg's porridge. She is always so shy xD Need me to help her order hoho~~
Then went to a provisional store to get some snacks and back home we went :)
Reached home and we went straight down to eating. I helped lingg pour her porridge out, and I needed like another bowl cause there was so much of it LOL!
So I started with my fries, god...the cheese tastes more like sweet sauce, no cheesy taste at all =.=" Then ate the fish burger and wtf it was disgusting too, the patty doesn't have any damn taste. I was practically tasting the coleslaw on it only :(
SEE MY ONLY MEAL FOR THE DAY SCREWED! That coffeeshop sucks :(
Then I munched on this spicy seaweed and so hot ah!! I ate like 6 pieces and stopped =/
Surprisingly, lingg managed to finish all her porridge :O
After that, we went to the room and played played~~
Then then then xD HOHOHO shhhhhhhh xD
By then, after having our fun it was about 9.30? Lingg then placed some order thingy and then off she went.
I saw her down to the bus stop and gave her fullhouse =p PDA!
The bus came soon after, a final smooch and off she went!
I went back home and started on my character sketches. Gotta work till pretty late, so yeah.
Lingg went to bed earlier at 1 odd, I did my work till 2 odd before heading to bed. Of course, I didn't blog. Cause by the time I finish it would probably be 3 odd and I'ma have a hell of a time getting up the next morning.
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So I woke this morning at 7, and then went to prepare for school. Yeah real tired =/
After I was done, saw lingg's message from an hour ago xD So so I replied her :O
Then walked down to the lakeside and trained to yio chu kang again~~
Poor lingg, she had to get up so early D; Bet she's real tired :( Silly girl is always so adamant about not sleeping till 1 odd to 2 =/
Got to school just on time and lesson started soon. I'm proud of my model hoho~~
The lecturer went around looking at our models, giving us advice and some final time to touch up before submitting. He said my model was good and clean, just some extra stuff I had to amend and add and I was good to go ;D
Hope I'll get an A for this assignment. Heck, I swear I'ma improve my GPA this semester, even if by 0.01. Dropping is easy, rising back up is hard D;
I'm gonna get in, everybody watch out! xD
So did and did, submitted at 11 odd and then we were dismissed at um 12? Yeah after that went off to meet lingg. Lingg was dismissed early so we decided to meet halfway.
As usual, or rather, coincidentally...our meeting place was admiralty board again xD
That lingo uh! Run off and hide xD I SAW HER! I HAVE SHARP EYES! DININININI~~~~
Then we waited for the next train and boarded it, trained back down to bukit batok.
Hungry hungry so went to grab a bite. Went to koufu and I got foodo! Lingg got watermelon juice which she later commented was nasty =x
Cleared up pretty fast, I ordered dessert and lingg played with the leftovers as usual LOL!
Next, went to walk down to a bus stop to catch 963 to the suppossed place she was gonna collect her notebook from. It was a bloody hot day :(
Bus arrived after a long wait and hell it was so comfortable being in aircon. I kinda dozed off :O
Lingg later woke me up when we arrived. Then we were...lost? I thought lingg knew how to get there so didn't bother to study the map she showed me LOL! She called her mum, but her instructions was vagued and ended up leaving lingg hanging xD
Oh well, what to do? It's now up to me to save the damsel in distress? LOL! =x
So I loaded up google map to check the route again, luckily my safari worked. It had been down the pass few days to some server not responding error =.=
So I studied the map and led on. Took off my jacket and wrapped it round my waist cause the blasted sun was trying to grill me alive.
Walked to this part there was this huge bee/wasp and it scared the living daylights outta lingg xD SO CUTE!!!! hehe =p
So we walked to this odd place, climbed hills and down slopes...I was sweating like a hooker in a church :(
Finally! Managed to find my way into the NUS compound, thanks to the map. But...the map should be slightly more detailed. It was losing in a few parts I had to actually rely on my instinct to decide which route to take.
We reached this place and saw this office, so decided to go in and ask for directions. This joker dude enlightened me! Gave me some instructions, well, a bus route since our destination was real far away.
So he was joking about yusof ishak when I said we were searching for the yusof ishak house! I like him. Interesting guy, information counters should be kept that way. So things don't go so dead huh! haha~~
So following instructions and a little gut instinct, we finally found the bus stop within the compound. We missed....the bus...
How? We weren't too keen on waiting anymore than we had to so I improvised and took another bus that had the same route. FINALLY GOT TO THE GOD DAMNED PLACE! I carried lingg's bag on the way cause I was afraid she might be too tired.
Actually, it was a mistake to take 963, since there wasn't any entrances on the side where the bus would make stops at. Cutting through NUH wasn't possible either cause I later realised the entire area was fenced up lol =/
Good thing I took the back door into NUS...can't imagine going the other route, it'a like going half the entire NUS compound...that'll take forever?
So finally managed to collect lingg's lappy. The lady tending to us spoke in this accent I couldn't grasp shit x(
I hate accents like that, I can't understand what they're saying!
Anyway, after that I saw this huge printers and I was prepared for the worse. Carrying that huge printer, finding our way out of NUS AND back HOME. Holy shit...so called for SOS. DADDY!
I messaged him the address and he was on his way. Yeah you can always rely on him for road directions, he ain't some smart guy, but he sure has his bearings on the road. He never gets lost with a car LOL!
Collected the stuff and went out to wait for my dad. Lingg went to get some drinks cause we were parched from the insane walk. I saw looking over the area and saw my dad's car pass by LOL!
I quickly called him up and yeah he turned around. Lingg came out just in time and we went down to rendezvous with my dad.
Put the stuff into the back and off we went!
I also never knew my dad had been using the rear mirror on the car for like 20 odd years LOL! LIKE WOW! :O
On the way back, it started to rain. Thank buona vista that it didn't rain when we were walking =/ Cause that would be hell....
Got back not too long later and I offered my dad a reward! CRACKERS! He declined sobs x(
Anyway, THANKS DAD! YOU SAVED ME ALOT OF TROUBLE =p
After that helped lingg carry her stuff up and my jacket fell on the floor :( DIRTY LUH!
Got back to lingg's house and then she started unpacking her new toy haha =p
She was like some kid who just got a whole set of lego blocks LOL! So ecstatic xD
I helped her open her headphones packaging later on cause she couldn't =/ I get things done xD
Then she did some settings on her com and I started blogging here =p On her new lappy haha ~~
Cause cause she wants to read xD hoho~~ I kinda think I can compile my blog into a book soon xD It's like essay after essay heh =p
Oh well, tiring day...and I have work later dammit! Needa wake at 6 tomorrow. I can see this sign hanging on my door already: WELCOME TO HELL
LOL! Oh well, it's worth it. Helped lingg haha =p she still say I'm unreliable uh! sobs sobs xD
Alright, ta-ta done done done! I'm still at the ah lingogo power ranger house!
Cause cause I was caught up with work and finished it too late, leaving me with no time to blog...since I gotta wake early the next morning.
Shall make up for the missing post here then =p
Let's see, let's start with yesterday. Hmm....I woke up at around 11? No 10.54 to be exact =p
Saw a whole load of messages from lingg haha, of course, replied them first before going on to take a shower and prepare for my 1 hour lecture in school ONLY =.=
I got changed and stuff then walked on to lakeside. Trained down to yio chu kang! Afternoons kinda rock, there are always seats xD
So after that I went to the lecture theatre. As usual, like the previous week, it was occupied. So I went to get a bottle of green tea and sat under the blazing sun waiting for the damned lecture to end =/
It finally did and in we go for lecture!
Nothing much, just boring stuff and it ended soon enough =p
Next thing in line? Pick lingg up from school!
Alright, I was kinda hungry actually, but I felt like being in lingg's presence. Hence, I decided to leave the meal to later and head down to ngee ann first :)
Trained to bukit batok and took a bus down to ngee ann. I was real early of course, so I went to check out the library. It was freaking hot and the only viable place with aircondition was the library haha~~
I walked in and hell aircon! YEAH!! Then went to explore the library. Kinda awesome o.o It has like so many HD TVs for use on the first floor, like 16 sets I think?
Didn't had anything to do, so I went to check the TV out. I sat beside this couple and watched television. Okay, I know I'm kinda like a light bulb there but but the rest were taken and so happens the couple had an extra seating there so I took it =x
Watched watched waited and finally lingg was about to be out soon!
The next part was just plain annoying LOL! She kept giving me all sorts of instructions xD Ended up I went up and down the 2nd and 3rd floor of the library like 4-5 times? Bet those students sitting around were like O.o Has this guy nothing better to do? LOL! =x
Finally I gave up and decided to wait for her at the library entrance. She was a little late, not too sure why...some consultation think if I remember. Then she finally came! Wearing my jacket~~ hoho~~
Of course, I didn't had breakfast or lunch and practically starving.
The main ngee ann bus stop was flooded with peeps so lingg suggested walking down to another bus stop to catch a bus instead. Lucky for us, 157 came as we got there and we boarded it.
Off we went! The lingo uh~ Keep shaking all over =x Bully me x(
Of course, we PDA'ed as usual haha~
Bus'ed down to my market area and then we went to search for dinner. I got this fish burger and cheese fries from this western food store and then we walked down to buy lingg's porridge. She is always so shy xD Need me to help her order hoho~~
Then went to a provisional store to get some snacks and back home we went :)
Reached home and we went straight down to eating. I helped lingg pour her porridge out, and I needed like another bowl cause there was so much of it LOL!
So I started with my fries, god...the cheese tastes more like sweet sauce, no cheesy taste at all =.=" Then ate the fish burger and wtf it was disgusting too, the patty doesn't have any damn taste. I was practically tasting the coleslaw on it only :(
SEE MY ONLY MEAL FOR THE DAY SCREWED! That coffeeshop sucks :(
Then I munched on this spicy seaweed and so hot ah!! I ate like 6 pieces and stopped =/
Surprisingly, lingg managed to finish all her porridge :O
After that, we went to the room and played played~~
Then then then xD HOHOHO shhhhhhhh xD
By then, after having our fun it was about 9.30? Lingg then placed some order thingy and then off she went.
I saw her down to the bus stop and gave her fullhouse =p PDA!
The bus came soon after, a final smooch and off she went!
I went back home and started on my character sketches. Gotta work till pretty late, so yeah.
Lingg went to bed earlier at 1 odd, I did my work till 2 odd before heading to bed. Of course, I didn't blog. Cause by the time I finish it would probably be 3 odd and I'ma have a hell of a time getting up the next morning.
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So I woke this morning at 7, and then went to prepare for school. Yeah real tired =/
After I was done, saw lingg's message from an hour ago xD So so I replied her :O
Then walked down to the lakeside and trained to yio chu kang again~~
Poor lingg, she had to get up so early D; Bet she's real tired :( Silly girl is always so adamant about not sleeping till 1 odd to 2 =/
Got to school just on time and lesson started soon. I'm proud of my model hoho~~
The lecturer went around looking at our models, giving us advice and some final time to touch up before submitting. He said my model was good and clean, just some extra stuff I had to amend and add and I was good to go ;D
Hope I'll get an A for this assignment. Heck, I swear I'ma improve my GPA this semester, even if by 0.01. Dropping is easy, rising back up is hard D;
I'm gonna get in, everybody watch out! xD
So did and did, submitted at 11 odd and then we were dismissed at um 12? Yeah after that went off to meet lingg. Lingg was dismissed early so we decided to meet halfway.
As usual, or rather, coincidentally...our meeting place was admiralty board again xD
That lingo uh! Run off and hide xD I SAW HER! I HAVE SHARP EYES! DININININI~~~~
Then we waited for the next train and boarded it, trained back down to bukit batok.
Hungry hungry so went to grab a bite. Went to koufu and I got foodo! Lingg got watermelon juice which she later commented was nasty =x
Cleared up pretty fast, I ordered dessert and lingg played with the leftovers as usual LOL!
Next, went to walk down to a bus stop to catch 963 to the suppossed place she was gonna collect her notebook from. It was a bloody hot day :(
Bus arrived after a long wait and hell it was so comfortable being in aircon. I kinda dozed off :O
Lingg later woke me up when we arrived. Then we were...lost? I thought lingg knew how to get there so didn't bother to study the map she showed me LOL! She called her mum, but her instructions was vagued and ended up leaving lingg hanging xD
Oh well, what to do? It's now up to me to save the damsel in distress? LOL! =x
So I loaded up google map to check the route again, luckily my safari worked. It had been down the pass few days to some server not responding error =.=
So I studied the map and led on. Took off my jacket and wrapped it round my waist cause the blasted sun was trying to grill me alive.
Walked to this part there was this huge bee/wasp and it scared the living daylights outta lingg xD SO CUTE!!!! hehe =p
So we walked to this odd place, climbed hills and down slopes...I was sweating like a hooker in a church :(
Finally! Managed to find my way into the NUS compound, thanks to the map. But...the map should be slightly more detailed. It was losing in a few parts I had to actually rely on my instinct to decide which route to take.
We reached this place and saw this office, so decided to go in and ask for directions. This joker dude enlightened me! Gave me some instructions, well, a bus route since our destination was real far away.
So he was joking about yusof ishak when I said we were searching for the yusof ishak house! I like him. Interesting guy, information counters should be kept that way. So things don't go so dead huh! haha~~
So following instructions and a little gut instinct, we finally found the bus stop within the compound. We missed....the bus...
How? We weren't too keen on waiting anymore than we had to so I improvised and took another bus that had the same route. FINALLY GOT TO THE GOD DAMNED PLACE! I carried lingg's bag on the way cause I was afraid she might be too tired.
Actually, it was a mistake to take 963, since there wasn't any entrances on the side where the bus would make stops at. Cutting through NUH wasn't possible either cause I later realised the entire area was fenced up lol =/
Good thing I took the back door into NUS...can't imagine going the other route, it'a like going half the entire NUS compound...that'll take forever?
So finally managed to collect lingg's lappy. The lady tending to us spoke in this accent I couldn't grasp shit x(
I hate accents like that, I can't understand what they're saying!
Anyway, after that I saw this huge printers and I was prepared for the worse. Carrying that huge printer, finding our way out of NUS AND back HOME. Holy shit...so called for SOS. DADDY!
I messaged him the address and he was on his way. Yeah you can always rely on him for road directions, he ain't some smart guy, but he sure has his bearings on the road. He never gets lost with a car LOL!
Collected the stuff and went out to wait for my dad. Lingg went to get some drinks cause we were parched from the insane walk. I saw looking over the area and saw my dad's car pass by LOL!
I quickly called him up and yeah he turned around. Lingg came out just in time and we went down to rendezvous with my dad.
Put the stuff into the back and off we went!
I also never knew my dad had been using the rear mirror on the car for like 20 odd years LOL! LIKE WOW! :O
On the way back, it started to rain. Thank buona vista that it didn't rain when we were walking =/ Cause that would be hell....
Got back not too long later and I offered my dad a reward! CRACKERS! He declined sobs x(
Anyway, THANKS DAD! YOU SAVED ME ALOT OF TROUBLE =p
After that helped lingg carry her stuff up and my jacket fell on the floor :( DIRTY LUH!
Got back to lingg's house and then she started unpacking her new toy haha =p
She was like some kid who just got a whole set of lego blocks LOL! So ecstatic xD
I helped her open her headphones packaging later on cause she couldn't =/ I get things done xD
Then she did some settings on her com and I started blogging here =p On her new lappy haha ~~
Cause cause she wants to read xD hoho~~ I kinda think I can compile my blog into a book soon xD It's like essay after essay heh =p
Oh well, tiring day...and I have work later dammit! Needa wake at 6 tomorrow. I can see this sign hanging on my door already: WELCOME TO HELL
LOL! Oh well, it's worth it. Helped lingg haha =p she still say I'm unreliable uh! sobs sobs xD
Alright, ta-ta done done done! I'm still at the ah lingogo power ranger house!
Monday, April 25, 2011, 12:45 AM
2nd anniversary
Alright! Sooo We reconciled just in time for our 2nd anniversary!
I didn't wanna miss something like this ya know?
With that, we started talking again yesterday night, technically speaking...it's already morning =p
I wanted to go over early in the morning, cause...I missed her so much :( With that, I decided not to sleep so I can quickly wash up and catch the first bus down!
So I rotted and waited till around 5 odd? Then I went to shower and prepare. Then then I did my hair. Accidentally sprayed too much hair spray! Cannot control! HAND SPASM! End result was pretty crappy but I didn't wanna redo it, cause it'd be time consuming. With that, I grabbed my blazer and headed down to the bus stop!
Guess what? 157 left in front of me :(
Like...I missed the first bus by a few seconds? D; So I sat and waited forever till the 2nd one showed up and then off I went!
