if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Sunday, July 3, 2011, 5:52 PM

I don't understand...I really don't...

I already suppressed myself. So I won't quarrel with you, so our relationship can be amiable and smooth sailing. I gave in for our future....because I really wanted to see such a day...

Why do you have to make it so hard? It's just an outing...

I don't force you to do things you don't like either do I?

7 days, for the very first time in our entire relationship, we broke the record and didn't have any conflicts for 7 days. Because each time there was the slightest hint that something would happen, I'd give in immediately. I thought about our future...I told myself each time....keep it low kelvin...for her, for the future, for this love. Just give in.

Even last night, I agreed not to go even though I wish I could spend some time with my family too.

I hardly see my family. Cause of work, and cause of you. Each time I got back home everyone's asleep. So...sunday is really like the only day we could get together. Despite that, just so we won't argue and that you won't be sad, I decide not to go in the end.

Normally....in the past...we would have been quarreling already no?

Even now...I'm not arguing with you...

I'm not asking you to give anything up for our future. I only didn't wanna go out with others. If we're gonna go out, I'd prefer to just do it with you.

Why make things so hard...?

Never mind...

I won't argue.
I still remember that promise I made to you when we got back again...
Just take it that it's my fault then.

Hope you enjoy your time with your family...



    The name's Kelvin
    I'm also known as Kel Kes, Kestille

    I'ma hearty and somewhat passive dude, friendly and easy-going. I barely lose my temper, BUT! you won't like me when I do, cause I can get reallllll mean >=D

    I'm an aspiring concept artist currently earning my degree at the Otis College of Art and Design.

    This is moiii little blog and enjoy all the crap that is posted here!


    Reiry Childo
    I started dating this childish of most childish girl since 24th february 2011

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