Sunday, May 8, 2011, 12:31 AM
The calm and beauty after the storm
So on the twilights of 5th May, we had a talk. Me and lingg...and eventually we patched up. It was through this debacle did I feel the love coming from lingg herself. Yes...it emitted from her heart back from her home and I felt it here. We were apart, but I felt her love for me.
Yet, that was no more than a passing feeling I had and it probably wasn't true. Still, because I felt her love, I just decided to ask anyway. Ya know? Really hoping myself that it was true...that I had eventually won her heart. That she was mine, and I was hers.
I asked at around 1 am and guess what? Her answer was beyond my expectations too...she said it was true. I felt her love without her having to say those words, and it was true. She was in love with me! For the first time, she said those words to me.
She told me this...
I love boon!
Those words...those words made me cry. The tears shed weren't tears of woe...but tears of joy. I really couldn't believe that she finally said that, and that her love, that love I felt was true...I was...so...happy....
After the little touching moment, we both went to sleep cause there was still lesson the next day.
Woke up the next day at 7am. A new day, a new start. It was the rainbow after a huge storm. FIrst thing that came to my mind when I opened my eyes was lingg, and I missed her so much...so bad I really wish she was in front of me and I could just hug her real tight.
With that, I went to shower, get change, do my hair and off I went to school. Walked to lakeside blabla and trained to yio chu kang.
Reached there at 8:30 and headed to the electronic theatre for the first lesson of the day. Yeah it's the french dude's lesson =/
Lesson started and he got someone to play god of war on the ps2. Whilst he was playing, the lecturer than went along to explain design elements to us blablabla. Heck at the end of it I barely understood half of what he said with his heavy accent LOL! Most of the time he was explaining stuff in bits and bits, jumpinh from topic to topic =x And making weird sounds when he made mistakes in his pronunciation LOL =/
GG uh...this module I must self study already =.=
After a crawling 3 hours....of boring crap and being unable to message lingg...it was finally over! Out I went! It was break time of 2 hours and I headed to the library to do a little work.
Got there to realise that it was fully packed and not a single empty seat...with that. We decided to just head back to our block and hope that the studio is open, or we won't have any place to do our work. Fortunately~~~~ Yeah the studio was empty ;D
So in we went for work! After settling down, madeline and wee tat was kind enough to offer to get lunch xD Woot! So yeah I asked for mchicken meal!
Not too long later, food arrived and we all went out! Time to dig in~~~ Yum yum~~ Soooo hungry xD
By the time we were done with our meal, it was 2pm. 1 more hour to the next lesson so off I went to do a little touchup on my work. I was messaging lingo all the way!! hohoho :) MISS HER!!!!
Soon enough, 3 came and it was lesson time. Phone's up again and that means I won't be able to message lingg again for the next 3 hours =/ Unless we have some sorta break =/
Assignment grades were released at the start of the lesson and GUESS WHAT!!??? I GOT AN A!!!! :O 3rd consecutive A so far ;D Hope I can keep up the standard, I'll need all the grades I can get to maintain or improve my GPA. It's gonna be a tough road =/ Hope hope...lingg will support me :O
Alright, ain't gonna talk much about lessons so yeah. Being an A scorer gains privileges xD So few of us were let off early =p Good for me! I can see lingg again all the sooner!
That silly lingo...was carrying a heavy toolbox and yet wanted to head down to meet me =/ She's such a sweetie isn't she? :)
I walked down to the station and waited for the train.
Soon I was on the train and on my way to meet lingg! I believe we met at admiralty again? xD Lingg boarded the train I was on and fortunately we were still able to see each other despite the immense crowd :O
The train was so warm and air-con apparently doesn't work unless the train came to a stop at stations =.=
So I concluded PAP purposely switched off aircons so as to make people vote for them :( So bad right? sobs sobs bully innocents like me D;
Headed to lingg's house. Lingg had to activate her new student card at batok station :O Off we went!