Reached lingg's area at around 6:40? Called lingg and she picked up real fast o.o Like she was already awake and waiting for the call LOL! She opened the door for me. Was expecting to see her mum already awake, but she was still asleep LOL!
So went into her room, made the bed. Then I held her hand ang gave her couple of kisses. I missed her :O
But yeah tired...so fell asleep not too long later.
The next thing I knew, was some funeral music playing again! ZZZZZZZ
LIke not too long later, lingg charged in and woke me up. Her sis had tuition :O
So lingg brought me to her mum's room so I could lie down. Alright, I tried sleeping, but I couldn't anymore. No idea why. She was wrapped in that pink towel xD
She did her makeup and I hugged her from behind xD
Then then she went to change in the toilet. I kept foiling her attempts to lock the toilet door xD HOHOHO~~~ She still succeeded eventually though =/
Then pretended to sleep so I could get a chance to ambush her~ But she never came close enough :(
The closest she got was when she "woke" me up again, then I kissed her! xD
Then went with her to eat. She had macs breakfast, I took the fillet haha =p I added maple syrup to the fillet LOL! Tastes pretty nice =x Since the fillet itself is rather bland.
After eating, we went and trained down to tampinese! PDA'ed on the train like crazy LOL! Lotsa smooches and fwwwench kisses =p
After forever, we finally reached tampinese mall! Then went walking! Oh wait, was hungry so went for lunch first. Flew to kopitiam and found a seat. I went to order food and eventually ate the same thing again LOL! Um but this time the person actually knows how to grill the squid ;D
So I ate ate ate xD Then lingg played with my leftovers after that as usual haha =p
I went to order dessert next. Then while I was taking out my note, lingg suddenly hugged me from behind! Gave me a bloody scare! I mean, I thought some random person hugged me :( If so, I'd die a wrongful death LOL! =x
So I ate =p After I was done, we went walking around tampinese mall.
Then cut on through to century square. SO OLD UH! DONCH LIKE x(
Nothing much, small mall there, and finally headed to to to to I don't know what this place was LOL! Nice and big mall though :)
First went to this japanese stall, lingg want gummies uh! Can't find and we ended up PDA'ing inside xD Think not being to find gummies made lingg twitch? She went kinda crazy haha~
Then saw cold storage! I WANT SEE TAKO! HOHO~~ Then saw pizza instead and lingg picked one up like as if she was gonna throw it like a boomerang HAHAHAHA MADE ME LAUGH! SO LINGSYYY!
Well we searched around and eventually found her gummies! But nothing piqued her interest =/ that lingby uh! why so cute!
Then of course, went walking around and blabbering nonsense LOL! =x Good times :)
Soon we were done, then then we wanna R each other xD
SO? We headed back down to my area. PDA on train as usual! But we had private reserved seats at a corner, all the better hehe =p
Got back to my house at around 7.30?
Then then um R!!!!!!
Someone was shy hehe :) So I had to come up with an ingenious plan xD Kinda worked though...no one disturbed us heh xD
Done earlier than expected but way better ;D 9 odd?
Then lingg wanted to eat porridge! haha xD I had crabs too! So went down with lingg to get her porridge.
Went back home and eat eat! I offered her crabs but she declined. I knew she was lazy to do the plucking, so I offered to help :) I kept gaving her till she finally asked me to take some for myself lol =x
For the record, lingg finished her porridge faster than my crabs! xD Hooray~~~ Reward! haha
10.30 by then and lingg had to go.
I saw her down to the stop and PDA HEHEHEHEHEHEHE ANYHOW TOUCH! :O Attack! Attack! Pew pew pew! Fullhouse too! Then she kept saying she missed me hehe =p I miss her too, but if only we could be with each other every day, every moment.
157 came after a long wait and off lingg went! She kept waving, even looking out the back windscreen xD
After that, I headed back home and got down to modeling my clock, the finishing touches. Finished at around 12.30 or so and here I am blogging :)
Alright! Again,
Happy 2nd Anniversaryh lingg! :) I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I didn't wanna miss something like this ya know?
With that, we started talking again yesterday night, technically speaking...it's already morning =p
I wanted to go over early in the morning, cause...I missed her so much :( With that, I decided not to sleep so I can quickly wash up and catch the first bus down!
So I rotted and waited till around 5 odd? Then I went to shower and prepare. Then then I did my hair. Accidentally sprayed too much hair spray! Cannot control! HAND SPASM! End result was pretty crappy but I didn't wanna redo it, cause it'd be time consuming. With that, I grabbed my blazer and headed down to the bus stop!
Guess what? 157 left in front of me :(
Like...I missed the first bus by a few seconds? D; So I sat and waited forever till the 2nd one showed up and then off I went!
Reached lingg's area at around 6:40? Called lingg and she picked up real fast o.o Like she was already awake and waiting for the call LOL! She opened the door for me. Was expecting to see her mum already awake, but she was still asleep LOL!
So went into her room, made the bed. Then I held her hand ang gave her couple of kisses. I missed her :O
But yeah tired...so fell asleep not too long later.
The next thing I knew, was some funeral music playing again! ZZZZZZZ
LIke not too long later, lingg charged in and woke me up. Her sis had tuition :O
So lingg brought me to her mum's room so I could lie down. Alright, I tried sleeping, but I couldn't anymore. No idea why. She was wrapped in that pink towel xD
She did her makeup and I hugged her from behind xD
Then then she went to change in the toilet. I kept foiling her attempts to lock the toilet door xD HOHOHO~~~ She still succeeded eventually though =/
Then pretended to sleep so I could get a chance to ambush her~ But she never came close enough :(
The closest she got was when she "woke" me up again, then I kissed her! xD
Then went with her to eat. She had macs breakfast, I took the fillet haha =p I added maple syrup to the fillet LOL! Tastes pretty nice =x Since the fillet itself is rather bland.
After eating, we went and trained down to tampinese! PDA'ed on the train like crazy LOL! Lotsa smooches and fwwwench kisses =p
After forever, we finally reached tampinese mall! Then went walking! Oh wait, was hungry so went for lunch first. Flew to kopitiam and found a seat. I went to order food and eventually ate the same thing again LOL! Um but this time the person actually knows how to grill the squid ;D
So I ate ate ate xD Then lingg played with my leftovers after that as usual haha =p
I went to order dessert next. Then while I was taking out my note, lingg suddenly hugged me from behind! Gave me a bloody scare! I mean, I thought some random person hugged me :( If so, I'd die a wrongful death LOL! =x
So I ate =p After I was done, we went walking around tampinese mall.
Then cut on through to century square. SO OLD UH! DONCH LIKE x(
Nothing much, small mall there, and finally headed to to to to I don't know what this place was LOL! Nice and big mall though :)
First went to this japanese stall, lingg want gummies uh! Can't find and we ended up PDA'ing inside xD Think not being to find gummies made lingg twitch? She went kinda crazy haha~
Then saw cold storage! I WANT SEE TAKO! HOHO~~ Then saw pizza instead and lingg picked one up like as if she was gonna throw it like a boomerang HAHAHAHA MADE ME LAUGH! SO LINGSYYY!
Well we searched around and eventually found her gummies! But nothing piqued her interest =/ that lingby uh! why so cute!
Then of course, went walking around and blabbering nonsense LOL! =x Good times :)
Soon we were done, then then we wanna R each other xD
SO? We headed back down to my area. PDA on train as usual! But we had private reserved seats at a corner, all the better hehe =p
Got back to my house at around 7.30?
Then then um R!!!!!!
Someone was shy hehe :) So I had to come up with an ingenious plan xD Kinda worked though...no one disturbed us heh xD
Done earlier than expected but way better ;D 9 odd?
Then lingg wanted to eat porridge! haha xD I had crabs too! So went down with lingg to get her porridge.
Went back home and eat eat! I offered her crabs but she declined. I knew she was lazy to do the plucking, so I offered to help :) I kept gaving her till she finally asked me to take some for myself lol =x
For the record, lingg finished her porridge faster than my crabs! xD Hooray~~~ Reward! haha
10.30 by then and lingg had to go.
I saw her down to the stop and PDA HEHEHEHEHEHEHE ANYHOW TOUCH! :O Attack! Attack! Pew pew pew! Fullhouse too! Then she kept saying she missed me hehe =p I miss her too, but if only we could be with each other every day, every moment.
157 came after a long wait and off lingg went! She kept waving, even looking out the back windscreen xD
After that, I headed back home and got down to modeling my clock, the finishing touches. Finished at around 12.30 or so and here I am blogging :)
Alright! Again,
Happy 2nd Anniversaryh lingg! :) I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, April 22, 2011, 10:35 PM
So much work!
Should have thought of sleeping till afternoon like 1pm or so but well, I had to do work today. Hence, set my alarm at 11.30.
Woke up when the alarm rang and lingg messaged me not too long after, asking me if I wanna head over to her jie's service again. Since it was good friday, there'd be dramas and whatnot. Yet that doesn't sound really exciting...religious stuff, well spending 24 hours sitting in a room and chatting with lingg is hell more exiting than that lol! Besides, I had work to do, so....yeah...
Then lingg asked if I would go watch a movie with her, her sis and mum. Again, I had work to take care of. Didn't really spend time doing them the pass few days cause I was spending time with lingg so gotta finish them up this few days by Monday. 4 damn assignment =/
So I declined, and trouble started? =/
Lingg got mad and yeah things happened. Shan't dwelve too much into unhappy stuff so I'll leave it at that.
Lingg then told me her mum making comparisons and stuff. Yeah =.= I knew she didn't like me, whatever...as long as things don't get any worse, it'll be fine. So I hope :(
They went to watch Chinese Ghost Story. Oh well, was actually thinking of catching it with her on our anniverary on sunday. Guess that part went screwed =/ In any case, I resumed doing my work.
Mum later called to ask what I wanna eat for dinner since she was at orchard. Made my order anddddd yeah...went back to work :O
Lingg told me she scalded her tougue :( Hope it ain't too bad...
I did my work till...I don't know? Think it was 6 odd? Then felt hungry and went to grab a bite from the stuff mum bought. Lingg then asked if I would ignore her when she came over.
I was kinda delighted, ya know? A little company after spending half a day staring at the computer screen. I agreed and told her I won't. I need a break from work after all, at most I'd resume work later at night after she left. Then...she went on to assume I'd just leave her to rot D;
Sigh...so she didn't come over in the end. Yeah that threw another unhappy lot in for her D;
Continued with my dinner and work since lingg wasn't coming over anymore. Did till I think 9 odd? With a short break in between.
Kinda stopped doing work, clocked in about 7 hours today, good enough.
Then I felt like shitting :O So went off! I brought my phone in too just in case lingg replied me. I shittedddddd and...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
The next thing I knew was my phone vibrating in my hand :O Lingg replied me asking why I didn't reply. Then I realised I dozed off on the cubicle =x Alright, for that to happen I must've been real tired. The last time it happened was a few years back after an airplane flight. Guess I was real tired from the jet lag and fell asleep shitting LOL =x
Now, I'm just here blogging. Thought lingg might wanna read something so took a little time off to write this post for her reading pleasure.
Hmm...wonder if I should continue with work later...I'm totally beat :(
Hell so much work in first week, gotta be alot more stuff coming in soon!
Anniversary's coming soon, our 2nd month. I wanna get her something, but didn't had time to go around hunting. Wonder if she has anything in mind.. :O
Woke up when the alarm rang and lingg messaged me not too long after, asking me if I wanna head over to her jie's service again. Since it was good friday, there'd be dramas and whatnot. Yet that doesn't sound really exciting...religious stuff, well spending 24 hours sitting in a room and chatting with lingg is hell more exiting than that lol! Besides, I had work to do, so....yeah...
Then lingg asked if I would go watch a movie with her, her sis and mum. Again, I had work to take care of. Didn't really spend time doing them the pass few days cause I was spending time with lingg so gotta finish them up this few days by Monday. 4 damn assignment =/
So I declined, and trouble started? =/
Lingg got mad and yeah things happened. Shan't dwelve too much into unhappy stuff so I'll leave it at that.
Lingg then told me her mum making comparisons and stuff. Yeah =.= I knew she didn't like me, whatever...as long as things don't get any worse, it'll be fine. So I hope :(
They went to watch Chinese Ghost Story. Oh well, was actually thinking of catching it with her on our anniverary on sunday. Guess that part went screwed =/ In any case, I resumed doing my work.
Mum later called to ask what I wanna eat for dinner since she was at orchard. Made my order anddddd yeah...went back to work :O
Lingg told me she scalded her tougue :( Hope it ain't too bad...
I did my work till...I don't know? Think it was 6 odd? Then felt hungry and went to grab a bite from the stuff mum bought. Lingg then asked if I would ignore her when she came over.
I was kinda delighted, ya know? A little company after spending half a day staring at the computer screen. I agreed and told her I won't. I need a break from work after all, at most I'd resume work later at night after she left. Then...she went on to assume I'd just leave her to rot D;
Sigh...so she didn't come over in the end. Yeah that threw another unhappy lot in for her D;
Continued with my dinner and work since lingg wasn't coming over anymore. Did till I think 9 odd? With a short break in between.
Kinda stopped doing work, clocked in about 7 hours today, good enough.
Then I felt like shitting :O So went off! I brought my phone in too just in case lingg replied me. I shittedddddd and...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
The next thing I knew was my phone vibrating in my hand :O Lingg replied me asking why I didn't reply. Then I realised I dozed off on the cubicle =x Alright, for that to happen I must've been real tired. The last time it happened was a few years back after an airplane flight. Guess I was real tired from the jet lag and fell asleep shitting LOL =x
Now, I'm just here blogging. Thought lingg might wanna read something so took a little time off to write this post for her reading pleasure.
Hmm...wonder if I should continue with work later...I'm totally beat :(
Hell so much work in first week, gotta be alot more stuff coming in soon!
Anniversary's coming soon, our 2nd month. I wanna get her something, but didn't had time to go around hunting. Wonder if she has anything in mind.. :O
Thursday, April 21, 2011, 11:48 PM
Addicted to you~
Pew pew! Woke up at 10!!!
So tired :(
Last night there was a blackout caused some circuit tripped =/ I realised that when I was on my bed when the fan suddenly stopped on its own! GHOST!!! Nah...I don't believe in those =p
So suspecting a circuit trip, I went to look for a torch since I can't turn on any lights. Not to mention it was freaking hot! I ransacked one of the drawers in the living room and finally found a torch in the darkness. Guess what? No batteries ._.
With that, I resorted to my phone. Went to check on the circuit breaker in the storeroom. Bad news was, there were tons of stuff in the way, so I had to move them off in pitch black darkness since I can't have my phone's light on and have both hands free at the same time.
Took awhile, and I finally cleared it. Checked the circuit box and true enough one of the stuff tripped. I rechecked it into position but there was still no electricity O.O
Then I remembered there was another main box outside my house. So I went to check on that too. Appears on of the trippings went off in it too so I pushed it back. VOILA!~~ Electricity came back on and YAYNESS! Felt so good to be back in the embrace of the wind!
After waking up, as usual, prepared for school. Then it started to rain :( Real heavily sobs sobs...
There wouldn't be enough time for me to bus down to jurong point before taking a train so I was forced to use an umbrella and walk down to lakeside instead.
Went down to my void deck and was surprised to find the area cordoned off by police o.o There was this tent thingy amidst a whole bunch of messed up vegetation. Wondered what happened O.O Curious as I was, I had better things to do then waste time poking around LOL! =x
With that, headed down to lakeside. SO many flooded areas and my shoes and lower jeans were totally wet D; Felt so uncomfortable! After getting on the train, it was so damn bloody cold cause my jeans were wet! Freezing! Brrr~~~
Trained down to school and arrived just on time! :O
At about the same time, lingg replied my messages. Then then I found out she didn't go for the last day of orientation after all lol! Alright, so started our class for character design!
Okay, was really easy stuff going on and pretty interesting. It's all doodle and stuff =x Shan't go much into it cause there isn't much xD
Lesson ended like 45 minutes earlier than expected? Then I went off. Lingg was on the way to meet me too! We then decided to meet halfway, ended up we met at admiralty. Then something happened and somehow we were really quiet the entire journey =/
Trained back down to jurong point and then I headed up to kopitiam for lunch while lingg tailed behind. I bought this indonesian rice thingy with grilled squid. It was okay...but honestly, I think the person doesn't know how to grill =.=
First thing, she just left the squid there at one spot, and only one part, one small part was touching the grilling platter...
Honestly...common sense dictates you at least flip it around a few times so the entire squid gets exposed to the flame right? zzzzz stupid...
