if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Saturday, February 26, 2011, 7:43 PM

Couple~

Heya peeps, I'm back to share a little of my daily experiences =p

So this is...mmmm ohh yeah 25th of February! As usual argh went to school dead early in the morning ~.~ And then it was all work work work and more work....

Really crappy for a Friday until lingg finally woke up and I can talk to her! ;D So eventually our chat led to her requesting to go out today xD

We were like wondering where could we hang out and stuff. I considerated for awhile and a thought struck me! We are already a couple so so sooooo why not make a couple ring? A symbol of our love ^^

Ling then went hontoni (really?) haha and I was like well yeah, why not? So that really gave me a little energy boost to let me finish the last few hours in school ;D

After that, I though lingg would be down at Yio Chu Kang since we wanted to go down together so I went searching for her on the platform. Until she finally told me she was still at home LOL! Then we had a little phone conversation bla bla bla and yeah, I decided to go back to JE and meet up with her there haha~

Finaly got there at around 7 and damn it was hell crowded ~.~ Really annoying. Then lingg would be slightly late cause she used her com till she forgot the time =x Whilst waiting for her, I kinda closed my eyes abit cause it felt kinda heavy. Then then I felt someone sit beside me. I opened my eyes and and and!! LING!!! =D I was so happy to see her hehe~~

We got onto the train heading for city hall. On the train, lingg kept asking if I was ok, and if I really wanted to go out cause I look exhausted. I said I was fine, didn't wanna waste her effort ya know? I want her to be happy :)

Yeah lingg, true I was really tired, and carrying that heavy backpack around. But ya know, I don't mind, it's all worth it if I can put that smile on your face :) And it was really sweet of you to show that concern by asking, thank you ^^

We got to suntec, walked around abit and realised there wasn't much there for couple rings LOL! So we went down to plaza sing instead, hoping to find something there. We browsed the wares of 2 couple lab stores and lingg finally decided on a design hehe ^^ Lucky they had the sizes =D

Then then after some stuff we had to do to purchase the rings, it was finally done :) I feel kinda bad for having lingg pay for it first cause I didn't have enough cash on that day =x Sorry ling!!

Then we went back to her house. We went down to macs for a bite cause I was hungry =x and after that, took a short nap at her house. Supposed to be half an hour, but when I woke up I have already napped for 1.5 hours. Why didn't you wake me up ling? o.o

Anyways, after that, she was watching this really odd japanese film o.o LOL!

And and and at about 3 am, well....I'm not gonna gointo the details of what happened after that =p

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Alright, Saturday morning, and I have to go back to school. Oh god =.="

I got there at 12, which was when my members decided to meet. I got there punctually and everyone else arrived at 1 instead zzzzzz ~.~

After that it was all work work and work again...felt kinda hungry at 3 cause I didn't had breakfast or lunch. Went down from the studio to grab a bite. Walked all over and all the canteens and even macs was closed!!! NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Left with no choice, I shuffled back reluctantly to continue with my work. Then at 5.30, I left school to go back home cause I wanna rest and wash up haha~

Had pizza for dinner!! Thanks mum!!

And and here I am blogging away :) Will be going to fetch ling off work later on sooooo well, that's about it! Sayonara!!!

Oh and lingg, I still can't believe you are my girlfriend LOL! That we are a couple, cause its...its like a dream come true =x


Thursday, February 24, 2011, 10:59 PM

A Day To Remember My Whole Life

24th of February. Does it mean anything to anyone else? Well it does to me :) Any ideas?

Did I hear public holiday? Nah it isn't =p In fact it's just an ordinary day....for most, except well besides me haha~ Why? Well, cause 24th of February, is the day I proposed to lingg, the day she officially accepted my love for her :)

This, this is a day, to remember for all my life.

So just to note this beautiful day down, I'ma tell you a little of it =p So I went down to her house at around 9 odd at night. Then we just stoned around doing the usual stuff haha~ Then she went on to have her dinner at 11 odd, I was pretty sure it's near 12 haha xD Oh by the way, by near 12 I mean near 12am of 24th February hehe

So halfway through her dinner, the clock stuck 12. Yes, it's officially the 24th of February. I then called out to lingg. She came into the room. I then held her hand, kneeled down, and there, proposed to her. :)

Now, lingg, just in case you didn't fully catch what I said during the proposal, I shall say it once more for you :)

Lingg, do I, Kelvin Hage-san have the honor to have you, Sew Yun Ling as my girlfriend?
With the honor of promises that be it happy or sad, healthy or diseased,
that I will always be there to love and care for you,
till the end of time, and may only death do us apart.
Lingg, will you be my girlfriend?

She was all blushing, giggling away haha~~ and then she said okay! Yup that was it, she finally accepted my love for her, a love that I will cherish for all time :)

Well just in case any of you are wondering why pick 24th of February for the proposal, well here's your answer: Because the numbers 2 & 4 are lingg's favourite numbers :)

Having said all those, lingg, there are just some thoughts in me that I wanna share with you. Alright, whether you think this is just purely sweet talk or not, I don't care, cause for me, I speak these words with every inch of sincerity from my heart.

Lingg, I wanna be with you, I wanna hold your hand, no one else but yours my whole life.
My kiss with you is my first, and I want it to be the very last.
I wanna love & care for you regardless of circumstances.
I wanna ask for your hand in marriage.
I wanna have a warm and wonderful family with you, where we'll be happy always.
I wanna walk this life and grow old with you.
I wanna hug and live my life out with you, just you.
I want you, to be my one and only.
This love for you, will remain always :)

Oh and lingg, whether how awful you may think you look, no matter how others look at you. I just wanna let you know, you are the most beautiful in my heart. No matter what happens, you'll always remain beautiful to me, always.

Alas, on the 24th of February, 00:00:00 am, this is the moment my love story with lingg truly begins. A story that we will write together, a story, that will never end till we lose the strength to pen it. A story, that will last for all time.

Lingg, this is the story we will share, just you and me. A day, a moment, a love I will remember my whole life.

