Thursday, April 7, 2011, 9:05 PM
Uneasy
Hey there!
So I woke today at around 1...I think? Well woken by my phone's vibration. So I went to check on it and yeah, lotsa messages and calls from lingg LOL =x
Right, my phone was on the table on silent mode, so I didn't really notice the vibrations although lingg spammed tons of messages! Oh well, at least the last call made by her did xD
I woke up and started replying her messages, and somehow yeah I sounded sad over my messages. I was kinda bothered by something I read over at her blog last night. Then she wouldn't stop asking me to tell her what it was =.=
Till till she finally turned up at my doorstep.
I answered the door and we sat down on my bed, she was still bugging me about it lol =x
Without much of a choice, I decided to tell her about it...over text. So I went out for my lunch while I texted her what was it that was bothering me.
Right, so this was it. The thing that made me feel uneasy was pretty much a chain reaction of thoughts. During my absence, she turned to her ex to confide in. Well normally I wouldn't be bothered by something like that, but a whole line of stuff made me feel uneasy.
Why? So yeah after the huge debacle that lingg went through with her ex a few months back. It was kinda obvious even to idiots that he had a really flirty character. With that, a guy with that kinda character, ex-boyfriend at that, keeping in close contact with my girlfriend, I can't help but feel uneasy.
I mean...well that's kinda hard to swallow no? Another guy hitting on your girlfriend, yeah...
Besides, the way he talks to her...it's like as if he believes lingg is still his girlfriend. Alright...at this part, I'm a little fuming, but I'll keep my cool. Don't wanna mess my blog up. Well, if he was keeping in contact with my girlfriend, sure I have no problem with that. I respect lingg, I trust her and of course, I sure wouldn't interfere with her choice of friends. That's her privacy, we all have, and the last thing I wanna do is intrude on that.
Yet the thing is, the way he speaks to MY GIRLFRIEND is just deep down unruly. It's plain rude and I hate that. I've honestly been keeping quiet about it cause of the reason above. If I had been a reckless person, I would have rang him up and probably told him that he'd ought to treat my girlfriend with proper respect, and better know his place as a friend and not go beyond it.
So after telling lingg my concern, she reassured me. Yeah of course, I have explicit trust in her, it's just him I don't trust. Kinda hard to trust someone who cheats twice in a single relationship. In any case, I'll let it rest, it'll probably fade in time.
However, if I ever find out, by accident or not that if by any case he might be disrespecting my girlfriend anywhere further than he already is, he'll be in shit. I'm a passive, friendly and easy-going guy, fast to forgive. But if anyone fucks with me, or my beloved girlfriend for that matter, that person is in for a plain hard time, I'll give you that.
Alright that aside, after that we just started playing around. I laid on her lap again! ;D She kept making me go off LOL!! Then I'd refuse and we'll start struggling xD Fun fun hahahahaha~~
Then we got down to more smooching! Yeah the rest is all classified.
In any case, my efforts are paying off....or so I hope O.O
Disclaimer: Lingg has unbelievable stamina LOL!! High HP :O
After we were done, I went to take a bathe. Well pretty much cause it's already 7 and lingg must go for her Japanese class soon :O
THENNNN lingg discovered a secret of mine xD Well it's no secret in my family, cause we somehow love doing it =p But in any case yeah xD
SHHHHHHHHHH It's classified! Secrets are called secrets for a reason. Don't think we'll need a dictionary now do we? =p
So after bathing, I saw lingg down to the bus stop. Then we PDA'ed!! HOHOHO~~~
I quickly gave her a fullhouse, just in case the bus came too fast again like yesterday and I won't have enough time to execute it =p
Contrary to my belief, the bus took quite awhile to get here, so we had lotsa time to PDA. Did I mention I was gonna chase her bus to the next stop today? xD
So I did! hehe!!! Chased and stopped, chased and stopped with her bus. At the last stretch the bus went pretty fast. I caught up though =p Then lingg was looking elsewhere, think she believed I stopped chasing haha xD So when she saw me again at the next stop, she seemed a little surprised xD heh~
Of course, I stopped chasing there. Wouldn't wanna go overboard and chase her to west mall LOL! Not that I can xD
After that we swapped to messaging each other. I went to get a little something for dinner and went back home to munch on it. Lock and loaded, here I am, blogging! Looks like she'll be able to read it once she gets back home heh :)
Oh oh oh and before ending it off, lingg did ask what I liked, or loved about her. Soooo here ya go!
First off, I find lingg really cute and sweet :) Her sweet personality....is kinda odd at times but but it just makes her that more awesome ya know? =p
Even when she throws those little tantrums, I somehow don't find it distasteful O.O Just kinda spices our relationship up xD Of course, I'd do with those tantrums anytime WITHOUT the doubts coming along =p
Of course, you can't miss the physical attraction either. Her eyes, and smiles, especially without makeup...is just...just..mmmm mesmerizing! It really keeps me there haha~
When she's fine, she is a very caring person too. Something important no? So she'd care for me too =p
Finally, the most important one. She is a devoted and faithful lover, as far as I can see now :) Now that's one thing that really makes me love her. Or rather, makes her worth loving :) After all, I'm looking for a relationship that can last, and faithfulness is definitely key here ;D
Right, so there ya have it. The reasons...OH WAIT!!! ONE MORE!!! I feel so happy and comfortable whenever I'm with her! ;D I mean, you'll have to feel in place with your partner no? heh~~
Yeah so those are the reasons ya looking for :)
With that, I'm pretty much done with this post! hoho~~~
Hmm...I'm still feeling uneasy, but ah heck, it'll pass...I hope? LOL =x
So I woke today at around 1...I think? Well woken by my phone's vibration. So I went to check on it and yeah, lotsa messages and calls from lingg LOL =x
Right, my phone was on the table on silent mode, so I didn't really notice the vibrations although lingg spammed tons of messages! Oh well, at least the last call made by her did xD
I woke up and started replying her messages, and somehow yeah I sounded sad over my messages. I was kinda bothered by something I read over at her blog last night. Then she wouldn't stop asking me to tell her what it was =.=
Till till she finally turned up at my doorstep.