So yeah still quiet. Then after finishing my food I disturbed lingg =x Then things went quiet again. We sat there for quite awhile without talking. She was fiddling with her phone. Till finally the ice broke and we headed off. Then I came up with some nonsense about my umbrella being a cracker packaging to break the ice further.
Well, apparently it worked pretty well :O We started talking.
I wanted to get pokemon black but lingg was against it, cause it was money borrowed from my dad lol =x So she made me choose the game or her, duh even an idiot can do this math...lingg of course! Who in the right mind will sacrifice material gains for a bond that took so long to build. Gotta be really retarded to do that lol!
So yeah, we walked around jurong point. Wasn't much. Then I wanted to get tako. Went around searching and all the tako was ridiculously small! Of course, I didn't get them, ain't worth the money :(
I felt tired so we headed back. On the way getting crispy chicken!
Boarded the bus and I fell asleep on lingg's shoulder! hoho~~ So nice eh? =p
Went back and she munched and finished up her cirspy chicken. Then then she used the mattress to wrap me up like a sushi roll LOL! Later on though, I broke free and R'ed her xD FOR THE FIRST TIME MUAHAHAHA xD
LINGG SCARED??!! xD
In any case, so long today! :O Amazing! Longer than the first time I thought it was long :O And and so tempting you know? xD Okay shan't elaborate.
After that, it was about 8 odd? I was so tired I kinda went dozing off here and there. Then lingg was going: BOON BOON BOON!! in that cutsy voice LOL! BOON BOON!! AHHH BOON! OOO BOON!!!
Yeah I eventually gave up xD Too many boons LOL!
Felt hungry! So decided to ring up pizza hut! Lingg took some photos from my phone while I was at it.
Then when I was about to call up pizza hut, mum came back! As expected xD So sososo she ended up paying for the 30 buck meal xD
Pan-tastic pizza! I gobbled it up! Then I sat on lingg's lap and played pokemon!
LOL! The health bar drop so slow like wtf xD
Then then touchy! xD
Time flies and it was already 10.45? Then lingg had to go. She took my hoody with her xD She must miss me to do so hehe =p
I saw her down and saw a 157 left in front of us LOL! Sooooo fullhouse! PDA!!! This time I advanced another level in public crime xD Then I did something that made lingg totally crack up LOL! Yeah that was good enough to make time fly by.
Soon enough, the next bus came. One final kiss and she was off! Couldn't message her straight off cause didn't bring my phone down xD
Went back home and first thing I did? BLOGOOO! =p
AHAHAHAHAHA again again! Again again! I'm addicted to you~~
So tired :(
Last night there was a blackout caused some circuit tripped =/ I realised that when I was on my bed when the fan suddenly stopped on its own! GHOST!!! Nah...I don't believe in those =p
So suspecting a circuit trip, I went to look for a torch since I can't turn on any lights. Not to mention it was freaking hot! I ransacked one of the drawers in the living room and finally found a torch in the darkness. Guess what? No batteries ._.
With that, I resorted to my phone. Went to check on the circuit breaker in the storeroom. Bad news was, there were tons of stuff in the way, so I had to move them off in pitch black darkness since I can't have my phone's light on and have both hands free at the same time.
Took awhile, and I finally cleared it. Checked the circuit box and true enough one of the stuff tripped. I rechecked it into position but there was still no electricity O.O
Then I remembered there was another main box outside my house. So I went to check on that too. Appears on of the trippings went off in it too so I pushed it back. VOILA!~~ Electricity came back on and YAYNESS! Felt so good to be back in the embrace of the wind!
After waking up, as usual, prepared for school. Then it started to rain :( Real heavily sobs sobs...
There wouldn't be enough time for me to bus down to jurong point before taking a train so I was forced to use an umbrella and walk down to lakeside instead.
Went down to my void deck and was surprised to find the area cordoned off by police o.o There was this tent thingy amidst a whole bunch of messed up vegetation. Wondered what happened O.O Curious as I was, I had better things to do then waste time poking around LOL! =x
With that, headed down to lakeside. SO many flooded areas and my shoes and lower jeans were totally wet D; Felt so uncomfortable! After getting on the train, it was so damn bloody cold cause my jeans were wet! Freezing! Brrr~~~
Trained down to school and arrived just on time! :O
At about the same time, lingg replied my messages. Then then I found out she didn't go for the last day of orientation after all lol! Alright, so started our class for character design!
Okay, was really easy stuff going on and pretty interesting. It's all doodle and stuff =x Shan't go much into it cause there isn't much xD
Lesson ended like 45 minutes earlier than expected? Then I went off. Lingg was on the way to meet me too! We then decided to meet halfway, ended up we met at admiralty. Then something happened and somehow we were really quiet the entire journey =/
Trained back down to jurong point and then I headed up to kopitiam for lunch while lingg tailed behind. I bought this indonesian rice thingy with grilled squid. It was okay...but honestly, I think the person doesn't know how to grill =.=
First thing, she just left the squid there at one spot, and only one part, one small part was touching the grilling platter...
Honestly...common sense dictates you at least flip it around a few times so the entire squid gets exposed to the flame right? zzzzz stupid...
So yeah still quiet. Then after finishing my food I disturbed lingg =x Then things went quiet again. We sat there for quite awhile without talking. She was fiddling with her phone. Till finally the ice broke and we headed off. Then I came up with some nonsense about my umbrella being a cracker packaging to break the ice further.
Well, apparently it worked pretty well :O We started talking.
I wanted to get pokemon black but lingg was against it, cause it was money borrowed from my dad lol =x So she made me choose the game or her, duh even an idiot can do this math...lingg of course! Who in the right mind will sacrifice material gains for a bond that took so long to build. Gotta be really retarded to do that lol!
So yeah, we walked around jurong point. Wasn't much. Then I wanted to get tako. Went around searching and all the tako was ridiculously small! Of course, I didn't get them, ain't worth the money :(
I felt tired so we headed back. On the way getting crispy chicken!
Boarded the bus and I fell asleep on lingg's shoulder! hoho~~ So nice eh? =p
Went back and she munched and finished up her cirspy chicken. Then then she used the mattress to wrap me up like a sushi roll LOL! Later on though, I broke free and R'ed her xD FOR THE FIRST TIME MUAHAHAHA xD
LINGG SCARED??!! xD
In any case, so long today! :O Amazing! Longer than the first time I thought it was long :O And and so tempting you know? xD Okay shan't elaborate.
After that, it was about 8 odd? I was so tired I kinda went dozing off here and there. Then lingg was going: BOON BOON BOON!! in that cutsy voice LOL! BOON BOON!! AHHH BOON! OOO BOON!!!
Yeah I eventually gave up xD Too many boons LOL!
Felt hungry! So decided to ring up pizza hut! Lingg took some photos from my phone while I was at it.
Then when I was about to call up pizza hut, mum came back! As expected xD So sososo she ended up paying for the 30 buck meal xD
Pan-tastic pizza! I gobbled it up! Then I sat on lingg's lap and played pokemon!
LOL! The health bar drop so slow like wtf xD
Then then touchy! xD
Time flies and it was already 10.45? Then lingg had to go. She took my hoody with her xD She must miss me to do so hehe =p
I saw her down and saw a 157 left in front of us LOL! Sooooo fullhouse! PDA!!! This time I advanced another level in public crime xD Then I did something that made lingg totally crack up LOL! Yeah that was good enough to make time fly by.
Soon enough, the next bus came. One final kiss and she was off! Couldn't message her straight off cause didn't bring my phone down xD
Went back home and first thing I did? BLOGOOO! =p
AHAHAHAHAHA again again! Again again! I'm addicted to you~~
Wednesday, April 20, 2011, 11:15 PM
So early....?
So early...?
I went: "Wha..? What the hell? So early?"
When the alarm rang. Then I remembered I had lesson today at 8....8!! Omg D;
Only had 4 hours of sleep and had a hell of a time getting up :( For the first time on days I had school, I actually woke earlier than my dad or sis :O
Yeah, I woke at 6 =.= Then I went to shower, get changed and prepared for school while struggling to keep my eyes open. Despite being tired, the early morning today wasn't too bad though. It was nice and cool, fit for a walk to lakeside.
Since it was still so early, the way to lakeside (usually packed with shitloads of people) was surprisingly empty. I had a pretty decent, unobstructed walk :)
Met Jun Lin at bykit gombak station then went to school together since we had the same lesson at 8. Lucky bastard only has 1 hour lecture and he can go back home to snooze...while I had to stay till 6 D;
Reached school at 7.30 and headed straight to the lecture theatre.
We expected a long and boring lecture since it was marketing...but guess what? The lecturer...an old fart has his own sense of humour too LOL! There were 35 slides in his presentation and he only ended up talking about 10 of them. Mentioning how the rest were pretty much bull-talk and we can skip it all LOL!
Interesting guy o.o
So lecture ended earlier than expected.
I was dead hungry! So? Off I went to macs. Grabbed a macs big breakfast and quickly gobbled everything up ;) Yum Yum~~
Yet as you know...bug breakfast isn't all that big at all...and I was still hungry :( Didn't wanna spend more than necessary on a meal so went up to the library instead.
Why? Well since we had like 3 good hours of damn break before the next lesson at 12 =.="" Went to the left wing of the library and it was....deserted. Well...it was real early after all =/
I was so tired that I found a table and sat on it. Then somehow I found myself lying down :O I was lying on the table!! So comfortable ya know? Had my bag as pillow too!
Then my friend was asking me: "Hey, not afraid the librarian will catch you?"
With that, I climb down and laid on the carpeted floor instead xD SO COMFORTABLE AH!! Okay, maybe I'm just too tired anywhere is comfortable so long as I can lie on it :O
After that the next 2 hours or so were pretty much me being in a delirious state, with eyes half opened and closed. Waking once in awhile to reply lingg :)
FINALLY! IT WAS 12!!! We all rushed down to the next lesson venue. Cause we were all so sick of waiting.
So began our lecture for UI design. Gosh...the way the lecturer presents...seriously it's a good fail if I was to grade him on presentation. He practically read straight from the slides with little to no elaboration on his part...
Like hello~~ I can read from the slides too! Don't need you to tell me them again D; I need to know stuff that isn't on the slides =.= I'd understand if a student did this...but a lecturer? UNACCEPTABLE!! I could easily do better than that =.="
So this lesson was just full of bleh...which gave me lotsa time to message lingg ;) I miss her man!! Hell! I MISSED HER SO MUCH I COULD'VE GONE CRAZY!
Then then then the stupid lecture we waited 3 hours for ended after an hour =.=" Result? We have another 3 hour break before the next lesson...
EH!
W.
T.
F.
C'mon! What's with all these waiting? Dammit! I was so pissed. 6 hours! 6 good hours I could spend with lingg...instead of waiting =.=
Well since it was in the afternoon, I thought of eating lunch. Checked my wallet and yeah...only 20 bucks left for 2 more days plus tonight's dinner. Then I decided to skip it instead...
HUNGRY UH!! D;
Bearing with the hunger, I did my work instead while waiting for the next lesson to start.
It seemed like forever...
Till 4 finally came and it was time! 2 more hours and I can embrace my beloved lingg in my arms!
This lesson wasn't too bad though. It was pretty interesting, and since it was 3D again, lotsa technical stuff involved I had to pay close attention. That meant less time to reply lingg's message :( Well...not that I could even if I wanted to, the other lecturer was just right behind me LOL! =x
Best not message...so ended up I only managed to send a couple to lingg.
The 2 hours was still crawling but way faster than the hours before this. Then lingg told me she was coming down! :O I was overjoyed! Didn't know she would be...I mean since she is tired =/
After dismissal, I was the first to pack and leave the class xD I left even faster than the lecturer LOL! Who was just right behind me. I quickly rushed my way to look for lingg since she was already in the school compound.
She told me she was coming up the escalator. Problem was, there were 2 escalators. With that, I used my chemistry with her and made a guess. True enough, I met her on the right one hoho~~
She was wearing my jacket xD
Then then we went on and trained back down to my house together.
We alighted at lakeside and today, took a different direction since I wanted to check out a coffeeshop for dinner. Lingg was like totally reluctant to walk that way cause it was alien to her xD
Then I started some crap about how everything else was behaving so weird! I only stopped when we reached an area which seemed familiar to her hehe xD
Walked all over and didn't find anything I'd like to eat D; Finally decided and made do with char siew rice. So happens that store sells porridge too, and it tempted lingg xD Well, she got pork porridge too =p
Did I mention how obnoxious the 2 stall owners looked? Like as if the whole world owed them something as they served the customers. =.="
After that, headed back. Went to my grandma's first cause I thought my cousin left my DS at my grandma's. Apparently, he did not LOL! My grandma seemed delighted to see lingg LOL! Lingg was shy uhhh =p
After that went to my cousin's house instead, which was like just a few floors above. Yep, luckily he was at home anddddd I retrieved my DS :) After like a year away from it? LOL!
Next, we headed back and then lingg wanted to see the letter she wrote for me yesterady. Cause she forgot the contents LOL!
Then we went out for our meals. Sigh...my rice serving was so small :( Then then after that lingg fed me some of her porridge when she saw that I was still hungry! SO SWEET OF HER!!! MUACKKKSSSS!!!!! LOVES!!!
I waited with her while she finished up her food, then we went back to my room.
Something triggered and we started smooching =p Then then umum hehe =p Someone requested lights out! HAHAHA! xD
Shan't mention anymore of that ya know? LOL! Damn I was so tired =x
By the time we were done playing, it was like 10.30? Well, time for lingg to go off.
I saw her down to the bus stop and as usual gave lingg a fullhouse and PDA! ;D
Her bus came soon after and she boarded it.
I went back home and had a little of the chips I bought earlier cause I was hungry again. Then then went down to blogging for today :)
let's hope lingg will be a good girl and not blog today! Cause cause she is tired! MUST REST AH!!!! Pains me to see her so exhausted :(
ALright, that's about it for today. Luckily tomorrow's lesson is at 12, or I'd really commit suicide LOL! =x
I went: "Wha..? What the hell? So early?"
When the alarm rang. Then I remembered I had lesson today at 8....8!! Omg D;
Only had 4 hours of sleep and had a hell of a time getting up :( For the first time on days I had school, I actually woke earlier than my dad or sis :O
Yeah, I woke at 6 =.= Then I went to shower, get changed and prepared for school while struggling to keep my eyes open. Despite being tired, the early morning today wasn't too bad though. It was nice and cool, fit for a walk to lakeside.
Since it was still so early, the way to lakeside (usually packed with shitloads of people) was surprisingly empty. I had a pretty decent, unobstructed walk :)
Met Jun Lin at bykit gombak station then went to school together since we had the same lesson at 8. Lucky bastard only has 1 hour lecture and he can go back home to snooze...while I had to stay till 6 D;
Reached school at 7.30 and headed straight to the lecture theatre.
We expected a long and boring lecture since it was marketing...but guess what? The lecturer...an old fart has his own sense of humour too LOL! There were 35 slides in his presentation and he only ended up talking about 10 of them. Mentioning how the rest were pretty much bull-talk and we can skip it all LOL!
Interesting guy o.o
So lecture ended earlier than expected.
I was dead hungry! So? Off I went to macs. Grabbed a macs big breakfast and quickly gobbled everything up ;) Yum Yum~~
Yet as you know...bug breakfast isn't all that big at all...and I was still hungry :( Didn't wanna spend more than necessary on a meal so went up to the library instead.
Why? Well since we had like 3 good hours of damn break before the next lesson at 12 =.="" Went to the left wing of the library and it was....deserted. Well...it was real early after all =/
I was so tired that I found a table and sat on it. Then somehow I found myself lying down :O I was lying on the table!! So comfortable ya know? Had my bag as pillow too!
Then my friend was asking me: "Hey, not afraid the librarian will catch you?"
With that, I climb down and laid on the carpeted floor instead xD SO COMFORTABLE AH!! Okay, maybe I'm just too tired anywhere is comfortable so long as I can lie on it :O
After that the next 2 hours or so were pretty much me being in a delirious state, with eyes half opened and closed. Waking once in awhile to reply lingg :)
FINALLY! IT WAS 12!!! We all rushed down to the next lesson venue. Cause we were all so sick of waiting.
So began our lecture for UI design. Gosh...the way the lecturer presents...seriously it's a good fail if I was to grade him on presentation. He practically read straight from the slides with little to no elaboration on his part...
Like hello~~ I can read from the slides too! Don't need you to tell me them again D; I need to know stuff that isn't on the slides =.= I'd understand if a student did this...but a lecturer? UNACCEPTABLE!! I could easily do better than that =.="
So this lesson was just full of bleh...which gave me lotsa time to message lingg ;) I miss her man!! Hell! I MISSED HER SO MUCH I COULD'VE GONE CRAZY!
