Wednesday, April 20, 2011, 12:56 AM
Do dreams ever come true?
Hallelujah~~
Damn I woke this morning at 7. Eyes were still barely open and I felt dreamy. Slept at about 2 last night? So I had around 6 hours of sleep.
So much felt like just rotting on my bed but yeah...important lesson today, can't afford to be late. That said, I got up, washed up, changed, did my hair and off I went to lakeside!
While walking, I rang lingg up to give her a morning call since it was already 7.30! She sounded kinda pissed over the phone. I thought she didn't like me giving her a morning call and waking her a few minutes prior to her alarm so I hung up soon after.
Sodding train station was packed full of people. Disgusting :( It was so hard to get in, and some people, just have to squeeze in no matter what even though it's obvious even to the blind that there wasn't shit space left! AHH!!! Feel like pushing them out!! NO SPACE ALREADY LUH NNB!!!
I swear I'ma get that driving license and rid myself of this shit :(
Oh wait...my dad uses the car in the morning....NOOOOOO~~~~ D;
Alright so fortunately I managed to find a seat in the train headed to yio chu kang cause everyone cleared out at jurong east.
Lingg was probably busy preparing for school so she didn't reply my messages. I just fell asleep on the train =x
As usual, thanks to my body clock, I woke up at khatib lolol =p
And and and it was so freaking scary in the morning! The whole yio chu kang station and the sheltered pathway to my school was filled with tons and tons of people! I swore it resembled the bangalala super wet market the last time I was in bangalaladeshidesu.
It was so packed it was impossible to overtake and everyone was moving so slowly! Took me a good 20 minutes to get to my block when usually about 10 minutes would suffice. Waste my time! Dayum!!
OKay, so got to the studio just on time. Today's lesson is from 9-12 on 3D modeling, after which I'll pick lingg up after her orientation.
1st lesson, we got 2 assignments already =/ I swear year 2 is gonna be hell =x Hope hope lingg will understand if I have lotsa work to do...
In any case, lecture was boring as usual and the lecturer tried to make things more fun by cracking lame jokes. Nobody laughed caused the "jokes" were epically lame and totally...not funny. I swear I'd do a better job up there xD
Assignment was something on modeling a grandfather clock. Lesson was important cause I didn't wanna miss out any details so was real slow at replying lingg. SORRY LINGG!! After lesson ended, there was 2 hours to spare before heading down to pick lingg up. With that, I thought I'd stay back like half an hour in the studio to do the assignment a little. 30 minutes went up and I was half done xD hohoho~~~
SHORTCUTS FTW!
Next went down to have lunch with 2 of my friends. Went around 2 canteens cause the first one we went to was so packed there wasn't any seats at all. Went back to the usual canteen and I got the cheap prawn noodles again. Working on a budget, no choice. Save as much as possible so I can spend on lingg.
The last time I ordered I had it at 2 bucks, today I tried the 2.50 one hoping for a larger portion. Guess what? I couldn't tell a difference. I finished it in less than five =.=""
Sigh...I'm so hungry :(
Anyway, after that lingg called and then we started discussing where we could head to for the day. Things didn't go exactly as planned. Met her at west mall in the end and wasted I don't know how long standing at one spot discussing it =/
Eventually she walked away. I don't know, normally in my own anger I'd walk my own direction too..but I didn't. I missed her ya know? Even if she's mad at me, if I could just be by her side, it's good enough for me. I don't ask for much, I just wanna be with her. Also...I was afraid she'd do something foolish again...I'm not gonna let that happen. She's always threatening me with it LOL! =x And and and...I knew she didn't had anyone else to turn to, I'm her only salvation ya know? If I walked away, I'd be as good as me abandoning her in her times of need...I'll just be a bastard if I did that.
So I just tailed her, quiet all the way back to her house. She started using her com so I laid on her bed, looking at her back view. I really just wanna talk to her, look into her eyes and spend time with her. I don't really care what we do, so long as we're together =x
Somehow, after awhile she left her com and walked to me. I was so happy! Then then I think the ice started to melt and we were fine again :)
Then I helped her call a random number she received calls from. Turns out to be the notebook supplier she ordered from. That silly girl! Lucky I insisted on calling, or she'd miss it totally and miss collecting her notebook! LOL!
Not too long later, her jie came...I was like...oh gosh...
Then thought came up that might be better if I left. I didn't want to, cause I wanted to spend time with lingg.
But but but the last 3 experiences...was just real bad. I was left to rot 2-3 hours on end D; Traumatising ya know :O And and and I can't talk to lingg, or at least I can't be myself with someone else around. Feels so...outta place =/
Anyway, I stayed when I was told her jie won't be staying for long.
She cooked curry for me! The japanese curry we bought 2 weeks back? Or longer? LOL! There were chicken wings too!
