Monday, May 30, 2011, 8:33 PM
Overshot!
Kinda forgot to mention I have already exceeded my 100th post!
I still remember how I was against blogging, pretty much cause there never was much to blog about. Nobody reads it anyway so I never saw the point. Who would have thought after the opening of my blog, I have finally reached 102 posts :O
So...let's start from yesterday shall we? Sunday.
Woke at around 12? No wait...I think it was 11 odd? Well cause lingo kept ranging me up on my phone LOL! Didn't quite hear the initial rings, the later ones finally roused me though :O
So picked it up and crapped a little with her. Suppossedly today I'm gonna be going with ahlingo to Bedoky for her clothing collection.
So I went to grab a quick lunch, then prepared and stuff. Did a little work too :O Damned model! AHHH!!!!
Anyway, left house at around 2.30? Arranged to meet lingo at Jurong East at 3. Before leaving house, I told her so, andddddd no reply :O
I went on ahead anyway =p
Got to Jurong East at around 2:52 and started ringing lingo up. SHE NEVER ANSWER AHHH!!!! LOL!!!! WHat is she doing? hehehehehe ~~~~~~~ Finally at around 3:05? She finally replied me. Telling me she just left house!! Oh well, now she owes me something xD
I waited and waited till she finally got here at around 3:20.
We boarded the train and finally met up with each other :) She's wearing low cut ahhhh :O
SHe did make-up too haha, she was complaining how long it has been since she last did so.
While on the train, she was so afraid of me rubbing her nose with mine xD Why? Cause she was worried patches would appear on her foundation like the last time =p
Not sure if the train was fast or whatnot, we finally reached Bedok sharply at 4. At only around 35 minutes. And there I was aexpecting it to b3 a 45-60 minute journey from Jurong East :O
Lingo tapped out with my card and came back with her new "toys" =p LIKE A KID UH!!!! SO CUTE HOHOHO~~~
We boarded a return train and while on it, lingo was fumbling through her new clothing haha~~
She got so many...I have none D;
Return trip seemed longer for some reason o.o
We snapped photos along the way too! Long time since we last did. Luckily I was charming on the day and lingo was looking pwetty too xD SEEEE!!!! WAKAKAKA!!!!
So we returned back to ahlingo's house. There, I realised she didn't even look at the messages I sent via msn xD Bet she was in a real rush~~
SO she changed into her new clothing for me to see. Kinda like a fashion show xD Then then there was this white collar shirt like clothing that looked really nice :)
And guess what? It's the nicest yet cheapest of the lot =/ Moral of the story? Buy cheaper stuff! hohoho~~~
After awhile, lingg took out pringles and we munched a little on it.
6 came and it was time for me to head back to do up my model. We went to the nearby coffeeshop to get lingo's fish burger first. Cheena chef took the wrong order lol! =x
Yeah and it was real hot, we were both sweating like crazy. Then after that bused back down to my house. 157 took forever =/
It was so damn crowded too! Crazy stuff :(
Fortunately, crowding nightmare didn't last long though :) We were back soon enough.
There was pizza for dinner! I gobbled up 8 slices xD Lingg ate her fishy burger and had a cup of coke using my personal cup! :)
Lingg seemed pretty engrossed with this hong kong drama playing lol :O Thought she didn't like them o.o
In any case, after that went back to my room to work on our stuff. I did my model and lingo worked on her math. Later on I helped her with her comiss speech too :O
Hope it was worth something =x
Not too long after, it was 10 and lingg had to go. I saw her down to the bus stop.
Bus came soon and I quickly gave her a fullhouse! Was in such a rush I kinda messed up the order xD
Next, I went back home to continue on the model =/
Finally slept at around 1 odd? Yeah...
Next day~~ Monday!
Woke at around 11 today. As usual, got up, showered and prepared for school. Will be some kinda museum excursion today...so yeah =/
Trained down to school and waited for everyone to gather. Bus arrived at around 1.30?
We had our attendance taken and off we went! Bus was nice and cool, draw the side curtains and it was a nice environment to relax in xD
Don't remember how long the journey was though :O We finally arrived at city hall! And I told lingg somerset =/ Cause I saw beach road LOL! Didn't realise we were actually at city hall till I saw the bras besah center.
In any case, went in and this old dude was our tour guide for the day. So we went all over and he described stuff to us. The antique toys there are like worth thousands in USD ~.~ The most expansive toy I saw was this robot dude worth 35 grand! Crazy shit =/
The owner actually went around the world collecting these toys. Imagine how rich he actually is o.o He was an engineer too :O Designs engines for submarines and rockets :O
SO at the 3rd floor? There was this nice looking sofa. So me and my friend went to sit on it. HOLY SHIT! IT'S FUCKING COMFORTABLE!!!! Then then the guide came by, saw us lying on the sofa and asked "comfortable eh? This set is ordered from belgium at 30000 USD" Then we were like WTF??!! 30 grand?!!
And I was hoping I could end up with a sofa like that xD 30 grand? I don't think so LOL! Seriously, the engineer guy must be filthy rich =.=
Whole thing ended at 4 odd and it was time to go. Still had work to finish up. With that, I walked down to the city hall station and trained back home.
So now, I'm just taking a break and blogging. Will be resuming work later. I kinda miss her =/
I still remember how I was against blogging, pretty much cause there never was much to blog about. Nobody reads it anyway so I never saw the point. Who would have thought after the opening of my blog, I have finally reached 102 posts :O
So...let's start from yesterday shall we? Sunday.
Woke at around 12? No wait...I think it was 11 odd? Well cause lingo kept ranging me up on my phone LOL! Didn't quite hear the initial rings, the later ones finally roused me though :O
So picked it up and crapped a little with her. Suppossedly today I'm gonna be going with ahlingo to Bedoky for her clothing collection.
So I went to grab a quick lunch, then prepared and stuff. Did a little work too :O Damned model! AHHH!!!!
Anyway, left house at around 2.30? Arranged to meet lingo at Jurong East at 3. Before leaving house, I told her so, andddddd no reply :O
I went on ahead anyway =p
Got to Jurong East at around 2:52 and started ringing lingo up. SHE NEVER ANSWER AHHH!!!! LOL!!!! WHat is she doing? hehehehehe ~~~~~~~ Finally at around 3:05? She finally replied me. Telling me she just left house!! Oh well, now she owes me something xD
I waited and waited till she finally got here at around 3:20.
We boarded the train and finally met up with each other :) She's wearing low cut ahhhh :O
SHe did make-up too haha, she was complaining how long it has been since she last did so.
While on the train, she was so afraid of me rubbing her nose with mine xD Why? Cause she was worried patches would appear on her foundation like the last time =p
Not sure if the train was fast or whatnot, we finally reached Bedok sharply at 4. At only around 35 minutes. And there I was aexpecting it to b3 a 45-60 minute journey from Jurong East :O
Lingo tapped out with my card and came back with her new "toys" =p LIKE A KID UH!!!! SO CUTE HOHOHO~~~
We boarded a return train and while on it, lingo was fumbling through her new clothing haha~~
She got so many...I have none D;
Return trip seemed longer for some reason o.o
We snapped photos along the way too! Long time since we last did. Luckily I was charming on the day and lingo was looking pwetty too xD SEEEE!!!! WAKAKAKA!!!!
So we returned back to ahlingo's house. There, I realised she didn't even look at the messages I sent via msn xD Bet she was in a real rush~~
SO she changed into her new clothing for me to see. Kinda like a fashion show xD Then then there was this white collar shirt like clothing that looked really nice :)
And guess what? It's the nicest yet cheapest of the lot =/ Moral of the story? Buy cheaper stuff! hohoho~~~
After awhile, lingg took out pringles and we munched a little on it.
6 came and it was time for me to head back to do up my model. We went to the nearby coffeeshop to get lingo's fish burger first. Cheena chef took the wrong order lol! =x
Yeah and it was real hot, we were both sweating like crazy. Then after that bused back down to my house. 157 took forever =/
It was so damn crowded too! Crazy stuff :(
Fortunately, crowding nightmare didn't last long though :) We were back soon enough.
There was pizza for dinner! I gobbled up 8 slices xD Lingg ate her fishy burger and had a cup of coke using my personal cup! :)
Lingg seemed pretty engrossed with this hong kong drama playing lol :O Thought she didn't like them o.o
In any case, after that went back to my room to work on our stuff. I did my model and lingo worked on her math. Later on I helped her with her comiss speech too :O
Hope it was worth something =x
Not too long after, it was 10 and lingg had to go. I saw her down to the bus stop.
Bus came soon and I quickly gave her a fullhouse! Was in such a rush I kinda messed up the order xD
Next, I went back home to continue on the model =/
Finally slept at around 1 odd? Yeah...
Next day~~ Monday!
Woke at around 11 today. As usual, got up, showered and prepared for school. Will be some kinda museum excursion today...so yeah =/
Trained down to school and waited for everyone to gather. Bus arrived at around 1.30?
We had our attendance taken and off we went! Bus was nice and cool, draw the side curtains and it was a nice environment to relax in xD
Don't remember how long the journey was though :O We finally arrived at city hall! And I told lingg somerset =/ Cause I saw beach road LOL! Didn't realise we were actually at city hall till I saw the bras besah center.
In any case, went in and this old dude was our tour guide for the day. So we went all over and he described stuff to us. The antique toys there are like worth thousands in USD ~.~ The most expansive toy I saw was this robot dude worth 35 grand! Crazy shit =/
The owner actually went around the world collecting these toys. Imagine how rich he actually is o.o He was an engineer too :O Designs engines for submarines and rockets :O
SO at the 3rd floor? There was this nice looking sofa. So me and my friend went to sit on it. HOLY SHIT! IT'S FUCKING COMFORTABLE!!!! Then then the guide came by, saw us lying on the sofa and asked "comfortable eh? This set is ordered from belgium at 30000 USD" Then we were like WTF??!! 30 grand?!!
And I was hoping I could end up with a sofa like that xD 30 grand? I don't think so LOL! Seriously, the engineer guy must be filthy rich =.=
Whole thing ended at 4 odd and it was time to go. Still had work to finish up. With that, I walked down to the city hall station and trained back home.
So now, I'm just taking a break and blogging. Will be resuming work later. I kinda miss her =/
Saturday, May 28, 2011, 3:34 AM
Heavy lids
Let's see, it's 3.35 at the moment. In the morning mind you =x Kinda odd why I'd be blogging early in the morning no?
Simple! I got back home, went to sleep....missed my alarm, shit woke me up! :O
Yeah, was really tired :( Why? I'll explain...
So the day before, after class I went on to lingo's house! Think she was kinda tired, so I went over instead. We...played a little~~~ That ahlingo uh!! :)
After we were done, I was whining away about reading her diary and rotting on her bed xD She just refused to let me in on it!! Till till she eventually came in with food like pringles etc... :O
I rejected all of them xD Although I was hungry =x Then she finally asked if I wanna join them for dinner. SURE why not? hohohoho~~
Soso not too long later her mum was done with the cooking and off we went! Wings~~~ Chicky wings~~~~ tuition!! Get it? xD
Lingo was like so worried I wouldn't get enough rice :) And and the amounr of rice she eats..I can finish in like a mouthful? =x LOL! SO little YA KNOW???!!!! She's gonna be immortal soon =x
Then her sis joined us on the table and her mum even helped her with the chicken wings O.O I must admit I'm pretty much a spoilt child, but lingo's sis was even more spoilt =x
Anyway, after finishing, lingg asked me to return to her room to continue on my work. I was hesitant at first cause I wanna stay with her, but then...ahhh crap...work D; So back in I went.
Didn't take me too long to finish the family illustration and then I started bugging lingg for her diary again xD Buggy~~~~
She eventually gave in on the condition that it was only one entry :) Read some parts concerning me and I must say! So much of it ain't true!! :O
By the time I finished reading it was 9.35 and time for me to head off. Lingo saw me down and guess what? 157 came almost immediately. We didn't even have time for a fullhouse exchange! Only had time for a couple of kisses =/ Oh well, better than nothing =p
SO headed back home and continued on refining my work. Lingg went to bed pretty early I think? I continued working and working. Clock went on and on and the next thing I knew when I looked at the clock again, it was already 5 am =.=
Then I was like holy shit!!! I haven't sleep! And lessons the next day go till 6!!! I'm freaking screwed like a bubbha on a flag pole!
I coulda slept for an hour or so, but I chose not to. Cause I'd probably be too damn tired to wake once I close my eyes. Didn't wanna miss lessons lol =x
SO 6 came and I went to prepare. After that left for school pretty early, thought I'd go to school and sleep xD Since sinec there'll be people to wake me up when lesosn starts LOL!
So I trained down, walked to my studios. Yeah it was empy at around 8. Sososo I slept =p My drool woke me up :O Luckily nobody saw hehe ;D
So lesson started and yeah not gonna go into it. Nothing special.
Break came at around 12 and I went off to print stuff for the assignment submission. Guess what? 4 bucks! And I already spent 6 yesterday on another print :(
Then went back up and realised there was some error with the prints...so I had to go print again! D; Eat so much money!! sigh....
So I finally finished my stuff at 2. I didn't wanna eat alone so I helped my friend with his pasting. SO he could finish earlier and we could go for lunch. Im hungry! And tired! AND FAT!
So finally done and down we went to eat. I ordered U-mian + noodles!!! Didn't take 10 minutes to finish everything. Got a drink and up we went again.
I slept for awhile more till lecturer came in at 3. Then it was work work work and work again till 6. I'm fat!
After dimissal, the only thought on my mind was to get some rest. But I miss lingo :(
Guess I won't be able to see her today =/
SO I quickly headed home and once there, I got changed like the wind and laid down on my cool bed~~~ SO COMFORTABLE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Then then kinda fell asleep :O
Next time I knew, it was already 3. I remembered setting my alarm at 11pm. So...either I was too tired and missed the alarm, or the alarm decide to cock up on me and not ring instead LOL! =x
So why am I blogging? For lingo! Since I have the time anyway :) Alright lids are getting heavy again and lingg is already asleep since she didn't reply my messages. So....Ima go grab a bite and then head back to sleep. Nighties!
Simple! I got back home, went to sleep....missed my alarm, shit woke me up! :O
Yeah, was really tired :( Why? I'll explain...
So the day before, after class I went on to lingo's house! Think she was kinda tired, so I went over instead. We...played a little~~~ That ahlingo uh!! :)
After we were done, I was whining away about reading her diary and rotting on her bed xD She just refused to let me in on it!! Till till she eventually came in with food like pringles etc... :O
I rejected all of them xD Although I was hungry =x Then she finally asked if I wanna join them for dinner. SURE why not? hohohoho~~
Soso not too long later her mum was done with the cooking and off we went! Wings~~~ Chicky wings~~~~ tuition!! Get it? xD
Lingo was like so worried I wouldn't get enough rice :) And and the amounr of rice she eats..I can finish in like a mouthful? =x LOL! SO little YA KNOW???!!!! She's gonna be immortal soon =x
Then her sis joined us on the table and her mum even helped her with the chicken wings O.O I must admit I'm pretty much a spoilt child, but lingo's sis was even more spoilt =x
Anyway, after finishing, lingg asked me to return to her room to continue on my work. I was hesitant at first cause I wanna stay with her, but then...ahhh crap...work D; So back in I went.
Didn't take me too long to finish the family illustration and then I started bugging lingg for her diary again xD Buggy~~~~
She eventually gave in on the condition that it was only one entry :) Read some parts concerning me and I must say! So much of it ain't true!! :O
By the time I finished reading it was 9.35 and time for me to head off. Lingo saw me down and guess what? 157 came almost immediately. We didn't even have time for a fullhouse exchange! Only had time for a couple of kisses =/ Oh well, better than nothing =p
SO headed back home and continued on refining my work. Lingg went to bed pretty early I think? I continued working and working. Clock went on and on and the next thing I knew when I looked at the clock again, it was already 5 am =.=
Then I was like holy shit!!! I haven't sleep! And lessons the next day go till 6!!! I'm freaking screwed like a bubbha on a flag pole!
I coulda slept for an hour or so, but I chose not to. Cause I'd probably be too damn tired to wake once I close my eyes. Didn't wanna miss lessons lol =x
SO 6 came and I went to prepare. After that left for school pretty early, thought I'd go to school and sleep xD Since sinec there'll be people to wake me up when lesosn starts LOL!
So I trained down, walked to my studios. Yeah it was empy at around 8. Sososo I slept =p My drool woke me up :O Luckily nobody saw hehe ;D
So lesson started and yeah not gonna go into it. Nothing special.
Break came at around 12 and I went off to print stuff for the assignment submission. Guess what? 4 bucks! And I already spent 6 yesterday on another print :(
Then went back up and realised there was some error with the prints...so I had to go print again! D; Eat so much money!! sigh....
So I finally finished my stuff at 2. I didn't wanna eat alone so I helped my friend with his pasting. SO he could finish earlier and we could go for lunch. Im hungry! And tired! AND FAT!
So finally done and down we went to eat. I ordered U-mian + noodles!!! Didn't take 10 minutes to finish everything. Got a drink and up we went again.
I slept for awhile more till lecturer came in at 3. Then it was work work work and work again till 6. I'm fat!
After dimissal, the only thought on my mind was to get some rest. But I miss lingo :(
Guess I won't be able to see her today =/
SO I quickly headed home and once there, I got changed like the wind and laid down on my cool bed~~~ SO COMFORTABLE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Then then kinda fell asleep :O
Next time I knew, it was already 3. I remembered setting my alarm at 11pm. So...either I was too tired and missed the alarm, or the alarm decide to cock up on me and not ring instead LOL! =x
So why am I blogging? For lingo! Since I have the time anyway :) Alright lids are getting heavy again and lingg is already asleep since she didn't reply my messages. So....Ima go grab a bite and then head back to sleep. Nighties!
Wednesday, May 25, 2011, 9:59 PM
Finally!
Alright, taking a break now from my work. Since I have the spare time now, thought I'd just blog while I'm at it. Just finished up a painting I'm almost 100% satisfied with :) Kinda tired.....after this gotta continue on with work....ahhhH!!!!!
Alright haven't blogged the past couple of days and I really haven't any idea where to start. Well....guess I'll do yesterday then :) Since it was our 3rd anniversary ;D
As usual, class in the morning at 9 and after dismissal...I thought I should spend some time with my beloved girl. It's our anniversary after all, I can always sleep less, but our anniversary? Now that's something we can't miss :)
So I suggested going down with lingg to bugis. Since she was looking for a lappy pouch. After the failed debacle back at vivo the last time, we were hoping we'd get better luck at bugis.
I met lingg at around....gombak? Silly girl took a stop down =p
Next we went on to jurong east before swapping over to the green line and head over to bugis.
Train was reallllll slow!!! FAIL! AHAHAHA!! NOOB!!! :O
Anyways, after arriving we went to look for some food first. I was hungry :(
Lingg got crispy chicken while I got fried squid hehe :) The squid....so little! sobs sobs~~~ Then went to get a bottle of drink we could share hehe ~~
We then decided to head to the upper levels of bugis junction to look around. Along the way we passed by this store. Nothing lingg really liked, but were still good enough. We didn't settle for those yet though, we still went on to look around just in case we missed better ones.
Walked around bugis junction andddd....guess what? NOTHING! :O
With that, we headed down to bugis street. We weren't holding our hopes high there causeit's mainly clothing there. We walked all over and lingg led me to this weird place LOL! Never knew it existed :O SO swa kua ahhlingo! xD
Of course, as we guessed, there weren't anything. Oh well...there was still iluma left. One of the worst places to check, but we did it anyway.
It was almost nearly deserted LOL! I seriously wonder how the shops there even survive =.= Bet the rent isn't cheap since it's after all a mall.
With nothing else, we decided to go back to the first store we saw. We took the iluma link to bugis junction and lingg was so surprised it was fully linked LOL! SAW KU!! HEHEHEHEHE ;D
Headed back to the store, looked around and lingg eventually got a pink lappy pouch :O Finally she has one :)
Gotten the stuff and we headed back. Why? Cause I had other plans for lingo *grins*
The trip back was much faster and we got to lakeside pretty quickly. I wanted slurpee but the 7-11 at lakeside had crappy stuff =/
Got back and then well well.....shhhh!!! Ain't gonna tell you nothing xD
Time flew and it was already 6. So we both went to get some dinner, or rather, I wanted to get dinner xD
As usual, got macs and went back home to munch on it.