Then then then the stupid lecture we waited 3 hours for ended after an hour =.=" Result? We have another 3 hour break before the next lesson...
EH!
W.
T.
F.
C'mon! What's with all these waiting? Dammit! I was so pissed. 6 hours! 6 good hours I could spend with lingg...instead of waiting =.=
Well since it was in the afternoon, I thought of eating lunch. Checked my wallet and yeah...only 20 bucks left for 2 more days plus tonight's dinner. Then I decided to skip it instead...
HUNGRY UH!! D;
Bearing with the hunger, I did my work instead while waiting for the next lesson to start.
It seemed like forever...
Till 4 finally came and it was time! 2 more hours and I can embrace my beloved lingg in my arms!
This lesson wasn't too bad though. It was pretty interesting, and since it was 3D again, lotsa technical stuff involved I had to pay close attention. That meant less time to reply lingg's message :( Well...not that I could even if I wanted to, the other lecturer was just right behind me LOL! =x
Best not message...so ended up I only managed to send a couple to lingg.
The 2 hours was still crawling but way faster than the hours before this. Then lingg told me she was coming down! :O I was overjoyed! Didn't know she would be...I mean since she is tired =/
After dismissal, I was the first to pack and leave the class xD I left even faster than the lecturer LOL! Who was just right behind me. I quickly rushed my way to look for lingg since she was already in the school compound.
She told me she was coming up the escalator. Problem was, there were 2 escalators. With that, I used my chemistry with her and made a guess. True enough, I met her on the right one hoho~~
She was wearing my jacket xD
Then then we went on and trained back down to my house together.
We alighted at lakeside and today, took a different direction since I wanted to check out a coffeeshop for dinner. Lingg was like totally reluctant to walk that way cause it was alien to her xD
Then I started some crap about how everything else was behaving so weird! I only stopped when we reached an area which seemed familiar to her hehe xD
Walked all over and didn't find anything I'd like to eat D; Finally decided and made do with char siew rice. So happens that store sells porridge too, and it tempted lingg xD Well, she got pork porridge too =p
Did I mention how obnoxious the 2 stall owners looked? Like as if the whole world owed them something as they served the customers. =.="
After that, headed back. Went to my grandma's first cause I thought my cousin left my DS at my grandma's. Apparently, he did not LOL! My grandma seemed delighted to see lingg LOL! Lingg was shy uhhh =p
After that went to my cousin's house instead, which was like just a few floors above. Yep, luckily he was at home anddddd I retrieved my DS :) After like a year away from it? LOL!
Next, we headed back and then lingg wanted to see the letter she wrote for me yesterady. Cause she forgot the contents LOL!
Then we went out for our meals. Sigh...my rice serving was so small :( Then then after that lingg fed me some of her porridge when she saw that I was still hungry! SO SWEET OF HER!!! MUACKKKSSSS!!!!! LOVES!!!
I waited with her while she finished up her food, then we went back to my room.
Something triggered and we started smooching =p Then then umum hehe =p Someone requested lights out! HAHAHA! xD
Shan't mention anymore of that ya know? LOL! Damn I was so tired =x
By the time we were done playing, it was like 10.30? Well, time for lingg to go off.
I saw her down to the bus stop and as usual gave lingg a fullhouse and PDA! ;D
Her bus came soon after and she boarded it.
I went back home and had a little of the chips I bought earlier cause I was hungry again. Then then went down to blogging for today :)
let's hope lingg will be a good girl and not blog today! Cause cause she is tired! MUST REST AH!!!! Pains me to see her so exhausted :(
ALright, that's about it for today. Luckily tomorrow's lesson is at 12, or I'd really commit suicide LOL! =x
Do dreams ever come true?
Hallelujah~~
Damn I woke this morning at 7. Eyes were still barely open and I felt dreamy. Slept at about 2 last night? So I had around 6 hours of sleep.
So much felt like just rotting on my bed but yeah...important lesson today, can't afford to be late. That said, I got up, washed up, changed, did my hair and off I went to lakeside!
While walking, I rang lingg up to give her a morning call since it was already 7.30! She sounded kinda pissed over the phone. I thought she didn't like me giving her a morning call and waking her a few minutes prior to her alarm so I hung up soon after.
Sodding train station was packed full of people. Disgusting :( It was so hard to get in, and some people, just have to squeeze in no matter what even though it's obvious even to the blind that there wasn't shit space left! AHH!!! Feel like pushing them out!! NO SPACE ALREADY LUH NNB!!!
I swear I'ma get that driving license and rid myself of this shit :(
Oh wait...my dad uses the car in the morning....NOOOOOO~~~~ D;
Alright so fortunately I managed to find a seat in the train headed to yio chu kang cause everyone cleared out at jurong east.
Lingg was probably busy preparing for school so she didn't reply my messages. I just fell asleep on the train =x
As usual, thanks to my body clock, I woke up at khatib lolol =p
And and and it was so freaking scary in the morning! The whole yio chu kang station and the sheltered pathway to my school was filled with tons and tons of people! I swore it resembled the bangalala super wet market the last time I was in bangalaladeshidesu.
It was so packed it was impossible to overtake and everyone was moving so slowly! Took me a good 20 minutes to get to my block when usually about 10 minutes would suffice. Waste my time! Dayum!!
OKay, so got to the studio just on time. Today's lesson is from 9-12 on 3D modeling, after which I'll pick lingg up after her orientation.
1st lesson, we got 2 assignments already =/ I swear year 2 is gonna be hell =x Hope hope lingg will understand if I have lotsa work to do...
In any case, lecture was boring as usual and the lecturer tried to make things more fun by cracking lame jokes. Nobody laughed caused the "jokes" were epically lame and totally...not funny. I swear I'd do a better job up there xD
Assignment was something on modeling a grandfather clock. Lesson was important cause I didn't wanna miss out any details so was real slow at replying lingg. SORRY LINGG!! After lesson ended, there was 2 hours to spare before heading down to pick lingg up. With that, I thought I'd stay back like half an hour in the studio to do the assignment a little. 30 minutes went up and I was half done xD hohoho~~~
SHORTCUTS FTW!
Next went down to have lunch with 2 of my friends. Went around 2 canteens cause the first one we went to was so packed there wasn't any seats at all. Went back to the usual canteen and I got the cheap prawn noodles again. Working on a budget, no choice. Save as much as possible so I can spend on lingg.
The last time I ordered I had it at 2 bucks, today I tried the 2.50 one hoping for a larger portion. Guess what? I couldn't tell a difference. I finished it in less than five =.=""
Sigh...I'm so hungry :(
Anyway, after that lingg called and then we started discussing where we could head to for the day. Things didn't go exactly as planned. Met her at west mall in the end and wasted I don't know how long standing at one spot discussing it =/
Eventually she walked away. I don't know, normally in my own anger I'd walk my own direction too..but I didn't. I missed her ya know? Even if she's mad at me, if I could just be by her side, it's good enough for me. I don't ask for much, I just wanna be with her. Also...I was afraid she'd do something foolish again...I'm not gonna let that happen. She's always threatening me with it LOL! =x And and and...I knew she didn't had anyone else to turn to, I'm her only salvation ya know? If I walked away, I'd be as good as me abandoning her in her times of need...I'll just be a bastard if I did that.
So I just tailed her, quiet all the way back to her house. She started using her com so I laid on her bed, looking at her back view. I really just wanna talk to her, look into her eyes and spend time with her. I don't really care what we do, so long as we're together =x
Somehow, after awhile she left her com and walked to me. I was so happy! Then then I think the ice started to melt and we were fine again :)
Then I helped her call a random number she received calls from. Turns out to be the notebook supplier she ordered from. That silly girl! Lucky I insisted on calling, or she'd miss it totally and miss collecting her notebook! LOL!
Not too long later, her jie came...I was like...oh gosh...
Then thought came up that might be better if I left. I didn't want to, cause I wanted to spend time with lingg.
But but but the last 3 experiences...was just real bad. I was left to rot 2-3 hours on end D; Traumatising ya know :O And and and I can't talk to lingg, or at least I can't be myself with someone else around. Feels so...outta place =/
Anyway, I stayed when I was told her jie won't be staying for long.
She cooked curry for me! The japanese curry we bought 2 weeks back? Or longer? LOL! There were chicken wings too!
Dinner was served not too long later and eat eat! Curry smelled great! Not to mention the wings were real nice! She was complaining about it being too oily, well...I ain't worried about that xD More oil better! hohoho~~ Rice was real little though xD Usually I eat alot more, but I didn't wanna trouble lingg anymore. Hence I declined when she wanted to cook more rice for me. Still real sweet of her though, thanks lingg :)
Honest, it wasn't a filling dinner, but it was great! Especially when cooked by my own girlfriend for me, it tasted even better :) Thanks lingg! I want more!! ;D
Next we just spent time together doing I don't know what. I just miss her so much :O
Then her mum discussed about getting her new phone with her. She gave the familiar look when she left the room after the discussion haha~~ I told lingg she'd get it for her, true enough, she came back in not long after xD
After that we were just hugging and stuff. I hugged her from behind and she did the same too! =D it's nice! And and we started singing xD Wondered if I sounded awful to her o.o Oh well =/
Oh and and cute lingby wrote a letter for me LOL! She wouldn't let me see the contents till I left though =/
Awhile later after a couple more singing, it was 10.30 and time for me to go. I left my jacket behind for her since she wanted it :) How I wish there was something for me to hug too! To make it feel like she's here with me when she isn't :(
Then then went down to wait for 157 home. Lingg came with me! We PDA PDA PDA haha xD Bus took a good 30 minutes to arrive today, oh well not that I minded, more time with lingg :)
Bus came eventually, gave lingg a couple more final kisses and off I went. I read the letter on the bus =p
It's kinda nice of her, never received a letter like this before :)
Got back home, took a shower again cause of my hair and then went down to blogging on txt file since net is acting odd today.
On the letter she mentioned how I was the only one left for her and asked me to never leave her. Hell ya know, I'm hoping she won't leave me haha, not even gonna think of leaving her. I really hope...one day...she'll grow to love me. Until then, I'll keep hoping...
Ya know, I just...wish I could...
Well give me a couple million of dollars and I'd marry lingg right away and settle down with her.
Imagine I can spend every single day, every hour, every minute, every second with her....so great isn't it?
I'd wake her up in the morning.
Have breakfast with her.
Send her to work.
Pick her up from work.
Have meals together.
Walk around together.
Go home together.
Watch Television together.
Eat snacks together.
Enjoy the night together.
Cuddle and embrace each other all the way through.
Sleep beside her.
Hug her to sleep every night.
How I really wish I could do that...like right now...
I wonder...will I get that chance? Do dreams...ever come true?
Damn I woke this morning at 7. Eyes were still barely open and I felt dreamy. Slept at about 2 last night? So I had around 6 hours of sleep.
So much felt like just rotting on my bed but yeah...important lesson today, can't afford to be late. That said, I got up, washed up, changed, did my hair and off I went to lakeside!
While walking, I rang lingg up to give her a morning call since it was already 7.30! She sounded kinda pissed over the phone. I thought she didn't like me giving her a morning call and waking her a few minutes prior to her alarm so I hung up soon after.
Sodding train station was packed full of people. Disgusting :( It was so hard to get in, and some people, just have to squeeze in no matter what even though it's obvious even to the blind that there wasn't shit space left! AHH!!! Feel like pushing them out!! NO SPACE ALREADY LUH NNB!!!
I swear I'ma get that driving license and rid myself of this shit :(
Oh wait...my dad uses the car in the morning....NOOOOOO~~~~ D;
Alright so fortunately I managed to find a seat in the train headed to yio chu kang cause everyone cleared out at jurong east.
Lingg was probably busy preparing for school so she didn't reply my messages. I just fell asleep on the train =x
As usual, thanks to my body clock, I woke up at khatib lolol =p
And and and it was so freaking scary in the morning! The whole yio chu kang station and the sheltered pathway to my school was filled with tons and tons of people! I swore it resembled the bangalala super wet market the last time I was in bangalaladeshidesu.
It was so packed it was impossible to overtake and everyone was moving so slowly! Took me a good 20 minutes to get to my block when usually about 10 minutes would suffice. Waste my time! Dayum!!
OKay, so got to the studio just on time. Today's lesson is from 9-12 on 3D modeling, after which I'll pick lingg up after her orientation.
1st lesson, we got 2 assignments already =/ I swear year 2 is gonna be hell =x Hope hope lingg will understand if I have lotsa work to do...
In any case, lecture was boring as usual and the lecturer tried to make things more fun by cracking lame jokes. Nobody laughed caused the "jokes" were epically lame and totally...not funny. I swear I'd do a better job up there xD
Assignment was something on modeling a grandfather clock. Lesson was important cause I didn't wanna miss out any details so was real slow at replying lingg. SORRY LINGG!! After lesson ended, there was 2 hours to spare before heading down to pick lingg up. With that, I thought I'd stay back like half an hour in the studio to do the assignment a little. 30 minutes went up and I was half done xD hohoho~~~
SHORTCUTS FTW!
Next went down to have lunch with 2 of my friends. Went around 2 canteens cause the first one we went to was so packed there wasn't any seats at all. Went back to the usual canteen and I got the cheap prawn noodles again. Working on a budget, no choice. Save as much as possible so I can spend on lingg.
The last time I ordered I had it at 2 bucks, today I tried the 2.50 one hoping for a larger portion. Guess what? I couldn't tell a difference. I finished it in less than five =.=""
Sigh...I'm so hungry :(
Anyway, after that lingg called and then we started discussing where we could head to for the day. Things didn't go exactly as planned. Met her at west mall in the end and wasted I don't know how long standing at one spot discussing it =/
Eventually she walked away. I don't know, normally in my own anger I'd walk my own direction too..but I didn't. I missed her ya know? Even if she's mad at me, if I could just be by her side, it's good enough for me. I don't ask for much, I just wanna be with her. Also...I was afraid she'd do something foolish again...I'm not gonna let that happen. She's always threatening me with it LOL! =x And and and...I knew she didn't had anyone else to turn to, I'm her only salvation ya know? If I walked away, I'd be as good as me abandoning her in her times of need...I'll just be a bastard if I did that.
So I just tailed her, quiet all the way back to her house. She started using her com so I laid on her bed, looking at her back view. I really just wanna talk to her, look into her eyes and spend time with her. I don't really care what we do, so long as we're together =x
Somehow, after awhile she left her com and walked to me. I was so happy! Then then I think the ice started to melt and we were fine again :)
Then I helped her call a random number she received calls from. Turns out to be the notebook supplier she ordered from. That silly girl! Lucky I insisted on calling, or she'd miss it totally and miss collecting her notebook! LOL!
Not too long later, her jie came...I was like...oh gosh...
Then thought came up that might be better if I left. I didn't want to, cause I wanted to spend time with lingg.
But but but the last 3 experiences...was just real bad. I was left to rot 2-3 hours on end D; Traumatising ya know :O And and and I can't talk to lingg, or at least I can't be myself with someone else around. Feels so...outta place =/
Anyway, I stayed when I was told her jie won't be staying for long.
She cooked curry for me! The japanese curry we bought 2 weeks back? Or longer? LOL! There were chicken wings too!
Dinner was served not too long later and eat eat! Curry smelled great! Not to mention the wings were real nice! She was complaining about it being too oily, well...I ain't worried about that xD More oil better! hohoho~~ Rice was real little though xD Usually I eat alot more, but I didn't wanna trouble lingg anymore. Hence I declined when she wanted to cook more rice for me. Still real sweet of her though, thanks lingg :)
Honest, it wasn't a filling dinner, but it was great! Especially when cooked by my own girlfriend for me, it tasted even better :) Thanks lingg! I want more!! ;D
Next we just spent time together doing I don't know what. I just miss her so much :O
Then her mum discussed about getting her new phone with her. She gave the familiar look when she left the room after the discussion haha~~ I told lingg she'd get it for her, true enough, she came back in not long after xD
After that we were just hugging and stuff. I hugged her from behind and she did the same too! =D it's nice! And and we started singing xD Wondered if I sounded awful to her o.o Oh well =/
Oh and and cute lingby wrote a letter for me LOL! She wouldn't let me see the contents till I left though =/
Awhile later after a couple more singing, it was 10.30 and time for me to go. I left my jacket behind for her since she wanted it :) How I wish there was something for me to hug too! To make it feel like she's here with me when she isn't :(
Then then went down to wait for 157 home. Lingg came with me! We PDA PDA PDA haha xD Bus took a good 30 minutes to arrive today, oh well not that I minded, more time with lingg :)
Bus came eventually, gave lingg a couple more final kisses and off I went. I read the letter on the bus =p
It's kinda nice of her, never received a letter like this before :)
Got back home, took a shower again cause of my hair and then went down to blogging on txt file since net is acting odd today.