The fan was heaven in the face of super heat, yet...somehow it was still so warm. I really felt like stripping LOL! Sweating all over :( Lingg then asked if I wanted to have dinner since her mum was cooking, and said there was wings too! So I agreed :)
After a little hugging and stuff, it was dinner time and into the kitchen we went for our meal! Eato eato and lingg said I was picky cause I only ate the wings...I was just being simple :( She ruined my dreams of being simple D; LOL! After that, I washed the plate that I used...cause I felt bad LOL! It ain't my house after all =x
Next, headed back to lingg's room and we were hugging and stuff again. Guess we just missed each other so much :(
9.30 came soon and I had to head home. Lingg then told me to wait...and eventually decided to come along with me LOL! I was really hoping so...cause I really missed her so much. Didn't know she'd actually share the same thought as I :)
Off we go! We were chatting till lingg suddenly spotted 157 arriving! I quickly passed her the lappy bag and tried to run after the bus. LINGO UH! SHE TOOK A SHORTCUT LOL! So she arrived a little earlier than me :O Never tell me xD Well in any way, we managed to catch the bus, that's what mattered xD
On the bus, I came up with some awesome crap about Albert Einstein, don't know how I managed it though =p Anyway, it kinda gave the both of us a good and funny bus trip =p
Soon, we reached my house. Went up and into my room!
I went to take a bathe and had my dinner. Stingray~~~
After that went to join lingg in my room. She was doing her math, so with that, decided to play some music and do some drawing too. Just gotta flaunt my new 24 songs hoho =p
Not too long later we were done and um....I don't remember what we did? OH!! yeah yeah we went into the living room cause I wanted to game a little.
With that, I chucked in modern warfare 2 and killed people LOL! Lingg's leg was aching so I helped her massage a little :O Not too long later, lingg was tired so we decided to turn in.
Before that! I gave her a full body massage to help her relax a little. Must've been a really long and tiring weekend for her. That was the least I could do for the girl I love. Soon, I was done and yeah, bedtime.
We exchange a couple of kisses, held hands and fell asleep =p
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Next day, woke a few times cause the flooring was like real hard LOL! Gets uncomfortable once in awhile =x
Today we eventually woke at 1 odd when lingg shook me awake. Today was the latest we slept to whenever she was over LOL! She must've been real tired =x
So we were hugging each other till her mum called. Some conflict in the proces...and lingg was crying :( I consoled her and wiped her tears...it probably didn't help...but I didn't know what else I could do to make her feel better....
Luckily, she was smiling soon enough and we went to hunt for my lunch. Initially I wanted to eat roti prata but there weren't anymore in the afternoon so I made do with macs. I ordered a plain big mac and guess what? I got the non-plain one =.="
Blackshot ruined my lunch today =.= sigh...
We dropped by the provisional shop cause lingo wanted to get some chocolate LOL!
Headed back, lingg started on her AutoCAD work and I worked my way around my lunch :)
Helped her along the way, helped her pick up AutoCAD. Then soon she started on her first assignment. I did a little of my lighting assignment too :O
Then then reached this part where she got stuck with some resistor thingy and and I didn't had the slightest clue as to how to solve it :( So ended up having to ask one of her classmates for help.
Finally she managed to clear up her work at around 11 and submit it.
Finally she was done! She was a day late I guess? Hope it won't affect her grades too much :(
Then somehow I felt sad...cause I couldn't help much with her work. Sigh...
Lingg...am I a lousy boyfriend...?
Soon it was 11.30 and she had to go. Gonna miss her lots since we probably won't be meeting tomorrow due to mother's day. I saw her down to the bus stop.
We french kissed and luckily she noticed that 157 was here! Had we kissed a little more she would have missed her bus LOL =x So with that, I bidded her goodbye.
Saw her left and I went back home. Took a shower before getting down to blogging. Oh oh and before that, I sat and read her diary I bugged so long to acquire =x
Alright, I guess that's about it? Hmm...election results so far PAP still held like nearly all the parliamentary seats. BUT! Their votes have mostly dropped this year. SOON! A few more years and opposition will take over! We will stand!
Nothing much else now...just kinda missing lingg lots and she isn't back home yet cause she's over at her jie's house. Oh well, it's getting late so and I'm tired so will be ending the post here.