Quickly gobbled up my food and went on to do my work :O
Lingg then went to watch this odd show on funshion xD MR TOAD!! RIBBIT~~ LOL! Tiko toad =x
I worked till around 9 odd and lingg was done with her show. Then she wanted to go. Just nice, it started to rain lol =/
I got an umbrella and saw her down to the bus stop. We watched as 157 went off in front of us. Didn't bug me though, I could spend a little more time with her :)
We crapped, touched and played till we saw another 157 pass by!!! It was out of service!! AHHHH D; cheat me!!
I started waving to random bus drivers LOL =x
SO we waited for another 15 minutes I think? Finally, after a long time, we exchanged fullhouses and the next 157 came.
I hurled her a "I love you!" and off she went.
Rain had pretty much almost stopped by then, I didn't even use the umbrella on the way back =/
Got back home, wanted to dry the umbrella. So I opened it up to realise...it was almost 90% dried already O.O Nice huh? Saves me the trouble.
Then went back to my room and continued doing my work. Soon after, my net died =.=
So SMSed lingg and chatted with her for awhile. Then she got tired and went off to bed xD hehehehe~~~ Gave her a good night and off she went!
That was about it for our day together :) Well there's still today, but since nothing much happened for today, shall leave it first. Gonna go back to my work, and come back to blog about today if I get the time. :)
Ta-ta~~
Alright haven't blogged the past couple of days and I really haven't any idea where to start. Well....guess I'll do yesterday then :) Since it was our 3rd anniversary ;D
As usual, class in the morning at 9 and after dismissal...I thought I should spend some time with my beloved girl. It's our anniversary after all, I can always sleep less, but our anniversary? Now that's something we can't miss :)
So I suggested going down with lingg to bugis. Since she was looking for a lappy pouch. After the failed debacle back at vivo the last time, we were hoping we'd get better luck at bugis.
I met lingg at around....gombak? Silly girl took a stop down =p
Next we went on to jurong east before swapping over to the green line and head over to bugis.
Train was reallllll slow!!! FAIL! AHAHAHA!! NOOB!!! :O
Anyways, after arriving we went to look for some food first. I was hungry :(
Lingg got crispy chicken while I got fried squid hehe :) The squid....so little! sobs sobs~~~ Then went to get a bottle of drink we could share hehe ~~
We then decided to head to the upper levels of bugis junction to look around. Along the way we passed by this store. Nothing lingg really liked, but were still good enough. We didn't settle for those yet though, we still went on to look around just in case we missed better ones.
Walked around bugis junction andddd....guess what? NOTHING! :O
With that, we headed down to bugis street. We weren't holding our hopes high there causeit's mainly clothing there. We walked all over and lingg led me to this weird place LOL! Never knew it existed :O SO swa kua ahhlingo! xD
Of course, as we guessed, there weren't anything. Oh well...there was still iluma left. One of the worst places to check, but we did it anyway.
It was almost nearly deserted LOL! I seriously wonder how the shops there even survive =.= Bet the rent isn't cheap since it's after all a mall.
With nothing else, we decided to go back to the first store we saw. We took the iluma link to bugis junction and lingg was so surprised it was fully linked LOL! SAW KU!! HEHEHEHEHE ;D
Headed back to the store, looked around and lingg eventually got a pink lappy pouch :O Finally she has one :)
Gotten the stuff and we headed back. Why? Cause I had other plans for lingo *grins*
The trip back was much faster and we got to lakeside pretty quickly. I wanted slurpee but the 7-11 at lakeside had crappy stuff =/
Got back and then well well.....shhhh!!! Ain't gonna tell you nothing xD
Time flew and it was already 6. So we both went to get some dinner, or rather, I wanted to get dinner xD
As usual, got macs and went back home to munch on it.
Quickly gobbled up my food and went on to do my work :O
Lingg then went to watch this odd show on funshion xD MR TOAD!! RIBBIT~~ LOL! Tiko toad =x
I worked till around 9 odd and lingg was done with her show. Then she wanted to go. Just nice, it started to rain lol =/
I got an umbrella and saw her down to the bus stop. We watched as 157 went off in front of us. Didn't bug me though, I could spend a little more time with her :)
We crapped, touched and played till we saw another 157 pass by!!! It was out of service!! AHHHH D; cheat me!!
I started waving to random bus drivers LOL =x
SO we waited for another 15 minutes I think? Finally, after a long time, we exchanged fullhouses and the next 157 came.
I hurled her a "I love you!" and off she went.
Rain had pretty much almost stopped by then, I didn't even use the umbrella on the way back =/
Got back home, wanted to dry the umbrella. So I opened it up to realise...it was almost 90% dried already O.O Nice huh? Saves me the trouble.
Then went back to my room and continued doing my work. Soon after, my net died =.=
So SMSed lingg and chatted with her for awhile. Then she got tired and went off to bed xD hehehehe~~~ Gave her a good night and off she went!
That was about it for our day together :) Well there's still today, but since nothing much happened for today, shall leave it first. Gonna go back to my work, and come back to blog about today if I get the time. :)
Ta-ta~~
Sunday, May 22, 2011, 2:22 AM
Sick and out
Spent the past couple of days rushing through the piles of work...it was all pretty much that. Didn't really had much of a time for lingg.
That was why when she asked me on a trip to vivo to look for her lappy pouch, reluctant as I was cause I wasn't feeling really well...I agreed anyway. I knew I didn't give her much of my time, and I thought...yeah let's just go out on a little date after awhile, since it was friday anyway.
T'was still feeling okay in the morning so I didn't think much of it.
Slugged through the day and my condition got really bad at around 3 odd. Started coughing, sneezing and even headaches came knocking...
I knew it was pretty bad, and I was rightfully ill...but I didn't wanna disappoint lingg since I already gave her my word that I'd accompany her.
With that, I struggled through the next 3 hours in class sneezing away and feeling half dead.
Dismissal finally came and I went off to meet lingo.
She saw the state I was in and suggested we cancel the outing instead. Like I said above, I won't have much time for her, now that I do...not gonna disappoint her. So I insisted on going with her to vivo.
Got there and searched vivo, but couldn't find any nice lappy pouches....there weren't even much to begin with o.o
Finally done and I was barely surviving at around 8 odd...headache was really killing me. So after that headed back to her area. I wanted to go straight home to rest instead...but then decided to head over with her.
Rested a little on the bus, so hopefully I might be in better spirits to accompany her when we're back.
Finally got there, almost tripped on the way too =/
Headache was just real bad that I pretty much laid down on her bed....I needed a rest real bad.
Soon, it was around 9.30 when I woke a little and had to head off. Lingg started to get upset...as she was expecting me to ask her over too. I didn't...cause I didn't see that point.
I was feeling really unwell and the first thing I got back home was to probably get a good rest. I wouldn't have the energy to accompany here. Unles...she'd wanna watch me sleep and take care of her sick boyfie. Knowing her...I doubt that's what she was thinking of, so I didn't ask her to come over.
Of course...she got upset...
Got back, and laid down. Roused a couple of times to message lingg. She gave me some....really sad replies...? If that's how you'd put it...
After that I just slept all the way till the afternoon the next day.
Heck I slept almost the entire day....I just couldn't get up...
Opened my eyes couple of times, body was aching, lungs were burning, head was hurting...tried getting up but always wounded back asleep.
Finally felt better at around 6 odd. Saw lotsa messages from lingg, so i replied her. We had another conversation...not exactly a really happy one I guess...
Sigh....I don't know...
I love this girl, but there's just so much shit in life it's impossible for me to give her everything. I'm so beat after all the work and everything every time I barely have any energy left to do anything else...
Ya know..? I'm kinda afraid we'll wound up like the incident a week back. Where we'll both be on the verge of taking seperate paths from now on. I'm back here, and I'm so afraid something bad will eventually happen.
I did warn her...
Few days in, and she's already feeling so miserable...I wonder how much longer can she last before deciding to pull the plug on this...
In fact...I believe she is already having second thoughts...maybe even thoughts of looking for a better guy elsewhere...
Guess I can't really blame her for that can I? I love her...but how far can that take me? How far can that go to make her believe, or stay true to me.
I don't know...
That was why when she asked me on a trip to vivo to look for her lappy pouch, reluctant as I was cause I wasn't feeling really well...I agreed anyway. I knew I didn't give her much of my time, and I thought...yeah let's just go out on a little date after awhile, since it was friday anyway.
T'was still feeling okay in the morning so I didn't think much of it.
Slugged through the day and my condition got really bad at around 3 odd. Started coughing, sneezing and even headaches came knocking...
I knew it was pretty bad, and I was rightfully ill...but I didn't wanna disappoint lingg since I already gave her my word that I'd accompany her.
With that, I struggled through the next 3 hours in class sneezing away and feeling half dead.
Dismissal finally came and I went off to meet lingo.
She saw the state I was in and suggested we cancel the outing instead. Like I said above, I won't have much time for her, now that I do...not gonna disappoint her. So I insisted on going with her to vivo.
Got there and searched vivo, but couldn't find any nice lappy pouches....there weren't even much to begin with o.o
Finally done and I was barely surviving at around 8 odd...headache was really killing me. So after that headed back to her area. I wanted to go straight home to rest instead...but then decided to head over with her.
Rested a little on the bus, so hopefully I might be in better spirits to accompany her when we're back.
Finally got there, almost tripped on the way too =/
Headache was just real bad that I pretty much laid down on her bed....I needed a rest real bad.
Soon, it was around 9.30 when I woke a little and had to head off. Lingg started to get upset...as she was expecting me to ask her over too. I didn't...cause I didn't see that point.
I was feeling really unwell and the first thing I got back home was to probably get a good rest. I wouldn't have the energy to accompany here. Unles...she'd wanna watch me sleep and take care of her sick boyfie. Knowing her...I doubt that's what she was thinking of, so I didn't ask her to come over.
Of course...she got upset...
Got back, and laid down. Roused a couple of times to message lingg. She gave me some....really sad replies...? If that's how you'd put it...
After that I just slept all the way till the afternoon the next day.
Heck I slept almost the entire day....I just couldn't get up...
Opened my eyes couple of times, body was aching, lungs were burning, head was hurting...tried getting up but always wounded back asleep.
Finally felt better at around 6 odd. Saw lotsa messages from lingg, so i replied her. We had another conversation...not exactly a really happy one I guess...
Sigh....I don't know...
I love this girl, but there's just so much shit in life it's impossible for me to give her everything. I'm so beat after all the work and everything every time I barely have any energy left to do anything else...
Ya know..? I'm kinda afraid we'll wound up like the incident a week back. Where we'll both be on the verge of taking seperate paths from now on. I'm back here, and I'm so afraid something bad will eventually happen.
I did warn her...
Few days in, and she's already feeling so miserable...I wonder how much longer can she last before deciding to pull the plug on this...
In fact...I believe she is already having second thoughts...maybe even thoughts of looking for a better guy elsewhere...
Guess I can't really blame her for that can I? I love her...but how far can that take me? How far can that go to make her believe, or stay true to me.
I don't know...
Thursday, May 19, 2011, 11:09 PM
Back on track
Alright I'm not too sure where to start blogging from. Hmm....maybe yesterday? Alright that's where I'll start :O
Hmm....it was wednesday yesterday and I freaking woke at 6. As you'd guess, being me I'm totally beat and barely scrapped through the school preparation process =x I finished by 6.30 though and just nice, parents were about to leave house too. With that, they gave me a lift to jurong east interchange.
Well, that saved me the extra energy I have to throw into walking to lakeside LOL! I swore I almost fell asleep on the car.
Then again, after getting on the train bound for yio chu kang...I did fall asleep anyway xD But that was after giving lingo a wake up call :)
Haven't heard her voice in days, and..I must say hearing her was really...refreshing :) Not refreshing enough to keep me awake though AHAHA! I slept all the way to yio chu kang.
Morning marketing lecture and yeah, big waste of time. I'm already done with the assignment so not much need to hear the lectures anymore lol. SO...I slept! zZZZzzZ
Finally woke up after an hour's sleep to find couple of messages from lingg xD I felt more refreshed after the hour nap :) Hopefully...enough to last me till 7 :(
After dismissal I headed straight to look for the lecturer regarding my modeling. Got stuck even after an entire day's of trying out. Lucky for me he was in and there I shot my questions. He explained a little, and then off I went to the library to work on the new knowlegde I gained :)
Clocked in about another 2 hours of trying out and barely moved past a point before I got stuck again =/ By then, it was already 12 and time for the next lesson.
Yeah UI design was stupid as usual, letting us try out the UI's for Wii and PS3 =.= I sat at a corner and continued working on my model instead LOL! At least what I'm doing will be time spent meaningfully lol =x
Got caught by the lecturer xD Then end up I need go try the stupid thing AHHHHH :( Well....at least I managed to spend an hour or so meaningfully before getting caught =p
So yeah...next was justing wasting of 2 good hours playing and "understanding" the dumb games on Wii =.=""
Lucky for us, time past pretty quickly and it was already 3. Time for modeling class! Yeah finally some time to do my stuff up :)
After settling down this girl came into the class and walked to our seating area and asked if we saw any wacom pen in the area o.o Well naturally we'd say no, but we did help search a little. Of course, nothing, too bad for her =x Bet her heart's aching losing the pen, it's worth at least 300 =/ Better luck next time LOL!
So little incident apart, I went back to work. For god's sake! Finally, about 15 minutes into the class, I finally managed to solve the problem I was stuck with! Lecturer gave a lecture and then went around guiding people who may have problems. He came by mine and looked at my work in progress model and said good :) NO ERRORS HOHOHO!!!
I was about to happily go back to modeling when he asked me to help out a few other slower students who had similar problems :( Alright, moment to "hao lian" ya know? Yet I'm not too keen on it, I'd rather spend the time doing up my stuff =/
Oh well...can't say no to a lecturer can I? So went around to a couple and helped them out.
Only about 6 or so was I able to return to my modeling. After an hour odd I finally managed to get to the next area. This part was real tough too, lotsa curves =/
I can't imagine if I'd actually created a female character o.o Modeling the boobs and ass is gonna be a pain :( Lucky me~
Alright so lingg was at the bukit batok CC for japanese class registration at around 7 odd. Her usual class got taken over by kimchis! Crazy stuff! Then she rang me up and I talked to her for about 20 minutes xD
Reaslied that her class location had changed haha =p Silly girl~~~ :)
Before hanging up cause she had to go for class, I said I miss you. I think I was pretty loud and friends around me went woah~~~ xD Then I followed with Love you! Then came another woah~~~~ hohoho :) SEE! I'm letting the whole world know I love my girlfie!! :D
Continued doing work till around 9 odd. Studios close at around 9.30 so off we went to grab a bite before heading back home. First meal of the day for me O.O
Soon enough I was on my way home with a couple of classmates. Train was pretty empty at around that time :)
After a long trip, I finally got hoe at around 11 odd :O REALLY TIRED!!
Then went onto msn to talk to lingo cause my phone died on me halfway through =/ Then then we went onto oovoo and had a video chat :) BUT BUT THE VOICE CUT OFF HALFWAY AHHH!!!!! EMo~~~~~
Lingo wouldn't show me x(
So at around 12 odd, we finally went off. We were both pretty dead beat and time to catch some sleep. I shut off my com, sent lingo a good night message and off we went into dreamnland :)
Next day....the next time I opened my eyes was at around 1:43 :O Then realised there were tons of messages from lingo and missed calls too! I was like O.O!
My phone wasn't on silent so it was really amazing how all the ringing barely roused me at all O.O That was how tired I was omg =x Even though I already slept 12 hours. Damn...all the work is catching up to me =/
After waking up, I went out to the dining table to see a post-it from dad. It says the packet of mixed rice on the table was for me :O how nice :)
I quickly gobbled everything up cause I was real hungry...
Then went down to doing my work. Silhouettes!! 30 of them xD
Lingg had early dismissal today at around 3:45? Then she headed back home to collect her lappy and drink peach soup :O
Soon she was here ;) I missed her so much! After getting to my room I couldn't resist but hug her :)After awhile of hugging and stuff, we both got down to work. Well...at least I did xD Lingg watched some show on funshion! ooohhhh~ And she wouldn't tell me what it was LOL! I assumed it was p0rn xD
Anyway, After that it was back to work work and work. Finally completed about 24 silhouettes by 10 :O 6 more to go, I'll finish them up later maybe =p
Then I got down to doing the dumb grid texture thing =.= While lingg went to do her engineering work =p
At around 10.30, I finally stopped and accompanied lingg a little. 11 came by soon and it was time for her to go. With that, I saw her down to the bus stop :) Zizu ninI!!!!
FUllhouse :) Then soon it was time for her to go, bus was here.
She boarded it and quickly headed to the back of the bus. I gave her uber huge flying kisses xD Wonder if she received them =p hehe
Then headed back home and got down to blogging straight away. I ahven't forgotten my promise yesterday :)
I'm kinda happy we're back together again, that we're back on track. :) I love you lingo...miss you much too...
Hmm....it was wednesday yesterday and I freaking woke at 6. As you'd guess, being me I'm totally beat and barely scrapped through the school preparation process =x I finished by 6.30 though and just nice, parents were about to leave house too. With that, they gave me a lift to jurong east interchange.
Well, that saved me the extra energy I have to throw into walking to lakeside LOL! I swore I almost fell asleep on the car.
Then again, after getting on the train bound for yio chu kang...I did fall asleep anyway xD But that was after giving lingo a wake up call :)
Haven't heard her voice in days, and..I must say hearing her was really...refreshing :) Not refreshing enough to keep me awake though AHAHA! I slept all the way to yio chu kang.
Morning marketing lecture and yeah, big waste of time. I'm already done with the assignment so not much need to hear the lectures anymore lol. SO...I slept! zZZZzzZ
Finally woke up after an hour's sleep to find couple of messages from lingg xD I felt more refreshed after the hour nap :) Hopefully...enough to last me till 7 :(
After dismissal I headed straight to look for the lecturer regarding my modeling. Got stuck even after an entire day's of trying out. Lucky for me he was in and there I shot my questions. He explained a little, and then off I went to the library to work on the new knowlegde I gained :)
Clocked in about another 2 hours of trying out and barely moved past a point before I got stuck again =/ By then, it was already 12 and time for the next lesson.
Yeah UI design was stupid as usual, letting us try out the UI's for Wii and PS3 =.= I sat at a corner and continued working on my model instead LOL! At least what I'm doing will be time spent meaningfully lol =x
Got caught by the lecturer xD Then end up I need go try the stupid thing AHHHHH :( Well....at least I managed to spend an hour or so meaningfully before getting caught =p
So yeah...next was justing wasting of 2 good hours playing and "understanding" the dumb games on Wii =.=""
Lucky for us, time past pretty quickly and it was already 3. Time for modeling class! Yeah finally some time to do my stuff up :)
After settling down this girl came into the class and walked to our seating area and asked if we saw any wacom pen in the area o.o Well naturally we'd say no, but we did help search a little. Of course, nothing, too bad for her =x Bet her heart's aching losing the pen, it's worth at least 300 =/ Better luck next time LOL!
So little incident apart, I went back to work. For god's sake! Finally, about 15 minutes into the class, I finally managed to solve the problem I was stuck with! Lecturer gave a lecture and then went around guiding people who may have problems. He came by mine and looked at my work in progress model and said good :) NO ERRORS HOHOHO!!!
I was about to happily go back to modeling when he asked me to help out a few other slower students who had similar problems :( Alright, moment to "hao lian" ya know? Yet I'm not too keen on it, I'd rather spend the time doing up my stuff =/
Oh well...can't say no to a lecturer can I? So went around to a couple and helped them out.