I answered the door and we sat down on my bed, she was still bugging me about it lol =x
Without much of a choice, I decided to tell her about it...over text. So I went out for my lunch while I texted her what was it that was bothering me.
Right, so this was it. The thing that made me feel uneasy was pretty much a chain reaction of thoughts. During my absence, she turned to her ex to confide in. Well normally I wouldn't be bothered by something like that, but a whole line of stuff made me feel uneasy.
Why? So yeah after the huge debacle that lingg went through with her ex a few months back. It was kinda obvious even to idiots that he had a really flirty character. With that, a guy with that kinda character, ex-boyfriend at that, keeping in close contact with my girlfriend, I can't help but feel uneasy.
I mean...well that's kinda hard to swallow no? Another guy hitting on your girlfriend, yeah...
Besides, the way he talks to her...it's like as if he believes lingg is still his girlfriend. Alright...at this part, I'm a little fuming, but I'll keep my cool. Don't wanna mess my blog up. Well, if he was keeping in contact with my girlfriend, sure I have no problem with that. I respect lingg, I trust her and of course, I sure wouldn't interfere with her choice of friends. That's her privacy, we all have, and the last thing I wanna do is intrude on that.
Yet the thing is, the way he speaks to MY GIRLFRIEND is just deep down unruly. It's plain rude and I hate that. I've honestly been keeping quiet about it cause of the reason above. If I had been a reckless person, I would have rang him up and probably told him that he'd ought to treat my girlfriend with proper respect, and better know his place as a friend and not go beyond it.
So after telling lingg my concern, she reassured me. Yeah of course, I have explicit trust in her, it's just him I don't trust. Kinda hard to trust someone who cheats twice in a single relationship. In any case, I'll let it rest, it'll probably fade in time.
However, if I ever find out, by accident or not that if by any case he might be disrespecting my girlfriend anywhere further than he already is, he'll be in shit. I'm a passive, friendly and easy-going guy, fast to forgive. But if anyone fucks with me, or my beloved girlfriend for that matter, that person is in for a plain hard time, I'll give you that.
Alright that aside, after that we just started playing around. I laid on her lap again! ;D She kept making me go off LOL!! Then I'd refuse and we'll start struggling xD Fun fun hahahahaha~~
Then we got down to more smooching! Yeah the rest is all classified.
In any case, my efforts are paying off....or so I hope O.O
Disclaimer: Lingg has unbelievable stamina LOL!! High HP :O
After we were done, I went to take a bathe. Well pretty much cause it's already 7 and lingg must go for her Japanese class soon :O
THENNNN lingg discovered a secret of mine xD Well it's no secret in my family, cause we somehow love doing it =p But in any case yeah xD
SHHHHHHHHHH It's classified! Secrets are called secrets for a reason. Don't think we'll need a dictionary now do we? =p
So after bathing, I saw lingg down to the bus stop. Then we PDA'ed!! HOHOHO~~~
I quickly gave her a fullhouse, just in case the bus came too fast again like yesterday and I won't have enough time to execute it =p
Contrary to my belief, the bus took quite awhile to get here, so we had lotsa time to PDA. Did I mention I was gonna chase her bus to the next stop today? xD
So I did! hehe!!! Chased and stopped, chased and stopped with her bus. At the last stretch the bus went pretty fast. I caught up though =p Then lingg was looking elsewhere, think she believed I stopped chasing haha xD So when she saw me again at the next stop, she seemed a little surprised xD heh~
Of course, I stopped chasing there. Wouldn't wanna go overboard and chase her to west mall LOL! Not that I can xD
After that we swapped to messaging each other. I went to get a little something for dinner and went back home to munch on it. Lock and loaded, here I am, blogging! Looks like she'll be able to read it once she gets back home heh :)
Oh oh oh and before ending it off, lingg did ask what I liked, or loved about her. Soooo here ya go!
First off, I find lingg really cute and sweet :) Her sweet personality....is kinda odd at times but but it just makes her that more awesome ya know? =p
Even when she throws those little tantrums, I somehow don't find it distasteful O.O Just kinda spices our relationship up xD Of course, I'd do with those tantrums anytime WITHOUT the doubts coming along =p
Of course, you can't miss the physical attraction either. Her eyes, and smiles, especially without makeup...is just...just..mmmm mesmerizing! It really keeps me there haha~
When she's fine, she is a very caring person too. Something important no? So she'd care for me too =p
Finally, the most important one. She is a devoted and faithful lover, as far as I can see now :) Now that's one thing that really makes me love her. Or rather, makes her worth loving :) After all, I'm looking for a relationship that can last, and faithfulness is definitely key here ;D
Right, so there ya have it. The reasons...OH WAIT!!! ONE MORE!!! I feel so happy and comfortable whenever I'm with her! ;D I mean, you'll have to feel in place with your partner no? heh~~
Yeah so those are the reasons ya looking for :)
With that, I'm pretty much done with this post! hoho~~~
Hmm...I'm still feeling uneasy, but ah heck, it'll pass...I hope? LOL =x