I miss you lingg! I love you so much too! And...I really hope...you won't find me a crappy boyfriend....
Finally, the calm and beauty after a storm~
Yet, that was no more than a passing feeling I had and it probably wasn't true. Still, because I felt her love, I just decided to ask anyway. Ya know? Really hoping myself that it was true...that I had eventually won her heart. That she was mine, and I was hers.
I asked at around 1 am and guess what? Her answer was beyond my expectations too...she said it was true. I felt her love without her having to say those words, and it was true. She was in love with me! For the first time, she said those words to me.
She told me this...
I love boon!
Those words...those words made me cry. The tears shed weren't tears of woe...but tears of joy. I really couldn't believe that she finally said that, and that her love, that love I felt was true...I was...so...happy....
After the little touching moment, we both went to sleep cause there was still lesson the next day.
Woke up the next day at 7am. A new day, a new start. It was the rainbow after a huge storm. FIrst thing that came to my mind when I opened my eyes was lingg, and I missed her so much...so bad I really wish she was in front of me and I could just hug her real tight.
With that, I went to shower, get change, do my hair and off I went to school. Walked to lakeside blabla and trained to yio chu kang.
Reached there at 8:30 and headed to the electronic theatre for the first lesson of the day. Yeah it's the french dude's lesson =/
Lesson started and he got someone to play god of war on the ps2. Whilst he was playing, the lecturer than went along to explain design elements to us blablabla. Heck at the end of it I barely understood half of what he said with his heavy accent LOL! Most of the time he was explaining stuff in bits and bits, jumpinh from topic to topic =x And making weird sounds when he made mistakes in his pronunciation LOL =/
GG uh...this module I must self study already =.=
After a crawling 3 hours....of boring crap and being unable to message lingg...it was finally over! Out I went! It was break time of 2 hours and I headed to the library to do a little work.
Got there to realise that it was fully packed and not a single empty seat...with that. We decided to just head back to our block and hope that the studio is open, or we won't have any place to do our work. Fortunately~~~~ Yeah the studio was empty ;D
So in we went for work! After settling down, madeline and wee tat was kind enough to offer to get lunch xD Woot! So yeah I asked for mchicken meal!
Not too long later, food arrived and we all went out! Time to dig in~~~ Yum yum~~ Soooo hungry xD
By the time we were done with our meal, it was 2pm. 1 more hour to the next lesson so off I went to do a little touchup on my work. I was messaging lingo all the way!! hohoho :) MISS HER!!!!
Soon enough, 3 came and it was lesson time. Phone's up again and that means I won't be able to message lingg again for the next 3 hours =/ Unless we have some sorta break =/
Assignment grades were released at the start of the lesson and GUESS WHAT!!??? I GOT AN A!!!! :O 3rd consecutive A so far ;D Hope I can keep up the standard, I'll need all the grades I can get to maintain or improve my GPA. It's gonna be a tough road =/ Hope hope...lingg will support me :O
Alright, ain't gonna talk much about lessons so yeah. Being an A scorer gains privileges xD So few of us were let off early =p Good for me! I can see lingg again all the sooner!
That silly lingo...was carrying a heavy toolbox and yet wanted to head down to meet me =/ She's such a sweetie isn't she? :)
I walked down to the station and waited for the train.
Soon I was on the train and on my way to meet lingg! I believe we met at admiralty again? xD Lingg boarded the train I was on and fortunately we were still able to see each other despite the immense crowd :O
The train was so warm and air-con apparently doesn't work unless the train came to a stop at stations =.=
So I concluded PAP purposely switched off aircons so as to make people vote for them :( So bad right? sobs sobs bully innocents like me D;
Headed to lingg's house. Lingg had to activate her new student card at batok station :O Off we went!
