Sunday, June 12, 2011, 9:13 AM
I'll be missing you....
After class yesterday, I went on to vivo to meet lingo. I guess that's...a nice place to spend some last time together isn't it...?
I got there at around 7 odd and headed straight up to the sky garden. There I found lingg standing and leaning against the railings. I told myself, to smile. I did and then walked up to her and gave her a shoulder prank. As expected, she looked in the wrong direction haha..
Then we sat down. Wasn't our usual spot though. Then we...started talking and reminiscening things...
Then lingo folded couple of hearts using flyers she got along the way =x
Then then this pimp face and his two pimped women came and spoilt the mood! D; Mass hokkien words and hokkien songs spam. Sigh....
In any case, I tried being my usual self, cracking jokes and lame stuff...to try and make her laugh. Well she did :) Although...once in awhile...I can't help but feel down.
Then at around 9, there were fireworks coming from the universal studios and the crane performance. It wasn't much, but still a good sight. Just in time and plain sight isn't it? We watched the show of sparkly explosions together.
Oh and another thing...I really never thought I'd get to see lingo in that white shirt ever. I really never did thought I'd ever get that chance...but she was wearing it that day :)
Soon, time to go. We took a bus and headed back to her house. Yeah...I'll be staying over.
Kinda hungry when we got there, she got some food from the dinner her mum conjured up earlier. After finishing my meal, I had some ice cream too! Then I felt uncomfortable, moving bowels =x
So I went to "sit" in the toilet =p Should have rang lingg up to let her hear the nice explosions haha....
I always forgot to do so, can't believe I still forgot doing so that night. Now...I won't get another chance....
Then we were in her room, like usual. Talking and stuff. To be honest, it felt like it was any other normal day...that nothing had happened at all. If only it was that way...
Then at around 12 odd, we got a little hyped I guess haha...so we played till around 3.
Then..it was time to sleep. As usual, I cried a little as I closed my eyes. Knowing that the day had ended...and the next time I open my eyes again...all this wonder, all this beauty will be gone.
I couldn't really sleep well. Woke up a couple of times. Till at around 9, I finally gave up sleeping. So I sat up and watched lingo sleep. I never really got that chance to see her sleep did I? Well...somehow she could feel my presence? She woke too =/
I only caught maybe a few seconds glimpse of her sleeping =/
We just kept staring at each other. Or at least...I kept staring at her. I wanted to note down, remember and register every single little detail on that silly face of hers. I wanted...to remember her....
Then soon, my mum called me. I rejected the call, and she sent me a message. Urging me to return home.
I told lingg I had to go...and she broke down. Watching her cry like this....it made my heart ache...my tears flowed too...
I tried consoling her...but guess it didn't work. After a little crying together...I got my stuff and she saw me to the door.
I...I really couldn't bear to leave...
I wanted to go...but somehow I turned back and held her hand again. We hugged....and cried in each other's embrace. Then I tried really hard to swallow my tears, I told myself I wanted to leave a good impression when I left. I wanted...to give her a smile...
I did.
Then I turned and left. That moment...all the tears I held back, all came out. As I walked to the lift lobby...I kept turning back...
I wanted to see her....as much as I could...
Even after taking the lift to the bottom, I looked up again. There, I saw her looking down too...I waved to her, but she never waved back..
I saw 157, but kinda...ignored it...I wanted to see her little face again...even if it's just a blob in the distance.
I stood there and watched her...and watched...and watched...
Then I thought the next 157 came, so I went on. Realising it was a mistake, I quickly ran back to the sheltered area...hoping lingg was still there. I got there and looked up...she was already gone...
I still so much wanna hold her hand and continue walking on..walking down this road. Yet she's afraid....
But I'll wait for her...
Lingg....I'll wait for you...
I'll wait for you to step into my life again if you will...
I'll wait for you, and hold your hand again...
I'll wait for you, to give you kisses again...
I'll wait for you...to walk on this journey again...