Only about 6 or so was I able to return to my modeling. After an hour odd I finally managed to get to the next area. This part was real tough too, lotsa curves =/
I can't imagine if I'd actually created a female character o.o Modeling the boobs and ass is gonna be a pain :( Lucky me~
Alright so lingg was at the bukit batok CC for japanese class registration at around 7 odd. Her usual class got taken over by kimchis! Crazy stuff! Then she rang me up and I talked to her for about 20 minutes xD
Reaslied that her class location had changed haha =p Silly girl~~~ :)
Before hanging up cause she had to go for class, I said I miss you. I think I was pretty loud and friends around me went woah~~~ xD Then I followed with Love you! Then came another woah~~~~ hohoho :) SEE! I'm letting the whole world know I love my girlfie!! :D
Continued doing work till around 9 odd. Studios close at around 9.30 so off we went to grab a bite before heading back home. First meal of the day for me O.O
Soon enough I was on my way home with a couple of classmates. Train was pretty empty at around that time :)
After a long trip, I finally got hoe at around 11 odd :O REALLY TIRED!!
Then went onto msn to talk to lingo cause my phone died on me halfway through =/ Then then we went onto oovoo and had a video chat :) BUT BUT THE VOICE CUT OFF HALFWAY AHHH!!!!! EMo~~~~~
Lingo wouldn't show me x(
So at around 12 odd, we finally went off. We were both pretty dead beat and time to catch some sleep. I shut off my com, sent lingo a good night message and off we went into dreamnland :)
Next day....the next time I opened my eyes was at around 1:43 :O Then realised there were tons of messages from lingo and missed calls too! I was like O.O!
My phone wasn't on silent so it was really amazing how all the ringing barely roused me at all O.O That was how tired I was omg =x Even though I already slept 12 hours. Damn...all the work is catching up to me =/
After waking up, I went out to the dining table to see a post-it from dad. It says the packet of mixed rice on the table was for me :O how nice :)
I quickly gobbled everything up cause I was real hungry...
Then went down to doing my work. Silhouettes!! 30 of them xD
Lingg had early dismissal today at around 3:45? Then she headed back home to collect her lappy and drink peach soup :O
Soon she was here ;) I missed her so much! After getting to my room I couldn't resist but hug her :)After awhile of hugging and stuff, we both got down to work. Well...at least I did xD Lingg watched some show on funshion! ooohhhh~ And she wouldn't tell me what it was LOL! I assumed it was p0rn xD
Anyway, After that it was back to work work and work. Finally completed about 24 silhouettes by 10 :O 6 more to go, I'll finish them up later maybe =p
Then I got down to doing the dumb grid texture thing =.= While lingg went to do her engineering work =p
At around 10.30, I finally stopped and accompanied lingg a little. 11 came by soon and it was time for her to go. With that, I saw her down to the bus stop :) Zizu ninI!!!!
FUllhouse :) Then soon it was time for her to go, bus was here.
She boarded it and quickly headed to the back of the bus. I gave her uber huge flying kisses xD Wonder if she received them =p hehe
Then headed back home and got down to blogging straight away. I ahven't forgotten my promise yesterday :)
I'm kinda happy we're back together again, that we're back on track. :) I love you lingo...miss you much too...
Tuesday, May 17, 2011, 8:22 AM
I will...
All this while from the day I mentioned this to her..
I've been torn apart as to really what to do.
Part of me had to leave, because I know I can never give lingg what she needed. And I don't wanna waste the time and youth of a girl like her.
Despite that, part of me still wished to be with her. It ain't ever easy pushing someone you love away...but that part of me somehow hopes I can continue on walking with her. Many times I felt like giving in, to go back to her when she asked me not to go....because that part of me that much wants to. It's never easy moving away from someone you've spent 5 months of everyday with..
Finally, last night, she told me something. Something that probably meant she has already given up. I cried again, because this...this was not something I wanted. But she finally made easy the decision which I could not wholly make. Now...as much as I wanna go back, I'm left with just one road to take.
Hey lingg..
I don't know if you still ever drop by this blog...
But I still visit yours...hoping one day I can see it again...
I don't know if you're still wearing our ring...
But I still am. It is the only thing I could remember, and to make myself feel like you're still here with me even though we're apart...
I don't know you'll remember me after this...
But I will remember you, the moments and every experience we've shared together.
I don't know if you still think of me...
But I still do, I think of you every moment we're apart...
I don't know if you still look through our photos...
But I still do, each one brings back beautiful memories...
I don't know if we can even still be friends...
But from the looks of it, I guess not.
Probably is for the better...me being around will just deepen your wound further.
Ya know...? It's really good to know that someone loves you. Or at least, in the lifetime...someone has loved you alot. But fate never really ever gives us everything we wanted, there'll always be forks in the road and each time...we might decide to take a different turn.
You may be a different person now...but I still love you and it hurts so much to have to take a different road. Because I know I cannot give you what you needed. It hurts so much because although I don't wanna let go...I have to.
I guess that's really it no? Sigh...
I was talking to my friend yesterday because he realised how dejected I looked. I didn't had anyone to really confide in and with everything building up inside me...somehow I just said it. I told him what happened, why I made this decision. Then he told me it was stupid, stupid of me to let go of her a girl who loves me for something I'm not even 100% sure of.
Then now I'm thinking...have I made a wrong decision? Have I taken a wrong turn? I...I only ever meant well. I didn't wanna disappoint her later on in life when she realises what I cannot give to her. I just...
I'd rather she went to look for another guy now, expand her horizons instead of wasting her time with me....
Was I wrong?
Maybe so....but then again...I guess it's all too late now. Now, there is but one road left ahead of me. She has sealed the other.
Lingg, now that you have made your decision...I hope you'll live your life well. You live it better too. I'm sure one day, you'll find that someone who can give you everything you ever wanted...or needed.
I'll remember you.
I'll take the train home, and remember the times we would hug and kiss on it like the world was ours.
I'll walk alone, and remember you beside me, where I'll crap and make you laugh.
I'll eat alone, looking across the table, remembering the times you watched me eat and how cute you looked while eating.
I'll wake up to a day with no anticipation, remembering how you were the only thing I looked forward to.
I'll pass by your area, and remember how I'd go up and ring you up to open the door.
I'll look back at this blog, and remember the only reason for it's existant.
I'll read back the contents, and remember the happy times we had.
I'll look through my dreams again, and remember how you were gonna be in it.
I'll look at our ring...and remember the bond we once shared.
I'll look up into the night sky...and remember my love for you, and remember how we were always together...inseperable...
I'll look back at everything, and remember the girl I loved so much in this life...this girl who loved me as much...
I'll look back at our photos, and picture as the figments of each memory pieces itself up again and reform the whole chain of memories we had. This memory which I'll hold on to...because I don't ever wanna forget you. I don't ever wanna forget this girl who has loved me so much...even till now.
This girl I'll remember...
Lingg...I miss you so much, I miss our times together...but things aren't the same anymore...
I've been torn apart as to really what to do.
Part of me had to leave, because I know I can never give lingg what she needed. And I don't wanna waste the time and youth of a girl like her.
Despite that, part of me still wished to be with her. It ain't ever easy pushing someone you love away...but that part of me somehow hopes I can continue on walking with her. Many times I felt like giving in, to go back to her when she asked me not to go....because that part of me that much wants to. It's never easy moving away from someone you've spent 5 months of everyday with..
Finally, last night, she told me something. Something that probably meant she has already given up. I cried again, because this...this was not something I wanted. But she finally made easy the decision which I could not wholly make. Now...as much as I wanna go back, I'm left with just one road to take.
Hey lingg..
I don't know if you still ever drop by this blog...
But I still visit yours...hoping one day I can see it again...
I don't know if you're still wearing our ring...
But I still am. It is the only thing I could remember, and to make myself feel like you're still here with me even though we're apart...
I don't know you'll remember me after this...
But I will remember you, the moments and every experience we've shared together.
I don't know if you still think of me...
But I still do, I think of you every moment we're apart...
I don't know if you still look through our photos...
But I still do, each one brings back beautiful memories...
I don't know if we can even still be friends...
But from the looks of it, I guess not.
Probably is for the better...me being around will just deepen your wound further.
Ya know...? It's really good to know that someone loves you. Or at least, in the lifetime...someone has loved you alot. But fate never really ever gives us everything we wanted, there'll always be forks in the road and each time...we might decide to take a different turn.
You may be a different person now...but I still love you and it hurts so much to have to take a different road. Because I know I cannot give you what you needed. It hurts so much because although I don't wanna let go...I have to.
I guess that's really it no? Sigh...
I was talking to my friend yesterday because he realised how dejected I looked. I didn't had anyone to really confide in and with everything building up inside me...somehow I just said it. I told him what happened, why I made this decision. Then he told me it was stupid, stupid of me to let go of her a girl who loves me for something I'm not even 100% sure of.
Then now I'm thinking...have I made a wrong decision? Have I taken a wrong turn? I...I only ever meant well. I didn't wanna disappoint her later on in life when she realises what I cannot give to her. I just...
I'd rather she went to look for another guy now, expand her horizons instead of wasting her time with me....
Was I wrong?
Maybe so....but then again...I guess it's all too late now. Now, there is but one road left ahead of me. She has sealed the other.
Lingg, now that you have made your decision...I hope you'll live your life well. You live it better too. I'm sure one day, you'll find that someone who can give you everything you ever wanted...or needed.
I'll remember you.
I'll take the train home, and remember the times we would hug and kiss on it like the world was ours.
I'll walk alone, and remember you beside me, where I'll crap and make you laugh.
I'll eat alone, looking across the table, remembering the times you watched me eat and how cute you looked while eating.
I'll wake up to a day with no anticipation, remembering how you were the only thing I looked forward to.
I'll pass by your area, and remember how I'd go up and ring you up to open the door.
I'll look back at this blog, and remember the only reason for it's existant.
I'll read back the contents, and remember the happy times we had.
I'll look through my dreams again, and remember how you were gonna be in it.
I'll look at our ring...and remember the bond we once shared.
I'll look up into the night sky...and remember my love for you, and remember how we were always together...inseperable...
I'll look back at everything, and remember the girl I loved so much in this life...this girl who loved me as much...
I'll look back at our photos, and picture as the figments of each memory pieces itself up again and reform the whole chain of memories we had. This memory which I'll hold on to...because I don't ever wanna forget you. I don't ever wanna forget this girl who has loved me so much...even till now.
This girl I'll remember...
Lingg...I miss you so much, I miss our times together...but things aren't the same anymore...
Monday, May 16, 2011, 9:25 PM
A dedication
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VM5eIV0g3g
A dedication....
A dedication....
Close call
Here...nothing much occured today. It was the usual monday lecture and I went to school an hour ahead of time...actually thought the lecture started at 12 instead of 1.
So...I ended up touring around my block looking into the windows of people having their lessons...
So lecture started and ended. Didn't take too long..
Went to grab a meal with friends at Ang Mo Kio hub and back we went. At the traffic junction, it was the green man and well naturally you'd cross. Then all of a sudden I felt someone pulling me back with force and then a car sped pass in front of me =.=
I was...stunned?
Turns out my pal pulled me back. It was a really close call. Had I been alone, or had that friend of mine been weaker and unable to pull my weight...I probably wouldn't be blogging now. I'd probably be in hospital...or heck...maybe I won't even get the chance to see tomorrow.
Now I gottta say I'm really thankful to what he did. Were he not there, or I had been alone...everything would have ended there. It was...a close call.
Have always been a pretty careful person, what happened was just kinda out of the way. No way I wouldn't have seen a car coming at me at full speed. Maybe just really messed up, and perhaps confused...
After that, I just headed back home and started on my piles of work. I'm actually worried for the first time about work...cause there is so much to do. Everything dued in another week or two. Looks like I'll have to burn the midnight oil for a couple nights now...
Luckily there is vesak day tomorrow, so I can hopefully clear up as much work as I can...
Alright nothing much now...and motorists nowadays should really look where they're going....
So...I ended up touring around my block looking into the windows of people having their lessons...
So lecture started and ended. Didn't take too long..
Went to grab a meal with friends at Ang Mo Kio hub and back we went. At the traffic junction, it was the green man and well naturally you'd cross. Then all of a sudden I felt someone pulling me back with force and then a car sped pass in front of me =.=
I was...stunned?
Turns out my pal pulled me back. It was a really close call. Had I been alone, or had that friend of mine been weaker and unable to pull my weight...I probably wouldn't be blogging now. I'd probably be in hospital...or heck...maybe I won't even get the chance to see tomorrow.
Now I gottta say I'm really thankful to what he did. Were he not there, or I had been alone...everything would have ended there. It was...a close call.
Have always been a pretty careful person, what happened was just kinda out of the way. No way I wouldn't have seen a car coming at me at full speed. Maybe just really messed up, and perhaps confused...
After that, I just headed back home and started on my piles of work. I'm actually worried for the first time about work...cause there is so much to do. Everything dued in another week or two. Looks like I'll have to burn the midnight oil for a couple nights now...
Luckily there is vesak day tomorrow, so I can hopefully clear up as much work as I can...
Alright nothing much now...and motorists nowadays should really look where they're going....
Sunday, May 15, 2011, 6:01 PM
How I wish...I had something else to remind me of her...
Slowly but surely
After spending nearly 5 months every single day with someone, it's kinda hard to just leave things isn't it?
Fractions of memories keeps flashing back to me...
Can't help but...reminiscene the pass moments we shared together. Even...if it's just a small little room we spent so much time together in.
My life feels so alien now....I don't recognise my past life, and I don't recognise my life now that I'm back. A large part of it...is gone.
Slowly but surely...
Fractions of memories keeps flashing back to me...
Can't help but...reminiscene the pass moments we shared together. Even...if it's just a small little room we spent so much time together in.
My life feels so alien now....I don't recognise my past life, and I don't recognise my life now that I'm back. A large part of it...is gone.
Slowly but surely...
Our final step together
This is gonna be something solemn I guess...so bear with me.
For the pass few days, I have been thinking. I have been self-reflecting. I have been wondering...
Finally, yesterday, I came to a decision. I was really broken and torn between my choices. So I went to watch a movie and my mum accompanied me. I have never shared anything on this scale with her before, but yesterday I did.
I told her my thoughts, my reflections...and eventually my choices. I have decided to stop this. A journey that will take the me and lingg nowhere.
My mum asked me if I was really certain, that some things...once decided, cannot turn back. Surprisingly, she even tried to persuade me not to, to give things another chance. Take another perspective, when I thought she'd just encourage me to to end it. This made my decision...all that harder to make.
So I told my mum...
I already did.
I have already tried taking another perspective to things.
When I decided on this dream...
I already knew it would be a life of solitude.
Yet...I didn't wanna give in to fate.
I refused to believe there wasn't anyone out there for me.
I refused to believe that my dream and love...cannot co-exist.
I tried to bring both worlds together...
But it was an obvious attempt to change something I couldn't.
And on this day, I'm forced to finally face that harsh reality once again.
To achieve this dream of mine, I'll have to abandon love.
Because I know, I'm not that lucky to find someone who would be able to bear her husband's absence for irregular absence on days or even weeks.
Then there was this girl I'll have to leave.
lingo...
Kinda missed calling her by that name...
After this I won't get another chance to call her that...
I finally broke the news to her.
She begged me to stay...
When she never did for any of her Exs.
She was willing to change for me...
When she never did for her Ex, nor her best friend.
She was willing to give everything up, and leave this land eventually...
When all her life was tied to this place, even if it meant leaving her mum.
All that, was good enough and probably...the best testament of her love towards me.
That made my choice and stand that much harder to make.
Now wasn't just simply giving up on any random girl.
Now...was giving up on a girl who truly loves me.
But I cannot be selfish...
She won't lead a happy life with me, knowing her character.
I'd rather hurt her once, than drag it and make the pain deeper.
I'd rather push her away, to find someone else...than waste her youth with me.
I'd rather she forget me, start life anew...than cling onto the memory of someone not worth remembering.
I don't wanna waste the time and youth of an innocent girl...she was...always so oblivious to the harsher facts of life...things that I have seen.
The world is vast, and she will definitely find someone who is really deserving of her love.
She will find someone who can give her everything, and most importantly, happiness.
She will find someone who loves this country as much as she does.
She will find someone who she can change and do things for, and it'll be worth it.
That person...isn't me.
Before I told her anything...I was really worried.
I was worried what would become of her.
She has....always been so reliant on me.
If I was suddenly gone...what would happen?
I couldn't bear to do this to her when I thought of that.
I really that much wanna continue this journey.
I that much want to continue being her pillar.
Yet I know those are all not possible, not with my dream.
This pain would be hurting...but it's a short one.
It's like...pushing a sword through your heart.
It'll hurt alot for a split second, and after that, the pain will be gone.
Rather than inserting a parasite into your body, and let it slowly torture you..slowly take your life away.
I'm sorry lingg.
I'm not the guy worth changing for.
I'm not a guy worth remembering much.
I'm not a guy...deserving of your love.
We have taken on a journey together on 24022011. The road dusts off and it's time for us take another route on 15052011.
I'm sure...you will find a better man.
For me? I probably won't get into another relationship, knowing what my dream dictates.
lingg, don't be too harsh on yourself. This isn't your fault. It's mine.
You can be a good girlfriend if you so choose to.
But that was something I couldn't live with, not for long.
This day, is where we write our final chapters of our book. Our time together had it's ups and downs...and it was really great meeting a girl like you. Just that...fate didn't mean us to carry through.
I'm sorry lingg.
Even at this point, I still don't know why I refuse to remove the ring.
Maybe this was a fact that was hard for me to accept as well.
That we will have to go on seperate paths from today on, and that ring...and the momeries of what's left with it will accompany me.
At least, she still has a ring and my jacket to remind herself of my presence...if she that much chooses to.
Me, I only have a ring. Maybe the notebook with her handwriting at best...I guess that would have to suffice.
I'm sorry lingg.
You'll have to remove that ring one day when you find someone better.
For me, I will continue wearing it even if we are no longer together.
To me, we may no longer be a couple with a title from today on...but my heart is tied to yours.
That ring...is what tie my heart and its love to you.
It shall serve as a reminder that I once had this girl whom I love, who loves me too.
Lingg...go out there, expand your horizons. You will finally one day meet someone who'll walk the rest of his life with you.
For me, I'm headed towards my dream, and walking with the ring that once bounded us together.
I'm sorry lingg.
Before this whole story comes to an end...I just wanna say one last thing, before I don't have another chance to do it again.
I love you lingg.
And...I'm sorry....
You live your life even when I'm not around anymore.
And you live it better, I know you can.
For the pass few days, I have been thinking. I have been self-reflecting. I have been wondering...
Finally, yesterday, I came to a decision. I was really broken and torn between my choices. So I went to watch a movie and my mum accompanied me. I have never shared anything on this scale with her before, but yesterday I did.
I told her my thoughts, my reflections...and eventually my choices. I have decided to stop this. A journey that will take the me and lingg nowhere.
My mum asked me if I was really certain, that some things...once decided, cannot turn back. Surprisingly, she even tried to persuade me not to, to give things another chance. Take another perspective, when I thought she'd just encourage me to to end it. This made my decision...all that harder to make.
So I told my mum...
I already did.
I have already tried taking another perspective to things.
When I decided on this dream...
I already knew it would be a life of solitude.
Yet...I didn't wanna give in to fate.
I refused to believe there wasn't anyone out there for me.
I refused to believe that my dream and love...cannot co-exist.
I tried to bring both worlds together...
But it was an obvious attempt to change something I couldn't.
And on this day, I'm forced to finally face that harsh reality once again.
To achieve this dream of mine, I'll have to abandon love.
Because I know, I'm not that lucky to find someone who would be able to bear her husband's absence for irregular absence on days or even weeks.
Then there was this girl I'll have to leave.
lingo...
Kinda missed calling her by that name...
After this I won't get another chance to call her that...
I finally broke the news to her.
She begged me to stay...
When she never did for any of her Exs.
She was willing to change for me...
When she never did for her Ex, nor her best friend.
She was willing to give everything up, and leave this land eventually...
When all her life was tied to this place, even if it meant leaving her mum.
All that, was good enough and probably...the best testament of her love towards me.
That made my choice and stand that much harder to make.
Now wasn't just simply giving up on any random girl.
Now...was giving up on a girl who truly loves me.