I love you babe~

-From the bottom of my heart- Kelvin Hage-san :)


Tuesday, February 22, 2011, 9:56 AM

Marathon

Alright! Sunday night~ So I picked lingg up from work and headed to her house. We met her jie at the void deck and we went up together haha =p

Then they started crapping with each other LOL I got bored and went to take a nap instead. Somehow, it didn't feel long, maybe cause I'm tired, lingg poked a finger into my gaping mouth and then whacked it! Yeah that woke me up good =x

I opened my eyes, looked around and closed them again xD The next time she came back, her jie was gone o.o Like wow, I didn't even know what was going on =x

So we started our usual routine and I thought I'd hang around till 2 or so before heading home to do my work cause I miss lingg so much :( Then then she was like "I want, I want!" and then some guessing game came on. Like gosh, I'm bad at guessing =/ So eventually, somehow it all came into place and yeah =p

At the end of it, she made me so shag! :O and it was around 5 in the morning =x Luckily I received a message from my lead that the supervisor meeting was postponed to tuesday, or I would surely die the next day haha~~ So before sleeping, I gave lingg a call and asked if she wanted to come over tomorrow since I didn't had school, although I still have work....

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Monday~~ I woke up at 12.30 cause my alarm rang then. Ended up I continued sleeping till 1 odd? Of which lingg messaged and then went missing again for an hour or so. Maybe she dropped her phone on her head and knocked herself unconscious =x

So yeah I started work at 2.30 and waited~~ miss miss miss lingg much ;(

She finally got up at I don't know what time and started preparing and then bused down. I went to pick her up at the bus stop and then continued to macs to get dinner for myself and my sisterrrr. After that, I had my meal in my room and by the time I was done, it was 7. Then lingg wanted huggies! So I offered her the crocodile or bear hug xD And hug hug till 7.30 =p

I then started on my work again while she used my other lappy to shop and stuff :)

Around 10:45 or so lingg complained she was hungry xD So we went to macs to grab apple pies to chew on ^^ We watched tele and ate our pies till 12 odd. Then then the main course was served at around 1 in the morning xD

Yeah crazy stuff, shagged again =p

But I feel bad for not being able to find it! D; We'll keep trying okay? I ain't giving up yet ;)
So then it was around 3 by then and lingg suggested she went back home. I saw her down, hailed her cab and bid her goodbye :)

Alright that's it for now folks~~ I love you dearest lingg!! Muacks!!


Sunday, February 20, 2011, 3:07 PM

Beautiful Love

Hmm...since I didn't blog about friday, let's start with it then ^^



So as usual, like the pass few days, I woke up at around 7 to prepare for school. And and and lingg was still upset with me! :( I attempted talking to her but she just wouldn't budge sobsob

So left with no other choice, I had to do my work with a dampened and worried mood while waiting for her to wake so we can talk things out. She finally did and after a round of apologies, she finally melted! Ya know~~~ SOOOOO relieved!! I was so worried the night before, and I was constantly worried while doing my work :(

Anyway, after that she told me she had work today, so I will be fetching her off work later! Since she wouldn't be dismissed till around 10 or so, I thought I'd just stay in school till 8 0dd to do my work first haha~~

When I finally got there, the stadium lights were on for the first time LOL! It seems there was a soccer match awhile before I arrived since crowds were leaving and I saw people dressed in soccer jerseys. I went to the windows to peep at lingg =p BUT BUT BUT I couldn't see her! D; Ernest saw me, so we waved at each other =p

Anddddd I waited and waited. It was so god damned hot outside sheesh~~ was sweating buckets and felt like floodings in my shirt and jeans. It's like a damn totally burst open and all the crap flowed out! So much sweat it's even holier than the holiest of the holy water! SO wait and wait and lingg and ernest weren't out yet LOL! So I messaged lingg and she told me they were eating ice O.O (never gimme some, so hot outside ya know? =p)

So after that, we went back to lingg's house. Oh and almost forgot to mention ernest's UOB card got eatened up and terminated cause he was spamming the wrong pins =x

So at lingg's house, we were like just crapping and stuff and I drank all her water >:D Shoooo thirsty! Then then then, after that, when everyone was asleep, we started kissing :O Then we hugged and kissed for like 3 hours? omg~~ Wait maybe it's 4? I can't remember how long we were at it haha~~

At about 7, we had to stop cause we didn't want to be caught kissing by her mum =p We then went to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

On Saturday morning,

Lingg woke at around 12 odd I think? I opened my eyes and were still all groggy. She then went to prepare cause she wanted to go out, WE wanted to go out =p so long never walk walk hehe~ So she went to do her makeup and I went back to sleep xD Then then then I had this really weird dream. I was chased by like hundreds of elites omg (you'll know what elites are if you play halo - a game) then then somehow it transitioned into some kung fu thingy wtf =.= Crazy dream ~.~

After she was done, we went down vivovovoila~ Just walked around and wanted to try our luck with the sunset there. Hot damned the clouds were blocking the sunnn again! ARGH! So we just sat down somewhere dry and rotted away~ Took loads of pictures haha ;D And we were kissing in public =x shhhhhhh xD P.D.A

There were these little girls who went crazily happy stepping on floor lights LOL! I wanted to join in but but but shy uh =p

After that lingg wanted to eat crispy chicken! Wait...I think I got the order messed up O.O If I'm not wrong....we had her crispy chicken thingy first before camwhoring? Hmm.....

In anyways, after that we went for the boardwalk thingy and I was posing for pictures xD Damn I'm such a talented poser, maybe I can do that for a job xD hehehehe~

The boardwalk thing didn't take long, cause it's kinda short EVEN if it looked long LOL!