On the letter she mentioned how I was the only one left for her and asked me to never leave her. Hell ya know, I'm hoping she won't leave me haha, not even gonna think of leaving her. I really hope...one day...she'll grow to love me. Until then, I'll keep hoping...
Ya know, I just...wish I could...
Well give me a couple million of dollars and I'd marry lingg right away and settle down with her.
Imagine I can spend every single day, every hour, every minute, every second with her....so great isn't it?
I'd wake her up in the morning.
Have breakfast with her.
Send her to work.
Pick her up from work.
Have meals together.
Walk around together.
Go home together.
Watch Television together.
Eat snacks together.
Enjoy the night together.
Cuddle and embrace each other all the way through.
Sleep beside her.
Hug her to sleep every night.
How I really wish I could do that...like right now...
I wonder...will I get that chance? Do dreams...ever come true?
Monday, April 18, 2011, 10:28 PM
Optimism!
I woke up this morning at 9 odd to a call. I struggled to open my eyes, reached for my phone and answered it. I said hello a few times and it was silent on the other side...
I didn't see who the caller was when I answered it but I more or less had an idea who it was =x
The caller then hung up, and I looked at the caller. It coupled with 4 messages. Just as I guessed, it was lingg haha~~
The little lingby must be bored or scared or something to ring me up this early =p
Of course, I entertained her xD
I rotted on bed while messaging her. Why? Cause I was still an hour and a half from my prep time =x That was how much earlier I got up cause of my precious lingo xD
Finally it was time to get down to preparation for my 1st day of school after a month long break. Went on to take a shower, washed up, changed and did my hair. After I was done, I walked down to lakeside and trained to yio chu kang.
Of course, I was messaging lingg the entire journey. Well, at least travel ain't that boring. Though I wished she could reply faster xD I almost dozed off a few times hohoho~~
Got to school at around 12.30? Oh and did I mention I spent another 50 good bucks getting the bloody MRT concession? I'm so dead broke now. So much so I don't even feel like eating anymore...sigh...
I walked down to my lecture theatre to find a large group of my coursemates waiting outside. Apparently another lecture is going on before ours, so we'll have to wait for it to end and everyone inside to clear out before we can enter.
They were a little late though, not that it mattered. It was just so real boring waiting outside.
Finally went in, settled down at about 1 and the lecture begun.
Character design and development!!!! One of the modules I've been looking forward to since the start of my course last year. Alright, gotta be honest...the lecture was hell boring =.=""
I'm sure the tutorial is gonna be freaking awesome xD This is where you let your imaginations run wild!! Design all sorts of shit and really just forget about anatomy. Screw it! =p
After a crawling hour, lecture finally ended at 2. My plan after this was to pick lingg up later. I was still 2 hours away from that so decided to grab a quick lunch first. I'm was starving crazy :(
Being the super poor me, I got a bowl of prawn noodles worth 2 bucks. Serving wasn't exactly large so I was still kinda hungry. I was so tempted to eat something else but decided not to since I'll probably be having dinner with lingg later on...so better save up the little extra to pay for her meal later.
With that, I went back to the station and trained down to bukit batok. I got so engrossed in replying lingg till I almost forgot to alight when the train got there! xD LOL!!!
Next I took 61 down to Ngee Ann. Lingg told me to wait at either block 22 or 23. Being the witty me =p I used the huge map placed at the entrance of ngee ann and navigated my way around :O
Didn't take me 5 minutes to find my way? xD
Then lingg told me to move to lecture theatre 26. Well I looked around, saw lecture theatre 22 and 24, so figured 26 would be slightly deeper in. I walked into a corridoor, turned and there it was. Hell I'm so smart sometimes I hate myself hehehe =p
I saw at the stairs while waiting for lingg since there wasn't anywhere else to sit. Then there was this malay girl crying not too far from me and this chubby chinese guy consoling her. Wonder what's going on O.O
I waited and waited and lingg finally came out of the theatre after being late for 6 minutes? xD Her student leader got abducted by a bangalala bleh~
We hugged and I gave her a kiss like in front of so many people lol =x
Then we went on to take a bus back. I suggested going to jp cause I wanted mochi =x Heck I'm dead poor and still getting mochi =.=
Trained down to jp and then headed straight to fairprice! I saw the tako there! It was so freaking big and juicy I was soooooo tempted to get it!!! CHEW ON IT ARARARARA!!! But but but no money ;( So...had to leave it behind sigh...
Found the mochi and now there is a new box with just strawberry and choco flavours! For...kids... O.O Don't know what makes that box so special but it had that subtitle no other box had LOL! Got it anyhow. Didn't want the one with sesame =/
Paid up and we were both hungry. So went around looking for food!
Ran into jimmy and gang when we passed burger king. Odd what they were doing so far out from school O.o
Oh well =/ Jimmy then told me he was stalking me =.="" I know him better than anyone that he'd do that lol! That lazy dude xD
After walking an entire round, we finally decided to eat at kopitiam. Alright, I'm poor so it wasn't much of a choice. I hope...lingg..didn't mind :(
I got some beef BBQ set and lingg got pontianak wanton noodles o.o
We ate everything up and I drank the soup BANGALALA STYLE!!!! WAHAHAHA!!!!
Alright that done, we headed on back to my house. Trained to lakeside instead of taking a direct bus cause lingg wanted slurpee! Too bad the jp 7-11 outlet had the coke flavour outta stock =/
We got there, got out slurpee and walked back. Then there was this freaking awesome old man walking at the speed of light! He overtook man, woman, teens, kids, babies on prams, lamp posts, cars, trees and even people travelling in the opposite direction!!! LIKE HOLY SHIT!!! UNBELIEVABLE!!! :O
Somehow...I managed to link that to my career back when I was young: An ant exterminator. Well it got lingg cracking up and I felt happy seeing her laugh :)
Okay, I seriously think I have the talent and knack for coming up with lotsa stories and rubbish on the spot. I came up with an entire story without stopping to think LOL! Amazing huh o.o I can remain so calm too...amazing me :O
Anyway, after that me and lingg were just on my bed chatting away. Chatted and chatted and the next time she checked her phone, it was already 9 odd! Time flies!!!! We talked for 3 hours without knowing it!!
Honestly, I doubt I can talk that long with anyone else. I really feel damn comfortable with my beloved lingby :O
She finally had to go back at around 10. I saw her down and 157 came super fast today! I barely had time to fullhouse lingg! Okay maybe I did, cept lingg kept moving her head in the wrong directions xD
Oh well, gave her a final smooch and off she went! I walked back home and saw a full moon on the way. Werewolf....
Got back, took a bathe and went down to blogging.
Lingg was feeling upset about something, something she doesn't even know of =/ Oh well.
Though earlier on she was telling me about her worrying I'll leave, her friends leaving and stuff. It's kinda sad to hear them, but yeah...
I ain't gonna leave, rather I'm afraid she would lol =x
I mean, lotsa guys in engineering yeah =/ oh well, just gotta trust her :)
Anyway lingg, I don't know much about losing friends that were once close to you. Pretty much cause I never really had one. My closest friends were probably my computer and consoles. I still remember sometimes when I was upset and stuff, I'd talk to my computer, sometimes even myself =.= yeah...that was how bad it was, real lonely ya know?
But what I do know is, to keep a bond going, both sides have to put in that effort. If the other party doesn't do much, but if you care. You put in that effort instead to make sure the bond remains strong. After all, if ya waiting for your friend to make a move to ask you out or something, don't forget, at the same time they are probabaly thinking the same. They're probably waiting for you to ask them out. It's mutual yeah?
So lingg, I can't really comment much on friendship. Yet, just to let you know, I'm still here with you yeah? I'll be here if ya need a listening ear and someone to talk to. I know you don't feel comfortable sharing everything with me yet, but if you ever do need it..I'm here for you :)
Don't think too much okay? :) Try to clear your mind and be optimistic! ;D
I didn't see who the caller was when I answered it but I more or less had an idea who it was =x
The caller then hung up, and I looked at the caller. It coupled with 4 messages. Just as I guessed, it was lingg haha~~
The little lingby must be bored or scared or something to ring me up this early =p
Of course, I entertained her xD
I rotted on bed while messaging her. Why? Cause I was still an hour and a half from my prep time =x That was how much earlier I got up cause of my precious lingo xD
Finally it was time to get down to preparation for my 1st day of school after a month long break. Went on to take a shower, washed up, changed and did my hair. After I was done, I walked down to lakeside and trained to yio chu kang.
Of course, I was messaging lingg the entire journey. Well, at least travel ain't that boring. Though I wished she could reply faster xD I almost dozed off a few times hohoho~~
Got to school at around 12.30? Oh and did I mention I spent another 50 good bucks getting the bloody MRT concession? I'm so dead broke now. So much so I don't even feel like eating anymore...sigh...
I walked down to my lecture theatre to find a large group of my coursemates waiting outside. Apparently another lecture is going on before ours, so we'll have to wait for it to end and everyone inside to clear out before we can enter.
They were a little late though, not that it mattered. It was just so real boring waiting outside.
Finally went in, settled down at about 1 and the lecture begun.
Character design and development!!!! One of the modules I've been looking forward to since the start of my course last year. Alright, gotta be honest...the lecture was hell boring =.=""
I'm sure the tutorial is gonna be freaking awesome xD This is where you let your imaginations run wild!! Design all sorts of shit and really just forget about anatomy. Screw it! =p
After a crawling hour, lecture finally ended at 2. My plan after this was to pick lingg up later. I was still 2 hours away from that so decided to grab a quick lunch first. I'm was starving crazy :(
Being the super poor me, I got a bowl of prawn noodles worth 2 bucks. Serving wasn't exactly large so I was still kinda hungry. I was so tempted to eat something else but decided not to since I'll probably be having dinner with lingg later on...so better save up the little extra to pay for her meal later.
With that, I went back to the station and trained down to bukit batok. I got so engrossed in replying lingg till I almost forgot to alight when the train got there! xD LOL!!!
Next I took 61 down to Ngee Ann. Lingg told me to wait at either block 22 or 23. Being the witty me =p I used the huge map placed at the entrance of ngee ann and navigated my way around :O
Didn't take me 5 minutes to find my way? xD
Then lingg told me to move to lecture theatre 26. Well I looked around, saw lecture theatre 22 and 24, so figured 26 would be slightly deeper in. I walked into a corridoor, turned and there it was. Hell I'm so smart sometimes I hate myself hehehe =p
I saw at the stairs while waiting for lingg since there wasn't anywhere else to sit. Then there was this malay girl crying not too far from me and this chubby chinese guy consoling her. Wonder what's going on O.O
I waited and waited and lingg finally came out of the theatre after being late for 6 minutes? xD Her student leader got abducted by a bangalala bleh~
We hugged and I gave her a kiss like in front of so many people lol =x
Then we went on to take a bus back. I suggested going to jp cause I wanted mochi =x Heck I'm dead poor and still getting mochi =.=
Trained down to jp and then headed straight to fairprice! I saw the tako there! It was so freaking big and juicy I was soooooo tempted to get it!!! CHEW ON IT ARARARARA!!! But but but no money ;( So...had to leave it behind sigh...
Found the mochi and now there is a new box with just strawberry and choco flavours! For...kids... O.O Don't know what makes that box so special but it had that subtitle no other box had LOL! Got it anyhow. Didn't want the one with sesame =/
Paid up and we were both hungry. So went around looking for food!
Ran into jimmy and gang when we passed burger king. Odd what they were doing so far out from school O.o
Oh well =/ Jimmy then told me he was stalking me =.="" I know him better than anyone that he'd do that lol! That lazy dude xD
After walking an entire round, we finally decided to eat at kopitiam. Alright, I'm poor so it wasn't much of a choice. I hope...lingg..didn't mind :(
I got some beef BBQ set and lingg got pontianak wanton noodles o.o
We ate everything up and I drank the soup BANGALALA STYLE!!!! WAHAHAHA!!!!
Alright that done, we headed on back to my house. Trained to lakeside instead of taking a direct bus cause lingg wanted slurpee! Too bad the jp 7-11 outlet had the coke flavour outta stock =/
We got there, got out slurpee and walked back. Then there was this freaking awesome old man walking at the speed of light! He overtook man, woman, teens, kids, babies on prams, lamp posts, cars, trees and even people travelling in the opposite direction!!! LIKE HOLY SHIT!!! UNBELIEVABLE!!! :O
Somehow...I managed to link that to my career back when I was young: An ant exterminator. Well it got lingg cracking up and I felt happy seeing her laugh :)
Okay, I seriously think I have the talent and knack for coming up with lotsa stories and rubbish on the spot. I came up with an entire story without stopping to think LOL! Amazing huh o.o I can remain so calm too...amazing me :O
Anyway, after that me and lingg were just on my bed chatting away. Chatted and chatted and the next time she checked her phone, it was already 9 odd! Time flies!!!! We talked for 3 hours without knowing it!!
Honestly, I doubt I can talk that long with anyone else. I really feel damn comfortable with my beloved lingby :O
She finally had to go back at around 10. I saw her down and 157 came super fast today! I barely had time to fullhouse lingg! Okay maybe I did, cept lingg kept moving her head in the wrong directions xD
Oh well, gave her a final smooch and off she went! I walked back home and saw a full moon on the way. Werewolf....
Got back, took a bathe and went down to blogging.
Lingg was feeling upset about something, something she doesn't even know of =/ Oh well.
Though earlier on she was telling me about her worrying I'll leave, her friends leaving and stuff. It's kinda sad to hear them, but yeah...
I ain't gonna leave, rather I'm afraid she would lol =x
I mean, lotsa guys in engineering yeah =/ oh well, just gotta trust her :)
Anyway lingg, I don't know much about losing friends that were once close to you. Pretty much cause I never really had one. My closest friends were probably my computer and consoles. I still remember sometimes when I was upset and stuff, I'd talk to my computer, sometimes even myself =.= yeah...that was how bad it was, real lonely ya know?
But what I do know is, to keep a bond going, both sides have to put in that effort. If the other party doesn't do much, but if you care. You put in that effort instead to make sure the bond remains strong. After all, if ya waiting for your friend to make a move to ask you out or something, don't forget, at the same time they are probabaly thinking the same. They're probably waiting for you to ask them out. It's mutual yeah?
So lingg, I can't really comment much on friendship. Yet, just to let you know, I'm still here with you yeah? I'll be here if ya need a listening ear and someone to talk to. I know you don't feel comfortable sharing everything with me yet, but if you ever do need it..I'm here for you :)
Don't think too much okay? :) Try to clear your mind and be optimistic! ;D
Sunday, April 17, 2011, 10:54 PM
I'm here!!
Mmmm let's see. School's starting tomorrow and since it starts at 1, I'll have some time off before going to bed tonight. That said, I'ma blog as promised haha~~
We left off on friday didn't we? Alright, think we kinda slept soon after my blog post. The next thing I knew was receiving a sweet soft peck on my cheek :O It was nice hoho~~ Well, it's lingg of course! That didn't really wake me up though it got my eyes open for awhile.
Think I fell asleep again? Hmm....t'was kinda blurry but yeah the funeral music playing somewhere in the neighbourhood...oh wait correct that. Blasting in the neighbourhood really got me off mad! Hell I was sleeping and I thought why the heck are they doing such shit dead early in the morning.
That was one helluva annoying crap to start the day. Had I know I'd kill less bangalalas in this area. Maybe target those further away =/
After that, I woke to the sound of typing. Without my specs, couldn't really see what lingg was up to but yeah. Got up cause I needed to use the toilet =p Came back and went to lingg, then realise she was blogging~~ OOPS! Luckily she was already done! =p
Next, lingg asked if I wanted to go along with her to her jie's church service. Really reluctant, but ah, lingg wants it and I can spend time with her so why not? Only worry I had was her PS'ing me with her jie around =/ Now that's a big turnoff lol.
Soooo I bused back home to bathe and get changed. Lingg too! There wasn't really much time to shit, but but but hell it was already at my anus, can't keep it back ya know? So I decided to shit. It kinda delayed my plan for about 10 minutes xD
Of course, I was sorta late. We were supposed to meet up at je but my shitting adventure took a little extra time off =p
Met lingg at je, boarded a train and headed to city hall. PDA all the way!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!
Finally got to city hall and um, her jie was lost at the station lol =x
She found her way around eventually though. With that, we headed to suntec via city link. Along the way her jie was asking if she could have lingg for an hour. I was like zzzzz 1 hour..? I'd die of boredom =.= Fortunately lingg didn't go along LOL!