But I cannot be selfish...
She won't lead a happy life with me, knowing her character.
I'd rather hurt her once, than drag it and make the pain deeper.
I'd rather push her away, to find someone else...than waste her youth with me.
I'd rather she forget me, start life anew...than cling onto the memory of someone not worth remembering.
I don't wanna waste the time and youth of an innocent girl...she was...always so oblivious to the harsher facts of life...things that I have seen.
The world is vast, and she will definitely find someone who is really deserving of her love.
She will find someone who can give her everything, and most importantly, happiness.
She will find someone who loves this country as much as she does.
She will find someone who she can change and do things for, and it'll be worth it.
That person...isn't me.
Before I told her anything...I was really worried.
I was worried what would become of her.
She has....always been so reliant on me.
If I was suddenly gone...what would happen?
I couldn't bear to do this to her when I thought of that.
I really that much wanna continue this journey.
I that much want to continue being her pillar.
Yet I know those are all not possible, not with my dream.
This pain would be hurting...but it's a short one.
It's like...pushing a sword through your heart.
It'll hurt alot for a split second, and after that, the pain will be gone.
Rather than inserting a parasite into your body, and let it slowly torture you..slowly take your life away.
I'm sorry lingg.
I'm not the guy worth changing for.
I'm not a guy worth remembering much.
I'm not a guy...deserving of your love.
We have taken on a journey together on 24022011. The road dusts off and it's time for us take another route on 15052011.
I'm sure...you will find a better man.
For me? I probably won't get into another relationship, knowing what my dream dictates.
lingg, don't be too harsh on yourself. This isn't your fault. It's mine.
You can be a good girlfriend if you so choose to.
But that was something I couldn't live with, not for long.
This day, is where we write our final chapters of our book. Our time together had it's ups and downs...and it was really great meeting a girl like you. Just that...fate didn't mean us to carry through.
I'm sorry lingg.
Even at this point, I still don't know why I refuse to remove the ring.
Maybe this was a fact that was hard for me to accept as well.
That we will have to go on seperate paths from today on, and that ring...and the momeries of what's left with it will accompany me.
At least, she still has a ring and my jacket to remind herself of my presence...if she that much chooses to.
Me, I only have a ring. Maybe the notebook with her handwriting at best...I guess that would have to suffice.
I'm sorry lingg.
You'll have to remove that ring one day when you find someone better.
For me, I will continue wearing it even if we are no longer together.
To me, we may no longer be a couple with a title from today on...but my heart is tied to yours.
That ring...is what tie my heart and its love to you.
It shall serve as a reminder that I once had this girl whom I love, who loves me too.
Lingg...go out there, expand your horizons. You will finally one day meet someone who'll walk the rest of his life with you.
For me, I'm headed towards my dream, and walking with the ring that once bounded us together.
I'm sorry lingg.
Before this whole story comes to an end...I just wanna say one last thing, before I don't have another chance to do it again.
I love you lingg.
And...I'm sorry....
You live your life even when I'm not around anymore.
And you live it better, I know you can.
Thursday, May 12, 2011, 10:28 PM
Another day~
Freaky thing happened in the morning. Like I said, was sleeping in the living room. In the morning, I thought I heard my dad singing beside me O.O I didn't open my eyes cause I was so tired, but I could imagine him dancing too o.o
Man Boobs bouncing FTW O.O" LOL! =x
Alright jokes aside, woke up at around 9:50 to the alarm. Saw 8 messages from lingo :O Soso I replied them, lingo must've missed me real lots to have sent so many so I brought my phone into the bathroom while I showered. So I could message her while I was bathing xD
Prepared and did my hair blablabla as usual. Lingg then told me it was raining and I was so happy! Yet I didn't see any rain...so kinda disappointed in the end. Dad offered to give me a lift to lakeside cause the sky was overcast.
Yeah, so he drove me down to lakeside and then I trained down to school.
Know what? Saw this lady whom I at first thought was a tranny =.= Why? Cause if you covered up her body and gave her a dude's hairstyle, she'd look 100% male. She had a male face, male facial features and 100% male facial proportions =.=
It wasn't till I saw the baby in the pram did I realise she was actually a lady...not tranny. Like wtf? Really a first timer O.O
Finally got to yio chu kang and guess what? It was raining! Hell yeah it was raining!!!!
With that, I walked happily down to school and went for lesson. Before that, I went to brasheer sales to check if my book has arrived yet. Result? Nah it hasn't....so I went for lesson disappointed.
Yeah character design module and real stupid :( Today we're designing emoticons and flag doodles wtf???? :( Where's the link to character design???
So the lesson was boring shit. At around 2:55 a class gathered outside the studio, guess it was time for the another classs's lesson. Never seen any of those people around before, so suppossedly new batch of year 1s.
After exiting the studios with another guy, these 2 girls from the class I mentioned above came to talk to us O.O Asking questions and such and it was totally random. I then told them and my friend I was in a rush and then left LOL! =x I know I PS'ed him, but don't think he'll mind LOL!
I quickly trained back down to bukit batok to meet lingo. She was there earlier than me haha~~
After that went into west mall to take lunch...or rather...late lunch =x
Went to sakae sushi and ordered beef noodles. I was so tempted to get some sushi, but decided not to since I didn't have much money left.
We ate and ate and after I was done, went to 'kuay shio' with lingo LOL! xD
Soon we were done and off we went to settle the bill. Then took 157 back to my area. 157 came pretty quickly the past 2 days o.o
Finally got back and we immediately played xD S.T.N FTW!! So nice hehe~~ Pretty long today and something weird happened too LOL!
By the time we were done it was already 9? Time to get down to work and lingg had to study for her test for tomorrow. I really hope she'll do fine for it :) You have my support lingg! Ganbatte!
Halfway through at around 9.30 or so she asked for coffee. Didn't had any at home so we went to SPC to get her those canned nestle coffee lol =/ I got some snacks too...kinda hungry :O
Then went back. On the way back, I used the chilled coffee to "chill" lingo's thigh xD She screamed and jumped LOL! We played like this on the way back =p Kinda fun hehe :)
Got back home and I cleared up my work pretty quickly. Thanks to the fact that the pass few days I did a little bit here and there, so there was only some parts left to finish up today and hand it in tomorrow. Lingo is studying! :)
So now we're just playing music, I'm blogging and she's mugging for her test. Ganbatte lingo!
Alright that's about it, on a reminder, I published this post on the promise that lingo will go to sleep at 12.30 today. She looks so damn bloody tired :( Remember ah lingo!! Sleep early!! ;D
Man Boobs bouncing FTW O.O" LOL! =x
Alright jokes aside, woke up at around 9:50 to the alarm. Saw 8 messages from lingo :O Soso I replied them, lingo must've missed me real lots to have sent so many so I brought my phone into the bathroom while I showered. So I could message her while I was bathing xD
Prepared and did my hair blablabla as usual. Lingg then told me it was raining and I was so happy! Yet I didn't see any rain...so kinda disappointed in the end. Dad offered to give me a lift to lakeside cause the sky was overcast.
Yeah, so he drove me down to lakeside and then I trained down to school.
Know what? Saw this lady whom I at first thought was a tranny =.= Why? Cause if you covered up her body and gave her a dude's hairstyle, she'd look 100% male. She had a male face, male facial features and 100% male facial proportions =.=
It wasn't till I saw the baby in the pram did I realise she was actually a lady...not tranny. Like wtf? Really a first timer O.O
Finally got to yio chu kang and guess what? It was raining! Hell yeah it was raining!!!!
With that, I walked happily down to school and went for lesson. Before that, I went to brasheer sales to check if my book has arrived yet. Result? Nah it hasn't....so I went for lesson disappointed.
Yeah character design module and real stupid :( Today we're designing emoticons and flag doodles wtf???? :( Where's the link to character design???
So the lesson was boring shit. At around 2:55 a class gathered outside the studio, guess it was time for the another classs's lesson. Never seen any of those people around before, so suppossedly new batch of year 1s.
After exiting the studios with another guy, these 2 girls from the class I mentioned above came to talk to us O.O Asking questions and such and it was totally random. I then told them and my friend I was in a rush and then left LOL! =x I know I PS'ed him, but don't think he'll mind LOL!
I quickly trained back down to bukit batok to meet lingo. She was there earlier than me haha~~
After that went into west mall to take lunch...or rather...late lunch =x
Went to sakae sushi and ordered beef noodles. I was so tempted to get some sushi, but decided not to since I didn't have much money left.
We ate and ate and after I was done, went to 'kuay shio' with lingo LOL! xD
Soon we were done and off we went to settle the bill. Then took 157 back to my area. 157 came pretty quickly the past 2 days o.o
Finally got back and we immediately played xD S.T.N FTW!! So nice hehe~~ Pretty long today and something weird happened too LOL!
By the time we were done it was already 9? Time to get down to work and lingg had to study for her test for tomorrow. I really hope she'll do fine for it :) You have my support lingg! Ganbatte!
Halfway through at around 9.30 or so she asked for coffee. Didn't had any at home so we went to SPC to get her those canned nestle coffee lol =/ I got some snacks too...kinda hungry :O
Then went back. On the way back, I used the chilled coffee to "chill" lingo's thigh xD She screamed and jumped LOL! We played like this on the way back =p Kinda fun hehe :)
Got back home and I cleared up my work pretty quickly. Thanks to the fact that the pass few days I did a little bit here and there, so there was only some parts left to finish up today and hand it in tomorrow. Lingo is studying! :)
So now we're just playing music, I'm blogging and she's mugging for her test. Ganbatte lingo!
Alright that's about it, on a reminder, I published this post on the promise that lingo will go to sleep at 12.30 today. She looks so damn bloody tired :( Remember ah lingo!! Sleep early!! ;D
Sticky!
Alright, I'm back here blogging at the moment. 1 in the morning and just did my work for the day. As promised to lingg, I'm gonna blog. Haven't done it the past day or so cause work and exhaustion was catching up to me =/
With that, I'ma do this post as fast as possible so lingo can read it like she wanted to :O AND! Go to sleep! She seriously needs the rest...I'd have died long ago if I were here.
Alright so I'ma start with Tuesday since that was where I stopped. Let's see, as usual I woke at 7? Of course, you'd expect the usual preparations and stuff.
Then the usual boring and warm walk to lakeside before taking a damned crowded train to yio chu kang. Tell ya what, for the first time in my life I had to miss 3 trains before being able to get into one...and I barely squeezed in =.="
That tells you something about the immense and ridiculous crowd huh? One of the reasons why I'm disliking singapore more and more =.= Seriously, we don't pay the damn minsters hundreds of thousands to millions a year to sit around drinking coffee zzzzz
Do something about the stupid growing population or the transport system =.=
Anyway finally got to school at 8.30? Oh yeah something great happened that morning cause it finally rained! After a week long heat spell? I was so happy about it, weather was nice and cool for a change. Guess what? Didn't last long though :(
So due to the rain, every asshole was walking so slowly along the shelters =.= End result? I was late for 3 minutes....imagine how slow that was? Took me 33 minutes to walk from the station to my school block....
Right so it was modeling class today and yeah...it wasn't exactly pleasant. Got a new enemy in my life now =.= So shan't talk much about that...makes my blood boil.
Lesson ended punctually at 12 and then lingg was coming over to meet me instead cause I wanted to attend the Brasheer book sale. Apparently the bunch was late and yeah...
Lingg finally came and I fetched her from the station. We went back to my blog and we sat down, started crapping of course. After an hour long of sitting around and rotting. News finally came that the Brasheer sales was postponed to Friday =.= zzzzz
Oh well...with that, me and lingo headed to our next objective of the day: A new earpiece.
We decided to go to Adelphi.
Finally reached there after a train journey and searched for a shop called Jaben. There the china dude let me try on couple of earpieces. Oh before that, I went back out to clear out my ear wax =x Ear is being flooded with that :( I cleaned till somehow my left ear bled a little...don't know why...
Tried on a few and finally found one pretty awesome one. But....it was Y-shaped and I hate those earpieces. So discarded that instead. Continued searching and the chine dude ended up popping a earpiece deep into my ears. He didn't know I only cleansed the exterior of my ear off earwax =x
In the end, the earpiece had ear wax on it LOL! The other side had traces of blood. Lingg then started to clean them with a tissue paper. It was sucky anyway, so I rejected that. The person came along and took the earpiece, wondered if she saw the stains xD
Not my fault~~~ I didn't do it myself =p
At the end of the day, couldn't find any that I really liked...so left the shop empty handed :(
Conclusion? I left for home without my books and earpiece. Sigh....
I still had my wonderful lingo too though :) That alone is good enough for me :O
Lingg wanted ramen so we headed to menichi at jurong point. Ordered stuff and then when my noodles came I started spamming pepper and stuff. I mistook chili oil for sesame oil cause they smell alike and there wasn't any labels. Eventually my noodles were super spicy xD I still finished them though hehe~~ Downed most of the soup too! SHIOK AH!
Not to mention while eating there was this housefly that kept attacking our food instead of the other table =.= Irritating....
The bill came to a grand total of 40 bucks =/
After paying, we headed back to my house.
Played played with lingo hehe =p S.T.N!
Then after that I was so dead beat I couldn't take it anymore I just took a short hour long nap.
Next thing I knew was alarm going off at 9 and I opened my eyes to lingo staring into her lappy screen and doing her homework :O So hardworking right? :)
I turned on the lights and started doing work with her. I had to draw my 10 expression thingies =.= Lucky had lotsa photos to reference from, thanks to lingg LOL!
SO to keep things not too mundane, I was like crapping and singing as I worked. Hopefully lessen the boredom from lingo's technical work =x
Eventually, my room got so bloody warm we felt so damn sticky and uncomfortable....well the whole of singapore was. My room was just worse LOL! =x
Finally, 11.30 came like real quick and it was time for lingo to head home. Of course, I saw her down to the bus stop. We gave each other fullhouses and bidded her goodbye when the bus came. Sayonara~~~~ Messaged her of course. Went back home after that to finish up remnants of my work before heading to bed.
I even resorted to sleeping in the living room cause my room was uninhabitable...
Next morning, on Wednesday, alarm rang at 6 and I was up. 5 hours of sleep....
So prepared and stuff...didn't do my hair or whatever. Too damn tired to bother. I struggled my way to lakeside and trained down. Along the way to yio chu kang. I dozed off and opened my eyes at every stop so to make sure I don't miss the morning call for lingo!
Finally reached yew tee at 6:58 so I rang lingo up. She answered and yeah, after that I just dozed off the entire way to khatib. Realised later in the day that lingo went back to sleep after my morning call! Lazy girl! xD Sleepy~~~
Finally got to school and I walked as fast as I could to the lecture theatre. 8-9.
Guess what? I sat at a corner and slept my entire way through the lecture =x That was how tired I was...usually I don't do that no matter how boring the lecture was.
After that, needed to replenish some energy so headed to macs to get big breakfast.
After finishing, headed to the library and was intending to do some work. Only to find out that the Brasheer dudes were here today! :O Lucky I brought the cash.
So quickly rushed down to my block and browsed through the books! Of course, I left my work aside xD After searching finally found two books that were extremely useful. Only got one though...since the other was out of stock till tomorrow. So...yeah I reserved a copy and would probably collect it tomorrow again :)
12 came and lesson time.
Headed to the next lesson and it was just real dumb stuff again. Dumb exercise too =.= Cleaned it up real quick and I went to read my new book. Couldn't leave early even though finished fast =/
Waited and waited till 3 and I finally headed off. Trained and bused down to lingo's school and waited for her at the library! This time I chose a different spot xD Not that I had a choice though, the old spot was taken up :(
Lingo finally found me and off we went. Back to my house. We bused to west mall and lingo went to top up her card. Then got sushi and Old chang kee :O
I opted for macs, so after lingg got her stuff we headed back to my house. Crowded bus and lingo supported me xD Cause I was carrying all the bags and had no hands to spare to hold onto the grab poles.
Finally, after a long stand a couple seat opened up :)
Not too long later finally reached my area. We alighted at the market and went to get my dinner before heading back.
After reaching home, we went down to munching on our food. Then then played! S.T.N! hoho~~~~
At the end of it, around 9, surprisingly I held together pretty well today. Didn't sleep xD Instead, it was kinda real warm so I suggested we go down and get some chilling stuff to lower our body temperature. Lingg got a drink and I got iced sticks.
Went back up to cool ourselves down. After that, I got back to finishing up my work that is dued tomorrow while lingo explored her phone? We played the Yam Ah Mee Kia remix LOL! =x Total votes count...1 2 3 4, 3 2 1 LOL!
I was done at around 11 and spent the next half an hour with lingg! Lingg is even on my personal favourites self portrait list xD So sweet right? =p Though we look old on it LOL! =x
So after that, 11.30 came soon and again, time for her to head off. We went to the bus stop and started exchanging fullhouses and kisses. A cockroach even stopped by to watch the show :O
157 came soon and I bidded lingo goodbye! She said aishiteru to me hehe :)
I love her!
Next, headed back up to re-edit my character for 3D model. Finally done at around 12.30 and here I am blogging as mentioned from the start haha~~~ Finally done, it's already 1.30 =/
Alrighty, end of today's post and I'm feeling sticky! Looks like I'll be sleeping outside in the living room again tonight =/
Yeah...that's that then, nights people!
With that, I'ma do this post as fast as possible so lingo can read it like she wanted to :O AND! Go to sleep! She seriously needs the rest...I'd have died long ago if I were here.
Alright so I'ma start with Tuesday since that was where I stopped. Let's see, as usual I woke at 7? Of course, you'd expect the usual preparations and stuff.
Then the usual boring and warm walk to lakeside before taking a damned crowded train to yio chu kang. Tell ya what, for the first time in my life I had to miss 3 trains before being able to get into one...and I barely squeezed in =.="
That tells you something about the immense and ridiculous crowd huh? One of the reasons why I'm disliking singapore more and more =.= Seriously, we don't pay the damn minsters hundreds of thousands to millions a year to sit around drinking coffee zzzzz
Do something about the stupid growing population or the transport system =.=
Anyway finally got to school at 8.30? Oh yeah something great happened that morning cause it finally rained! After a week long heat spell? I was so happy about it, weather was nice and cool for a change. Guess what? Didn't last long though :(
So due to the rain, every asshole was walking so slowly along the shelters =.= End result? I was late for 3 minutes....imagine how slow that was? Took me 33 minutes to walk from the station to my school block....
Right so it was modeling class today and yeah...it wasn't exactly pleasant. Got a new enemy in my life now =.= So shan't talk much about that...makes my blood boil.
Lesson ended punctually at 12 and then lingg was coming over to meet me instead cause I wanted to attend the Brasheer book sale. Apparently the bunch was late and yeah...
Lingg finally came and I fetched her from the station. We went back to my blog and we sat down, started crapping of course. After an hour long of sitting around and rotting. News finally came that the Brasheer sales was postponed to Friday =.= zzzzz
Oh well...with that, me and lingo headed to our next objective of the day: A new earpiece.
We decided to go to Adelphi.
Finally reached there after a train journey and searched for a shop called Jaben. There the china dude let me try on couple of earpieces. Oh before that, I went back out to clear out my ear wax =x Ear is being flooded with that :( I cleaned till somehow my left ear bled a little...don't know why...
Tried on a few and finally found one pretty awesome one. But....it was Y-shaped and I hate those earpieces. So discarded that instead. Continued searching and the chine dude ended up popping a earpiece deep into my ears. He didn't know I only cleansed the exterior of my ear off earwax =x
In the end, the earpiece had ear wax on it LOL! The other side had traces of blood. Lingg then started to clean them with a tissue paper. It was sucky anyway, so I rejected that. The person came along and took the earpiece, wondered if she saw the stains xD
Not my fault~~~ I didn't do it myself =p
At the end of the day, couldn't find any that I really liked...so left the shop empty handed :(
Conclusion? I left for home without my books and earpiece. Sigh....
I still had my wonderful lingo too though :) That alone is good enough for me :O
Lingg wanted ramen so we headed to menichi at jurong point. Ordered stuff and then when my noodles came I started spamming pepper and stuff. I mistook chili oil for sesame oil cause they smell alike and there wasn't any labels. Eventually my noodles were super spicy xD I still finished them though hehe~~ Downed most of the soup too! SHIOK AH!