After that we decided to head back to her house. Along the way, I just had this amazing crap idea about hage'ed people =x I know it's kinda mean but hey~~ entertainment value right? xD I'm still wondering how they make paper printed hair so realistic :O

Now at lingg's house, we were so damn tempted to kiss =x But couldn't cause her sister and father were still wake in the living room. Don't wanna be caught ya know? xD But but but so tempting! And we're like totally addicted, drugs =/ love drugs? :O So we had appettisers to ease the temptation a little ya know? And prepare for the main course xD

Then then lingg couldn't wait anymore, so she just closed the door and said, "don't care, let's start" LOL! So yeah had kinda a romantic night with her :) Hmm....she seemed really tired at the end of it, I feel bad making her stay up :( sorry ling for making you lose sleep!!

T'was about 7 on Sunday morning, and I had to head back home cause my sister needed some help with documentation. Life's like this when ya so important xD On the bus, I fell asleep and missed my bloody stop!!! wtf ~.~ The bus went all the way to jurong point. I alighted from the bus and then went back to queue again. Then there was this person staring at me with these eyes O.O I think he was like wondering why I just alighted from 157 and immediately went back to queue at 157 LOL! Yeah, got back home at 8 odd, and then went to sleep =x

Woke up at 2.30 and here I am blogging! Will be fetching lingg off work later again :)

Alright that's about it for today! Time to do some work~
This is a beautiful love, let is last for a long time to come~

I love you, lingg


Friday, February 18, 2011, 12:28 AM

The Unknown

Another day, a norml Wednesday cept I've got piles of work waiting for me when I get to the studio LOL!

Woke at 7, prepared and trained down to school. Saw a friend on the way and he treated me to cheese sausage! xD Well not too bad a start is it? haha

So once I got to my seat, I immediately sat down and started work. I had to finish up most of my conceptual drawings by today....so arararara WORK WORK WORK!!!! OOh and also I had intention to stay over at lingg's tonight :) I so badly wanna spend time with her, even if we're just gonna be sleeping silently LOL.

Rushed and rushed and waited for lingg to wake so I can chat with her ^^ She finally did. So I talked to her as I worked, missed her much! Then then she suggested coming down to so we can go back together, ya know, that's really nice of her :)

She trained down and ummmm well I something cropped up at the last moment and it impeded my dismissal time slightly. Ended up lingg had to wait like 10 minutes or so for me =x

When I finally found her at the station, yeah...she was pouting away! :(

A train came but it so damn cramped we couldn't get in...forced to wait for the next ARGH!! And she was still pouting!

Next train arrived and we managed to squeeze in ~.~ it took awhile before lingg melted and talked to me hehe :) the train was slowwwwwww and when we finally got to westmall, I wanted to takeaway Burger King! But Lingg wouldn't let me cause she wanted me to eat with her at her house~ OoooOooOOOoo ok! ;D

Got to her house, finished up her Merci chocolates xD and then had steamboat dinner with lingg and her mum. Was kinda awkward, never ate with her mum before sooooo yeah =x But things went fine. I finished my meal, waited for lingg and then off we went to her room haha!

Somewat somehow, we were standing by her wardrobe and then started kissing, but but she was worried her mum would catch us! Sooooo I suggested doing some work first and wait for her mum to sleep ehehehe xD

By then it was around 11 odd, or 12? I can't remember. We did the usual plus plus a little french kissing ^^ Then she wanted to go wash her face. I got bored while waiting and fell asleep xD When she came back, she woke me up cause my mouth was opened! Maybe she was afraid insects would go down my throat! xD

Lights went off cause we were like tired haha~ then....I got the urge to kiss her again =x So I sat up, crawled over to her. Then we started kissing again, this time we couldn't see each other cause it was so dark. Good accuracy eh! Somehow we couldn't stop, and then we went on about how we were addicted xD Oh goshhhh~~~~

Finally, at around 3 odd, we kissed for 2 hours! @.@ We managed to get in control and stop haha. I laid down and KO'ed xD

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Woke up today at 7 .30, damn 4 hours of sleep and I have a long day of work ahead of me haha~ Oh well, I did the usual, bid lingg goodbye and went down to catch my bus.

852 came after awhile, the doors opened and then the bus captain told us not to board cause there was something wrong with the doors O.O But there were a few passengers inside LOL! Left wihtout a choice, I waited for the next bus. It finally came and I went down to westmall for my train journey to school.

Got there as usual at 9 and went straight down to work!

Worked myself to the bones and today proved to be a rather fruitful day. Finished quite alotta stuff! ;D Then lingg suggested coming down again and then I'll see her off to her Japanese class :)
She took a bus down this time and we ended up taking a bus back!

I felt beat while on the bus and slept for awhile, damn it was uncomfortable with my buldgy bags! By the time we got back, it was like 7:45!!!!! Slow bus!!! x(

So we walked quickly to meet up with Ernest and went down to the CC for her class. We got there at 7:59! Punctual eh!!?? Saw her off and went back to westmall to grab a bite while I wait for her lesson to end.

Went back for her and saw her home. We did the usual stuff and then she was watching hollow man. Yeah the guy was kinda freaky =x Like a walking corpse x.x

When 11:45 came, I had to go, in order to catch the last bus. Then lingg looked kinda sad :( No idea why sob sob sob ;(

Fear of the unknown, fear of going back to the past :(


Tuesday, February 15, 2011, 8:57 AM

You're Amazing

Okay! Sooo I didn't blog yesterday cause it was real late by the time I got back and not to mention I was pretty much darn tired too haha~~ Why? Well I'll explain that in abit.

So, the night before the official start date of Studio Project 2, I couldn't get myself to sleep for the life of it ~.~ Cause I was so damn worried about the project groupings. For the life of it, one bad experience with really bad team members in Studio Project 1 was enough, the last thing I need is another traumatic experience of which I'ma end up doing almost all the shit alone again =.=

I pretty much laid in bed for hours thinking about it, until somehow I fell asleep at around 5 odd in the morning I believe. Only to wake up to the morning Jesus call at 7. 2 hours of sleep, got prepared and went straight on to school.