Oh oh oh and I wanted to get the popcorn thingy at city link but its always so damn crowded I'd hate to wait =.= So I never got the chance to try it :(
Reached suntec and lingg and I was starving. Wanted to eat a little something but the service has already started. With that, I just suggested going up and leave dinner to later on.
Right, in there, it was kinda like some mini concert. Christian songs and stuff. To be honest, it's hell creepy. The way everybody was going along to the music is like as if they're all in a trance. It's just..I don't know, eerie ya know? Like some dark cult stuff with a pop and rock theme to it lol =x
Oh well, I was always against religion, so guess I don't much rights to comment on it. haha =p I'd stick to believing myself then give myself up to something that doesn't exist. Stupid if ya ask me, but ah well. Each to our own :)
After a pretty boring 2 hour service session. It was finally time to go! Rendezvoused with some of her jie's church mates and then we headed off. They were going to somewhere near the singapore flyer thing and then asked if we wanna come along.
I kinda declined. Not really interested lol =/ Not anti-social but, ah just don't feel like hanging out with random people. I'd rather much spend time alone with lingg. Guess maybe lingg felt the same? Don't know lol =x
So on the way down the suntec tower, this guy kept talking to me. When a topic has ended, somehow he manages to find something else to talk about =.= Ya know...I was trying to talk to lingg and he kept caming in zzzzz
Of course, I don't wanna go around hurting people's feelings so entertained him a little. Finally we manage to part and it was just me and lingg! Like finally! ;D
Being the little hungry monsters we were, went searching for food. I had cheap stuff in mind cause I'm working on a budget. Since lingg wanted ramen, oh well =p I dote on her too much to say no xD
Went to tonkichi? Think that's whatcha call it and got some ramen. I didn't order any drinks and the waitress was giving me the O.o look. Like hello? Is there some kinda mandatory rule stating I have to order drinks? Gosh...like seriously...
We took some photos, finished up our ramen, paid a whopping 35 bucks and off we went!
Carrefour next! I wanted to get mochi and some old cracker I used to love when I was young. No luck though. We found neither. Instead, got some random crackers and stuff haha =p
By the time we were done it was like um um um 9.30? About time to head home.
We went and took a train down. Lucky for us, just a nice 2 seater for me and lingg in a secluded spot xD Oh oh while waiting for the train lingg's contacts went crazy and it made her take them off. I wonder what's wrong with that pair of contacts :O
Lotsa cheek pecking in our nice little corner in the train xD Finally reached je and when I was about to get up, lingg pulled me back down. She refused to let me stand. Doors were closing and she wouldn't budge xD That little beloved lingo wanted to come over for the night haha!
Tell ya what, that's what I was really hoping. Never knew she thought the same :O
I was happy! hehehe more time with lingg! Especially since school's starting.
Finally got to lakeside and went to 7-11. Got sprite for lingg and a slurpee for myself. 1st time I had it LOL! Tasted pretty good :)
Then we walked back home. Living room was still lively, so I sat down with lingg in my room and we had a little lovely conversation :) Kinda odd how we can talk about everything under the sun LOL!
At around 12 odd the lights finally went out. Our turn to dominate! Got the mattress, our snacks, computer and time for a movie viewing session!
Hmm we watched....some japanese show. I don't know the title. Subs were in traditional chinese so I barely got what were coming outta the actors mouths =/ I understood most of the stuff by looking at the acting haha xD
Of course, we munched on our snacks! I love the calbee seaweed flavoured chips! Awesome shit.
Then after the show, we went back to my room. We did some smooching and then everything else went blurry. Maybe too tired? Think we eventually fell asleep LOL! =x Unexpected...
Next thing I knew was opening my eyes and seeing lingg beside me :O She was still sound asleep so I have her a little kiss on the cheek :) Then then I hugged her again and fell asleep =p
Throughout the sleep I think we were subconsciously hugging each other LOL! Cause somehow once in awhile after breaking off, I feel arms coming over me xD See! So sweet right? JEALOUS? JEALOUS??? hohoho :O
So finally, I think the next time was lingg waking me up =p Then we played played and smooched till about 3? We were hungry again! So off we went to the market to get some food.
Lingg got dumplings and porridge while I got prawn noodles. Home home home then eat eat!
After finishing my noodles, maybe it was too oily. My stomach felt so uncomfortable. So much so that it made me lie down on the floor lol =/
Lingg eventually pulled me up and back to my room after she was done with her meal ahha =p
Lingg then helped me! :O After that she went a little twitchy, ya know? Horns growing outta the head? And then we spent the next 2 hours playing xD SEEE I kissed your piack like I said I would xD
Finally done and hell I felt like dying. Tired xD
Then we watched husk! Creepy show LOL! Think everyone in it died :( Not too sure about the last guy though. He made it out with a slash in the throat, wonder how long will last even though he got rescued. He'd probably bleed out on the way to a hospital.
In any case, after the show, Lingg had to go. School tomorrow ya know? So I saw her down to the bus stop. Kissed her! FULLHOUSE RAAWRRR!!!! Sigh I'ma gonna miss her when school starts. Not as much time with her anymore =/
Hugged and kisses and soon after her bus came. Didn't take long before she went outta sight =/ Sigh I'm missing that little lingby already :(
Oh well, after that I went back home, and took a shower. Haven't bathed the entire day xD After that, yeah blogging as promised ;D
Lingg! You'll be fine tomorrow! Don't worry too much! Just take things as they come ok? You still have me ahhhH!!!!! ;D
I'm here!!
We left off on friday didn't we? Alright, think we kinda slept soon after my blog post. The next thing I knew was receiving a sweet soft peck on my cheek :O It was nice hoho~~ Well, it's lingg of course! That didn't really wake me up though it got my eyes open for awhile.
Think I fell asleep again? Hmm....t'was kinda blurry but yeah the funeral music playing somewhere in the neighbourhood...oh wait correct that. Blasting in the neighbourhood really got me off mad! Hell I was sleeping and I thought why the heck are they doing such shit dead early in the morning.
That was one helluva annoying crap to start the day. Had I know I'd kill less bangalalas in this area. Maybe target those further away =/
After that, I woke to the sound of typing. Without my specs, couldn't really see what lingg was up to but yeah. Got up cause I needed to use the toilet =p Came back and went to lingg, then realise she was blogging~~ OOPS! Luckily she was already done! =p
Next, lingg asked if I wanted to go along with her to her jie's church service. Really reluctant, but ah, lingg wants it and I can spend time with her so why not? Only worry I had was her PS'ing me with her jie around =/ Now that's a big turnoff lol.
Soooo I bused back home to bathe and get changed. Lingg too! There wasn't really much time to shit, but but but hell it was already at my anus, can't keep it back ya know? So I decided to shit. It kinda delayed my plan for about 10 minutes xD
Of course, I was sorta late. We were supposed to meet up at je but my shitting adventure took a little extra time off =p
Met lingg at je, boarded a train and headed to city hall. PDA all the way!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!
Finally got to city hall and um, her jie was lost at the station lol =x
She found her way around eventually though. With that, we headed to suntec via city link. Along the way her jie was asking if she could have lingg for an hour. I was like zzzzz 1 hour..? I'd die of boredom =.= Fortunately lingg didn't go along LOL!
Oh oh oh and I wanted to get the popcorn thingy at city link but its always so damn crowded I'd hate to wait =.= So I never got the chance to try it :(
Reached suntec and lingg and I was starving. Wanted to eat a little something but the service has already started. With that, I just suggested going up and leave dinner to later on.
Right, in there, it was kinda like some mini concert. Christian songs and stuff. To be honest, it's hell creepy. The way everybody was going along to the music is like as if they're all in a trance. It's just..I don't know, eerie ya know? Like some dark cult stuff with a pop and rock theme to it lol =x
Oh well, I was always against religion, so guess I don't much rights to comment on it. haha =p I'd stick to believing myself then give myself up to something that doesn't exist. Stupid if ya ask me, but ah well. Each to our own :)
After a pretty boring 2 hour service session. It was finally time to go! Rendezvoused with some of her jie's church mates and then we headed off. They were going to somewhere near the singapore flyer thing and then asked if we wanna come along.
I kinda declined. Not really interested lol =/ Not anti-social but, ah just don't feel like hanging out with random people. I'd rather much spend time alone with lingg. Guess maybe lingg felt the same? Don't know lol =x
So on the way down the suntec tower, this guy kept talking to me. When a topic has ended, somehow he manages to find something else to talk about =.= Ya know...I was trying to talk to lingg and he kept caming in zzzzz
Of course, I don't wanna go around hurting people's feelings so entertained him a little. Finally we manage to part and it was just me and lingg! Like finally! ;D
Being the little hungry monsters we were, went searching for food. I had cheap stuff in mind cause I'm working on a budget. Since lingg wanted ramen, oh well =p I dote on her too much to say no xD
Went to tonkichi? Think that's whatcha call it and got some ramen. I didn't order any drinks and the waitress was giving me the O.o look. Like hello? Is there some kinda mandatory rule stating I have to order drinks? Gosh...like seriously...
We took some photos, finished up our ramen, paid a whopping 35 bucks and off we went!
Carrefour next! I wanted to get mochi and some old cracker I used to love when I was young. No luck though. We found neither. Instead, got some random crackers and stuff haha =p
By the time we were done it was like um um um 9.30? About time to head home.
We went and took a train down. Lucky for us, just a nice 2 seater for me and lingg in a secluded spot xD Oh oh while waiting for the train lingg's contacts went crazy and it made her take them off. I wonder what's wrong with that pair of contacts :O
Lotsa cheek pecking in our nice little corner in the train xD Finally reached je and when I was about to get up, lingg pulled me back down. She refused to let me stand. Doors were closing and she wouldn't budge xD That little beloved lingo wanted to come over for the night haha!
Tell ya what, that's what I was really hoping. Never knew she thought the same :O
I was happy! hehehe more time with lingg! Especially since school's starting.
Finally got to lakeside and went to 7-11. Got sprite for lingg and a slurpee for myself. 1st time I had it LOL! Tasted pretty good :)
Then we walked back home. Living room was still lively, so I sat down with lingg in my room and we had a little lovely conversation :) Kinda odd how we can talk about everything under the sun LOL!
At around 12 odd the lights finally went out. Our turn to dominate! Got the mattress, our snacks, computer and time for a movie viewing session!
Hmm we watched....some japanese show. I don't know the title. Subs were in traditional chinese so I barely got what were coming outta the actors mouths =/ I understood most of the stuff by looking at the acting haha xD
Of course, we munched on our snacks! I love the calbee seaweed flavoured chips! Awesome shit.
Then after the show, we went back to my room. We did some smooching and then everything else went blurry. Maybe too tired? Think we eventually fell asleep LOL! =x Unexpected...
Next thing I knew was opening my eyes and seeing lingg beside me :O She was still sound asleep so I have her a little kiss on the cheek :) Then then I hugged her again and fell asleep =p
Throughout the sleep I think we were subconsciously hugging each other LOL! Cause somehow once in awhile after breaking off, I feel arms coming over me xD See! So sweet right? JEALOUS? JEALOUS??? hohoho :O
So finally, I think the next time was lingg waking me up =p Then we played played and smooched till about 3? We were hungry again! So off we went to the market to get some food.
Lingg got dumplings and porridge while I got prawn noodles. Home home home then eat eat!
After finishing my noodles, maybe it was too oily. My stomach felt so uncomfortable. So much so that it made me lie down on the floor lol =/
Lingg eventually pulled me up and back to my room after she was done with her meal ahha =p
Lingg then helped me! :O After that she went a little twitchy, ya know? Horns growing outta the head? And then we spent the next 2 hours playing xD SEEE I kissed your piack like I said I would xD
Finally done and hell I felt like dying. Tired xD
Then we watched husk! Creepy show LOL! Think everyone in it died :( Not too sure about the last guy though. He made it out with a slash in the throat, wonder how long will last even though he got rescued. He'd probably bleed out on the way to a hospital.
In any case, after the show, Lingg had to go. School tomorrow ya know? So I saw her down to the bus stop. Kissed her! FULLHOUSE RAAWRRR!!!! Sigh I'ma gonna miss her when school starts. Not as much time with her anymore =/
Hugged and kisses and soon after her bus came. Didn't take long before she went outta sight =/ Sigh I'm missing that little lingby already :(
Oh well, after that I went back home, and took a shower. Haven't bathed the entire day xD After that, yeah blogging as promised ;D
Lingg! You'll be fine tomorrow! Don't worry too much! Just take things as they come ok? You still have me ahhhH!!!!! ;D
I'm here!!
Friday, April 15, 2011, 4:56 PM
Rekindle the hope
After lingg left last night, I kept pondering. I...really didn't wanna let this relationship go. Hell I've seen and met my share of beautiful ladies, but never have I felt the way I felt for lingg. If I let her go now...I don't know if I'll ever get to find another girl like her.
The words she once told me: The possibilities...
The promises I made to her.
The love I had for her
Then it was clear to me.
I wasn't gonna let her go, not today. These gave me new strength to take to the road again.
With that, I rang lingg up requesting a little conversation to tell her my decision.
Well of course, she thought it was something bad. Maybe she thought I was gonna end our time together. Well, she thought wrong :) I'll need reassurances though, and I made 2 requests. Fortunately, she agreed pretty quickly...I thought she might have opinions different opinions about them. =x
I wasn't gonna end this. The old me might have, but not the me today, not when I'm still holding onto the love I have for her. I told her what I thought about. Wonder if she was surprised at it :O
Yup, so much for a "little" talk. It went for about 2 hours? =/ Till I eventually fell asleep somehow LOL! =x
I didn't actually realise that until this afternoon when she messaged me again, at around 12 odd? Asking if I could come over. I agreed without hesitation, I kinda miss her ya know?
Before that, I took a shower first and had my lunch. Daddy already got my lunch for me, not gonna let it go to waste now are we? :) I got changed, packed my lappy and bused down to lingg's.
Reached there at about 2? The first thing I did when I saw her was look at her wrist. When I laid eyes on it, it really pained me. She has suffered so much :( With that, I went to confiscate her penknife LOL! Actually, she willingly surrendered to me :O
I remembered confiscating her old rusty penknife. Little girl went to get another =/ Gotta blacklist her in all retail shops selling penknifes in singapore LOL!
Then she realised that the notebook roadshow for Ngee Ann was gonna end today at 5. It was already 2.30 when she realised it. We discussed it a little and headed straight down!
Block 56, we expected it to be a block pretty deep in as the number suggests. But it was near the entrance LOL! =x failed numbering system xD
All the better, easier for us haha..
We went around looking at the brochures and eventually decided on a HP one. Cheap and pretty powerful performance. ATI Radeon 6370 HD. Not a weak graphical card at all :O heck, she can even play high end games on that lappy, unless she ends up frying it haha =p
In any case, we didn't have enough cash on hand...so we did advanced order or something along that line. Paid a 50 buck deposit and lingg went on to fill in her particulars. Annddddd it was done, at about 3 odd? =/ Hell we're effecient people o.o
Hmm...anyway, one can't get too slow with me around xD
Been there, done that, we bused back to lingg's house.
She went to bathe and I somehow, fell asleep? Oh wait, think I was sneezing pretty badly...must have hypnotised me =/ Slept and then I suddenly felt a really comfortable presence beside me. Then I felt a hand lay on my tummy :O It was nice, I opened my eyes and saw her :)
Next, she picked up her jap notes and started copying some stuff :O
With nothing much to do, I decided to blog. Then she asked me not to LOL! Cause it was still early =/ Oh well...then I went on to play mass effect instead =p
Then she took out this chocolate with some green paste inside xD Looks LIKE WASABE! LOL! She fed me the chocolate while having some herself...so sweet~~ Wasabe tasted good for the first time =p
By then it was around nearly 7? I suggested going to westmall to get my dinner. We bused down.
Silly girl forgot her EZ link card on the lift down hahaha! We went back up to collect it. Then I asked her if she got her card this time...I even wanted to say, made sure you didn't take a pokemon card or something?
On the bus trip, I somehow came up with this retarded bangalala joke LOL! Well...it got lingg laughing :) I like that ;D
SO a little heads up on it. It was something about bangalal being on my hit list. Hey what can I say? I'm a bangalala population control officer, I have to do it. Number of funerals are getting outta hand though :O Those kids, are really great at turning those lala into chocolate! I might even consider opening a chocolate factory with those kidoes! Good idea no? :O
I got burger king, some old chang kee dang too! Wanted to get the seaweed flavoured calbee/kelby chips. But but shop N save didn't have it sigh...