Not to mention while eating there was this housefly that kept attacking our food instead of the other table =.= Irritating....
The bill came to a grand total of 40 bucks =/
After paying, we headed back to my house.
Played played with lingo hehe =p S.T.N!
Then after that I was so dead beat I couldn't take it anymore I just took a short hour long nap.
Next thing I knew was alarm going off at 9 and I opened my eyes to lingo staring into her lappy screen and doing her homework :O So hardworking right? :)
I turned on the lights and started doing work with her. I had to draw my 10 expression thingies =.= Lucky had lotsa photos to reference from, thanks to lingg LOL!
SO to keep things not too mundane, I was like crapping and singing as I worked. Hopefully lessen the boredom from lingo's technical work =x
Eventually, my room got so bloody warm we felt so damn sticky and uncomfortable....well the whole of singapore was. My room was just worse LOL! =x
Finally, 11.30 came like real quick and it was time for lingo to head home. Of course, I saw her down to the bus stop. We gave each other fullhouses and bidded her goodbye when the bus came. Sayonara~~~~ Messaged her of course. Went back home after that to finish up remnants of my work before heading to bed.
I even resorted to sleeping in the living room cause my room was uninhabitable...
Next morning, on Wednesday, alarm rang at 6 and I was up. 5 hours of sleep....
So prepared and stuff...didn't do my hair or whatever. Too damn tired to bother. I struggled my way to lakeside and trained down. Along the way to yio chu kang. I dozed off and opened my eyes at every stop so to make sure I don't miss the morning call for lingo!
Finally reached yew tee at 6:58 so I rang lingo up. She answered and yeah, after that I just dozed off the entire way to khatib. Realised later in the day that lingo went back to sleep after my morning call! Lazy girl! xD Sleepy~~~
Finally got to school and I walked as fast as I could to the lecture theatre. 8-9.
Guess what? I sat at a corner and slept my entire way through the lecture =x That was how tired I was...usually I don't do that no matter how boring the lecture was.
After that, needed to replenish some energy so headed to macs to get big breakfast.
After finishing, headed to the library and was intending to do some work. Only to find out that the Brasheer dudes were here today! :O Lucky I brought the cash.
So quickly rushed down to my block and browsed through the books! Of course, I left my work aside xD After searching finally found two books that were extremely useful. Only got one though...since the other was out of stock till tomorrow. So...yeah I reserved a copy and would probably collect it tomorrow again :)
12 came and lesson time.
Headed to the next lesson and it was just real dumb stuff again. Dumb exercise too =.= Cleaned it up real quick and I went to read my new book. Couldn't leave early even though finished fast =/
Waited and waited till 3 and I finally headed off. Trained and bused down to lingo's school and waited for her at the library! This time I chose a different spot xD Not that I had a choice though, the old spot was taken up :(
Lingo finally found me and off we went. Back to my house. We bused to west mall and lingo went to top up her card. Then got sushi and Old chang kee :O
I opted for macs, so after lingg got her stuff we headed back to my house. Crowded bus and lingo supported me xD Cause I was carrying all the bags and had no hands to spare to hold onto the grab poles.
Finally, after a long stand a couple seat opened up :)
Not too long later finally reached my area. We alighted at the market and went to get my dinner before heading back.
After reaching home, we went down to munching on our food. Then then played! S.T.N! hoho~~~~
At the end of it, around 9, surprisingly I held together pretty well today. Didn't sleep xD Instead, it was kinda real warm so I suggested we go down and get some chilling stuff to lower our body temperature. Lingg got a drink and I got iced sticks.
Went back up to cool ourselves down. After that, I got back to finishing up my work that is dued tomorrow while lingo explored her phone? We played the Yam Ah Mee Kia remix LOL! =x Total votes count...1 2 3 4, 3 2 1 LOL!
I was done at around 11 and spent the next half an hour with lingg! Lingg is even on my personal favourites self portrait list xD So sweet right? =p Though we look old on it LOL! =x
So after that, 11.30 came soon and again, time for her to head off. We went to the bus stop and started exchanging fullhouses and kisses. A cockroach even stopped by to watch the show :O
157 came soon and I bidded lingo goodbye! She said aishiteru to me hehe :)
I love her!
Next, headed back up to re-edit my character for 3D model. Finally done at around 12.30 and here I am blogging as mentioned from the start haha~~~ Finally done, it's already 1.30 =/
Alrighty, end of today's post and I'm feeling sticky! Looks like I'll be sleeping outside in the living room again tonight =/
Yeah...that's that then, nights people!
Monday, May 9, 2011, 11:38 PM
The road ahead
Hey~
Lemme see, where shall I start? Oh yeah, left off on sunday..so that means I'll start with Mother's Day.
8th May was Mother's Day. Really caught up with life didn't had much time to go around hunting for a gift. So dad was planning some sorta outing so I suggested me paying for the tickets. Well...all the time mum's paying, how about I do it for a change today? :O
So after the election night, I went to sleep. Waking up the next day at around 10 odd? Can't remember what woke me up though =x Then messaged lingg and realised that she slept at 6 =.= I jokingly said not to sleep too late like 6 or something that night. Who would have known she really slept at that time LOL!
In any case, after waking up, lingg was tired so she went back to sleep. I...hmm can't remember what I did after waking besides washing up.
Soon, it was time to go for the movie before coming back home at night to celebrate with my mum's mum - A.K.A grandma.
Well guess what? Somehow planned got screwed :( Movie we wanted to watch wasn't actually out yet! And and and the worst thing was there wasn't anything else nice to watch. Yeah....that was screwed =/ Ended up? We decided to stay home till dinner for the celebration. Sigh....
With that, since I had so much spare time, decided to do some work dued on Tuesday. Lingg was tasked with getting cake and carnations alone...I wanted to go with her. However it wasn't possible for me to make it back on time for my celebration cause lingg had to go over to her jie's first. Oh well =/
Not too long later at 3 odd lingg got back home. Then we initiated a video chat :O Blablabla and "chatted" with each other till 5 odd. She couldn't hear me though...odd....
Then her sis came back and it was time for the both of us to head off. Dinner celebration for me and lingg had to go over to her granny's I think :O
So parents got Zhi Char from this famous store in Clementi. TIME TO DIG IN! I ate so much! Rice rice and noodles mixed together! ;D Then cereal prawns and squid! Kang kong! King kong kang kong! Umumum fish? SATAY! Curry~~~~
I ate till I was so bloated. At the end of it I downed a cup of coke and then went to lie on the floor...again =x
Then after awhile it was time to head to another grannny's house for my dad's mum celebration LOL!
Just next block and we headed there. MORE FOOD! D; I couldn't stuff anymore in =x So I just took some dessert and stuff. I brought my com over to do some work too.
Time flew and soon it was 9 odd? Then lingg asked if she could come over! Hell yeah of course! I was thinking of her so much I was having problems concentrating on my work =x
Then thenw went to ask my parents if I could head back first, then they said yeah it was getting late so we all headed back together :O
After reaching home, I settled my stuff and went to take a shower before going to the bus stop to wait for my lingo! hohoho~~
I was done soon enough and rushed down to the bus stop. Got kinda impatient so I suggested I walk down a stop since there was extra time and we could meet 1 stop sooner! So I walked to the stop near the market.
Not too long later, lingg's bus came! I ambushed her from behind xD Well apparently she didn't see me initially LOL! She was wearing my jacket too :O so cute! hehe =p
We headed back to my house. She was wearing her obit ring too xD LOL! Saw her new phone today too. She was complaining about the blue background. I don't know, it looks pretty sleek to me, don't know why she doesn't like it. Too gothic perhaps? =p
Back home, we...started playing? Naughty lingo~~~ hohoho~~~~ Pew pew! BOOM!
Ok sound effects aside, after that it was already 11.30. Time really flies and time for lingg to head back. I saw her down to the bus stop and saw her off. Can't miss the usual fullhouse of course ;) Then lingg crawled to the back of the bus window and continued waving to me :) I stood there waving till she was outta sight too :)
Headed back home to continue on my work =/
Did and did and did then saw something :( Somehow...made me kinda moody..and lingg sensed so, and she asked me about it. I chose to not to tell her cause I didn't want her to worry or whatnot, it's probably just me anyway. With that, I went to sleep not too long later.
Next day, woke at around 11? Yeah lessons today starts at 1. Well it's supposed to be a "public" holiday due to the elections. Yet apparently it only applies to sec, pri schools and all commercial companies but tertiary education students =.="" PAP's fault again! D;
Alright anyway, saw a whole chunk of messages from lingg. My phone wasn't on silent...so usually I would be roused by a couple of messages. 7 messages didn't wake me, must've mean I was real tired =/
I went to prepare for school. Then walked down to lakeside. Hell it was so humid and warm these few days, it's crazy. Even night is like...a freaking oven :( Sobs...
Trained to yio chu kang and headed to school. Got a bottle of iced green tea along the way cause the heat was unbearable. T'was so hot I even removed my jacket when I usually don't =x
So headed for lecture. Guess what? We were presented with an entire chunk of new assignments =.= It's crazy. 5!! In 2 weeks :( Not forgetting there are assignments from other modules too....I'm seriously gonna die....
Anyway after lecture I went to take lunch. Classmates asked if I wanna join them for movie but I declined lol! I'm meeting my linggo! They even saw my love bite =x *shy shy*
I ordered 2.20 U-mian, yeah serving was small as shit :( Oh well....
After eating I headed straight down to wait for lingo! Got there at 3 odd? Then headed for the library cause that's like the only place with aircon? A place where I can sit with aircon at least. It's so hot outside!
Waited and waited till lingg told me at 4 odd lesson was prolonged by an hour! I was like noooo~~~~ With that, I went to look for a book to kill time instead.
However, not too long later, lingg appeared from behind me! :O And it was like 5 only? She got dismissed on time it seems :O
With that we headed off. Didn't walk to another bus stop today cause the heat was freaking unbearable. Lingg wanted to see my new pencil but I wouldn't let her xD She had to snatch it hoho~~~
Then then saw a message on lingo's phone while she was messaging and I sian'ed again =/
Waited forever for 61 to arrive. Finally did and we charged up!
Alighted at lingg's stop and went to her house. We hugged and smooched hoho~~ And it was so hot! Felt really terrible...even fan at point blank range wasn't helpful...what's happening to the climate? D;
Soon lingg's mum came back and started cooking. Lingg asked if I wanna eat, and I kinda declined knowing there weren't wings =/ Cause cause I noticed, most dishes her mum cook has gravy in it. And um I don't really like gravy with my food, kinda prefer my food nice and dry. Oh well....
After lingg came back from dinner she appeared upset. She wouldn't tell me what's going on and it was bugging me, I was worried too...
In the end, I made a deal with her. That I will tell her why I was moody last night, and in return she'll tell me what was she thinking.
So I made my point. Yeah =/ I didn't like the idea of guys asking my girl out..made me uneasy yeah...she knows how it feels too. Like...a little insecure ya know? =/
After that I asked lingg what she was thinking about and she told me SHE FORGOT! I totally sian'ed on the spot ~.~ LOL
In the end she still told me though. After that it was all the hugging and feeling each other's embrace. Then I told her what MIGHT happen next time after my studies.
It kinda yeah...made things saddening, but I felt she had the right to know. I'm walking with her on this journey of love after all.
9.30 came soon and she saw me down to the bus stop. It was real quiet cause she was kinda sad? :(
My bus came soon and I boarded it, but she didn't wave me goodbye :( So so so I messaged her and no replies! I was so afraid she would ignore me! Luckily she finally replied and said she wasn't...thats she simply didn't check her phone.
My bus trip was boring without lingg talking to me, but got back home soon enough. Went back home and worked on touching up my assignment for tomorrow.
Finally done and here I am blogging after missing it the day before. So much more assignments to go.....sobs sobs....
Anyway lingg...8 years is a long time. Who knows? Maybe by then game development studios might start opening up here and I wouldn't need to leave right? Or maybe the band of classmates I know might decide to set one up in singapore and I could join them. Things are uncertain in future...I know that...but one thing I know is..I wanna continue walking on with you, I don't wanna let go of a girl who truly loves me.
I'll never find another girl like lingg...and I don't wanna pass her up.
Lemme see, where shall I start? Oh yeah, left off on sunday..so that means I'll start with Mother's Day.
8th May was Mother's Day. Really caught up with life didn't had much time to go around hunting for a gift. So dad was planning some sorta outing so I suggested me paying for the tickets. Well...all the time mum's paying, how about I do it for a change today? :O
So after the election night, I went to sleep. Waking up the next day at around 10 odd? Can't remember what woke me up though =x Then messaged lingg and realised that she slept at 6 =.= I jokingly said not to sleep too late like 6 or something that night. Who would have known she really slept at that time LOL!
In any case, after waking up, lingg was tired so she went back to sleep. I...hmm can't remember what I did after waking besides washing up.
Soon, it was time to go for the movie before coming back home at night to celebrate with my mum's mum - A.K.A grandma.
Well guess what? Somehow planned got screwed :( Movie we wanted to watch wasn't actually out yet! And and and the worst thing was there wasn't anything else nice to watch. Yeah....that was screwed =/ Ended up? We decided to stay home till dinner for the celebration. Sigh....
With that, since I had so much spare time, decided to do some work dued on Tuesday. Lingg was tasked with getting cake and carnations alone...I wanted to go with her. However it wasn't possible for me to make it back on time for my celebration cause lingg had to go over to her jie's first. Oh well =/
Not too long later at 3 odd lingg got back home. Then we initiated a video chat :O Blablabla and "chatted" with each other till 5 odd. She couldn't hear me though...odd....
Then her sis came back and it was time for the both of us to head off. Dinner celebration for me and lingg had to go over to her granny's I think :O
So parents got Zhi Char from this famous store in Clementi. TIME TO DIG IN! I ate so much! Rice rice and noodles mixed together! ;D Then cereal prawns and squid! Kang kong! King kong kang kong! Umumum fish? SATAY! Curry~~~~
I ate till I was so bloated. At the end of it I downed a cup of coke and then went to lie on the floor...again =x
Then after awhile it was time to head to another grannny's house for my dad's mum celebration LOL!
Just next block and we headed there. MORE FOOD! D; I couldn't stuff anymore in =x So I just took some dessert and stuff. I brought my com over to do some work too.
Time flew and soon it was 9 odd? Then lingg asked if she could come over! Hell yeah of course! I was thinking of her so much I was having problems concentrating on my work =x
Then thenw went to ask my parents if I could head back first, then they said yeah it was getting late so we all headed back together :O
After reaching home, I settled my stuff and went to take a shower before going to the bus stop to wait for my lingo! hohoho~~
I was done soon enough and rushed down to the bus stop. Got kinda impatient so I suggested I walk down a stop since there was extra time and we could meet 1 stop sooner! So I walked to the stop near the market.
Not too long later, lingg's bus came! I ambushed her from behind xD Well apparently she didn't see me initially LOL! She was wearing my jacket too :O so cute! hehe =p
We headed back to my house. She was wearing her obit ring too xD LOL! Saw her new phone today too. She was complaining about the blue background. I don't know, it looks pretty sleek to me, don't know why she doesn't like it. Too gothic perhaps? =p
Back home, we...started playing? Naughty lingo~~~ hohoho~~~~ Pew pew! BOOM!
Ok sound effects aside, after that it was already 11.30. Time really flies and time for lingg to head back. I saw her down to the bus stop and saw her off. Can't miss the usual fullhouse of course ;) Then lingg crawled to the back of the bus window and continued waving to me :) I stood there waving till she was outta sight too :)
Headed back home to continue on my work =/
Did and did and did then saw something :( Somehow...made me kinda moody..and lingg sensed so, and she asked me about it. I chose to not to tell her cause I didn't want her to worry or whatnot, it's probably just me anyway. With that, I went to sleep not too long later.
Next day, woke at around 11? Yeah lessons today starts at 1. Well it's supposed to be a "public" holiday due to the elections. Yet apparently it only applies to sec, pri schools and all commercial companies but tertiary education students =.="" PAP's fault again! D;
Alright anyway, saw a whole chunk of messages from lingg. My phone wasn't on silent...so usually I would be roused by a couple of messages. 7 messages didn't wake me, must've mean I was real tired =/
I went to prepare for school. Then walked down to lakeside. Hell it was so humid and warm these few days, it's crazy. Even night is like...a freaking oven :( Sobs...
Trained to yio chu kang and headed to school. Got a bottle of iced green tea along the way cause the heat was unbearable. T'was so hot I even removed my jacket when I usually don't =x
So headed for lecture. Guess what? We were presented with an entire chunk of new assignments =.= It's crazy. 5!! In 2 weeks :( Not forgetting there are assignments from other modules too....I'm seriously gonna die....
Anyway after lecture I went to take lunch. Classmates asked if I wanna join them for movie but I declined lol! I'm meeting my linggo! They even saw my love bite =x *shy shy*
I ordered 2.20 U-mian, yeah serving was small as shit :( Oh well....
After eating I headed straight down to wait for lingo! Got there at 3 odd? Then headed for the library cause that's like the only place with aircon? A place where I can sit with aircon at least. It's so hot outside!
Waited and waited till lingg told me at 4 odd lesson was prolonged by an hour! I was like noooo~~~~ With that, I went to look for a book to kill time instead.
However, not too long later, lingg appeared from behind me! :O And it was like 5 only? She got dismissed on time it seems :O
With that we headed off. Didn't walk to another bus stop today cause the heat was freaking unbearable. Lingg wanted to see my new pencil but I wouldn't let her xD She had to snatch it hoho~~~
Then then saw a message on lingo's phone while she was messaging and I sian'ed again =/
Waited forever for 61 to arrive. Finally did and we charged up!
Alighted at lingg's stop and went to her house. We hugged and smooched hoho~~ And it was so hot! Felt really terrible...even fan at point blank range wasn't helpful...what's happening to the climate? D;
Soon lingg's mum came back and started cooking. Lingg asked if I wanna eat, and I kinda declined knowing there weren't wings =/ Cause cause I noticed, most dishes her mum cook has gravy in it. And um I don't really like gravy with my food, kinda prefer my food nice and dry. Oh well....
After lingg came back from dinner she appeared upset. She wouldn't tell me what's going on and it was bugging me, I was worried too...
In the end, I made a deal with her. That I will tell her why I was moody last night, and in return she'll tell me what was she thinking.
So I made my point. Yeah =/ I didn't like the idea of guys asking my girl out..made me uneasy yeah...she knows how it feels too. Like...a little insecure ya know? =/
After that I asked lingg what she was thinking about and she told me SHE FORGOT! I totally sian'ed on the spot ~.~ LOL
In the end she still told me though. After that it was all the hugging and feeling each other's embrace. Then I told her what MIGHT happen next time after my studies.
It kinda yeah...made things saddening, but I felt she had the right to know. I'm walking with her on this journey of love after all.
9.30 came soon and she saw me down to the bus stop. It was real quiet cause she was kinda sad? :(
My bus came soon and I boarded it, but she didn't wave me goodbye :( So so so I messaged her and no replies! I was so afraid she would ignore me! Luckily she finally replied and said she wasn't...thats she simply didn't check her phone.
My bus trip was boring without lingg talking to me, but got back home soon enough. Went back home and worked on touching up my assignment for tomorrow.
Finally done and here I am blogging after missing it the day before. So much more assignments to go.....sobs sobs....
Anyway lingg...8 years is a long time. Who knows? Maybe by then game development studios might start opening up here and I wouldn't need to leave right? Or maybe the band of classmates I know might decide to set one up in singapore and I could join them. Things are uncertain in future...I know that...but one thing I know is..I wanna continue walking on with you, I don't wanna let go of a girl who truly loves me.
I'll never find another girl like lingg...and I don't wanna pass her up.
Sunday, May 8, 2011, 12:31 AM
The calm and beauty after the storm
So on the twilights of 5th May, we had a talk. Me and lingg...and eventually we patched up. It was through this debacle did I feel the love coming from lingg herself. Yes...it emitted from her heart back from her home and I felt it here. We were apart, but I felt her love for me.