There, the lecturer began announcing the groupings and I was so freaking worried I felt like just knocking myself unconscious there and that. LUCKILY!!!!!! When my group was announced, hey it ain't that bad after all =) Hmm maybe I should have Gandhi to thank for this. Come to think of it, is Gandhi the only 'Indian god' I know? LOL ~.~

So yeah, after that, my team got down to work. Discussing the game concept ideas blablabla~~ Then the flowers I ordered the night before arrived at around 1 odd. Yep, I went to collect it, hid at some really creepy looking corner and started TRYING to wrap it up myself. Did I mention I really felt like giving up after so many failed tries? =.=

But the thought of seeing a smile on lingg's face got me going. Took me about 3 hours till I finally got it right at around 4 odd =x

So I rushed back to the studio room and got back to work. Fortunately the lecturer didn't catch me missing in action xD ehehehehe~~

After dismissal at 6, since lingg was like rushing me and everything, I packed up and immediately rushed out to look for her. Yeah like I said, I rushed out and totally forgot all about the flowers! D; I realised that when I was near the school exit. So I called my friend and kind as he is, brought it done for me. Well, lingg was smart enough to wait an extra 4 minutes for it xD Or maybe she was just reallllll curious? =p Either way, lucky for me she did, or my effort would have been wasted.

So we trained down to Bukit Batok to deal with her appeal matter. And ya know what? All the way from Yio Chu Kang to Bukit Batok, we barely saw anyone else with flowers, it was Valentines day wasn't it? =/ Well even those we saw only had 1 stalk ehehehehe xD

So finally got back to her area, we went to Burger King at West Mall to grab a bite while waiting for her mum to arrive. I was kinda hungry so gobbled everything up in minutes =x

After meeting up with lingg's mum, we went down somewhere (god knows where) to meet up with her grandpa where they'll be doing some thingy which I have no clue about lol!

While waiting, I fell asleep on the bench. Then the really uneasy silence woke me up cause it was kinda rowdy when I fell asleep. Then I walked a little and just nice, lingg and company came out, nice timing haha! I don't know how long I have been sleeping hmm....

After that, I went down to her house since it was already 9 odd and there wasn't anywhere else we could really go. Lingg was like whining about how Valentines day was wasted doing something she didn't give a damn about =x

Either way, at least we could spend time together right ling? :)

Back at her house, she needed a vase to store the bouquet of flowers I got her. Instead of a vase, we ended up with a coke bottle =p Well good enough ;) Then lingg attempted to cut the bottle in half with scisscore x.x She is sooo silly, cute uhhhh xD

I asked her for a penknife, got a rusty one LOL! But it doesn't matter, so long as the blade was sharp enough, all's good. I did a little messing around and voila~~ The bottle was in half. We then filled it with iced water after gathering some information from the web and left the flowers nice and whole on the table. I didn't wanna unwrap it cause cause.....I spent so much effort wrapping it! =x

Then we started crapping again as usual xD it never gets old hehe~And and somehow, we started kissing =x Well to be exact french kissing. Never did it before, so it was kinda messy xD You could imagine 2 dams full of water side by side and both just collapsed. Yeah substitute the water with saliva and you have the formula for our messy kiss xD It was nice though hehe =p I enjoyed it ^^ Her tougue and lips are so soft :)

Alright we're newbies at french kissing, but hey practice makes perfect no? We'll get it right someday xD

At around 11:45, I went back down to catch the last bus home. Before leaving, lingg wanted more kisses hehe ^^ I gladly gave them to her :)

When I got down, gandhi be damned the 'last' bus passed right in front of me! I was like cursing and swearing away cause I didn't wanna cab :( I have already spent so much! So I sat there and waited and waited, I even thought of just sitting somewhere till morning =x LUCKILY at around 12:08, another 157 came! Allah be blessed! I took the last bus home, gave lingg a call, and went to sleep to make up for the super lag of sleep the previous night haha~

And ummm lingg, I just gotta say this: You're Amazing :)

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Alright! This post is for today, Tuesday! Another day, another long day of work. Got down to school at about 9 odd and immediately started work. Cause I have shitloads of stuff to do. I drew and drew and drew and drew and drew.

Yeah it was pretty tedious. 8 characters, all in full 4 view renders. That''s about 32 drawings in detail x.x

At the end of the day at around 6, I was done with 10 of them after non-stop work. Wait was it 10 or 12? Ahhh I can't remember, it's around there. And while drawing I just couldn't get lingg outta my mind. I just miss her so much =x

So at the end of the day, I wanted to see her again, so I suggested going down to her house. Then maybe I could do some work too, while with her by my side ;D I reached West Mall at about 6:45 and went to Burger King as usual tow wait for her :)

It's so nice of her to come down and accompany me while I eat hehe =D

So after the meal, got on a bus to her home! Then guess what, we met Meiling (Bella). Such coincidence o.o She even live just 3 floors below lingg x.x Then while walking back home, she was like saying she was excited about this and that LOL!!!! Kinda funny xD

Right so after bidding our goodbyes, I'm here blogging as promised :) And lingg didn't peep either as promised :) ahahaha~

Alright I think it's about everything till now, and time to go do some work! Smell ya guys around! ;D


Sunday, February 13, 2011, 6:03 PM

Wonderful Valentines

This is a special day, tonight is a special night, not just any ordinary ones I used to have every year in the pass. At 12 midnight exactly, it'll be the 14th of February :)


Ring any bells? Yeah, it's Valentines day ^^


14th of February never had any significant meaning to me. I didn't expect anything this year, but this year, this Valentines will be a wonderful one. Cause there is finally someone, I can share it with.


This person is none other than lingg, Sew Yun Ling :)


I never thought I'd ever meet a girl like her, that I did.

I never thought I could spend time with a girl like her, that I did.

I never thought I would ever get a chance to spend Valentines with a girl like her, that...I did.


Lingg, this night is a beautiful one and I want to have this very moment etched in my mind forever. This is a memory I wanna forge and keep, and you'll be in it. You were in the past, you are now, and you will always be in the future.


Lingg, with make-up or without, angry, sad or happy, you are amazing the way you are and I LOVE YOU.


You are my first Valentines, and I really hope you will be the last one and only I'll ever spend it with :)


That said, Lingg,


Have a wonderful HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!! Hope you like the gifts :)

I love you with all my heart!


