if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Sunday, April 3, 2011, 9:37 AM

Why live life from dream to dream, only to dread the day dreaming ends...

Why live life from dream to dream, only to dread the day dreaming ends...

Yeah that was what lingg said to me...

Hey bloggie, guess what? Today it's just you and me, I'm talking to you now, since I honestly doubt she's gonna come in here anymore. Don't really have anyone else to confide in, since the person closest to me is halfway gone. So I'm talking to you mr bloggie, lend me your ear yeah?

Now, this time, she is the one who wants to give up I guess. Well...at least this time, she'll perhaps understand a little of how I felt when I felt like giving up too. She's in the exact situation I was back then.

Never thought things would actually turn out this way, especially since the pass 6 days were....undoubtly amongst the best I've ever had in my life.

Well...I guess this time it's really over for us isn't it? Don't think there'll be anything I can say that will make her stay sigh...

I don't know....

But one thing's for sure...I'll miss her.

I already am...

Keepsakes I have of her? A ring, 2 video recordings, lotsa pictures, a voice clip recording, and....the Japanese notebook she brought to me, the very same one I first learnt my Japanese on. Not alot...but I guess these are good enough to keep her alive in my mind.

Supposed to be going out with my family today...but the way things turned out now. Ya know, I don't really have any kinda mood anymore.

I'll be heading out somewhere else instead, alone this time.

Oh well...this is it then, thanks for listening mr bloggie. That's pretty much all I wanted to say. I'll see you around...the next time I need someone..or..something to talk to.



    The name's Kelvin
    I'm also known as Kel Kes, Kestille

    I'ma hearty and somewhat passive dude, friendly and easy-going. I barely lose my temper, BUT! you won't like me when I do, cause I can get reallllll mean >=D

    I'm an aspiring concept artist currently earning my degree at the Otis College of Art and Design.

    This is moiii little blog and enjoy all the crap that is posted here!


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    I started dating this childish of most childish girl since 24th february 2011

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