if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Sunday, February 26, 2012, 1:27 AM

Our childish love

Hey guys, I'm back here :O

I normally wouldn't but hey, I'm real happy ya know? I just have to tell you guys about it. :)

Just a day back, it was february 24th. Yup that was the day we got together last year :) Me and childish hehe~~

So guess what? Yup, it's been a year already :O Time really flies doesn't it?

And we're back together. Being how we used to be.

Holding her childish hands,
Hugging the childish,
Eating with the childish,
Getting childish her strawberry sundaes,
sleeping right beside the childish,
Kissing the childish,
Smelling the childish,

I don't know, it was really good. Really really good...I missed her so much over the past couple of months.

And I'm happy too :)

Anyway, Just gotta tell you guys this.

On Valentine's day, well, she made chocolates for me! WHite chocolates. You didn't see that wrong! She made me chocolates!! *loves* I don't know, when I first saw them....my heart was like....sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

My heart melted :O Nobody has ever done anything like this for me before and it just really...melted my heart. I felt like I could lie down and die without regrets at that moment =x

And of course...I felt really bad. I didn't do anything for the child.... :(

I'm such a bad guy no? :(

I don't know why she kept putting her chocs down, but I found them really nice :O
I like the sweetness in it ^~^

Yeah I guess...we kinda got back together on valentines day hehe.

Don't mind me if my post's are like all over cause...I'm really exhausted and mind's not functioning too well at the moment xD

I just wish I could spend more time with the child. If only I weren't that busy...

I really hope she won't mind :( but I really wanna spend time with her too...

She came over a couple times despite her having exams and she had to study for them. I felt kinda bad...like I'm taking up her time to study and do well for her paper =/

Oh oh oh and you know? It feels really good to trust someone ^~^ I don't know why, but somehow I just trust the child alot :O She goes out to study with guys and stuff but I didn't mind :) Cause deep down, I know she loves me, she really does :)

Ya know, if it was me back then...I'd probably be whining...and quarreling with her over her meeting other guys. I'd probably be suspicious about this and that. I'm sorry child, I didn't mean to really.

But hey, I trust her now :) 101% of it hehe! No doubts, no suspicions. Just plain trust and love :)

Okay I know that was random =x let's see...

The other days were just really exhausting ones full of work and mental torture because I couldn't see the child :(

So let's just skip those and move to 24th february!

Alright damn! She freaking made a bento love-takeaway for me T.T So touching I felt like crying. SHe just kept melting my heart again and again. I can really die a few times over without regrets now xD

And again, I don't know why she doubts her own food making capabilities so much xD

Cause I liked the bento alot :O

There was salmon, fried egg, tako, carrots and brocolli. Lolz those were all food I like :O It was cold by the time I ate them, but it all still tasted really awesome ^~^

Heck, even if it wasn't nice, I'd still eat it all =p Cause it's the childish's effort. Nice or not, she tried and it's the thought that ultimately counts :) And as a bonus, the food was good too! xD

The child seems intent on becoming a japanese girl xD hehe~

After that, we fed each other strawberries! So romantic~~~ And then washed the dishes together. Well I was doing the washing, but she was beside me...so technically we washed the dishes together xD

After that, I took the mysterious gift box she got me while she wasn't looking and ran out into the balcony xD

She chased after me rawr! Plan failed =x

I opened it and it was her master attempt at trolling LOL! There was tons of papers that wrote "Congratulations! You've won!" Hey that's my line!

And then I saw a moshi moshi packet inside. I was like O.O!

So I took it and opened it. Guess what? I saw a slip of paper. I expected it to be some sorta love letter from childish hahaha! And what did I see? A freaking troll face!!! TROLOLOL! I didn't appear shock, but inside me I was like WTF???? HAHAHAHA!

See I'm good at hiding expressions =p How did you think I am able to come up with lame jokes, stories and not laugh while saying them? =p

Oh well, the box was full of trolling stuff LOL =x Then there was another slip of note stuck onto the box. The child wouldn't let me read it in her presence. The shy child hehe~~

After the trolling session from her =x We went to watch drama for about an hour. Was intending to do work after it but well...guess I was really too exhausted =/

We both went to sleep after that haha!

