Friday, April 15, 2011, 4:56 PM
Rekindle the hope
After lingg left last night, I kept pondering. I...really didn't wanna let this relationship go. Hell I've seen and met my share of beautiful ladies, but never have I felt the way I felt for lingg. If I let her go now...I don't know if I'll ever get to find another girl like her.
The words she once told me: The possibilities...
The promises I made to her.
The love I had for her
Then it was clear to me.
I wasn't gonna let her go, not today. These gave me new strength to take to the road again.
With that, I rang lingg up requesting a little conversation to tell her my decision.
Well of course, she thought it was something bad. Maybe she thought I was gonna end our time together. Well, she thought wrong :) I'll need reassurances though, and I made 2 requests. Fortunately, she agreed pretty quickly...I thought she might have opinions different opinions about them. =x
I wasn't gonna end this. The old me might have, but not the me today, not when I'm still holding onto the love I have for her. I told her what I thought about. Wonder if she was surprised at it :O
Yup, so much for a "little" talk. It went for about 2 hours? =/ Till I eventually fell asleep somehow LOL! =x
I didn't actually realise that until this afternoon when she messaged me again, at around 12 odd? Asking if I could come over. I agreed without hesitation, I kinda miss her ya know?
Before that, I took a shower first and had my lunch. Daddy already got my lunch for me, not gonna let it go to waste now are we? :) I got changed, packed my lappy and bused down to lingg's.
Reached there at about 2? The first thing I did when I saw her was look at her wrist. When I laid eyes on it, it really pained me. She has suffered so much :( With that, I went to confiscate her penknife LOL! Actually, she willingly surrendered to me :O
I remembered confiscating her old rusty penknife. Little girl went to get another =/ Gotta blacklist her in all retail shops selling penknifes in singapore LOL!
Then she realised that the notebook roadshow for Ngee Ann was gonna end today at 5. It was already 2.30 when she realised it. We discussed it a little and headed straight down!
Block 56, we expected it to be a block pretty deep in as the number suggests. But it was near the entrance LOL! =x failed numbering system xD
All the better, easier for us haha..
We went around looking at the brochures and eventually decided on a HP one. Cheap and pretty powerful performance. ATI Radeon 6370 HD. Not a weak graphical card at all :O heck, she can even play high end games on that lappy, unless she ends up frying it haha =p
In any case, we didn't have enough cash on hand...so we did advanced order or something along that line. Paid a 50 buck deposit and lingg went on to fill in her particulars. Annddddd it was done, at about 3 odd? =/ Hell we're effecient people o.o
Hmm...anyway, one can't get too slow with me around xD
Been there, done that, we bused back to lingg's house.
She went to bathe and I somehow, fell asleep? Oh wait, think I was sneezing pretty badly...must have hypnotised me =/ Slept and then I suddenly felt a really comfortable presence beside me. Then I felt a hand lay on my tummy :O It was nice, I opened my eyes and saw her :)
Next, she picked up her jap notes and started copying some stuff :O
With nothing much to do, I decided to blog. Then she asked me not to LOL! Cause it was still early =/ Oh well...then I went on to play mass effect instead =p
Then she took out this chocolate with some green paste inside xD Looks LIKE WASABE! LOL! She fed me the chocolate while having some herself...so sweet~~ Wasabe tasted good for the first time =p
By then it was around nearly 7? I suggested going to westmall to get my dinner. We bused down.
Silly girl forgot her EZ link card on the lift down hahaha! We went back up to collect it. Then I asked her if she got her card this time...I even wanted to say, made sure you didn't take a pokemon card or something?
On the bus trip, I somehow came up with this retarded bangalala joke LOL! Well...it got lingg laughing :) I like that ;D
SO a little heads up on it. It was something about bangalal being on my hit list. Hey what can I say? I'm a bangalala population control officer, I have to do it. Number of funerals are getting outta hand though :O Those kids, are really great at turning those lala into chocolate! I might even consider opening a chocolate factory with those kidoes! Good idea no? :O
I got burger king, some old chang kee dang too! Wanted to get the seaweed flavoured calbee/kelby chips. But but shop N save didn't have it sigh...
At at at burger king, I kept making fun of this baby LOL! But seriously, his/her face looks like it was gonna burst any moment. Really....swollen? :O Then it showed me some expression and it made it look like it was trying to tell me: "still making fun of me??? Later I burst for you to see ah!"
Went back to ling's house. She went out to eat her dinner I think? I then sat in her room munching on my dinner.
Then then I don't know what we did after that, nothing much. I played a little again and made me wear pink armour in exchange for a blog post LOL! It looked totally wtf xD Imagine scoping in and seeing a soldier in pink jogging all over the place hoho xD
Then then she finally agreed to let me blog so here I am :)
Oh well, ya know, things are going better than I expected. I am still able to communicate well with lingg. Although once in awhile I do get reminded of what she did and that kinda explains my sudden "sian" expression LOL =x
In any case, lingg...I just wanna let you know that I'm doing the best I can okay? :) I made you that promise, and I don't intend to break it :)
Hmm...her mum knows aboout her wrist thingy. So probably, coupled with lingg staying over at my house that night, think her mum may start to dislike me. Maybe she'd think I'm bad influence. Hope nothing goes wrong =/
Alright I'm about done for today's post, and I'm rekindling the hope :)
Before I forget! Lingg ahhh that ahh lingo pressed my fragile nose and made me go on sneezing rampage! T.T I eventually went out of commission for half an hour lol~~ My weakness ahhhh!!!