At at at burger king, I kept making fun of this baby LOL! But seriously, his/her face looks like it was gonna burst any moment. Really....swollen? :O Then it showed me some expression and it made it look like it was trying to tell me: "still making fun of me??? Later I burst for you to see ah!"
Went back to ling's house. She went out to eat her dinner I think? I then sat in her room munching on my dinner.
Then then I don't know what we did after that, nothing much. I played a little again and made me wear pink armour in exchange for a blog post LOL! It looked totally wtf xD Imagine scoping in and seeing a soldier in pink jogging all over the place hoho xD
Then then she finally agreed to let me blog so here I am :)
Oh well, ya know, things are going better than I expected. I am still able to communicate well with lingg. Although once in awhile I do get reminded of what she did and that kinda explains my sudden "sian" expression LOL =x
In any case, lingg...I just wanna let you know that I'm doing the best I can okay? :) I made you that promise, and I don't intend to break it :)
Hmm...her mum knows aboout her wrist thingy. So probably, coupled with lingg staying over at my house that night, think her mum may start to dislike me. Maybe she'd think I'm bad influence. Hope nothing goes wrong =/
Alright I'm about done for today's post, and I'm rekindling the hope :)
Before I forget! Lingg ahhh that ahh lingo pressed my fragile nose and made me go on sneezing rampage! T.T I eventually went out of commission for half an hour lol~~ My weakness ahhhh!!!
The words she once told me: The possibilities...
The promises I made to her.
The love I had for her
Then it was clear to me.
I wasn't gonna let her go, not today. These gave me new strength to take to the road again.
With that, I rang lingg up requesting a little conversation to tell her my decision.
Well of course, she thought it was something bad. Maybe she thought I was gonna end our time together. Well, she thought wrong :) I'll need reassurances though, and I made 2 requests. Fortunately, she agreed pretty quickly...I thought she might have opinions different opinions about them. =x
I wasn't gonna end this. The old me might have, but not the me today, not when I'm still holding onto the love I have for her. I told her what I thought about. Wonder if she was surprised at it :O
Yup, so much for a "little" talk. It went for about 2 hours? =/ Till I eventually fell asleep somehow LOL! =x
I didn't actually realise that until this afternoon when she messaged me again, at around 12 odd? Asking if I could come over. I agreed without hesitation, I kinda miss her ya know?
Before that, I took a shower first and had my lunch. Daddy already got my lunch for me, not gonna let it go to waste now are we? :) I got changed, packed my lappy and bused down to lingg's.
Reached there at about 2? The first thing I did when I saw her was look at her wrist. When I laid eyes on it, it really pained me. She has suffered so much :( With that, I went to confiscate her penknife LOL! Actually, she willingly surrendered to me :O
I remembered confiscating her old rusty penknife. Little girl went to get another =/ Gotta blacklist her in all retail shops selling penknifes in singapore LOL!
Then she realised that the notebook roadshow for Ngee Ann was gonna end today at 5. It was already 2.30 when she realised it. We discussed it a little and headed straight down!
Block 56, we expected it to be a block pretty deep in as the number suggests. But it was near the entrance LOL! =x failed numbering system xD
All the better, easier for us haha..
We went around looking at the brochures and eventually decided on a HP one. Cheap and pretty powerful performance. ATI Radeon 6370 HD. Not a weak graphical card at all :O heck, she can even play high end games on that lappy, unless she ends up frying it haha =p
In any case, we didn't have enough cash on hand...so we did advanced order or something along that line. Paid a 50 buck deposit and lingg went on to fill in her particulars. Annddddd it was done, at about 3 odd? =/ Hell we're effecient people o.o
Hmm...anyway, one can't get too slow with me around xD
Been there, done that, we bused back to lingg's house.
She went to bathe and I somehow, fell asleep? Oh wait, think I was sneezing pretty badly...must have hypnotised me =/ Slept and then I suddenly felt a really comfortable presence beside me. Then I felt a hand lay on my tummy :O It was nice, I opened my eyes and saw her :)
Next, she picked up her jap notes and started copying some stuff :O
With nothing much to do, I decided to blog. Then she asked me not to LOL! Cause it was still early =/ Oh well...then I went on to play mass effect instead =p
Then she took out this chocolate with some green paste inside xD Looks LIKE WASABE! LOL! She fed me the chocolate while having some herself...so sweet~~ Wasabe tasted good for the first time =p
By then it was around nearly 7? I suggested going to westmall to get my dinner. We bused down.
Silly girl forgot her EZ link card on the lift down hahaha! We went back up to collect it. Then I asked her if she got her card this time...I even wanted to say, made sure you didn't take a pokemon card or something?
On the bus trip, I somehow came up with this retarded bangalala joke LOL! Well...it got lingg laughing :) I like that ;D
SO a little heads up on it. It was something about bangalal being on my hit list. Hey what can I say? I'm a bangalala population control officer, I have to do it. Number of funerals are getting outta hand though :O Those kids, are really great at turning those lala into chocolate! I might even consider opening a chocolate factory with those kidoes! Good idea no? :O
I got burger king, some old chang kee dang too! Wanted to get the seaweed flavoured calbee/kelby chips. But but shop N save didn't have it sigh...
At at at burger king, I kept making fun of this baby LOL! But seriously, his/her face looks like it was gonna burst any moment. Really....swollen? :O Then it showed me some expression and it made it look like it was trying to tell me: "still making fun of me??? Later I burst for you to see ah!"
Went back to ling's house. She went out to eat her dinner I think? I then sat in her room munching on my dinner.
Then then I don't know what we did after that, nothing much. I played a little again and made me wear pink armour in exchange for a blog post LOL! It looked totally wtf xD Imagine scoping in and seeing a soldier in pink jogging all over the place hoho xD
Then then she finally agreed to let me blog so here I am :)
Oh well, ya know, things are going better than I expected. I am still able to communicate well with lingg. Although once in awhile I do get reminded of what she did and that kinda explains my sudden "sian" expression LOL =x
In any case, lingg...I just wanna let you know that I'm doing the best I can okay? :) I made you that promise, and I don't intend to break it :)
Hmm...her mum knows aboout her wrist thingy. So probably, coupled with lingg staying over at my house that night, think her mum may start to dislike me. Maybe she'd think I'm bad influence. Hope nothing goes wrong =/
Alright I'm about done for today's post, and I'm rekindling the hope :)
Before I forget! Lingg ahhh that ahh lingo pressed my fragile nose and made me go on sneezing rampage! T.T I eventually went out of commission for half an hour lol~~ My weakness ahhhh!!!
Thursday, April 14, 2011, 10:56 PM
Silent words
So I was off in school early in the morning for my pre-semestral briefing. Received news later that lingg wanted to meet. I was so ecstatic, I was so happy.
However, that eagerness didn't last any longer than a 45 minute train ride.
While walking around jurong point looking for a new pair of earpiece, I found out she went over to her ex's house. Overnight.
Those two replies alone to my questions: yar. yar.
Just these two...tore my heart in half. Hell tears just started swelling up and rolled off my cheek, in public. I never thought such a thing would ever occur to me, but looks like it did. I was...devastated.
Then I went off to look for a quiet spot to just sit down, and calm myself. I wanted to tell myself this shit ain't true, but what's right before me...I can't deny. I just walked and walked and found this isolated playground. I just climbed onto it, sat down and pretty much broke again.
I really couldn't believe what had happened...
I sat there thinking...
Lingg denied anything occured between them. Hell..I don't know why but somehow I believed it. Yet...that believe alone isn't gonna solve anything. A guy and a girl, ex-boyfriend at that overnight...what else can I possibly believe?
Maybe she really never cheated on me. I somehow still believe that now. Yet it doesn't change the fact that the line has been crossed. I feel so hurt. The one person, the one girl I have loved and trusted so much...did this to me...
She said she wanted to get back at me. Yeah fine, there are lotsa ways to get back at me...but this...this is too much. This is something beyond what I can accept already. This...is probably beyond what anybody can accept had it happened to them.
Lotsa thoughts ran through my mind. Then the sky turned dark, and I thought I should just head home. Lingg later told me she wanted to collect some photos taken from my phone earlier in the week.
She came not long after.
Then I just slept while she sat somewhere on my armchair. I just didn't know how to face her. Or maybe...I just couldn't face what she has done to me. This part of me just somehow refuses to believe it.
After a long while, I couldn't stand it anymore. I...just couldn't see her like this ya know? It hurts me so much to see her in this state, so much so that I'd rather blame myself for what has happened. So much that I'm making myself believe that I have caused this myself, I can't blame anyone else but myself. Somehow...I just don't wanna see her so upset.
I thought she might be thirsty so I got her a drink and..tried talking to her. Guess what? She doesn't have anything to say to me. What else could I say then?
Hell it feels so painful. It's like I can't even feel a god-damned thing anymore. My heart...she took a blade and pushed right through it. My love and utmost trust towards her...she hurled them outta the window when she took that step.
Heck ya know...I really wanted to spend my life with her. So much that I eventually hardened myself to never give her up under any circumstances. Now...I don't know what to do anymore. I still don't wanna give her up...but I can't find it in myself to accept that of what she has done.
She always had that characteristic that threw things around..tantrums and all that. Can't say I'm a fan of them, but I have come to accept them as her, and despite this...I know she was the one. She was the one I'd walk down the rest of my life with. Damn it wasn't easy finding a girl you'd even think of doing that with, now I finally did...fuck cupid wants to take it from me...
FUCK IT! My first relationship, the girl ran off. Second, the girl chucked me aside too. Now...the same thing is gonna happen again. Why can't you fucking cupids just gimme a chance HUH?! Why can't you bloody angels just gimme a chance to make it work out. Why the hell do you cupids...have to do this to me...
If this is all it's ever worth...why even shoot the cupid arrow into me in the first place...? Why make me love so much, then throw it all away?
Can somebody tell me what to do...? I'm stuck in between. I know I love her...and I don't wanna give her up, but another part of me just can't accept what has been done.
I feel so lonely...if only there was someone I could talk to...
Yet always at the end of the day, I just practically find myself talking to myself. Naively reassuring myself that everything will be fine...
Fuck...I love her so much man....why did it have to come to this...?
I really miss her....
However, that eagerness didn't last any longer than a 45 minute train ride.
While walking around jurong point looking for a new pair of earpiece, I found out she went over to her ex's house. Overnight.
Those two replies alone to my questions: yar. yar.
Just these two...tore my heart in half. Hell tears just started swelling up and rolled off my cheek, in public. I never thought such a thing would ever occur to me, but looks like it did. I was...devastated.
Then I went off to look for a quiet spot to just sit down, and calm myself. I wanted to tell myself this shit ain't true, but what's right before me...I can't deny. I just walked and walked and found this isolated playground. I just climbed onto it, sat down and pretty much broke again.
I really couldn't believe what had happened...
I sat there thinking...
Lingg denied anything occured between them. Hell..I don't know why but somehow I believed it. Yet...that believe alone isn't gonna solve anything. A guy and a girl, ex-boyfriend at that overnight...what else can I possibly believe?
Maybe she really never cheated on me. I somehow still believe that now. Yet it doesn't change the fact that the line has been crossed. I feel so hurt. The one person, the one girl I have loved and trusted so much...did this to me...
She said she wanted to get back at me. Yeah fine, there are lotsa ways to get back at me...but this...this is too much. This is something beyond what I can accept already. This...is probably beyond what anybody can accept had it happened to them.
Lotsa thoughts ran through my mind. Then the sky turned dark, and I thought I should just head home. Lingg later told me she wanted to collect some photos taken from my phone earlier in the week.
She came not long after.
Then I just slept while she sat somewhere on my armchair. I just didn't know how to face her. Or maybe...I just couldn't face what she has done to me. This part of me just somehow refuses to believe it.
After a long while, I couldn't stand it anymore. I...just couldn't see her like this ya know? It hurts me so much to see her in this state, so much so that I'd rather blame myself for what has happened. So much that I'm making myself believe that I have caused this myself, I can't blame anyone else but myself. Somehow...I just don't wanna see her so upset.
I thought she might be thirsty so I got her a drink and..tried talking to her. Guess what? She doesn't have anything to say to me. What else could I say then?
Hell it feels so painful. It's like I can't even feel a god-damned thing anymore. My heart...she took a blade and pushed right through it. My love and utmost trust towards her...she hurled them outta the window when she took that step.
Heck ya know...I really wanted to spend my life with her. So much that I eventually hardened myself to never give her up under any circumstances. Now...I don't know what to do anymore. I still don't wanna give her up...but I can't find it in myself to accept that of what she has done.
She always had that characteristic that threw things around..tantrums and all that. Can't say I'm a fan of them, but I have come to accept them as her, and despite this...I know she was the one. She was the one I'd walk down the rest of my life with. Damn it wasn't easy finding a girl you'd even think of doing that with, now I finally did...fuck cupid wants to take it from me...
FUCK IT! My first relationship, the girl ran off. Second, the girl chucked me aside too. Now...the same thing is gonna happen again. Why can't you fucking cupids just gimme a chance HUH?! Why can't you bloody angels just gimme a chance to make it work out. Why the hell do you cupids...have to do this to me...
If this is all it's ever worth...why even shoot the cupid arrow into me in the first place...? Why make me love so much, then throw it all away?
Can somebody tell me what to do...? I'm stuck in between. I know I love her...and I don't wanna give her up, but another part of me just can't accept what has been done.
I feel so lonely...if only there was someone I could talk to...
Yet always at the end of the day, I just practically find myself talking to myself. Naively reassuring myself that everything will be fine...
Fuck...I love her so much man....why did it have to come to this...?
I really miss her....
Wednesday, April 13, 2011, 9:38 PM
Gomenasai
So had a little exchange just now in the late evening with lingg. Sigh...of course, I never said she was ever wrong in her opinions and feelings, and I never blamed her for it.
Yeah...in any case, I sure have my own share of faults too. What can I say? Maybe I'm a lousy guy after all, contrary to what she chose to believe in.
Anyway, later on my cousin came up again and passed me another gift from H&M. A bowler hat this time. It was then I realised the scarf mentioned 2 posts down wasn't meant for me. It was for my sis, the hat on the other hand, is for me.
Well figures, was wondering why a red polka-dotted scarf for me. Seems kinda a weird choice, my hunch was right :O In any case, the hat suits alot better yeah.
I actually asked lingg if I could go over. Yeah this voice in my head telling me that I have school briefing dead early in the morning, and that I had to be back by 10. Yet I just so much wanna see her, see how's she doing. That prompted me to ask. Well...kinda got rejected either way =/
So guess I won't be heading over, as much as I want to.
After that I just went down to thoughts. I don't know if she still wants me anymore. Given how she finally mentioned how tired she was of all these.
If it was the old me, I would have probably given up, or said something of that like. There I don't want to, not now. I just really wanna be with her, my whole life if I could. True she makes me mad or sad sometimes, but regardless of how she treats me with her attitude...I just find my mind drifting back to her always. Then these images start filling my mind and a phrase she once told me will make me back away from the thought of giving up.
The phrase: You wanna give all that possibility up?
Now, I don't wanna give those possibilities up, as long as there is that glimmer of hope and chance. I wanna...make her my wife...ya know?
Yeah...even with that thought. I never really believed I had that kinda fortune. I know myself better than anyone, my luck and fortune, it never laid with love. Something always screws up to take it from me, be it external or myself.
Seems falling into place doesn't it? I just hope...she won't give up. Then again, with a lousy guy, or possibly a lousy boyfriend like me....if I were her, I don't know why I'd stay for.
That aside, later on I received a call from the dude who did the survey for me yesterday at orchard. Guess what? He is telling me I have been shortlisted by his company to do freelance jobs. All I have to do is turn up for some sorta orientation tomorrow and I'm hired O.O
Sounds a little too good to be true, but no harm finding out. The term freelance is real tempting there. Nothing beats doing a job as a freelancer.
So now I'm doing this post, I don't know what for, but yeah...
But I guess the main crux here is to apologise to my beloved lingg.
Saw it on one of her posts, regardless a girl is right or wrong in an argument, always accomodate her.
With that, I'm just gonna put all that shit aside and say I'm sorry lingg. I missed that out, well...guess that just makes me a real shitty guy doesn't it? Doesn't really matter to me anymore. But...
Yeah...
Lingg, I'm very sorry.
I hope...you won't give up. I know I don't want to.
Gomenasai...
Yeah...in any case, I sure have my own share of faults too. What can I say? Maybe I'm a lousy guy after all, contrary to what she chose to believe in.