Yet, that was no more than a passing feeling I had and it probably wasn't true. Still, because I felt her love, I just decided to ask anyway. Ya know? Really hoping myself that it was true...that I had eventually won her heart. That she was mine, and I was hers.
I asked at around 1 am and guess what? Her answer was beyond my expectations too...she said it was true. I felt her love without her having to say those words, and it was true. She was in love with me! For the first time, she said those words to me.
She told me this...
I love boon!
Those words...those words made me cry. The tears shed weren't tears of woe...but tears of joy. I really couldn't believe that she finally said that, and that her love, that love I felt was true...I was...so...happy....
After the little touching moment, we both went to sleep cause there was still lesson the next day.
Woke up the next day at 7am. A new day, a new start. It was the rainbow after a huge storm. FIrst thing that came to my mind when I opened my eyes was lingg, and I missed her so much...so bad I really wish she was in front of me and I could just hug her real tight.
With that, I went to shower, get change, do my hair and off I went to school. Walked to lakeside blabla and trained to yio chu kang.
Reached there at 8:30 and headed to the electronic theatre for the first lesson of the day. Yeah it's the french dude's lesson =/
Lesson started and he got someone to play god of war on the ps2. Whilst he was playing, the lecturer than went along to explain design elements to us blablabla. Heck at the end of it I barely understood half of what he said with his heavy accent LOL! Most of the time he was explaining stuff in bits and bits, jumpinh from topic to topic =x And making weird sounds when he made mistakes in his pronunciation LOL =/
GG uh...this module I must self study already =.=
After a crawling 3 hours....of boring crap and being unable to message lingg...it was finally over! Out I went! It was break time of 2 hours and I headed to the library to do a little work.
Got there to realise that it was fully packed and not a single empty seat...with that. We decided to just head back to our block and hope that the studio is open, or we won't have any place to do our work. Fortunately~~~~ Yeah the studio was empty ;D
So in we went for work! After settling down, madeline and wee tat was kind enough to offer to get lunch xD Woot! So yeah I asked for mchicken meal!
Not too long later, food arrived and we all went out! Time to dig in~~~ Yum yum~~ Soooo hungry xD
By the time we were done with our meal, it was 2pm. 1 more hour to the next lesson so off I went to do a little touchup on my work. I was messaging lingo all the way!! hohoho :) MISS HER!!!!
Soon enough, 3 came and it was lesson time. Phone's up again and that means I won't be able to message lingg again for the next 3 hours =/ Unless we have some sorta break =/
Assignment grades were released at the start of the lesson and GUESS WHAT!!??? I GOT AN A!!!! :O 3rd consecutive A so far ;D Hope I can keep up the standard, I'll need all the grades I can get to maintain or improve my GPA. It's gonna be a tough road =/ Hope hope...lingg will support me :O
Alright, ain't gonna talk much about lessons so yeah. Being an A scorer gains privileges xD So few of us were let off early =p Good for me! I can see lingg again all the sooner!
That silly lingo...was carrying a heavy toolbox and yet wanted to head down to meet me =/ She's such a sweetie isn't she? :)
I walked down to the station and waited for the train.
Soon I was on the train and on my way to meet lingg! I believe we met at admiralty again? xD Lingg boarded the train I was on and fortunately we were still able to see each other despite the immense crowd :O
The train was so warm and air-con apparently doesn't work unless the train came to a stop at stations =.=
So I concluded PAP purposely switched off aircons so as to make people vote for them :( So bad right? sobs sobs bully innocents like me D;
Headed to lingg's house. Lingg had to activate her new student card at batok station :O Off we went!
The fan was heaven in the face of super heat, yet...somehow it was still so warm. I really felt like stripping LOL! Sweating all over :( Lingg then asked if I wanted to have dinner since her mum was cooking, and said there was wings too! So I agreed :)
After a little hugging and stuff, it was dinner time and into the kitchen we went for our meal! Eato eato and lingg said I was picky cause I only ate the wings...I was just being simple :( She ruined my dreams of being simple D; LOL! After that, I washed the plate that I used...cause I felt bad LOL! It ain't my house after all =x
Next, headed back to lingg's room and we were hugging and stuff again. Guess we just missed each other so much :(
9.30 came soon and I had to head home. Lingg then told me to wait...and eventually decided to come along with me LOL! I was really hoping so...cause I really missed her so much. Didn't know she'd actually share the same thought as I :)
Off we go! We were chatting till lingg suddenly spotted 157 arriving! I quickly passed her the lappy bag and tried to run after the bus. LINGO UH! SHE TOOK A SHORTCUT LOL! So she arrived a little earlier than me :O Never tell me xD Well in any way, we managed to catch the bus, that's what mattered xD
On the bus, I came up with some awesome crap about Albert Einstein, don't know how I managed it though =p Anyway, it kinda gave the both of us a good and funny bus trip =p
Soon, we reached my house. Went up and into my room!
I went to take a bathe and had my dinner. Stingray~~~
After that went to join lingg in my room. She was doing her math, so with that, decided to play some music and do some drawing too. Just gotta flaunt my new 24 songs hoho =p
Not too long later we were done and um....I don't remember what we did? OH!! yeah yeah we went into the living room cause I wanted to game a little.
With that, I chucked in modern warfare 2 and killed people LOL! Lingg's leg was aching so I helped her massage a little :O Not too long later, lingg was tired so we decided to turn in.
Before that! I gave her a full body massage to help her relax a little. Must've been a really long and tiring weekend for her. That was the least I could do for the girl I love. Soon, I was done and yeah, bedtime.
We exchange a couple of kisses, held hands and fell asleep =p
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Next day, woke a few times cause the flooring was like real hard LOL! Gets uncomfortable once in awhile =x
Today we eventually woke at 1 odd when lingg shook me awake. Today was the latest we slept to whenever she was over LOL! She must've been real tired =x
So we were hugging each other till her mum called. Some conflict in the proces...and lingg was crying :( I consoled her and wiped her tears...it probably didn't help...but I didn't know what else I could do to make her feel better....
Luckily, she was smiling soon enough and we went to hunt for my lunch. Initially I wanted to eat roti prata but there weren't anymore in the afternoon so I made do with macs. I ordered a plain big mac and guess what? I got the non-plain one =.="
Blackshot ruined my lunch today =.= sigh...
We dropped by the provisional shop cause lingo wanted to get some chocolate LOL!
Headed back, lingg started on her AutoCAD work and I worked my way around my lunch :)
Helped her along the way, helped her pick up AutoCAD. Then soon she started on her first assignment. I did a little of my lighting assignment too :O
Then then reached this part where she got stuck with some resistor thingy and and I didn't had the slightest clue as to how to solve it :( So ended up having to ask one of her classmates for help.
Finally she managed to clear up her work at around 11 and submit it.
Finally she was done! She was a day late I guess? Hope it won't affect her grades too much :(
Then somehow I felt sad...cause I couldn't help much with her work. Sigh...
Lingg...am I a lousy boyfriend...?
Soon it was 11.30 and she had to go. Gonna miss her lots since we probably won't be meeting tomorrow due to mother's day. I saw her down to the bus stop.
We french kissed and luckily she noticed that 157 was here! Had we kissed a little more she would have missed her bus LOL =x So with that, I bidded her goodbye.
Saw her left and I went back home. Took a shower before getting down to blogging. Oh oh and before that, I sat and read her diary I bugged so long to acquire =x
Alright, I guess that's about it? Hmm...election results so far PAP still held like nearly all the parliamentary seats. BUT! Their votes have mostly dropped this year. SOON! A few more years and opposition will take over! We will stand!
Nothing much else now...just kinda missing lingg lots and she isn't back home yet cause she's over at her jie's house. Oh well, it's getting late so and I'm tired so will be ending the post here.
I miss you lingg! I love you so much too! And...I really hope...you won't find me a crappy boyfriend....
Finally, the calm and beauty after a storm~
Yet, that was no more than a passing feeling I had and it probably wasn't true. Still, because I felt her love, I just decided to ask anyway. Ya know? Really hoping myself that it was true...that I had eventually won her heart. That she was mine, and I was hers.
I asked at around 1 am and guess what? Her answer was beyond my expectations too...she said it was true. I felt her love without her having to say those words, and it was true. She was in love with me! For the first time, she said those words to me.
She told me this...
I love boon!
Those words...those words made me cry. The tears shed weren't tears of woe...but tears of joy. I really couldn't believe that she finally said that, and that her love, that love I felt was true...I was...so...happy....
After the little touching moment, we both went to sleep cause there was still lesson the next day.
Woke up the next day at 7am. A new day, a new start. It was the rainbow after a huge storm. FIrst thing that came to my mind when I opened my eyes was lingg, and I missed her so much...so bad I really wish she was in front of me and I could just hug her real tight.
With that, I went to shower, get change, do my hair and off I went to school. Walked to lakeside blabla and trained to yio chu kang.
Reached there at 8:30 and headed to the electronic theatre for the first lesson of the day. Yeah it's the french dude's lesson =/
Lesson started and he got someone to play god of war on the ps2. Whilst he was playing, the lecturer than went along to explain design elements to us blablabla. Heck at the end of it I barely understood half of what he said with his heavy accent LOL! Most of the time he was explaining stuff in bits and bits, jumpinh from topic to topic =x And making weird sounds when he made mistakes in his pronunciation LOL =/
GG uh...this module I must self study already =.=
After a crawling 3 hours....of boring crap and being unable to message lingg...it was finally over! Out I went! It was break time of 2 hours and I headed to the library to do a little work.
Got there to realise that it was fully packed and not a single empty seat...with that. We decided to just head back to our block and hope that the studio is open, or we won't have any place to do our work. Fortunately~~~~ Yeah the studio was empty ;D
So in we went for work! After settling down, madeline and wee tat was kind enough to offer to get lunch xD Woot! So yeah I asked for mchicken meal!
Not too long later, food arrived and we all went out! Time to dig in~~~ Yum yum~~ Soooo hungry xD
By the time we were done with our meal, it was 2pm. 1 more hour to the next lesson so off I went to do a little touchup on my work. I was messaging lingo all the way!! hohoho :) MISS HER!!!!
Soon enough, 3 came and it was lesson time. Phone's up again and that means I won't be able to message lingg again for the next 3 hours =/ Unless we have some sorta break =/
Assignment grades were released at the start of the lesson and GUESS WHAT!!??? I GOT AN A!!!! :O 3rd consecutive A so far ;D Hope I can keep up the standard, I'll need all the grades I can get to maintain or improve my GPA. It's gonna be a tough road =/ Hope hope...lingg will support me :O
Alright, ain't gonna talk much about lessons so yeah. Being an A scorer gains privileges xD So few of us were let off early =p Good for me! I can see lingg again all the sooner!
That silly lingo...was carrying a heavy toolbox and yet wanted to head down to meet me =/ She's such a sweetie isn't she? :)
I walked down to the station and waited for the train.
Soon I was on the train and on my way to meet lingg! I believe we met at admiralty again? xD Lingg boarded the train I was on and fortunately we were still able to see each other despite the immense crowd :O
The train was so warm and air-con apparently doesn't work unless the train came to a stop at stations =.=
So I concluded PAP purposely switched off aircons so as to make people vote for them :( So bad right? sobs sobs bully innocents like me D;
Headed to lingg's house. Lingg had to activate her new student card at batok station :O Off we went!
The fan was heaven in the face of super heat, yet...somehow it was still so warm. I really felt like stripping LOL! Sweating all over :( Lingg then asked if I wanted to have dinner since her mum was cooking, and said there was wings too! So I agreed :)
After a little hugging and stuff, it was dinner time and into the kitchen we went for our meal! Eato eato and lingg said I was picky cause I only ate the wings...I was just being simple :( She ruined my dreams of being simple D; LOL! After that, I washed the plate that I used...cause I felt bad LOL! It ain't my house after all =x
Next, headed back to lingg's room and we were hugging and stuff again. Guess we just missed each other so much :(
9.30 came soon and I had to head home. Lingg then told me to wait...and eventually decided to come along with me LOL! I was really hoping so...cause I really missed her so much. Didn't know she'd actually share the same thought as I :)
Off we go! We were chatting till lingg suddenly spotted 157 arriving! I quickly passed her the lappy bag and tried to run after the bus. LINGO UH! SHE TOOK A SHORTCUT LOL! So she arrived a little earlier than me :O Never tell me xD Well in any way, we managed to catch the bus, that's what mattered xD
On the bus, I came up with some awesome crap about Albert Einstein, don't know how I managed it though =p Anyway, it kinda gave the both of us a good and funny bus trip =p
Soon, we reached my house. Went up and into my room!
I went to take a bathe and had my dinner. Stingray~~~
After that went to join lingg in my room. She was doing her math, so with that, decided to play some music and do some drawing too. Just gotta flaunt my new 24 songs hoho =p
Not too long later we were done and um....I don't remember what we did? OH!! yeah yeah we went into the living room cause I wanted to game a little.
With that, I chucked in modern warfare 2 and killed people LOL! Lingg's leg was aching so I helped her massage a little :O Not too long later, lingg was tired so we decided to turn in.
Before that! I gave her a full body massage to help her relax a little. Must've been a really long and tiring weekend for her. That was the least I could do for the girl I love. Soon, I was done and yeah, bedtime.
We exchange a couple of kisses, held hands and fell asleep =p
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Next day, woke a few times cause the flooring was like real hard LOL! Gets uncomfortable once in awhile =x
Today we eventually woke at 1 odd when lingg shook me awake. Today was the latest we slept to whenever she was over LOL! She must've been real tired =x
So we were hugging each other till her mum called. Some conflict in the proces...and lingg was crying :( I consoled her and wiped her tears...it probably didn't help...but I didn't know what else I could do to make her feel better....
Luckily, she was smiling soon enough and we went to hunt for my lunch. Initially I wanted to eat roti prata but there weren't anymore in the afternoon so I made do with macs. I ordered a plain big mac and guess what? I got the non-plain one =.="
Blackshot ruined my lunch today =.= sigh...
We dropped by the provisional shop cause lingo wanted to get some chocolate LOL!
Headed back, lingg started on her AutoCAD work and I worked my way around my lunch :)
Helped her along the way, helped her pick up AutoCAD. Then soon she started on her first assignment. I did a little of my lighting assignment too :O
Then then reached this part where she got stuck with some resistor thingy and and I didn't had the slightest clue as to how to solve it :( So ended up having to ask one of her classmates for help.
Finally she managed to clear up her work at around 11 and submit it.
Finally she was done! She was a day late I guess? Hope it won't affect her grades too much :(
Then somehow I felt sad...cause I couldn't help much with her work. Sigh...
Lingg...am I a lousy boyfriend...?
Soon it was 11.30 and she had to go. Gonna miss her lots since we probably won't be meeting tomorrow due to mother's day. I saw her down to the bus stop.
We french kissed and luckily she noticed that 157 was here! Had we kissed a little more she would have missed her bus LOL =x So with that, I bidded her goodbye.
Saw her left and I went back home. Took a shower before getting down to blogging. Oh oh and before that, I sat and read her diary I bugged so long to acquire =x
Alright, I guess that's about it? Hmm...election results so far PAP still held like nearly all the parliamentary seats. BUT! Their votes have mostly dropped this year. SOON! A few more years and opposition will take over! We will stand!
Nothing much else now...just kinda missing lingg lots and she isn't back home yet cause she's over at her jie's house. Oh well, it's getting late so and I'm tired so will be ending the post here.
I miss you lingg! I love you so much too! And...I really hope...you won't find me a crappy boyfriend....
Finally, the calm and beauty after a storm~
Wednesday, May 4, 2011, 11:07 PM
I thought that the post below was the last...never thought myself crawling back to it. Guess it's just hard to leave something that's been with you for so long behind isn't it?
I've been blogging almost everyday since your creation and it's became more like a habit already.
So now 1t 11pm, I'm back here again. What for? I don't know. No one reads this anymore, really it makes you wonder doesn't it?
That aside, the cool night wind and atmosphere was nice for a change. Being out enjoying the fresh air really helped more in relaxing my mind than crying it out on my bed.
Now I'm just wondering if I should just close this blog, since it ain't any use no more. Yet part of me can't seem to bear to let this little thing die just like this, a shame isn't it? After all...mr blog sure had its own share of credit for holding so much of my memories, all written in here.
Oh well...life's a little different now...yet familiar. I'm back to where I was. Looks like there are some re-adjustments I must do no?
Ah don't feel like talking much, guess I'll be heading off to bed. With no one to really talk to, kill time with, take my mind off things, the best solution I have is just to go to sleep...and let dreams clear everything else...even if it's just for couple of hours.
With that...I guess...
It's goodnight mr blog. You have a good rest too.
I've been blogging almost everyday since your creation and it's became more like a habit already.
So now 1t 11pm, I'm back here again. What for? I don't know. No one reads this anymore, really it makes you wonder doesn't it?
That aside, the cool night wind and atmosphere was nice for a change. Being out enjoying the fresh air really helped more in relaxing my mind than crying it out on my bed.
Now I'm just wondering if I should just close this blog, since it ain't any use no more. Yet part of me can't seem to bear to let this little thing die just like this, a shame isn't it? After all...mr blog sure had its own share of credit for holding so much of my memories, all written in here.
Oh well...life's a little different now...yet familiar. I'm back to where I was. Looks like there are some re-adjustments I must do no?
Ah don't feel like talking much, guess I'll be heading off to bed. With no one to really talk to, kill time with, take my mind off things, the best solution I have is just to go to sleep...and let dreams clear everything else...even if it's just for couple of hours.
With that...I guess...
It's goodnight mr blog. You have a good rest too.
The Final Post
Dear blog, don't mind if I call you that formally...this is gonna be the last post after all. So I thought you ought to get some respect at least. That is the best I can do for you.
So today, 4th May 2011, at 12:17, the girl I loved broke up with me. Or at least that's what I'm led to believe. She removed everything, it's as clear as day now isn't it?
To think I foolishly believed I would one day be able to marry her, and live my remaining life out with her. I was wrong.
I gave her all my love, my trust, my faith, yet this was the end. If this is love, if this is what love can only ever bring...I'm not gonna love again. There is absolutely no point in it. Dedicating yourself to one person, yet the road takes you nowhere.
Despite this, I still somehow love her. So I'm not gonna remove the ring, I'm not removing anything I have ever forged with her. These are the memories I had with a girl I've loved so much in this lifetime, and I'll keep them close.
A solemn night, I thought I'd see such a day. Yet I still took the step, because I believed in this girl, that I'll never find another as special as her. One who gives out as much sparks as her, one who...melts me with every action of hers. Looks like believing...well...there ain't anything else to believe in anymore.
She is gone.
I still remember the promise I made to her, that I won't forget her. Seems like I won't, she has been too big an impact in my life. She had been my everything...till now.
I'll remember her, even if she isn't here anymore.
Looks like I'm going back to being alone again. Can't believe at a time like this...I'm talking to my blog instead of a person...well I don't have anyone anyway. She was the only one, and now she's gone.
I'll remember her.
I'll take the train home, and remember the times we would hug and kiss on it like the world was ours.
I'll walk alone, and remember you beside me, where I'll crap and make you laugh.
I'll eat alone, looking across the table, remembering the times you watched me eat and how cute you looked while eating.
I'll wake up to a day with no anticipation, remembering how you were the only thing I looked forward to.
I'll pass by your area, and remember how I'd go up and ring you up to open the door.
I'll look back at this blog, and remember the only reason for it's existant.
I'll read back the contents, and remember the happy times we had.
I'll look through my dreams again, and remember how you were gonna be in it.
I'll look at our ring...and remember the bond we once shared.
I'll look up into the night sky...and remember my love for you, and remember how we were always together...inseperable...
I'll look back at everything, and remember the girl I loved so much in this life...
This girl I'll remember...
Sew Yun Ling, you'll always be in my memories.
So today, 4th May 2011, at 12:17, the girl I loved broke up with me. Or at least that's what I'm led to believe. She removed everything, it's as clear as day now isn't it?
To think I foolishly believed I would one day be able to marry her, and live my remaining life out with her. I was wrong.
