if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Thursday, June 23, 2011, 5:35 PM

I have never went out solo with any girl before, not unless I like her. That's the difference. Of course talking isn't flirting, otherwise I would have said that your whole class is flirting with you.

I never said talking is flirting at all...

You said I don't try...yes I do admit I don't try enough. But ever thought why? Has it occured to you what would change even if I tried?

Me trying harder,

Would it make me stop pursuing my dream?
Would it make you not get upset because I'm focused on my work?
Would it make us quarrel less than we were before?
Would you be any happier than you are now..?

It's not that I don't wanna try, it's not that I don't wanna make things work. If running off even though there was hope between us was ever my sole intention...would I still have stayed? Would I reject other girls trying to come into my life?

It's not that I don't wanna try...it's just that I don't see what ways there could be to remedy the huge problems between us. Do you have a better suggestion besides me giving up on my dream, so I can spend more time with you like I did in the past? If you do, I'd gladly hear it, and try it.

What were our hugs worth?
What were our kisses worth?
What were our laughters worth?
What were our handholds worth?
What were all our times together worth?

They are now...worth no more than a difference in opinion isn't it?

I still miss all those so much....

At times, I wish we could be like we were before....

Could we at all....?



    The name's Kelvin
    I'm also known as Kel Kes, Kestille

    I'ma hearty and somewhat passive dude, friendly and easy-going. I barely lose my temper, BUT! you won't like me when I do, cause I can get reallllll mean >=D

    I'm an aspiring concept artist currently earning my degree at the Otis College of Art and Design.

    This is moiii little blog and enjoy all the crap that is posted here!


    Reiry Childo
    I started dating this childish of most childish girl since 24th february 2011

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