Today, or technically speaking yesterday, since we're already past 12. We went down to pasir ris farmway! Child wanted to get a dog. Initially I wasn't sure she could live up to the responsibility needed to rear a dog. But somehow, I guess the trust I had for her was playing at me =/ I eventually made myself believe that she is totally capable of doing it haha! So supported her eventually :O

Dad drove us down cause the cab money just really wasn't worth =x

Took us awhile to get to the shop childish saw the japanese spitz last time. We got there and kinda stoned a lil' wondering which spitz to get. The male or female. Childish was telling me about feeling the connection LOL!

Oh well, she eventually got the female anyway xD It came at a whopping 1.6k =x That is quite alot of money, but since childish is willing to take up that responsibility, I won't dissuade her :) Though I'm just worried how is she gonna get past her mum =/

Oh well we just got it and my dad drove us back to bukit batok. The dog fell asleep in my arms LOL! I'm a good embracer see? xD No wonder the child feels comfy in my arms too hehe =p

I'm full of bones, wonder what makes me so comfy =x

After settling the dog down at her house. We headed to jurong point. She had another surprise installed for me. Seriously, I was like...oh gosh...my heart...it's gonna melt again. She made me feel so touched again and again :')

Love the child to bits!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After grabbing dinner at pepper lunch, we collected the surprise. It was a couple pendant! :O

Like a puzzle piece. And it's nice too! Childish has good taste :O

Guess what? The engravings were called "childish" That's what made me LOL'ed most xD SO cute of her HAHA!!

We then headed to get necklaces to hang the pendants on. After that, got some other extra stuff, including a toy for her spitz. Then headed back.

Yeah...as we both expected...her mum gave her a harsh dressing down :( I felt so sad :( sigh....

Then after that, we fed yume. Yeah that's what she called the dog aha :)

Had to make "porridge" out of dog food so yume can actually eat it. Her teeth was still growing. She kept whining while we made her food LOL!

After meal, she kept nibbing at me =x Her teeth may not be fully grown, but they're still sharp! I had to lift her off the ground to stop her xD

Then she started to pee LOL. She stopped and we thought yume was emo'ing. Then after she started moving again and left the spot. We saw a puddle of water. Yeah urine =/

She defecated in the cage too LOL! =x Should get childish an air purifier of sorts, or she's gonna have to sleep with the stench of shit.

Childish had headache too :( I wanted to give her a childish head massage, but she seemed occupied with yume's stuff. So I didn't =/ Hope she feels better :( Heart ache...

Poor child...

Soon though. I had to go. Childish saw me down to the bus stop. And then, while we were hugging, she cried :( I thought I did something wrong! But she said it wasn't.

I wonder what made her cry...? :(

I wanna share her sadness....

Bus journey back was long. And lots of indians along the way =x

Eventually got home haha. Got out the bus and was greeted by the reservoir. I took a few deep breaths and it felt really good ^~^ refreshing! The view was nice too. Hope to take a walk with the child there soon :)

ALright, I think that's about it :O My mind ain't functioning anymore T.T

Child, I love you so much....and I miss you too...

I'm so sorry about the past mistakes I have done....and I hope you can clean off those unpleasantness too.

Let us start over as a clean slate again yeah? :)

This time, we do it right like you said :)

True I was unhappy in the past....but I never realised how much happier I was when I'm with you till we got back together again.

I love you so much childish :)

Let's work towards our future together ok? :)

And I just wanna apologise for being busy...I will do my best to spend as much time as I can with you ok? :)

Thanks for all you've done for me :) The pendent, the bento, the chocolates. I really love them :) They're the best representations of your love for me and I know it :) I appreciate all you've done child!

I love you!! Hope you sleep well ok?

Talk to me if you feel sad ok? We'll love and treat each other right this time round ok? No more mistakes, we'll make this good :)

I'll cherish you child :)

I love you, and I miss you so much now as I'm typing this.

Hope to see you soon :) Muacks!



    The name's Kelvin
    I'm also known as Kel Kes, Kestille

    I'ma hearty and somewhat passive dude, friendly and easy-going. I barely lose my temper, BUT! you won't like me when I do, cause I can get reallllll mean >=D

    I'm an aspiring concept artist currently earning my degree at the Otis College of Art and Design.

    This is moiii little blog and enjoy all the crap that is posted here!


    Reiry Childo
    I started dating this childish of most childish girl since 24th february 2011

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