The fan was heaven in the face of super heat, yet...somehow it was still so warm. I really felt like stripping LOL! Sweating all over :( Lingg then asked if I wanted to have dinner since her mum was cooking, and said there was wings too! So I agreed :)
After a little hugging and stuff, it was dinner time and into the kitchen we went for our meal! Eato eato and lingg said I was picky cause I only ate the wings...I was just being simple :( She ruined my dreams of being simple D; LOL! After that, I washed the plate that I used...cause I felt bad LOL! It ain't my house after all =x
Next, headed back to lingg's room and we were hugging and stuff again. Guess we just missed each other so much :(
9.30 came soon and I had to head home. Lingg then told me to wait...and eventually decided to come along with me LOL! I was really hoping so...cause I really missed her so much. Didn't know she'd actually share the same thought as I :)
Off we go! We were chatting till lingg suddenly spotted 157 arriving! I quickly passed her the lappy bag and tried to run after the bus. LINGO UH! SHE TOOK A SHORTCUT LOL! So she arrived a little earlier than me :O Never tell me xD Well in any way, we managed to catch the bus, that's what mattered xD
On the bus, I came up with some awesome crap about Albert Einstein, don't know how I managed it though =p Anyway, it kinda gave the both of us a good and funny bus trip =p
Soon, we reached my house. Went up and into my room!
I went to take a bathe and had my dinner. Stingray~~~
After that went to join lingg in my room. She was doing her math, so with that, decided to play some music and do some drawing too. Just gotta flaunt my new 24 songs hoho =p
Not too long later we were done and um....I don't remember what we did? OH!! yeah yeah we went into the living room cause I wanted to game a little.
With that, I chucked in modern warfare 2 and killed people LOL! Lingg's leg was aching so I helped her massage a little :O Not too long later, lingg was tired so we decided to turn in.
Before that! I gave her a full body massage to help her relax a little. Must've been a really long and tiring weekend for her. That was the least I could do for the girl I love. Soon, I was done and yeah, bedtime.
We exchange a couple of kisses, held hands and fell asleep =p
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Next day, woke a few times cause the flooring was like real hard LOL! Gets uncomfortable once in awhile =x
Today we eventually woke at 1 odd when lingg shook me awake. Today was the latest we slept to whenever she was over LOL! She must've been real tired =x
So we were hugging each other till her mum called. Some conflict in the proces...and lingg was crying :( I consoled her and wiped her tears...it probably didn't help...but I didn't know what else I could do to make her feel better....
Luckily, she was smiling soon enough and we went to hunt for my lunch. Initially I wanted to eat roti prata but there weren't anymore in the afternoon so I made do with macs. I ordered a plain big mac and guess what? I got the non-plain one =.="
Blackshot ruined my lunch today =.= sigh...
We dropped by the provisional shop cause lingo wanted to get some chocolate LOL!
Headed back, lingg started on her AutoCAD work and I worked my way around my lunch :)
Helped her along the way, helped her pick up AutoCAD. Then soon she started on her first assignment. I did a little of my lighting assignment too :O
Then then reached this part where she got stuck with some resistor thingy and and I didn't had the slightest clue as to how to solve it :( So ended up having to ask one of her classmates for help.
Finally she managed to clear up her work at around 11 and submit it.
Finally she was done! She was a day late I guess? Hope it won't affect her grades too much :(
Then somehow I felt sad...cause I couldn't help much with her work. Sigh...
Lingg...am I a lousy boyfriend...?
Soon it was 11.30 and she had to go. Gonna miss her lots since we probably won't be meeting tomorrow due to mother's day. I saw her down to the bus stop.
We french kissed and luckily she noticed that 157 was here! Had we kissed a little more she would have missed her bus LOL =x So with that, I bidded her goodbye.
Saw her left and I went back home. Took a shower before getting down to blogging. Oh oh and before that, I sat and read her diary I bugged so long to acquire =x
Alright, I guess that's about it? Hmm...election results so far PAP still held like nearly all the parliamentary seats. BUT! Their votes have mostly dropped this year. SOON! A few more years and opposition will take over! We will stand!
Nothing much else now...just kinda missing lingg lots and she isn't back home yet cause she's over at her jie's house. Oh well, it's getting late so and I'm tired so will be ending the post here.
I miss you lingg! I love you so much too! And...I really hope...you won't find me a crappy boyfriend....
Finally, the calm and beauty after a storm~