Loves from Kelvin~Hage-san~~~


Three in one!

Alright now before I start on a long chain of posts, I realised that my post timings are all totally off =.= um is there any way to correct this? Cause it kinda confuses me when I'm blogging too, can it be fixed ling ling? xD

Nowwww let's see. It's been 3 days since I last blogged, today being the third, so to begin, I'ma start with Thursday! Yeah ignore the date of the post below, the previous post was done on Wednesday not Thursday ~.~ or not? I can't remember =.=

So on Thursday, I had drawing class in the afternoon and it dragged on till 7 odd cause cause the hage lecturer Mr Didierrrrrrrrrrrrr thought the lesson was at 3 instead of 2, so extended an hour :( Hage until blur already luh!!!! And after the lesson, since I already missed sending lingg off to class, I decided to stay awhile more in school to clear up some work.

So by 8.30, I left school and went on to Bukit Batok to pick her up from class ;D So after picking her up, we went back to her house to stone, rot, play, crap, chill, chat, stone, rot, play, cra..p.....um wait I already mentioned those hmm....

Anyway, we just did nonsense and lingg wanted to poke me so much LOL =x Then then then, um somehow we kept playing with noses o.o Lingg's nose was super soft, like paper hehe~~ then kept rubbing LOL! And then I kissed her on the lips.....MY FIRST KISS *shy*

There ya have it, I never thought that would happen but lolol~~ I gave my first kiss to lingg ^^ Her lips still ain't as soft as her nose HAHAHA~~ So we just kept hanging with each other till I felt so dead tired and lingg asked to stay over. Well it didn't take much persuading ahahaha. So we're like staring at each other and holding hands before sleeping, but then we stopped after awhile cause she said her arm was uncomfortable. Oh well =/ I WANNA hold her hand and sleep x(

Oh oh oh and before I forget, lingg had trouble doing up her appeal letter, so I helped her with it. Come to think of, I haven't done any letter writing for over a year and kina amazing I can still remember the format and flow of it LOL! However, I had to leave some placeholders cause lingg wouldn't tell me her course ahahaha =p

So slept and slept and woke up at around 9 the next day.

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So today is a Friday, and yes I have a conference presentation on our work today at 12. So I bused home after waking up. Took a bathe, got changed and headed straight down to school. Well everything was just really boring and stuff and the worse part was one of my group members was missing through the presentation and I had to take his load of presentation wtf =.= Felt like killing him when he turned up. Oh well, he didn't turn up, he lose his presentation marks, I benefit ahahaha cause I did his work xD

So the conference ended at 3, I went down to the foodcourt to have a break meal and then went back up for the next lesson. And I will be fetchng lingg off work today at Pioneer~~ She told me Ernest got sent down to the Clementi branch, it's like, they already have so many hands there, why need so many more attachments zzzzz ~.~

So lesson ended at 6, I went back home to bathe AGAIN xD changed, rotted a little and went down to pick linggggggg up!!! Well she left pretty early today for some reason lol =x And they were like blasting music! It was so loud I danced my way from Pioneer station to her work area~~~ Too bad lingg didn't see xD Everybody was applauding ya know!

So after picking her up, went to her house again~~ And she was really crazy today. She poked me like no tomorrow until I really felt like dying xD I retaliated but for some reason, doesn't seem to affect her energy level much. Maybe she likes getting poked? =x Then then after that she kept biting me!! It was really crazy xD But kinda fun hehehehe~~ So at around 3 odd, she got a phone call and she went to to chat. I didn't had anything to do and fell asleep LOL. Somehow I woke up after awhile and she was still chatting xD and it was like 4 odd, was worried her mum would see me overnight and get wrong ideas. So I decided to leave, then lingg somehow persuaded me to stay =x Yeah so I did lol.

Then we were like looking at each other, she was pinching my face and I was stroking hers haha. She felt real tired so I told her to go to bed first. I couldn't sleep yet cause I was thinking...yeah lol. Though not too long later, it was all dark and comfy, I fell asleep too.

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Next day, my loud alarm woke me AND her up at around 11. I had to meet my mum at 2 to source for a new computer for my sis cause her's died lol =x So I went back home, bathed, changed and charged out my window! Oh before charging out, Lingg needed help with her appeal letter editing, sooo I hanged back abit to do it up for her :)

Lingg had work today as well, and she got attached to the Clementi branch ~.~ Yeah great LOL I kinda forgot how to get there already haha~

So I shopped with my mum till around 5 and finally found something for moiii sister. Accompanied my mum back to the area and remembered that the appeal letter I printed for lingg was still at home. So I went back to pick it up before heading down to Clementi. The trip was kinda long and when I finally got there, I saw lingg clearing the plates near the windows. So I stood there, waved to her and guess what? She didn't notice OMG! I was real hungry then, so I decided to dine at Sakura since I'm already here.

I saw a cash register at the 1st floor, so I thought it was where I'd pay and stuff. I went there, stood for awhile and no one tended to me...I was like wtf why isn't there anyone. Then I climed the spiral stairwell to the 1st floor and voila! There was the cashier. It's kinda stupid if you think of it. I mean, I could actually just enter via the 1st floor, take some food and start eating and no one would know... =.="" But of course, I don't do such stuff, so there I was at the cashier, paying 30 bucks and waiting 10 good minutes for them to find me a table.