I gave her all my love, my trust, my faith, yet this was the end. If this is love, if this is what love can only ever bring...I'm not gonna love again. There is absolutely no point in it. Dedicating yourself to one person, yet the road takes you nowhere.
Despite this, I still somehow love her. So I'm not gonna remove the ring, I'm not removing anything I have ever forged with her. These are the memories I had with a girl I've loved so much in this lifetime, and I'll keep them close.
A solemn night, I thought I'd see such a day. Yet I still took the step, because I believed in this girl, that I'll never find another as special as her. One who gives out as much sparks as her, one who...melts me with every action of hers. Looks like believing...well...there ain't anything else to believe in anymore.
She is gone.
I still remember the promise I made to her, that I won't forget her. Seems like I won't, she has been too big an impact in my life. She had been my everything...till now.
I'll remember her, even if she isn't here anymore.
Looks like I'm going back to being alone again. Can't believe at a time like this...I'm talking to my blog instead of a person...well I don't have anyone anyway. She was the only one, and now she's gone.
I'll remember her.
I'll take the train home, and remember the times we would hug and kiss on it like the world was ours.
I'll walk alone, and remember you beside me, where I'll crap and make you laugh.
I'll eat alone, looking across the table, remembering the times you watched me eat and how cute you looked while eating.
I'll wake up to a day with no anticipation, remembering how you were the only thing I looked forward to.
I'll pass by your area, and remember how I'd go up and ring you up to open the door.
I'll look back at this blog, and remember the only reason for it's existant.
I'll read back the contents, and remember the happy times we had.
I'll look through my dreams again, and remember how you were gonna be in it.
I'll look at our ring...and remember the bond we once shared.
I'll look up into the night sky...and remember my love for you, and remember how we were always together...inseperable...
I'll look back at everything, and remember the girl I loved so much in this life...
This girl I'll remember...
Sew Yun Ling, you'll always be in my memories.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011, 9:58 PM
Things turned round
*Yawn*
Opened my eyes to my alarm ringing at 7am. Yes yes it's time for school I know. With that I got up and went to prepare. Took a bathe, and got changed. Skipped doing my hair. Why? Simple - Cause I hate hair wax and spray and lingg likes flat hair for some reason LOL! =x
Was done and walked down to lakeside as usual. Trained down to yio chu kang, messaging lingo on the way. People squeezing all over again =.=" Really hate it when there is obviously no space and people just have to get their bloody big ass into the carriage...
Reached school at around 8:30? Yeah so I headed to my studios.
Nothing much to do cause was kinda early. Lecturer didn't come in till 9:10 so I was there chatting with my friends.
For today's lesson, we'll be taught some new stuff and of course, go through improvements on our character concepts. Attendance was taken and then we proceeded to lecture.
We started with environmental modeling lecture, the lecturer always had problems pronuncing environmental as envrontal LOL! He realises his mistakes and always corrects it multiple times =p
After that we had some hands on in creating a tree. It's not as hard as I thought it would be LOL!
That took awhile then next we moved on to character concepts. The lecturer went through each and every one of our concepts, giving us suggestions on how to improve them.
When that was done, it was around 11? 1 more hour to dismissal!
The last segment of the lesson was using alpha maps to create really cool effects on the models. This was really useful, something I could sure use next time in my little tricks xD
Finally, 12 came and dismissal time!! I headed out of the studio and went to meet lingg. We'll be eating sakae sushi buffet today! Umum Ika (Cuttlefish)!
Lingg couldn't wait..or so it seems so she went and met me halfway at kranji =p hoho~~~
Reached west mall not too long later at 12:30 or so? We headed up to sakae sushi and asked for the buffet...only to be told that it starts only at 3 :(
Oh well...with that, we told the person we'd be back later and decided to go over to lingg's first. Kill some time there~
We were just chatting and stuff and then somehow eventually played 40 minutes prior to leaving for sakae LOL! =x oh oh and did I mention her father was acting all odd =/
Time flew and soon it was 2:30. We decided to head down. Got to the void deck and lingg realised she didn't take her phone with her, so she went back up. I hid at a corner to ambush her hoho~~
She came down not too long later and...spotted me :( AMBUSH FAIL AHHHH D;
Oh well... =/
Next we took a bus down. Driver was freaking slow =x And and his random jerks kept waking the ultimate Zen master up! What a feat! To think we thought the driver didn't had a future LOL! Mmmm it's quite true later on though...cause the bus suddenly jerked and almost everyone standing nearly fell to the floor =.=""
Dumb driver....
In any case, we made it safely to west mall and went up to sake. It was 2:53 when we got there so walked a couple rounds on the 3rd floor before the clock struck 3 and in we go :O
We got a seat and started ordering our food. I'm so hungry! Ordered lotsa sushi and stuff. Was aiming to see how high the stacked plates would go but...halfway through someone came along to collect them :(
Ate and ate and I cleared 12 plates of sushi? Yeah Udon and stuff there, lingg ate quite alot too. In simpler terms, we overate what we paid for yay! Nice nice meal :)
Though after the meal I was so bloated I felt like dying LOL! Like I could die any moment xD
Yiru later on was asking if he could have his hard drive back. He was near the area so we arranged to meet at west mall.
After the meal, we went to the toilet and lingg took so long! She went to take a shit xD Without telling me uh! :O
Next we rendezvoued with yiru at the 1st floor escalator. Then went to take a bus.
While on the bus was like joking and stuff and osama blablabla LOL! Yeah everyone was laughing xD Saw this person yiru suspected to be a tranny too LOL! =x
Long trip cut short with the extra laughs and soon we were at our doorstep. Went in, I passed yiru his drive and he ran a check on it. Everything was fine and off he went! Now it's just the two of us hoho~~~
Lingo fiddled with my com a little and then after went on to lay down and and playtime!
Well....we were kinda enjoying ourselves? Till something happened and the mood totally went south. 9:30 by the time we were done and she had to go. So I saw her down to the bus stop.
Like the wind around us, she was real cold....
Sigh....happy day with things turned round at the last moment :(
After that, went around messaging her but no replies. So I decided to blog so she could read it later if she wants to.
Alright...only lesson tomorrow is from 8-9am....the thought of 1 hour lesson dead early in the morning irks me :(
I don't feel like going....big waste of time D;
Opened my eyes to my alarm ringing at 7am. Yes yes it's time for school I know. With that I got up and went to prepare. Took a bathe, and got changed. Skipped doing my hair. Why? Simple - Cause I hate hair wax and spray and lingg likes flat hair for some reason LOL! =x
Was done and walked down to lakeside as usual. Trained down to yio chu kang, messaging lingo on the way. People squeezing all over again =.=" Really hate it when there is obviously no space and people just have to get their bloody big ass into the carriage...
Reached school at around 8:30? Yeah so I headed to my studios.
Nothing much to do cause was kinda early. Lecturer didn't come in till 9:10 so I was there chatting with my friends.
For today's lesson, we'll be taught some new stuff and of course, go through improvements on our character concepts. Attendance was taken and then we proceeded to lecture.
We started with environmental modeling lecture, the lecturer always had problems pronuncing environmental as envrontal LOL! He realises his mistakes and always corrects it multiple times =p
After that we had some hands on in creating a tree. It's not as hard as I thought it would be LOL!
That took awhile then next we moved on to character concepts. The lecturer went through each and every one of our concepts, giving us suggestions on how to improve them.
When that was done, it was around 11? 1 more hour to dismissal!
The last segment of the lesson was using alpha maps to create really cool effects on the models. This was really useful, something I could sure use next time in my little tricks xD
Finally, 12 came and dismissal time!! I headed out of the studio and went to meet lingg. We'll be eating sakae sushi buffet today! Umum Ika (Cuttlefish)!
Lingg couldn't wait..or so it seems so she went and met me halfway at kranji =p hoho~~~
Reached west mall not too long later at 12:30 or so? We headed up to sakae sushi and asked for the buffet...only to be told that it starts only at 3 :(
Oh well...with that, we told the person we'd be back later and decided to go over to lingg's first. Kill some time there~
We were just chatting and stuff and then somehow eventually played 40 minutes prior to leaving for sakae LOL! =x oh oh and did I mention her father was acting all odd =/
Time flew and soon it was 2:30. We decided to head down. Got to the void deck and lingg realised she didn't take her phone with her, so she went back up. I hid at a corner to ambush her hoho~~
She came down not too long later and...spotted me :( AMBUSH FAIL AHHHH D;
Oh well... =/
Next we took a bus down. Driver was freaking slow =x And and his random jerks kept waking the ultimate Zen master up! What a feat! To think we thought the driver didn't had a future LOL! Mmmm it's quite true later on though...cause the bus suddenly jerked and almost everyone standing nearly fell to the floor =.=""
Dumb driver....
In any case, we made it safely to west mall and went up to sake. It was 2:53 when we got there so walked a couple rounds on the 3rd floor before the clock struck 3 and in we go :O
We got a seat and started ordering our food. I'm so hungry! Ordered lotsa sushi and stuff. Was aiming to see how high the stacked plates would go but...halfway through someone came along to collect them :(
Ate and ate and I cleared 12 plates of sushi? Yeah Udon and stuff there, lingg ate quite alot too. In simpler terms, we overate what we paid for yay! Nice nice meal :)
Though after the meal I was so bloated I felt like dying LOL! Like I could die any moment xD
Yiru later on was asking if he could have his hard drive back. He was near the area so we arranged to meet at west mall.
After the meal, we went to the toilet and lingg took so long! She went to take a shit xD Without telling me uh! :O
Next we rendezvoued with yiru at the 1st floor escalator. Then went to take a bus.
While on the bus was like joking and stuff and osama blablabla LOL! Yeah everyone was laughing xD Saw this person yiru suspected to be a tranny too LOL! =x
Long trip cut short with the extra laughs and soon we were at our doorstep. Went in, I passed yiru his drive and he ran a check on it. Everything was fine and off he went! Now it's just the two of us hoho~~~
Lingo fiddled with my com a little and then after went on to lay down and and playtime!
Well....we were kinda enjoying ourselves? Till something happened and the mood totally went south. 9:30 by the time we were done and she had to go. So I saw her down to the bus stop.
Like the wind around us, she was real cold....
Sigh....happy day with things turned round at the last moment :(
After that, went around messaging her but no replies. So I decided to blog so she could read it later if she wants to.
Alright...only lesson tomorrow is from 8-9am....the thought of 1 hour lesson dead early in the morning irks me :(
I don't feel like going....big waste of time D;
Monday, May 2, 2011, 11:46 PM
Once again!
So picking up where I left off, after going to sleep last night. Slept at around 2? Plan was to head over to lingg's early in the morning cause we'll be going out today :)
Where? Funan IT mall! Wanna see some headphones, earpiece and computer :O
So I woke at 6:45! Then went on to take a bathe. Granny cheat LOL! She walk in front of me, walk so slow then block the pathway, end up she got to the toilet first =p So I had to wait haha~~
Soon enough, she came out and it was my turn! Went in and took a quick shower cause it was freezing in the morning! Crazy stuff! T'was like shivering brrrrr~~~ It's a nice change though, beats sweating all over =/
After that, wore something simple. Decided to go all brown today ;D Brown shoes, brown berms, brown top, and light brown jacket! I'ma brownie today! hohoho xD
After that went down to take a bus. Hell it was freezing! Even with a jacket on...so cold =/
So bused down. Boring and cold trip, so I fished out my DS to play pokemon LOL =x My childhood!
Soon after I got there, some entertaining really works wonders in killing time doesn't it? ;D I quickly went up to lingg's cause I can't wait to see her! And of course, lie on a bed xD
I called lingg when I was outside and for some reason my phone wasn't responding for a few seconds LOL! =x
She came out soon enough and I saw her mum having her breakfast. Greeted her and then went into lingg's room. I made the bed and laid down waiting for lingo!
She came soon and we exchanged couple of kisses and held each other's hands :) So good to be in her company again :O muacks muacks! Missed her so much!
Soon we went to sleep. Before that, she told me her dad was sleeping on the kitchen floor and asked me to take a look. I was like O.O but decided not to...cause it wasn't really nice ya know? LOL! Catching people in the awkward moments...by a stranger at that lol =x
So fell asleep! Cold! No blancket :(
At 9 odd I had a tummyache so went out to take a shit. Saw her dad lying on the floor LOL =x Was kinda funny =x
I shitted and then PAP started shouting around for votes...each time they shouted this whole lot of crap came out D; And I wanted to enjoy my shit sobs...
Next after I was done, headed back to the room to sleep. I gave lingg a peck before sleeping =p
So then I had this really odd dream. Yeah and by odd, I mean really odd....
So this was what it was.
Started in the really worn down environment, tattered buildings and such...like some sorta warzone. I looked around and was with 7 persons, so a total of 8 of us. I was carrying some rifle too...so were the other 6. So I went to assume we were in a squad and like...in some kinda battle?
We walked around the destroyed area and came to this corner. The captain, or so it seems, told us to look split into team of twos to scan the area for survivors, food or ammunition. I got teamed with this black dude :O
So the both of us went, then saw his tag and his name was Aaron or something. We went around to this little barn area. Was pretty messed up, collapsed rubble and hay strewn all over the place. In the fleeting shadows I saw something skirting around the rubble. Hence, I walked closer for a closer look.
Flipped a couple of haystacks and well...false alarm, there wasn't anything. I turned around to see Aaron searching another portion. Then he turned to me and said "There ain't nothing here, this place is shit"
Was this moment I saw something moving behind him so I shouted a warning! He turned around and then there was nothing. I then thought my eyes was playing tricks on me...
Aaron backed out and walked cautiously towards me. This moment! I saw some fat blob of stuff in a haystack beside him. I shouted another warning! Then saw this hideous piece of like...rotten mixture of chopped up flesh lunge towards Aaron. I aimed and fired my rifle.
Few rounds hit home but it didn't seem to do much to the creature. It landed on Aaron and started tearing at Aaron's chest with it's teeth. I opened fired. All I heard were screams from Aaron and my bullets didn't seem to do anything. I emptied my entire clip into the creature.
Then Aaron stopped shouting...and the monster turned to look at me. I shuddered looking into it's hideous face, well...there wasn't much of a face to begin with. I quickly reloaded and saw the creature running towards me. Knowing I won't be able to reload in time, I turned and ran towards where the other squad mates were. The creature was right behind me!
I shouted for help as I ran then saw 2 other squad mates a stone's throw from me. They saw me and started opening fire at the creature behind me. I ducked and rolled to the side. Hid behind some rubble and quickly reloaded my rifle. At the same time, lobbing a grenade around the corner where the monster would have to pass to reach my squad mates.
I took cover and heard a loud explosion. I looked around the corner and saw only smoke. My other two squad mates slowly approached the smoke to check if the creature was still alive. I moved out from behind cover.
All of a sudden, I saw this large shadow flew out from the smoke! It lunged again at one of my squad mates. It was much smaller this time, I probably blew part of it off with my grenade. It hugged onto my squad mates head and severed it clean...I watched in horror...
The other dude turned and started running, the creature dropped and charged towards him. I fired my rifle at it. Kinda got it's attention and it turned towards me instead. I was like shit....and emptied my entire round into it. It slowed down a little but was still heading towards me.
It lunged on me and I blocked with rifle. My rifle flew off in the process and I found myself using my hands to repel it's opening mouth. It barred this whole bloody set of teeth at me. I hurled it towards the ground and quickly pulled my pistol and fired a few rounds into it's mouth. It squealed and laid silent..
To be sure...I fired a couple more rounds into it. Then I was sure it was dead. I quickly ran to pick up my rifle and went to regroup with the rest. There were 6 of us left.
We immediately moved on. We walked till night was upon us.
We found a nice little shelter and decided to seek refuge in it. We'll be retiring in the shack for the night.
2 men were on watch while the rest slept, and we cycled this for the night. I was on second watch. With that, I went to catch a little sleep.
Not too long later, those of us in the shack heard gunshots. We immediately got up and went to the windows and saw the 2 watchmen running back to us. I peeped through my rifle scope and saw a whole lot of things moving towards us!
The captain ordered us to wait for the other 2 to get in and quickly barricade the main entrance. While the other 2 of us would fire into the creatures to buy time.
The things moved fast, but the 2 watchmen managed to make it in safely. After the barricade was done, all 6 of us were firing at the approaching creatures. It seemed like an endless tide.
Then one of them leaped through an open window and onto one of my squad mates. He struggled with it and another member went to aid him by trying to pull it off. I repeled a few with my rifle and turned, heading towards the mate in distress. Then as I neared, I saw this large claw shoot from behind the guy trying to help the downed member and impaled him straight in the chest. Then pulled him out of the window.
The other downed member was already silent. I lobbed another grenade in and reloaded my rifle. Regrouping with the remaining 4 members. Then as things seemed dire, we heard the sound of a chopper. We quickly headed up to the rooftop of the shack.
We saw this heli moving towards us, should be a scouting party. We waved relentlessly at it! It seemed to spot us and slowed down. The area we were in had too many hostiles so the chopper stopped somewhere else near to us and lowered a ladder. We jumped from the shack roof and headed towards it.
While running, I turned back and saw this large blade like thing fly towards one of my mates. It cut his legs cleaned off and he fell to the ground. The other 3 of us stopped. 1 of us provided fire support while me and another went to aid the fallen mate. We ran towards him but...we were too late...
This thing came out of the ground and devoured him whole...
We stopped dead in our tracks and ran towards the chopper. Finally made it there and we hurried onto the ladder. The creatures were still approaching. The heli took off.
The captain was at the bottom most of the ladder. Then the huge blade like thing shot from the ground again and attempted to attack the chopper. We all fired into the creature. It shuddered and then impaled the captain in his abdomen....and it sliced him into half D;
We gasped in horror as we watch his severed body fell back down. The chopper backed up and we were in the air and out of the creature's reach...
We climbed up and was relieved to see 5 humans on board the chopper. We gave our thanks and mourned for our fallen mates. Only 2 of us were left. Soon though, the chopper was running low on fuel cause apparently the creature earlier managed to cut off one of the fuel tanks. With that..we were forced to land.
At this moment...I was woken! I opened my eyes and saw lingg :O She was on top of me and gave me a couple of kisses :O
After that we laid down together and I felt the same pain from my abdomen again like yesterday. Somehow...it hurt so much I fell asleep again...
Then woke up later on and saw lingg doing her work on her lappy :O
What followed after wasn't much and we just played on the bed =p
Was hurting but we still played anyway xD
Well ended up we didn't go in the end =/ Before playing, I was hungry so went to grab a bite. bought fillet rice and fish burger, lingg got pokky?
Yeah not too long later her mum came back haha~~~
She had her dinner while I was in her room rubbing my runny nose =/ She came back soon after and we were whispering sweet nothings to each other LOL! HOHOHOHHO~~~
Not too long later it was already 9.30 and time for me to go. Lingg followed me down. This time she gave me a fullhouse instead =p muacks muacks!! Huggies hoho~~
157 came soon and up I went! Bidded her goodbye and messaged her along the way.
Reached home at around 10? Then went straight down to doing work. Then lingg initiated a video chat and oh yeah, she wanted to read my post before going to bed :) So here I am, on a video "chat" with her and blogging away =p
Hmm...that's about it for today, hope ya enjoy the read lingg :)
Once again, odd dreams! xD
Where? Funan IT mall! Wanna see some headphones, earpiece and computer :O
So I woke at 6:45! Then went on to take a bathe. Granny cheat LOL! She walk in front of me, walk so slow then block the pathway, end up she got to the toilet first =p So I had to wait haha~~
Soon enough, she came out and it was my turn! Went in and took a quick shower cause it was freezing in the morning! Crazy stuff! T'was like shivering brrrrr~~~ It's a nice change though, beats sweating all over =/
After that, wore something simple. Decided to go all brown today ;D Brown shoes, brown berms, brown top, and light brown jacket! I'ma brownie today! hohoho xD
After that went down to take a bus. Hell it was freezing! Even with a jacket on...so cold =/
So bused down. Boring and cold trip, so I fished out my DS to play pokemon LOL =x My childhood!