Dinner was served not too long later and eat eat! Curry smelled great! Not to mention the wings were real nice! She was complaining about it being too oily, well...I ain't worried about that xD More oil better! hohoho~~ Rice was real little though xD Usually I eat alot more, but I didn't wanna trouble lingg anymore. Hence I declined when she wanted to cook more rice for me. Still real sweet of her though, thanks lingg :)
Honest, it wasn't a filling dinner, but it was great! Especially when cooked by my own girlfriend for me, it tasted even better :) Thanks lingg! I want more!! ;D
Next we just spent time together doing I don't know what. I just miss her so much :O
Then her mum discussed about getting her new phone with her. She gave the familiar look when she left the room after the discussion haha~~ I told lingg she'd get it for her, true enough, she came back in not long after xD
After that we were just hugging and stuff. I hugged her from behind and she did the same too! =D it's nice! And and we started singing xD Wondered if I sounded awful to her o.o Oh well =/
Oh and and cute lingby wrote a letter for me LOL! She wouldn't let me see the contents till I left though =/
Awhile later after a couple more singing, it was 10.30 and time for me to go. I left my jacket behind for her since she wanted it :) How I wish there was something for me to hug too! To make it feel like she's here with me when she isn't :(
Then then went down to wait for 157 home. Lingg came with me! We PDA PDA PDA haha xD Bus took a good 30 minutes to arrive today, oh well not that I minded, more time with lingg :)
Bus came eventually, gave lingg a couple more final kisses and off I went. I read the letter on the bus =p
It's kinda nice of her, never received a letter like this before :)
Got back home, took a shower again cause of my hair and then went down to blogging on txt file since net is acting odd today.
On the letter she mentioned how I was the only one left for her and asked me to never leave her. Hell ya know, I'm hoping she won't leave me haha, not even gonna think of leaving her. I really hope...one day...she'll grow to love me. Until then, I'll keep hoping...
Ya know, I just...wish I could...
Well give me a couple million of dollars and I'd marry lingg right away and settle down with her.
Imagine I can spend every single day, every hour, every minute, every second with her....so great isn't it?
I'd wake her up in the morning.
Have breakfast with her.
Send her to work.
Pick her up from work.
Have meals together.
Walk around together.
Go home together.
Watch Television together.
Eat snacks together.
Enjoy the night together.
Cuddle and embrace each other all the way through.
Sleep beside her.
Hug her to sleep every night.
How I really wish I could do that...like right now...
I wonder...will I get that chance? Do dreams...ever come true?
Damn I woke this morning at 7. Eyes were still barely open and I felt dreamy. Slept at about 2 last night? So I had around 6 hours of sleep.
So much felt like just rotting on my bed but yeah...important lesson today, can't afford to be late. That said, I got up, washed up, changed, did my hair and off I went to lakeside!
While walking, I rang lingg up to give her a morning call since it was already 7.30! She sounded kinda pissed over the phone. I thought she didn't like me giving her a morning call and waking her a few minutes prior to her alarm so I hung up soon after.
Sodding train station was packed full of people. Disgusting :( It was so hard to get in, and some people, just have to squeeze in no matter what even though it's obvious even to the blind that there wasn't shit space left! AHH!!! Feel like pushing them out!! NO SPACE ALREADY LUH NNB!!!
I swear I'ma get that driving license and rid myself of this shit :(
Oh wait...my dad uses the car in the morning....NOOOOOO~~~~ D;
Alright so fortunately I managed to find a seat in the train headed to yio chu kang cause everyone cleared out at jurong east.
Lingg was probably busy preparing for school so she didn't reply my messages. I just fell asleep on the train =x
As usual, thanks to my body clock, I woke up at khatib lolol =p
And and and it was so freaking scary in the morning! The whole yio chu kang station and the sheltered pathway to my school was filled with tons and tons of people! I swore it resembled the bangalala super wet market the last time I was in bangalaladeshidesu.
It was so packed it was impossible to overtake and everyone was moving so slowly! Took me a good 20 minutes to get to my block when usually about 10 minutes would suffice. Waste my time! Dayum!!
OKay, so got to the studio just on time. Today's lesson is from 9-12 on 3D modeling, after which I'll pick lingg up after her orientation.
1st lesson, we got 2 assignments already =/ I swear year 2 is gonna be hell =x Hope hope lingg will understand if I have lotsa work to do...
In any case, lecture was boring as usual and the lecturer tried to make things more fun by cracking lame jokes. Nobody laughed caused the "jokes" were epically lame and totally...not funny. I swear I'd do a better job up there xD
Assignment was something on modeling a grandfather clock. Lesson was important cause I didn't wanna miss out any details so was real slow at replying lingg. SORRY LINGG!! After lesson ended, there was 2 hours to spare before heading down to pick lingg up. With that, I thought I'd stay back like half an hour in the studio to do the assignment a little. 30 minutes went up and I was half done xD hohoho~~~
SHORTCUTS FTW!