I finally got a table, went to it and started eating stuff lawls. I saw lingg so talked to her xD Luckily she didn't get caught for slacking hehehehe~~ I went up to the 2nd floor cause that's where all the seafood were. I took mussels, tako, snow crab, silverfish, prawns, etccc. Got back to my seat and started munching away. The food was ok I guess, besides the fact that the snow crab tastes like rotten flesh =.= The snow crabs at Kuishin-Bo is heavenly compared to this lol. So at around 9 or so. I got a cup of lemon tea, left it at my table and went to get ice cream. When I came back, my drink was gone!!!!! NOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo and there wasn't any cups left NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! :( So I didn't had anything to drink and was then driven out 15 minutes later cause they were closing zzzzzzzzzzz

I waited and waited while lingg and Ernest were clearing up their work. They were finally done at 10.30, and we headed home :) Lingg was sad initially, and I don't know why =/ She said it's cause I didn't do anything o.o

So as usual, we played, chatted, poked, crapped and all the stuff till it was around 3 or so. Then she said she was tired eehehehehehe~~ She ended up messing with her phone clearing contacts and stuff and I eventually fell asleep ahahaha xD

We woke up this afternoon at 12 odd cause her sister had tuition. So I went to the back of the couch in the living room and sat there. Lingg was like O.O and pestered me about why I was sitting there xD Well for no particular reason~~ Then she dragged me to the chairs in the kitchen haha. She played FF X-2 music, it was real nice, just kinda sad. SquareEnix orchestra always put out great soundtracks! ;D

So we just pretty much stoned till 3 where she had to go prepare for work and I headed back home cause I had to go out for a little at around 6 or so.

Alright long posts, since it's a collaboration of a few days worth of information. But it ain't the end yet! There will be another one for today, stay tuned~~ =p


Thursday, February 10, 2011, 11:21 AM

Sweetness

Oh yeah~ Woke up dead early 8 in the morning although I didn't had class. Destination then? Well it was lingg's house LOL! Yeah so I prepared and bused down to her house. She looked really shagged when she opened the door, like how I would look every morning xD

So there, she said "go sleep on the floor", and so I did =p but but but then later she came on and said, "really?" ahahaha~~ So in the end I laid on her lower bed. Then we looked at each other and stuff, I then held her hand. I wanted to hold her hand and sleep, but then her hand was in an uncomfortable position...sooooo maybe not ahahaha =p

We slept and slept, or rather only I slept till 12 odd. Cause she woke at 11 or so to do up her make-up haha. Sneezing woke me up =/

I was hungry, so I suggested going down to westmall for my meal. I had burger king!!!!!!!!!! Lingg wouldn't eat no matter how I tempt her arghhhhh xD The spicy tendercrisp isn't as spicy as mcspicy's lolol =x

Done with the meal we trained down to Bitch-Shan to collect ling ling's baggy packy! Okay, maybe it's a shoulder bag or something, not exactly a bag pack xD No one was at home when we knocked, not even when I GAVE RYTHM KNOCKS!!!! No one ever ignored me when I unleash my rythm knocks!! :( So we waited, rotted, until the person finally came up. Alright no wonder no one answered, no one's at home! LOL =.= So ling collected her bag and off we went to orchard!! Uniqlo~~ I want some new stuff when CNY died on me zzzzz

So lingg said she like the shade of pink we saw on a shirt, so I thought I'd try it on. Well well, it looks pretty good on me xD And she was complaining how slow I was~ Well I was trying on 4 different tops~ mix and match, of course slow xD

She then said she wanted to see it, so I went to the gents to change. She wanted to come in, but shy shy ah LOL!

Then we went walking all about, and then she said she wanted to watch a movie. Mmmm ok I suggested watching the movie, but the picked the show ahahaha =p So we had spare time before heading up for the show, we went down to koufu to have my meal. Man....the teriyaki chicken sucks big buckets x(

She then went to buy her ornyyyy *NOT HORNY AH LING!* and ate and ate. Then she complained how full she was~~ Later BOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!! By the time she was done, it was about time the show started, so we went for it. Yeah the cinema was real small o.o

Show started and we were like holding hands, to hell with the arm rest xD Once in awhile we would turn, look at each other, and rest our heads together ahahaha :) After the show, we went to paragon but damned~~ they closed upon my arrival wtf~ that afraid of my crap? C'mon....most can't get it even if they wanted it :(

So forced by circumstances, we decided to head home, head to lingg's home. There we played, crapped blabla as usual xD Now she's found a new weakness of me :( We camwhored omg LOL! So we came up with a trade deal, I'd let her poke and in return she would give me a kiss =p She didn't keep her side of the deal!!!! LOL =x

So at 11:45, I had to leave. And she looked sad, initially I didn't know why, now I do.

Lingg....I saw your blog. You said "I should leave right?". You asked that question, I'll answer it for you. No don't, please don't go. My life now is all about you, every little part of me, wants to be with you, you are the sweetness when everything else is bitter. If you ever do leave, I really wouldn't know what else to do, I can't imagine my life without you around. I'd be back to where I once was, doing everything alone.....I don't wanna go back to it. So lingg, don't leave,

I love you


Wednesday, February 9, 2011, 12:56 AM

No Sacrifice, No gain

Woke up at 10 today, revised the notes I made last night at lingg's house and off I went to school~~~~ Yeah so I was in the train, reading my notes, and the next time I opened my eyes, I was at Khatib station LOL! I didn't even know I fell asleep =x Well luckily I was already prepared and I was just revising hehe =p No harm done ~

Got to school and was all hyped up and ready for the paper. THEN! The lecturer came in and told us there will be an hour's lecture before the paper =.= Alright that wasn't the worst part, the worst part was they kept delaying after the lecture was supposed to have ended. She was really darn naggy, felt like masking taping her mouth so we can get down to what I came to school for...

OH and did I mention her partner lecturer, who is a freaggin SHORT guy, finally had a haircut! So he cut slope for his back, hmm maybe I'd call it cliff? Or highway? =p And and he spiked his hair for the first time it was like LAWLS! Failed attempt =x cause it looked like a square top...90 degrees ya know? And he was like walking around really proud, maybe thinking "oh look that little girl is looking at me ehehehe~~ I must be really handsome today ^^" But I'd bet the girl was staring at his odd hair LOL =x

Alright enough about him haha~ paper finally started and well being prepared comes in handy. I finished the paper pretty quickly and got to leave earlier for a lunch break before the next lecture. Of course, I get to reply lingg earlier too eehehehe ^^

So I rang her up, cause I MISS HER SO MUCH RAWR!!! Talked to her abit and then it was time for the next lecture. It was so damn boring a couple of us left halfway to work on the assignment dued tomorrow. I could have done it tomorrow, but since lingg wanted to go out, and I really wanna see her again, I thought I'd stay back and finish it up so I didn't have to go to school the next day.