I'll keep waiting lingg...till you come back...
I love you.....and I miss you...
I'll miss you so much....
I got there at around 7 odd and headed straight up to the sky garden. There I found lingg standing and leaning against the railings. I told myself, to smile. I did and then walked up to her and gave her a shoulder prank. As expected, she looked in the wrong direction haha..
Then we sat down. Wasn't our usual spot though. Then we...started talking and reminiscening things...
Then lingo folded couple of hearts using flyers she got along the way =x
Then then this pimp face and his two pimped women came and spoilt the mood! D; Mass hokkien words and hokkien songs spam. Sigh....
In any case, I tried being my usual self, cracking jokes and lame stuff...to try and make her laugh. Well she did :) Although...once in awhile...I can't help but feel down.
Then at around 9, there were fireworks coming from the universal studios and the crane performance. It wasn't much, but still a good sight. Just in time and plain sight isn't it? We watched the show of sparkly explosions together.
Oh and another thing...I really never thought I'd get to see lingo in that white shirt ever. I really never did thought I'd ever get that chance...but she was wearing it that day :)
Soon, time to go. We took a bus and headed back to her house. Yeah...I'll be staying over.
Kinda hungry when we got there, she got some food from the dinner her mum conjured up earlier. After finishing my meal, I had some ice cream too! Then I felt uncomfortable, moving bowels =x
So I went to "sit" in the toilet =p Should have rang lingg up to let her hear the nice explosions haha....
I always forgot to do so, can't believe I still forgot doing so that night. Now...I won't get another chance....
Then we were in her room, like usual. Talking and stuff. To be honest, it felt like it was any other normal day...that nothing had happened at all. If only it was that way...
Then at around 12 odd, we got a little hyped I guess haha...so we played till around 3.
Then..it was time to sleep. As usual, I cried a little as I closed my eyes. Knowing that the day had ended...and the next time I open my eyes again...all this wonder, all this beauty will be gone.
I couldn't really sleep well. Woke up a couple of times. Till at around 9, I finally gave up sleeping. So I sat up and watched lingo sleep. I never really got that chance to see her sleep did I? Well...somehow she could feel my presence? She woke too =/
I only caught maybe a few seconds glimpse of her sleeping =/
We just kept staring at each other. Or at least...I kept staring at her. I wanted to note down, remember and register every single little detail on that silly face of hers. I wanted...to remember her....
Then soon, my mum called me. I rejected the call, and she sent me a message. Urging me to return home.
I told lingg I had to go...and she broke down. Watching her cry like this....it made my heart ache...my tears flowed too...
I tried consoling her...but guess it didn't work. After a little crying together...I got my stuff and she saw me to the door.
I...I really couldn't bear to leave...
I wanted to go...but somehow I turned back and held her hand again. We hugged....and cried in each other's embrace. Then I tried really hard to swallow my tears, I told myself I wanted to leave a good impression when I left. I wanted...to give her a smile...
I did.
Then I turned and left. That moment...all the tears I held back, all came out. As I walked to the lift lobby...I kept turning back...
I wanted to see her....as much as I could...
Even after taking the lift to the bottom, I looked up again. There, I saw her looking down too...I waved to her, but she never waved back..
I saw 157, but kinda...ignored it...I wanted to see her little face again...even if it's just a blob in the distance.
I stood there and watched her...and watched...and watched...
Then I thought the next 157 came, so I went on. Realising it was a mistake, I quickly ran back to the sheltered area...hoping lingg was still there. I got there and looked up...she was already gone...
I still so much wanna hold her hand and continue walking on..walking down this road. Yet she's afraid....
But I'll wait for her...
Lingg....I'll wait for you...
I'll wait for you to step into my life again if you will...
I'll wait for you, and hold your hand again...
I'll wait for you, to give you kisses again...
I'll wait for you...to walk on this journey again...
I'll keep waiting lingg...till you come back...
I love you.....and I miss you...
I'll miss you so much....
