Friday, July 15, 2011, 11:56 PM
To you:
Lingg I know you will see this post.
Before I headed off to bed, I went on to your blog again. Then I saw that video. I don't know if it's directed to me, but I myself could relate to the lyrics too.
I don't know why, but the first thing that came to my mind was you...and your beautiful smile...
Then I don't know why, tears started swelling up.
I can deceive anyone, I can tell anyone that I don't love you. They would believe. But I couldn't deceive myself. I still love you so much...and I miss you so bad...
You are my first actual love and I always hoped that you would have been my last...
I so much wanna embrace you in my arms again...but I can't...
I'm so exhausted. I kept on telling myself that I could hang on. Yet...you can always deceive anyone but there is one person you can never deceive. Yourself. I knew I was so exhausted...I knew I couldn't continue on anymore...and I didn't wanna continue deceiving myself anymore...
I'm sorry lingg...
I still love you...
-Boon-
Lingg I know you will see this post.
Before I headed off to bed, I went on to your blog again. Then I saw that video. I don't know if it's directed to me, but I myself could relate to the lyrics too.
I don't know why, but the first thing that came to my mind was you...and your beautiful smile...
Then I don't know why, tears started swelling up.
I can deceive anyone, I can tell anyone that I don't love you. They would believe. But I couldn't deceive myself. I still love you so much...and I miss you so bad...
You are my first actual love and I always hoped that you would have been my last...
I so much wanna embrace you in my arms again...but I can't...
I'm so exhausted. I kept on telling myself that I could hang on. Yet...you can always deceive anyone but there is one person you can never deceive. Yourself. I knew I was so exhausted...I knew I couldn't continue on anymore...and I didn't wanna continue deceiving myself anymore...
I'm sorry lingg...
I still love you...
-Boon-
