if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Wednesday, March 9, 2011, 10:48 PM

Late day~

So continuing from the last post. Well, I pretty much found myself awake the next afternoon at about 12:45. All was kinda quiet, lingg was still sound asleep. I looked around, then climbed in with her...well cause I wanted to hug her =x

Well I fell asleep again soon after. The next time I woke up, was cause lingg woke up xD It was like 3pm already! Yeah so after that we were just tickling each other, talking and a little smooching =p

Then I had the urge to go to the toilet, well uhhhhh I needed to crap =x Hmm the last time I did was like 2 days back I think? Ahahaha~~ So yeah lotsa shit stored in me. That was proven the moment I entered the toilet LOL!

After my big business trade with the cubicle, we played pokemon! I helped lingg get pass victory road and all. Then we fought the elite four. Yeah my file kinda screwed up and for the moment I thought my game was fucked again. Sucks to restart after getting this far ya know? Well somehow lingg found a solution. ^^ And off we went to the battle frontier! Hoping we could get in some kinda co-op link battle.

We tried to connect our VBAs, but after countless of failed attempts and getting pass one problem after another. Conclusion? We still couldn't get it to work x(

Oh well.....that means no link stuff arararara :( Pretty much a waste since we already got this far just for this sighhhhh~

After that was all done it was nearly 6. I was real hungry and yeah felt uncomfortale since I haven't bathed. So I decided to head home to wash up and grab a bite. Following this was a little saddening incident. Lingg just couldn't get over the fact I PSed her =/

So it was all that and then she told me she was going out. I felt so sad at first cause I thought....she was meeting that jason guy. Then she told me no. Despite that, my heart still feels pretty heavy for some reason, especially since she was so secretive about where she was going. Shortly after another short messaging conversation, she said I was selfish.

That word really broke my heart :( I did so much, just for her, for our future. For the hope, that one day, we can become a full flegded couple....a married one, husband and wife. I gave that effort but it only appeared to her as being selfish sobs sobs x(

After that, I was just sitting in front of my computer, surfing the web and listening to music. I miss her, and she wouldn't let me tag along with her.

Well, what could I do? =/ So here I am blogging for the day, and without lingg by my side :(

Yeah I know I left a little too quickly but I'm sorry :(

sighzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ;(



    The name's Kelvin
    I'm also known as Kel Kes, Kestille

    I'ma hearty and somewhat passive dude, friendly and easy-going. I barely lose my temper, BUT! you won't like me when I do, cause I can get reallllll mean >=D

    I'm an aspiring concept artist currently earning my degree at the Otis College of Art and Design.

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