Wednesday, May 4, 2011, 12:19 AM
The Final Post
Dear blog, don't mind if I call you that formally...this is gonna be the last post after all. So I thought you ought to get some respect at least. That is the best I can do for you.
So today, 4th May 2011, at 12:17, the girl I loved broke up with me. Or at least that's what I'm led to believe. She removed everything, it's as clear as day now isn't it?
To think I foolishly believed I would one day be able to marry her, and live my remaining life out with her. I was wrong.
I gave her all my love, my trust, my faith, yet this was the end. If this is love, if this is what love can only ever bring...I'm not gonna love again. There is absolutely no point in it. Dedicating yourself to one person, yet the road takes you nowhere.
Despite this, I still somehow love her. So I'm not gonna remove the ring, I'm not removing anything I have ever forged with her. These are the memories I had with a girl I've loved so much in this lifetime, and I'll keep them close.
A solemn night, I thought I'd see such a day. Yet I still took the step, because I believed in this girl, that I'll never find another as special as her. One who gives out as much sparks as her, one who...melts me with every action of hers. Looks like believing...well...there ain't anything else to believe in anymore.
She is gone.
I still remember the promise I made to her, that I won't forget her. Seems like I won't, she has been too big an impact in my life. She had been my everything...till now.
I'll remember her, even if she isn't here anymore.
Looks like I'm going back to being alone again. Can't believe at a time like this...I'm talking to my blog instead of a person...well I don't have anyone anyway. She was the only one, and now she's gone.
I'll remember her.
I'll take the train home, and remember the times we would hug and kiss on it like the world was ours.
I'll walk alone, and remember you beside me, where I'll crap and make you laugh.
I'll eat alone, looking across the table, remembering the times you watched me eat and how cute you looked while eating.
I'll wake up to a day with no anticipation, remembering how you were the only thing I looked forward to.
I'll pass by your area, and remember how I'd go up and ring you up to open the door.
I'll look back at this blog, and remember the only reason for it's existant.
I'll read back the contents, and remember the happy times we had.
I'll look through my dreams again, and remember how you were gonna be in it.
I'll look at our ring...and remember the bond we once shared.
I'll look up into the night sky...and remember my love for you, and remember how we were always together...inseperable...
I'll look back at everything, and remember the girl I loved so much in this life...
This girl I'll remember...
Sew Yun Ling, you'll always be in my memories.
So today, 4th May 2011, at 12:17, the girl I loved broke up with me. Or at least that's what I'm led to believe. She removed everything, it's as clear as day now isn't it?
To think I foolishly believed I would one day be able to marry her, and live my remaining life out with her. I was wrong.
I gave her all my love, my trust, my faith, yet this was the end. If this is love, if this is what love can only ever bring...I'm not gonna love again. There is absolutely no point in it. Dedicating yourself to one person, yet the road takes you nowhere.
Despite this, I still somehow love her. So I'm not gonna remove the ring, I'm not removing anything I have ever forged with her. These are the memories I had with a girl I've loved so much in this lifetime, and I'll keep them close.
A solemn night, I thought I'd see such a day. Yet I still took the step, because I believed in this girl, that I'll never find another as special as her. One who gives out as much sparks as her, one who...melts me with every action of hers. Looks like believing...well...there ain't anything else to believe in anymore.
She is gone.
I still remember the promise I made to her, that I won't forget her. Seems like I won't, she has been too big an impact in my life. She had been my everything...till now.
I'll remember her, even if she isn't here anymore.
Looks like I'm going back to being alone again. Can't believe at a time like this...I'm talking to my blog instead of a person...well I don't have anyone anyway. She was the only one, and now she's gone.
I'll remember her.
I'll take the train home, and remember the times we would hug and kiss on it like the world was ours.
I'll walk alone, and remember you beside me, where I'll crap and make you laugh.
I'll eat alone, looking across the table, remembering the times you watched me eat and how cute you looked while eating.
I'll wake up to a day with no anticipation, remembering how you were the only thing I looked forward to.
I'll pass by your area, and remember how I'd go up and ring you up to open the door.
I'll look back at this blog, and remember the only reason for it's existant.
I'll read back the contents, and remember the happy times we had.
I'll look through my dreams again, and remember how you were gonna be in it.
I'll look at our ring...and remember the bond we once shared.
I'll look up into the night sky...and remember my love for you, and remember how we were always together...inseperable...
I'll look back at everything, and remember the girl I loved so much in this life...
This girl I'll remember...
Sew Yun Ling, you'll always be in my memories.