Anyway, later on my cousin came up again and passed me another gift from H&M. A bowler hat this time. It was then I realised the scarf mentioned 2 posts down wasn't meant for me. It was for my sis, the hat on the other hand, is for me.
Well figures, was wondering why a red polka-dotted scarf for me. Seems kinda a weird choice, my hunch was right :O In any case, the hat suits alot better yeah.
I actually asked lingg if I could go over. Yeah this voice in my head telling me that I have school briefing dead early in the morning, and that I had to be back by 10. Yet I just so much wanna see her, see how's she doing. That prompted me to ask. Well...kinda got rejected either way =/
So guess I won't be heading over, as much as I want to.
After that I just went down to thoughts. I don't know if she still wants me anymore. Given how she finally mentioned how tired she was of all these.
If it was the old me, I would have probably given up, or said something of that like. There I don't want to, not now. I just really wanna be with her, my whole life if I could. True she makes me mad or sad sometimes, but regardless of how she treats me with her attitude...I just find my mind drifting back to her always. Then these images start filling my mind and a phrase she once told me will make me back away from the thought of giving up.
The phrase: You wanna give all that possibility up?
Now, I don't wanna give those possibilities up, as long as there is that glimmer of hope and chance. I wanna...make her my wife...ya know?
Yeah...even with that thought. I never really believed I had that kinda fortune. I know myself better than anyone, my luck and fortune, it never laid with love. Something always screws up to take it from me, be it external or myself.
Seems falling into place doesn't it? I just hope...she won't give up. Then again, with a lousy guy, or possibly a lousy boyfriend like me....if I were her, I don't know why I'd stay for.
That aside, later on I received a call from the dude who did the survey for me yesterday at orchard. Guess what? He is telling me I have been shortlisted by his company to do freelance jobs. All I have to do is turn up for some sorta orientation tomorrow and I'm hired O.O
Sounds a little too good to be true, but no harm finding out. The term freelance is real tempting there. Nothing beats doing a job as a freelancer.
So now I'm doing this post, I don't know what for, but yeah...
But I guess the main crux here is to apologise to my beloved lingg.
Saw it on one of her posts, regardless a girl is right or wrong in an argument, always accomodate her.
With that, I'm just gonna put all that shit aside and say I'm sorry lingg. I missed that out, well...guess that just makes me a real shitty guy doesn't it? Doesn't really matter to me anymore. But...
Yeah...
Lingg, I'm very sorry.
I hope...you won't give up. I know I don't want to.
Gomenasai...
Necessary?
Wow...woke up at 3:45. Well at least I would have woken much earlier weren't it for another quarrel. Alright, maybe it isn't a quarrel yet, but a conflict of opinions.
Last night, I stayed up the entire way, staring at my phone. So much hoping that it'll vibrate, cause that means lingg is finally willing to talk to me. I was worried about what was happening. I was already dead tired, yet I tried my best to keep my eyes open so I won't miss a response from lingg if it ever came.
Finally, at 6am, it vibrated. Yes it was lingg! Ya know how happy I was when she finally talked to me? I was practically laughing to myself.
So much for that, it was rather shortlived. A few exchange of responses later, she asked me to go over at that time. I was fine with that, but I was real tired so I requested a couple of hours rest before heading over. Guess what? I couldn't even get a little bit of rest after staying up the whole night worrying about her. That was how we ended up in conflict. Besides, hey...it's not like I won't go over ya know?
2-3 hours of sleep at best. That'll be enough for me to recharge up and get myself walking around. That's all I asked for and it's not possible to grant it...
So I spent the whole night worrying about her and this was the response I got...
Heck it's not like I didn't care about her right? If I didn't cared, I would have went off to bed instead of trying to get her talking again or waiting for her response at that.
Hey, and it's not like I blame her. I might sound like I am, but I ain't.
For starters, she was upset about me, about something and it's most definitely related to me. I haven't the slightest clue what it was, but I wasn't mad at her or anything for her being upset that way. Why? Cause I know that's her, and it's definitely my fault something went wrong which led to her behaviour. That was why I tried so hard to get her talking again.
As for the subsequent incident, I was wrong to have even started that conflict of agreements given her current state of emotions. That, I don't deny. Yet I'm not fully at fault too. She does have part of the blame for even disallowing a couple hours of sleep after staying up for her the whole night. I'm no machine ya know?
With that, I accept my faults as they are. If I'm in the wrong, hell I don't deny them. However, in this case. I don't take all the blame. True I have 2 faults hanging on me. First being the one causing lingg to be upset and another for starting the conflict. That doesn't eraze the last fault which falls onto her, for disallowing the simple request and creating the spark for conflict.
Sheesh...those things aside. It's like...5 days? That's all we have left till school reopens and god knows how much time we can spend with each other anymore. Yet such things have to happen? Can't we just embrace the last 5 days where we can fully dedicate to each other?
Is all these necessary at all?
Last night, I stayed up the entire way, staring at my phone. So much hoping that it'll vibrate, cause that means lingg is finally willing to talk to me. I was worried about what was happening. I was already dead tired, yet I tried my best to keep my eyes open so I won't miss a response from lingg if it ever came.
Finally, at 6am, it vibrated. Yes it was lingg! Ya know how happy I was when she finally talked to me? I was practically laughing to myself.
So much for that, it was rather shortlived. A few exchange of responses later, she asked me to go over at that time. I was fine with that, but I was real tired so I requested a couple of hours rest before heading over. Guess what? I couldn't even get a little bit of rest after staying up the whole night worrying about her. That was how we ended up in conflict. Besides, hey...it's not like I won't go over ya know?
2-3 hours of sleep at best. That'll be enough for me to recharge up and get myself walking around. That's all I asked for and it's not possible to grant it...
So I spent the whole night worrying about her and this was the response I got...
Heck it's not like I didn't care about her right? If I didn't cared, I would have went off to bed instead of trying to get her talking again or waiting for her response at that.
Hey, and it's not like I blame her. I might sound like I am, but I ain't.
For starters, she was upset about me, about something and it's most definitely related to me. I haven't the slightest clue what it was, but I wasn't mad at her or anything for her being upset that way. Why? Cause I know that's her, and it's definitely my fault something went wrong which led to her behaviour. That was why I tried so hard to get her talking again.
As for the subsequent incident, I was wrong to have even started that conflict of agreements given her current state of emotions. That, I don't deny. Yet I'm not fully at fault too. She does have part of the blame for even disallowing a couple hours of sleep after staying up for her the whole night. I'm no machine ya know?
With that, I accept my faults as they are. If I'm in the wrong, hell I don't deny them. However, in this case. I don't take all the blame. True I have 2 faults hanging on me. First being the one causing lingg to be upset and another for starting the conflict. That doesn't eraze the last fault which falls onto her, for disallowing the simple request and creating the spark for conflict.
Sheesh...those things aside. It's like...5 days? That's all we have left till school reopens and god knows how much time we can spend with each other anymore. Yet such things have to happen? Can't we just embrace the last 5 days where we can fully dedicate to each other?
Is all these necessary at all?
Tuesday, April 12, 2011, 10:58 PM
Appreciation
Alrighty, so I'm settled in, waiting for lingg to...well talk to me =x While waiting, might as well blog..so she can read it once she decides to talk to me. Mmmm soon...I hope :(
In any case, I'll get to that later. Let's start with today's events. I woke at 11.30 and then went on over to my grandma's to collect stuff my cousin got for me on his backpacking trip to Europe. He just touched down this morning.
So let's see, he got me the all famous kermes donuts from London!!!! Hell yeah!! Always wanted to try those out. Wondered why are they so famous. Tried the colourful one with the nice little sugar sprinklers on top and guess what...it tastes, ordinary..? LOL! Well sure wasn't the heavenly feeling I was expecting. Hmm....
Besides that, my cousin also got me a red polka dotted scarf xD I wonder what was with the choice of colour haha~
I won't be wearing it. Don't like polka dots and sure don't have any clothing to go with a red scarf xD Yet, I don't feel disappointed. It's the thought that counts ;D At least he remembers his little cousin while having fun there xD
With that, collected my stuff, talked to him a little and went back home to wash up and prepare for the day. Will be heading out with lingg today. Today, we'll be catching Rio, Jiao Hi =x and hopefully, find a couple of jeans too. Have searched so many places and always returned empty handed.
Why? Ya know, it doesn't do yourself any justice to pay 70 bucks or so for an ordinary looking jeans that nobody will recognise O.O
After getting ready, I bused down to lingg's house as intended before heading out.
She opened the door wrapped in her usual red towel. Oh wait, it's hot pink, kept slipping my mind =p
So she went to prepare, I went into her room to lie down since there wasn't anything else I could do. I kinda fell asleep xD
At long last, she finally woke me up xD It felt like I had slept for hours LOL! So I looked at the time and it was 2:42 :O She sure took her own sweet time xD Not that I mind though, you wanna look good? You'll have to invest the time haha. True enough, she does look pretty nice today :)
Her time spent matching the clothing paid off =p
Right, then we headed out. Took 106 down to orchard. Photo taking session on the bus LOL! She always have to pick the time when I have a runny nose to take pictures xD Maybe she likes red noses :O
Anyway, took quite awhile to get there. Finally did. We alighted and walked over to cineleisure to get tickets. Rio at 5pm!
I was kinda hungry next, haven't eaten my lunch yet. Lingg wanted something to chew on too, so she suggested suki sushi. I asked her where it was and she told me it was in cineleisure. I gave her this look: O.O
Why? Cause I sure as hell don't remember a suki sushi here :O Anyway, she sounded confident so off we went :)
Guess what we found? Nihon Mura instead LOL!!! Hahahaha yeah I knew there was Nihon Mura here, but not Suki Sushi. That was why I felt odd when she said there was =p
In any case, guess lingg just can't possibly resist the charms of chawanmushi! LOL!! Off we went into the restaurant~ Ordered our stuff and she took pictures again LOLOL =p We have tons of photos for today.
We finished our food pretty quickly as there wasn't much and lingg, as usual wanted to be her little chef =p
Too bad for her though, there wasn't much ingredients left from our food so there was only this much she could mess around with hehe~~
Next, he headed up for the movie!
I must say, most of these animations don't fail to earn my praises. It was pretty good :) There were a couple of hilarious portions in the film. Most notably? There was this toucan telling blue (our hero macau bird) to say this to a female macau he was courting: Tell her you have beautiful eyes :O
Well...being blur as blue was he took that literally and told the female macau that HE had beautiful eyes LLOL!!!!!!! Then later on the blunder made him choke on something and the female macau helped him to push the thing out by hugging him from behind and pushing.
Know what it looked like? Yes, intercourse LOL!! With both genders swapping roles xD Hell it cracked me up xD
We had popcorn and drinks while we watched the movie and the little mixture really made me feel so stuffed =x
After the show ended, we went to look for my jeans. Went to 313, then paragon and then Ion. Result? NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Empty handed again D;
Lingg then said I was picky. Well...of course ya gotta pick the good stuff right xD And that isn't exactly a bad thing now is it? I picked lingg as my girlfriend, so that means, she's good stuff! ;D
Later on I told her she was beautiful in today's clothing. Bet she was giggling inside of her LOL! :)
We went to taka and got some tako and tako balls! :O
Spent so much today =x
After that, it was already 9 and about time to head on home. Then lingg started showing her sad emotions. Yeah...she started ignoring me for reasons I have absolutely no idea about :(
The whole trip home was just...sad and quiet. She wouldn't talk to me, she wouldn't even look at me. The worst part? I have no idea what happened =/ She went all sour after I got the tako balls. Surely the tako balls didn't make her upset did they? =x
Oh well, I walked her to the lift lobby and..mmm didn't go up with her. Lift doors closed and she didn't even look at me :(
I walked out into the open and looked at her as she walked down the corridoor on the 12th floor. She went outta sight before I went to wait for my bus.
Finally back home now, and she still isn't talking to me :(
What have I done? Hope she talks to me soon...sigh =/
Alright that's about it for today, I'll go try my luck again. Adios~
In any case, I'll get to that later. Let's start with today's events. I woke at 11.30 and then went on over to my grandma's to collect stuff my cousin got for me on his backpacking trip to Europe. He just touched down this morning.
So let's see, he got me the all famous kermes donuts from London!!!! Hell yeah!! Always wanted to try those out. Wondered why are they so famous. Tried the colourful one with the nice little sugar sprinklers on top and guess what...it tastes, ordinary..? LOL! Well sure wasn't the heavenly feeling I was expecting. Hmm....
Besides that, my cousin also got me a red polka dotted scarf xD I wonder what was with the choice of colour haha~
I won't be wearing it. Don't like polka dots and sure don't have any clothing to go with a red scarf xD Yet, I don't feel disappointed. It's the thought that counts ;D At least he remembers his little cousin while having fun there xD
With that, collected my stuff, talked to him a little and went back home to wash up and prepare for the day. Will be heading out with lingg today. Today, we'll be catching Rio, Jiao Hi =x and hopefully, find a couple of jeans too. Have searched so many places and always returned empty handed.
Why? Ya know, it doesn't do yourself any justice to pay 70 bucks or so for an ordinary looking jeans that nobody will recognise O.O
After getting ready, I bused down to lingg's house as intended before heading out.
She opened the door wrapped in her usual red towel. Oh wait, it's hot pink, kept slipping my mind =p
So she went to prepare, I went into her room to lie down since there wasn't anything else I could do. I kinda fell asleep xD
At long last, she finally woke me up xD It felt like I had slept for hours LOL! So I looked at the time and it was 2:42 :O She sure took her own sweet time xD Not that I mind though, you wanna look good? You'll have to invest the time haha. True enough, she does look pretty nice today :)
Her time spent matching the clothing paid off =p
Right, then we headed out. Took 106 down to orchard. Photo taking session on the bus LOL! She always have to pick the time when I have a runny nose to take pictures xD Maybe she likes red noses :O
Anyway, took quite awhile to get there. Finally did. We alighted and walked over to cineleisure to get tickets. Rio at 5pm!
I was kinda hungry next, haven't eaten my lunch yet. Lingg wanted something to chew on too, so she suggested suki sushi. I asked her where it was and she told me it was in cineleisure. I gave her this look: O.O
Why? Cause I sure as hell don't remember a suki sushi here :O Anyway, she sounded confident so off we went :)
Guess what we found? Nihon Mura instead LOL!!! Hahahaha yeah I knew there was Nihon Mura here, but not Suki Sushi. That was why I felt odd when she said there was =p
In any case, guess lingg just can't possibly resist the charms of chawanmushi! LOL!! Off we went into the restaurant~ Ordered our stuff and she took pictures again LOLOL =p We have tons of photos for today.
We finished our food pretty quickly as there wasn't much and lingg, as usual wanted to be her little chef =p
Too bad for her though, there wasn't much ingredients left from our food so there was only this much she could mess around with hehe~~
Next, he headed up for the movie!
I must say, most of these animations don't fail to earn my praises. It was pretty good :) There were a couple of hilarious portions in the film. Most notably? There was this toucan telling blue (our hero macau bird) to say this to a female macau he was courting: Tell her you have beautiful eyes :O
Well...being blur as blue was he took that literally and told the female macau that HE had beautiful eyes LLOL!!!!!!! Then later on the blunder made him choke on something and the female macau helped him to push the thing out by hugging him from behind and pushing.
Know what it looked like? Yes, intercourse LOL!! With both genders swapping roles xD Hell it cracked me up xD
We had popcorn and drinks while we watched the movie and the little mixture really made me feel so stuffed =x
After the show ended, we went to look for my jeans. Went to 313, then paragon and then Ion. Result? NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Empty handed again D;
Lingg then said I was picky. Well...of course ya gotta pick the good stuff right xD And that isn't exactly a bad thing now is it? I picked lingg as my girlfriend, so that means, she's good stuff! ;D
Later on I told her she was beautiful in today's clothing. Bet she was giggling inside of her LOL! :)
We went to taka and got some tako and tako balls! :O
Spent so much today =x
After that, it was already 9 and about time to head on home. Then lingg started showing her sad emotions. Yeah...she started ignoring me for reasons I have absolutely no idea about :(
The whole trip home was just...sad and quiet. She wouldn't talk to me, she wouldn't even look at me. The worst part? I have no idea what happened =/ She went all sour after I got the tako balls. Surely the tako balls didn't make her upset did they? =x
Oh well, I walked her to the lift lobby and..mmm didn't go up with her. Lift doors closed and she didn't even look at me :(
I walked out into the open and looked at her as she walked down the corridoor on the 12th floor. She went outta sight before I went to wait for my bus.
Finally back home now, and she still isn't talking to me :(
What have I done? Hope she talks to me soon...sigh =/
Alright that's about it for today, I'll go try my luck again. Adios~