Next went down to have lunch with 2 of my friends. Went around 2 canteens cause the first one we went to was so packed there wasn't any seats at all. Went back to the usual canteen and I got the cheap prawn noodles again. Working on a budget, no choice. Save as much as possible so I can spend on lingg.
The last time I ordered I had it at 2 bucks, today I tried the 2.50 one hoping for a larger portion. Guess what? I couldn't tell a difference. I finished it in less than five =.=""
Sigh...I'm so hungry :(
Anyway, after that lingg called and then we started discussing where we could head to for the day. Things didn't go exactly as planned. Met her at west mall in the end and wasted I don't know how long standing at one spot discussing it =/
Eventually she walked away. I don't know, normally in my own anger I'd walk my own direction too..but I didn't. I missed her ya know? Even if she's mad at me, if I could just be by her side, it's good enough for me. I don't ask for much, I just wanna be with her. Also...I was afraid she'd do something foolish again...I'm not gonna let that happen. She's always threatening me with it LOL! =x And and and...I knew she didn't had anyone else to turn to, I'm her only salvation ya know? If I walked away, I'd be as good as me abandoning her in her times of need...I'll just be a bastard if I did that.
So I just tailed her, quiet all the way back to her house. She started using her com so I laid on her bed, looking at her back view. I really just wanna talk to her, look into her eyes and spend time with her. I don't really care what we do, so long as we're together =x
Somehow, after awhile she left her com and walked to me. I was so happy! Then then I think the ice started to melt and we were fine again :)
Then I helped her call a random number she received calls from. Turns out to be the notebook supplier she ordered from. That silly girl! Lucky I insisted on calling, or she'd miss it totally and miss collecting her notebook! LOL!
Not too long later, her jie came...I was like...oh gosh...
Then thought came up that might be better if I left. I didn't want to, cause I wanted to spend time with lingg.
But but but the last 3 experiences...was just real bad. I was left to rot 2-3 hours on end D; Traumatising ya know :O And and and I can't talk to lingg, or at least I can't be myself with someone else around. Feels so...outta place =/
Anyway, I stayed when I was told her jie won't be staying for long.
She cooked curry for me! The japanese curry we bought 2 weeks back? Or longer? LOL! There were chicken wings too!
Dinner was served not too long later and eat eat! Curry smelled great! Not to mention the wings were real nice! She was complaining about it being too oily, well...I ain't worried about that xD More oil better! hohoho~~ Rice was real little though xD Usually I eat alot more, but I didn't wanna trouble lingg anymore. Hence I declined when she wanted to cook more rice for me. Still real sweet of her though, thanks lingg :)
Honest, it wasn't a filling dinner, but it was great! Especially when cooked by my own girlfriend for me, it tasted even better :) Thanks lingg! I want more!! ;D
Next we just spent time together doing I don't know what. I just miss her so much :O
Then her mum discussed about getting her new phone with her. She gave the familiar look when she left the room after the discussion haha~~ I told lingg she'd get it for her, true enough, she came back in not long after xD
After that we were just hugging and stuff. I hugged her from behind and she did the same too! =D it's nice! And and we started singing xD Wondered if I sounded awful to her o.o Oh well =/
Oh and and cute lingby wrote a letter for me LOL! She wouldn't let me see the contents till I left though =/
Awhile later after a couple more singing, it was 10.30 and time for me to go. I left my jacket behind for her since she wanted it :) How I wish there was something for me to hug too! To make it feel like she's here with me when she isn't :(
Then then went down to wait for 157 home. Lingg came with me! We PDA PDA PDA haha xD Bus took a good 30 minutes to arrive today, oh well not that I minded, more time with lingg :)
Bus came eventually, gave lingg a couple more final kisses and off I went. I read the letter on the bus =p
It's kinda nice of her, never received a letter like this before :)
Got back home, took a shower again cause of my hair and then went down to blogging on txt file since net is acting odd today.
On the letter she mentioned how I was the only one left for her and asked me to never leave her. Hell ya know, I'm hoping she won't leave me haha, not even gonna think of leaving her. I really hope...one day...she'll grow to love me. Until then, I'll keep hoping...
Ya know, I just...wish I could...
Well give me a couple million of dollars and I'd marry lingg right away and settle down with her.
Imagine I can spend every single day, every hour, every minute, every second with her....so great isn't it?
I'd wake her up in the morning.
Have breakfast with her.
Send her to work.
Pick her up from work.
Have meals together.
Walk around together.
Go home together.
Watch Television together.
Eat snacks together.
Enjoy the night together.
Cuddle and embrace each other all the way through.
Sleep beside her.
Hug her to sleep every night.
How I really wish I could do that...like right now...
I wonder...will I get that chance? Do dreams...ever come true?