The words she once told me: The possibilities...
The promises I made to her.
The love I had for her
Then it was clear to me.
I wasn't gonna let her go, not today. These gave me new strength to take to the road again.
With that, I rang lingg up requesting a little conversation to tell her my decision.
Well of course, she thought it was something bad. Maybe she thought I was gonna end our time together. Well, she thought wrong :) I'll need reassurances though, and I made 2 requests. Fortunately, she agreed pretty quickly...I thought she might have opinions different opinions about them. =x
I wasn't gonna end this. The old me might have, but not the me today, not when I'm still holding onto the love I have for her. I told her what I thought about. Wonder if she was surprised at it :O
Yup, so much for a "little" talk. It went for about 2 hours? =/ Till I eventually fell asleep somehow LOL! =x
I didn't actually realise that until this afternoon when she messaged me again, at around 12 odd? Asking if I could come over. I agreed without hesitation, I kinda miss her ya know?
Before that, I took a shower first and had my lunch. Daddy already got my lunch for me, not gonna let it go to waste now are we? :) I got changed, packed my lappy and bused down to lingg's.
Reached there at about 2? The first thing I did when I saw her was look at her wrist. When I laid eyes on it, it really pained me. She has suffered so much :( With that, I went to confiscate her penknife LOL! Actually, she willingly surrendered to me :O
I remembered confiscating her old rusty penknife. Little girl went to get another =/ Gotta blacklist her in all retail shops selling penknifes in singapore LOL!
Then she realised that the notebook roadshow for Ngee Ann was gonna end today at 5. It was already 2.30 when she realised it. We discussed it a little and headed straight down!
Block 56, we expected it to be a block pretty deep in as the number suggests. But it was near the entrance LOL! =x failed numbering system xD
All the better, easier for us haha..
We went around looking at the brochures and eventually decided on a HP one. Cheap and pretty powerful performance. ATI Radeon 6370 HD. Not a weak graphical card at all :O heck, she can even play high end games on that lappy, unless she ends up frying it haha =p
In any case, we didn't have enough cash on hand...so we did advanced order or something along that line. Paid a 50 buck deposit and lingg went on to fill in her particulars. Annddddd it was done, at about 3 odd? =/ Hell we're effecient people o.o
Hmm...anyway, one can't get too slow with me around xD
Been there, done that, we bused back to lingg's house.
She went to bathe and I somehow, fell asleep? Oh wait, think I was sneezing pretty badly...must have hypnotised me =/ Slept and then I suddenly felt a really comfortable presence beside me. Then I felt a hand lay on my tummy :O It was nice, I opened my eyes and saw her :)
Next, she picked up her jap notes and started copying some stuff :O
With nothing much to do, I decided to blog. Then she asked me not to LOL! Cause it was still early =/ Oh well...then I went on to play mass effect instead =p
Then she took out this chocolate with some green paste inside xD Looks LIKE WASABE! LOL! She fed me the chocolate while having some herself...so sweet~~ Wasabe tasted good for the first time =p
By then it was around nearly 7? I suggested going to westmall to get my dinner. We bused down.
Silly girl forgot her EZ link card on the lift down hahaha! We went back up to collect it. Then I asked her if she got her card this time...I even wanted to say, made sure you didn't take a pokemon card or something?
On the bus trip, I somehow came up with this retarded bangalala joke LOL! Well...it got lingg laughing :) I like that ;D
SO a little heads up on it. It was something about bangalal being on my hit list. Hey what can I say? I'm a bangalala population control officer, I have to do it. Number of funerals are getting outta hand though :O Those kids, are really great at turning those lala into chocolate! I might even consider opening a chocolate factory with those kidoes! Good idea no? :O
I got burger king, some old chang kee dang too! Wanted to get the seaweed flavoured calbee/kelby chips. But but shop N save didn't have it sigh...
At at at burger king, I kept making fun of this baby LOL! But seriously, his/her face looks like it was gonna burst any moment. Really....swollen? :O Then it showed me some expression and it made it look like it was trying to tell me: "still making fun of me??? Later I burst for you to see ah!"
Went back to ling's house. She went out to eat her dinner I think? I then sat in her room munching on my dinner.
Then then I don't know what we did after that, nothing much. I played a little again and made me wear pink armour in exchange for a blog post LOL! It looked totally wtf xD Imagine scoping in and seeing a soldier in pink jogging all over the place hoho xD
Then then she finally agreed to let me blog so here I am :)
Oh well, ya know, things are going better than I expected. I am still able to communicate well with lingg. Although once in awhile I do get reminded of what she did and that kinda explains my sudden "sian" expression LOL =x
In any case, lingg...I just wanna let you know that I'm doing the best I can okay? :) I made you that promise, and I don't intend to break it :)
Hmm...her mum knows aboout her wrist thingy. So probably, coupled with lingg staying over at my house that night, think her mum may start to dislike me. Maybe she'd think I'm bad influence. Hope nothing goes wrong =/
Alright I'm about done for today's post, and I'm rekindling the hope :)
Before I forget! Lingg ahhh that ahh lingo pressed my fragile nose and made me go on sneezing rampage! T.T I eventually went out of commission for half an hour lol~~ My weakness ahhhh!!!