Soon after I got there, some entertaining really works wonders in killing time doesn't it? ;D I quickly went up to lingg's cause I can't wait to see her! And of course, lie on a bed xD
I called lingg when I was outside and for some reason my phone wasn't responding for a few seconds LOL! =x
She came out soon enough and I saw her mum having her breakfast. Greeted her and then went into lingg's room. I made the bed and laid down waiting for lingo!
She came soon and we exchanged couple of kisses and held each other's hands :) So good to be in her company again :O muacks muacks! Missed her so much!
Soon we went to sleep. Before that, she told me her dad was sleeping on the kitchen floor and asked me to take a look. I was like O.O but decided not to...cause it wasn't really nice ya know? LOL! Catching people in the awkward moments...by a stranger at that lol =x
So fell asleep! Cold! No blancket :(
At 9 odd I had a tummyache so went out to take a shit. Saw her dad lying on the floor LOL =x Was kinda funny =x
I shitted and then PAP started shouting around for votes...each time they shouted this whole lot of crap came out D; And I wanted to enjoy my shit sobs...
Next after I was done, headed back to the room to sleep. I gave lingg a peck before sleeping =p
So then I had this really odd dream. Yeah and by odd, I mean really odd....
So this was what it was.
Started in the really worn down environment, tattered buildings and such...like some sorta warzone. I looked around and was with 7 persons, so a total of 8 of us. I was carrying some rifle too...so were the other 6. So I went to assume we were in a squad and like...in some kinda battle?
We walked around the destroyed area and came to this corner. The captain, or so it seems, told us to look split into team of twos to scan the area for survivors, food or ammunition. I got teamed with this black dude :O
So the both of us went, then saw his tag and his name was Aaron or something. We went around to this little barn area. Was pretty messed up, collapsed rubble and hay strewn all over the place. In the fleeting shadows I saw something skirting around the rubble. Hence, I walked closer for a closer look.
Flipped a couple of haystacks and well...false alarm, there wasn't anything. I turned around to see Aaron searching another portion. Then he turned to me and said "There ain't nothing here, this place is shit"
Was this moment I saw something moving behind him so I shouted a warning! He turned around and then there was nothing. I then thought my eyes was playing tricks on me...
Aaron backed out and walked cautiously towards me. This moment! I saw some fat blob of stuff in a haystack beside him. I shouted another warning! Then saw this hideous piece of like...rotten mixture of chopped up flesh lunge towards Aaron. I aimed and fired my rifle.
Few rounds hit home but it didn't seem to do much to the creature. It landed on Aaron and started tearing at Aaron's chest with it's teeth. I opened fired. All I heard were screams from Aaron and my bullets didn't seem to do anything. I emptied my entire clip into the creature.
Then Aaron stopped shouting...and the monster turned to look at me. I shuddered looking into it's hideous face, well...there wasn't much of a face to begin with. I quickly reloaded and saw the creature running towards me. Knowing I won't be able to reload in time, I turned and ran towards where the other squad mates were. The creature was right behind me!
I shouted for help as I ran then saw 2 other squad mates a stone's throw from me. They saw me and started opening fire at the creature behind me. I ducked and rolled to the side. Hid behind some rubble and quickly reloaded my rifle. At the same time, lobbing a grenade around the corner where the monster would have to pass to reach my squad mates.
I took cover and heard a loud explosion. I looked around the corner and saw only smoke. My other two squad mates slowly approached the smoke to check if the creature was still alive. I moved out from behind cover.
All of a sudden, I saw this large shadow flew out from the smoke! It lunged again at one of my squad mates. It was much smaller this time, I probably blew part of it off with my grenade. It hugged onto my squad mates head and severed it clean...I watched in horror...
The other dude turned and started running, the creature dropped and charged towards him. I fired my rifle at it. Kinda got it's attention and it turned towards me instead. I was like shit....and emptied my entire round into it. It slowed down a little but was still heading towards me.
It lunged on me and I blocked with rifle. My rifle flew off in the process and I found myself using my hands to repel it's opening mouth. It barred this whole bloody set of teeth at me. I hurled it towards the ground and quickly pulled my pistol and fired a few rounds into it's mouth. It squealed and laid silent..
To be sure...I fired a couple more rounds into it. Then I was sure it was dead. I quickly ran to pick up my rifle and went to regroup with the rest. There were 6 of us left.
We immediately moved on. We walked till night was upon us.
We found a nice little shelter and decided to seek refuge in it. We'll be retiring in the shack for the night.
2 men were on watch while the rest slept, and we cycled this for the night. I was on second watch. With that, I went to catch a little sleep.
Not too long later, those of us in the shack heard gunshots. We immediately got up and went to the windows and saw the 2 watchmen running back to us. I peeped through my rifle scope and saw a whole lot of things moving towards us!
The captain ordered us to wait for the other 2 to get in and quickly barricade the main entrance. While the other 2 of us would fire into the creatures to buy time.
The things moved fast, but the 2 watchmen managed to make it in safely. After the barricade was done, all 6 of us were firing at the approaching creatures. It seemed like an endless tide.
Then one of them leaped through an open window and onto one of my squad mates. He struggled with it and another member went to aid him by trying to pull it off. I repeled a few with my rifle and turned, heading towards the mate in distress. Then as I neared, I saw this large claw shoot from behind the guy trying to help the downed member and impaled him straight in the chest. Then pulled him out of the window.
The other downed member was already silent. I lobbed another grenade in and reloaded my rifle. Regrouping with the remaining 4 members. Then as things seemed dire, we heard the sound of a chopper. We quickly headed up to the rooftop of the shack.
We saw this heli moving towards us, should be a scouting party. We waved relentlessly at it! It seemed to spot us and slowed down. The area we were in had too many hostiles so the chopper stopped somewhere else near to us and lowered a ladder. We jumped from the shack roof and headed towards it.
While running, I turned back and saw this large blade like thing fly towards one of my mates. It cut his legs cleaned off and he fell to the ground. The other 3 of us stopped. 1 of us provided fire support while me and another went to aid the fallen mate. We ran towards him but...we were too late...
This thing came out of the ground and devoured him whole...
We stopped dead in our tracks and ran towards the chopper. Finally made it there and we hurried onto the ladder. The creatures were still approaching. The heli took off.
The captain was at the bottom most of the ladder. Then the huge blade like thing shot from the ground again and attempted to attack the chopper. We all fired into the creature. It shuddered and then impaled the captain in his abdomen....and it sliced him into half D;
We gasped in horror as we watch his severed body fell back down. The chopper backed up and we were in the air and out of the creature's reach...
We climbed up and was relieved to see 5 humans on board the chopper. We gave our thanks and mourned for our fallen mates. Only 2 of us were left. Soon though, the chopper was running low on fuel cause apparently the creature earlier managed to cut off one of the fuel tanks. With that..we were forced to land.
At this moment...I was woken! I opened my eyes and saw lingg :O She was on top of me and gave me a couple of kisses :O
After that we laid down together and I felt the same pain from my abdomen again like yesterday. Somehow...it hurt so much I fell asleep again...
Then woke up later on and saw lingg doing her work on her lappy :O
What followed after wasn't much and we just played on the bed =p
Was hurting but we still played anyway xD
Well ended up we didn't go in the end =/ Before playing, I was hungry so went to grab a bite. bought fillet rice and fish burger, lingg got pokky?
Yeah not too long later her mum came back haha~~~
She had her dinner while I was in her room rubbing my runny nose =/ She came back soon after and we were whispering sweet nothings to each other LOL! HOHOHOHHO~~~
Not too long later it was already 9.30 and time for me to go. Lingg followed me down. This time she gave me a fullhouse instead =p muacks muacks!! Huggies hoho~~
157 came soon and up I went! Bidded her goodbye and messaged her along the way.
Reached home at around 10? Then went straight down to doing work. Then lingg initiated a video chat and oh yeah, she wanted to read my post before going to bed :) So here I am, on a video "chat" with her and blogging away =p
Hmm...that's about it for today, hope ya enjoy the read lingg :)
Once again, odd dreams! xD
I'm telling the world~
I'm telling the world~
I've found the girl~
The one I can live for~
The one who deserves~
Alalalalal~~ yee yeah yee yeah~~
Ooh hihi don't mind that :O Just song lyrics of a song I'm listening to while blogging here =p Just kinda reminded me of lingg, so I typed it here xD
I should show lingg to the world, my friends etc and tell them that she's the one :)hahahaha~~ ;D
Alright that aside, let's start on the events. Hmm...last night, after blogging, lingg was on her way to my house after work. I went down to pick lingg up at the bus stop =p Got there just nice to ambush her hehe xD
Smart eh? ;D
I was kinda hungry and felt like taking a walk in the nice cool night with lingg, so went off to look for food. We decided to get my favourite grilled fish from street 42 so we walked down ;D
It was nice, walking beside my love, talking to her...seeing her smiles :)Nothing in this world is better than that. On the way, saw couple of cockroachses scurrying all over =/ Lingg even had to use her linggtrix skills to avoid them! Luckily she ain't afraid of roaches, or she'd scream her way to street 42 xD
So we walked and walked anddddd finally got there! I placed my order. Then we waited. And waited. And waited O.O
Lingg started complaining why was the serving so slow xD Oh well....
Finally it was done! And and off we went! Then I realised there were 2 shop N save stores just a street away from each other O.O Well...whoever decided to open 2 similar stores less than 30 metres away from one another is a....genius? LOL! =x
We walked back :) Passed 7-11 along the way and I felt like getting slurpee, I then asked lingg if she wanted it too and she declined. Sooooo I decided not to get it either haha =p
Got back to my house. Had to use my silent tactics xD Cause cause I sneaked out LOL! =x
Realised it was already 1 when we got back. So we went to the living room to eat our food. Turned on the tele and went down to our food. Lingg had sushi! Eat eat eat~~~~
Didn't take too long before we were done with our food. After that we went to my room. I siwtched off the tele and lights and in I went too. Lingg was using my com..of sorts? Then went onto my bed and played with my phone.
She gave me a wonderful massage the other day. She looked kinda tired, so I decided I'd give her a massage too :) Rub rub pound pound hoho :)Hope it helped her relax a little :O
Then after like half an hour of massage, I laid down beside her. Then then she closed her eyes, didn't wanna wake her. So I laid there watching her, pecked her cheek :) Somehow though...think I eventually fell asleep too xD
The next thing I knew was lingg waking me up LOL! That was when I realised I fell asleep too heh xD
After that she asked for a cup of water so I got her some. Then, well guess we were both real tired, so went back to sleep :)
The next big thing I knew was waking up to lingg's shakes again xD As usual, she was up earlier than me =/ Then we talked and crapped and laid down together. Then she told me she was going to accompany her jie to hair rebonding :O
I wished she wouldn't go, but I knew other bonds were important to her too, so I said yeah ok :)Soon, she left. I saw her down to the bus stop. Fullhouse hehe and waited for the bus with her. Came not too long later and she boarded it, off she went :O
I couldn't see her in the bus cause from my angle, the windows were like totally black xD Luckily managed to bid her goodbye in the end hoho~
I went to get lunch. Headed to macs, and ordered a mcspicy meal. Only to have the guy tell me that the seaweed shaker was outta stock. I hesitated and then told them to cancel my order. What's macs without seaweed shaker? xD
So I went around searching for other food. Eventually saw this newly opened store selling prawn noodles. So I decided to give it a try. Alright, had a real bad experience zzzzzz
Why? I'll explain.
So I queued, and as usual what you'd expect from a new store: Long queue. Finally it was my turn. When I was about to order, the stupid auntie suddenly ignored me and went to talk to the cook =.= Then told me to wait. I was like....wtf?
Never mind that. When she was done, she came back and ask for orders...FROM? FROM A BLOODY 40 ODD YEARS GUY STANDING BESIDE ME =.=" LIKE WHAT THE SHIT??? Like seriously....she already asked for my order halfway...not possible for her to forget that I was the NEXT customer right? Dammit...
So while the old fogey was ordering, I stepped up and said in chinese "Eh..weren't you behind me earlier? Then I stared at the retarded auntie =.=" Then the old douchebag was like alright, so I placed my damn order. Took forever for them to cook a bowl of prawn noodles =.=""""""
Not gonna buy from them again, freakshows...
After that headed home to have my lunch. I dug in and finished it not too long after, serving was kinda small. Parents also went to listen in on some opposition speech at yishun. Guess we're all feeling rebellious xD Tired of the current rule...
After I was done, went to watch television cause there wasn't much to do.
Then messaged lingg and she asked what I was doing. I told her I was watching tele and she said it was boring, then reminded me I had games xD I was oh yeah!
So I went to play uncharted 2 for abit. Missed drake and his witty sentences haha =p
Not too long later, lingg was done with her little outing and she was coming over ;D
I went down to ambush her again xD
Her bus came and I hid myself. Saw her walk pass and stalked her xD Came up around behind her and covered her eyes, hoping to surprise her but...she said she guessed as much :( She heard my footsteps D;
Oh well...she was walking real fast, that was the only way to catch up =x
Then we went up together. Lingg then played this meet the spartans movie O.O
Mmmmmm I thought the entire show was more random and lame than funny LOL! Oh well =/ I was like "stroking" her through the movie xD hohhooho~~
After the show finished...we um played! xD
Lasted so long today :O Should get her a cowboy hat and rope dontcha think? =p
Was sweating buckets man cause the fan wasn't directed at us =.=
Was eventually done with our fun at 10:45? So real tired :O Then went to use com. Lasted so damn long today...I don't know why either xD
Soon though, lingg had to go so I saw her down to the bus stop. Gave her another fullhouse. 2 fullhouses today ;D
157 came pretty fast today so off she went =/
I was hungry again...so went to get something to eat. Eventually got cheena porridge and then headed home to qwell my hunger. Well...the food wasn't too nice :( Not to mention not exactly filling either =/
Oh well, after that I went back to my room and yeah...blog!
Lingg is real worried about Tuesday...sigh how I wish there was something I could do for her. Or like, ya know? Take her place instead so she wouldn't need to go through it... :(
Alright, that's that for today's post. Cya around peeps, mmm though the only one who reads this blog is none other than my lingo herself xD
I've found the girl~
The one I can live for~
The one who deserves~
Alalalalal~~ yee yeah yee yeah~~
Ooh hihi don't mind that :O Just song lyrics of a song I'm listening to while blogging here =p Just kinda reminded me of lingg, so I typed it here xD
I should show lingg to the world, my friends etc and tell them that she's the one :)hahahaha~~ ;D
Alright that aside, let's start on the events. Hmm...last night, after blogging, lingg was on her way to my house after work. I went down to pick lingg up at the bus stop =p Got there just nice to ambush her hehe xD
Smart eh? ;D
I was kinda hungry and felt like taking a walk in the nice cool night with lingg, so went off to look for food. We decided to get my favourite grilled fish from street 42 so we walked down ;D
It was nice, walking beside my love, talking to her...seeing her smiles :)Nothing in this world is better than that. On the way, saw couple of cockroachses scurrying all over =/ Lingg even had to use her linggtrix skills to avoid them! Luckily she ain't afraid of roaches, or she'd scream her way to street 42 xD
So we walked and walked anddddd finally got there! I placed my order. Then we waited. And waited. And waited O.O
Lingg started complaining why was the serving so slow xD Oh well....
Finally it was done! And and off we went! Then I realised there were 2 shop N save stores just a street away from each other O.O Well...whoever decided to open 2 similar stores less than 30 metres away from one another is a....genius? LOL! =x
We walked back :) Passed 7-11 along the way and I felt like getting slurpee, I then asked lingg if she wanted it too and she declined. Sooooo I decided not to get it either haha =p
Got back to my house. Had to use my silent tactics xD Cause cause I sneaked out LOL! =x
Realised it was already 1 when we got back. So we went to the living room to eat our food. Turned on the tele and went down to our food. Lingg had sushi! Eat eat eat~~~~
Didn't take too long before we were done with our food. After that we went to my room. I siwtched off the tele and lights and in I went too. Lingg was using my com..of sorts? Then went onto my bed and played with my phone.
She gave me a wonderful massage the other day. She looked kinda tired, so I decided I'd give her a massage too :) Rub rub pound pound hoho :)Hope it helped her relax a little :O
Then after like half an hour of massage, I laid down beside her. Then then she closed her eyes, didn't wanna wake her. So I laid there watching her, pecked her cheek :) Somehow though...think I eventually fell asleep too xD
The next thing I knew was lingg waking me up LOL! That was when I realised I fell asleep too heh xD
After that she asked for a cup of water so I got her some. Then, well guess we were both real tired, so went back to sleep :)
The next big thing I knew was waking up to lingg's shakes again xD As usual, she was up earlier than me =/ Then we talked and crapped and laid down together. Then she told me she was going to accompany her jie to hair rebonding :O
I wished she wouldn't go, but I knew other bonds were important to her too, so I said yeah ok :)Soon, she left. I saw her down to the bus stop. Fullhouse hehe and waited for the bus with her. Came not too long later and she boarded it, off she went :O
I couldn't see her in the bus cause from my angle, the windows were like totally black xD Luckily managed to bid her goodbye in the end hoho~
I went to get lunch. Headed to macs, and ordered a mcspicy meal. Only to have the guy tell me that the seaweed shaker was outta stock. I hesitated and then told them to cancel my order. What's macs without seaweed shaker? xD
So I went around searching for other food. Eventually saw this newly opened store selling prawn noodles. So I decided to give it a try. Alright, had a real bad experience zzzzzz
Why? I'll explain.
So I queued, and as usual what you'd expect from a new store: Long queue. Finally it was my turn. When I was about to order, the stupid auntie suddenly ignored me and went to talk to the cook =.= Then told me to wait. I was like....wtf?
Never mind that. When she was done, she came back and ask for orders...FROM? FROM A BLOODY 40 ODD YEARS GUY STANDING BESIDE ME =.=" LIKE WHAT THE SHIT??? Like seriously....she already asked for my order halfway...not possible for her to forget that I was the NEXT customer right? Dammit...
So while the old fogey was ordering, I stepped up and said in chinese "Eh..weren't you behind me earlier? Then I stared at the retarded auntie =.=" Then the old douchebag was like alright, so I placed my damn order. Took forever for them to cook a bowl of prawn noodles =.=""""""
Not gonna buy from them again, freakshows...
After that headed home to have my lunch. I dug in and finished it not too long after, serving was kinda small. Parents also went to listen in on some opposition speech at yishun. Guess we're all feeling rebellious xD Tired of the current rule...
After I was done, went to watch television cause there wasn't much to do.
Then messaged lingg and she asked what I was doing. I told her I was watching tele and she said it was boring, then reminded me I had games xD I was oh yeah!
So I went to play uncharted 2 for abit. Missed drake and his witty sentences haha =p
Not too long later, lingg was done with her little outing and she was coming over ;D
I went down to ambush her again xD
Her bus came and I hid myself. Saw her walk pass and stalked her xD Came up around behind her and covered her eyes, hoping to surprise her but...she said she guessed as much :( She heard my footsteps D;
Oh well...she was walking real fast, that was the only way to catch up =x
Then we went up together. Lingg then played this meet the spartans movie O.O
Mmmmmm I thought the entire show was more random and lame than funny LOL! Oh well =/ I was like "stroking" her through the movie xD hohhooho~~
After the show finished...we um played! xD
Lasted so long today :O Should get her a cowboy hat and rope dontcha think? =p
Was sweating buckets man cause the fan wasn't directed at us =.=
Was eventually done with our fun at 10:45? So real tired :O Then went to use com. Lasted so damn long today...I don't know why either xD
Soon though, lingg had to go so I saw her down to the bus stop. Gave her another fullhouse. 2 fullhouses today ;D
157 came pretty fast today so off she went =/
I was hungry again...so went to get something to eat. Eventually got cheena porridge and then headed home to qwell my hunger. Well...the food wasn't too nice :( Not to mention not exactly filling either =/
Oh well, after that I went back to my room and yeah...blog!
Lingg is real worried about Tuesday...sigh how I wish there was something I could do for her. Or like, ya know? Take her place instead so she wouldn't need to go through it... :(
Alright, that's that for today's post. Cya around peeps, mmm though the only one who reads this blog is none other than my lingo herself xD