Well, that pretty much meant that I could neither send her off to work nor fetch her from it :(
I worked and worked and worked till about 10 odd where lingg was finally dismissed. So I called her up and was told she broke her nail!!! D; Really hope she is fine =/ It hurts a hell lot cause I broke my toe nail once too...yeah =x

Finally done work at around 11.30pm!!! And luckily managed to catch the last train, or i'ma bankrupt myself cabbing back =.= So I'm finally back at 12:45 and blogging away~~~~

Alright so tomorrow I can see her again! All thanks to my hard work today! ;D So well, phrase for the day? Simple, it's: No Sacrifice, No Gain =p

There ya have it guys, that's all for today, cya'all soon!


Tuesday, February 8, 2011, 12:51 AM

The Beauty of Simplicity

Woke up at 5 am, cause I couldn't really sleep well. Or rather, a nightmare woke me up >.< I was still bothered about lingg, and I was worried :( After I opened my eyes, the first thing I did was check my phone in case I missed a call, then I headed next to my computer and checked relevant things about her. There was no response, nothing, I was really sad ;(

At around 7 odd, I left for school. Well as you'd guess, not in the best of mood. Yet I still have a paper early in the morning at 9. So then I told myself, alright, this is an entirely different matter, I wanna be upset, I do it after the paper, now's not the time.

Fortunately, guess maybe my willpower was strong enough, I was able to focus pretty well during the paper. It wasn't easy trying to do so but guess I managed to pull through. After that the day was just really dull as I tried means to contact lingg...

It was until around 4 or so did I see lingg online. Yeah! That was my chance to really find out what exactly happened. So after conversing with her, well she wouldn't tell me what it was. I didn't pursue it either, everyone has their secrets to keep right? It's best to respect another's privacy. Then again that wasn't the main issue, the most important part was lingg became normal again after awhile of chatting. I was really relieved, and yeah happy. I really missed her so much, and I just wanted to see her. I still had a paper to study for tomorrow, but I really missed her. Hence, I asked if she minded me going over to her house to study. She agreed ^^ that made me even happier than I already was at the moment.

Dismissal at 6 saw me taking the train back down to west mall to have my dinner while lingg went to her grandma's house to get a spare phone, since her's was out of order =x

We met at pastmania since I was having my dinner there. I spammed about 3/4 of the bottle of powdered cheese and yet my pasta wasn't cheesy at all!!!!!!! :( Next time I should run to all the tables, gather all the bottles and pour everything in at once! MUAHAHAHA!!! If it still isn't cheesy, I'm seriously gonna flood pastamania with crap sauce instead zzzzzz

Right so after the little meal, went down to lingg's house. I immediately took out my computer, paper, borrowed a pen from her and got down to studying! Ya know, if I was at home, I would have liked played a little games first xD or slacked and slacked and study at the last minute. Well guess being outta the house has it's own benefits, and I can spend time with lingg too ^^

It took me about an hour and a half to finish making my notes. So I finished studying at 9.30 or so. Then I accompanied ling ling, chatted with her, crapped, played haha~~ I enjoyed it =p It wasn't anything special, we merely spent time together - but it was good :)

Oh and did I mention she didn't had makeup on today? She always complained she looked ugly without makeup. I thought otherwise =.= I actually think she is still beautiful the way she is =x So ya see? No makeup and I still think it's amazing, nothing special about our time together today, but I still enjoyed it. This all boils down to one phrase that really holds things well together, and that is none other than - The Beauty of Simplicity ;)


Sunday, February 6, 2011, 11:22 PM

Oh Gosh....

Alright, alotta crazy thing happened today, but I can't really be bothered to blog about them. Cause the only thing on my mind right now is her, is you lingg.

You left my house looking all solemn and everything. You didn't reply me, your eyes looked teary and you didn't even bid goodbye to me :(

When I asked you what was wrong, you merely shook your head. Yet apparently, yes something was wrong. Since I'm the last person in contact with you before you left, there wouldn't be anyone else who could make you upset besides me during that last few moments.

Please lingg, tell me what's going on...what exactly happened? If ya reading this, please ring me up or something using your house phone or anything. Please...I need to know what's going on. I'm really worried :(

You know how important you are to me, and I don't wanna take any chances. So, if ya reading this, please please please ring me up okay?


Time Spent Together

Yeahhhh~~~ was so freaking enthusiastic about Saturday, don't know why but I woke up feeling so. THEN THENNNN the thought of finishing up my pixel art came to my mind and I was like ohhhh hell no....god :( So....since I had to go full steam ahead today, I decided to...um SLEEP ANOTHER 2 HOURS!!! xD

Oh and lingg told me she would heading to the flower exhibition thingy on Sentosa with her mum. I wished I could go with her but...yeah you know? Duty calls..... =.= So long the way she was complaining about how crowded it was, how her mum had to sit down for every 1cm she walks, how she was sweating ahahaha. It was really cute xD ehehehehe~

Later on she then asked if she could come over to my house since I couldn't go out. I was like DAMN HELL YEAH OF COURSE!! That was a stupid question actually xD Why wouldn't I? =p
Alas, she accompanied her mum back CCK and then trained down. Alright the next part is kinda crazy, stupid, lame~~ depending on how you look at it haha~

So she finally got to Lakeside and was saying she doesn't know the way =p Well, I went down to fetch her then. So I walked, and walked, and walked until I got to Lakeside station and then I texted her. I asked where she was and guess what my reply was? She said: "I'm lost and I'm not telling you where I am!" I was like LOL!!!!! Then this sudden thought came to my mind, the next time she is lost, I'm not looking for her xD *but her eyes would then appear in my mind, melt me, and off I go looking for her =x*

So yeah I tried backtracking, looking for her in the neighbourhood till she suddenly told me she was at my block =/ Yeah....then the only choice would be to head back LOL! I had to walk back, I went down for nothing =x Must must punishhhhh her~~~~ =D

After getting back to my void deck, I was searching the entire area for her but for the holy mcnuggets of it, or maybe I had 50 cent stamps pasted on my eyes, I couldn't find her =.= There it was this moment she suddenly appeared and I was like......is she trying to play hide-and-seek? I KNEW SHE WAS 4 YEARS OLD!!! ;D

Then we went up, I did my work while lingg watched a Japanese romance drama. After I was done I watched it with her, kinda touching ;( Sobs sobs wehhhhhhhhhhhh

After that she went on to youtube to search for the song. And ya know what? She played te video and it was really soft. So I looked at the PLUGGED IN headphones, and then look at her. She was still staring at the screen. So I was like....um you DO know that the headphones are still plugged in right? Then she turned, and everyone should see her face when she realised her folly xD SO CUTE!!!! LOL!! =x But yeah, her expression was priceless xD

There done with that, we played and joked blablabla and she had multiple attempts to rip my hair off with her hair clip :( It went on till about 1 odd? Then we went to the living room to watch television. Yeah there was this really stupid Hong Kong drama and it was damn funny wtf =.=
The maid was like sleeping wherever she goes and then her head would sway all over the place like she is high on drugs. Then the tiger dude had a patch of chest hair SPECIFICALLY at the center of the chest LOL! Damn retarded =/ His wife even threatened to rip it off HAHAH!!

The show ended at around 2 odd and then I went on to play Dead Space 2. Played and played, died and died until I gave up at this particular area at around 4.45 =x She seemed tired, and yeah I was too, so then yep, off she went~ I went down with her, hailed her a cab and bid our goodbyes :( I want to spend more time with her ;(

Kinda contradicting if ya look at it, we weren't supposed to get the chance to meet today but ended spending 9 hours together =x lolol~~

She suddenly rang me up at 5.30 while I was sleeping xD I redialled her, talked a little and she hung up so fast! I wanted to say something ahhhh argh~~ =x

Oh well yeah that's about it for today, uneventful but I'm happy happy happy ^^
OH OH OH and did I mention, lingg, you look really gorgeous in that dress of yours :) Nice scarf too hehe~

I enjoyed our times spent together. How I wish we could be like this everyday, but oh well aha :)


Friday, February 4, 2011, 1:48 AM

Little Thoughts, Big Wonders

Second day of the Chinese Lunar New Year! Exciting day for most with all the running around and collection of ang paos! Well except adults~~ They lose money during this event xD For me, it was just staying at home and doing up my work dued on Monday. Yeah...the lecturers had to be so mean to squeeze the work into this period =.=

So woke up, and the first thing I did was check my phone and voila! Saw ling ling's message: "Hey hey hey!" Yeah she woke earlier than me =p

She had to go for visitations, while I was at home doing my work, waiting for the reunion dinner at 6. Then at around 1 odd, my mum suddenly asked me to ask lingg to the gathering. Mmmmm not sure why, but I went ahead anyway lolol! So after some consideration, lingg decided to come down since she said she was real bored at the current place she was at haha~

So time went on till about 6, where I went up to have my dinner. Of which lingg messaged me and I rushed down to fetch her up ^^

So so so when we entered the house, you shoulda seen the look on everyone's face! They were like...."Uhhhhh.....?" Total silence for a few seconds xD Then someone broke the ice, my mum I think xD Don't know if lingg felt shy or anything but everyone's reception towards her was warm haha. Oh oh and the best part was my grandparents =p

My grandparents were like standing rooted to a spot with their mouths open LOL! Wondered what went on in their mind =x SOOO yeah the gathering ended at around 8, lingg had a little time left before she had to leave so I suggested her coming up to my house first. My mum and sis were like really envious of lingg's height! xD

So I accompanied her for awhile then she asked if i wanted to go down with her to her uncle's house. Although I had work to do, but meh~~ let's go =p Watched television, slacked and stuff till around 12 andddd know what that means? It's my birthday! Lingg was really sweet to send me birthday wishes, she was the first this year! ^^ And that was not the last of it, she even got me a cake! That moment I must admit I was a little stunned haha~ I haven't received a cake meant for me for my birthday since 8 years ago, and that came really as a surprise. Never thought she would be the one to break that "curse" haha. I was really happy =D THANKS LINGG ;D

Then her cousins were nice to wish me a happy birthday too ^^ and yeah, my fb wall got flooded with birthday wishes haha!

So so so, at around 1 we decided to head back home. Ling's family went off first and I got another cab =p After reaching home, I opened up the cake and stared at it xD

Yeah it was reallll small hehe~ But it meant alot to me, so much so that I really didn't want to eat it =/ Well I eventually ate it anyway xD

Alright that's about it for today and it's one of the best days so far! Lingg, thank you so much really, and I Love You :)

These collection of well wishs may be little thoughts, but they work big wonders ;D


Tuesday, February 1, 2011, 8:31 PM

Self-Scare~

Woke up early in the morning to finish up my studies for my animation test today. Went down to school, sat for an hour's test and voila~ off we go~~ But not back home, cause I still had project to finish, project that is dued tomorrow ._.

Then then ling told me she was shifted to the Dhoby Ghaut Sakura branch. Her work starts at 6, so there was no way I could see her off to work. That said, my group did our work till around 6 odd before we were done. I wanted to go home to take a bathe, rest up before going to fetch ling off from work! =D

However later on she told me she was going elsewhere after dismissal, so there goes my chance of seeing her today =/ Damn I miss her so much =x

Luckily I still had photos of her taken at Sentosa, soooo well, that was better than nothing ;D

After getting off school, and since I didn't had to fetch ling off work, I went down to JP to get Dead Space 2. Well, I just had a sudden urge to scare myself xD So I got that game wahahahaha. Alright nothing much about today, sooo yeah! I'm off to scare myself =p

Oh oh and one more thing! I have makeup lesson early in the morning tomorrow cause of CNY holidays!!! ARHG!!! FML~~



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